poems I‘ve written

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„I still remember how you looked at me that night,

like I was the moon

And you‘ve waited the whole day

To see me shine“

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„where should I go

when I‘m not even feeling at home

in my own body?“

-homesick

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it‘s almost a year

since i saw you walking out the door;

the door to a place

i used to call home

just because you where living with me.

3 days later you left

and i haven‘t seen you since then.

our home became a nightmare

i couldn‘t escape.

i wasn’t able to lay on the couch for months

because it felt empty

without your body next to mine.

i didn‘t sleep

i didn‘t eat

because you weren‘t there

to make those walls a place to live,

to sit on that table to make food taste like a meal.

the day i moved out ,

i thought i could leave behind

the ghost of you

hounting me

but i couldn‘t;

parts of you are always in the room,

within me.

Burning in my veins,

living inside my bones,

in every cell i own.

you left fingerprints on my soul

i wish i could wash away when i take a shower.

a broken heart,

an empty mind in a walking body

that‘s still trying to put the loose pieces together.

it‘s been a year without you

and even though i have a new home now,

i still feel homeless without you.

- 365 days and i still miss you

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„You’re a masterpiece of a human and I would love, to love you, for the rest of my life.“

-c.n

[chiaranaomii]

it‘s almost a year

since i saw you walking out the door;

the door to a place

i used to call home

just because you where living with me.

3 days later you left

and i haven‘t seen you since then.

our home became a nightmare

i couldn‘t escape.

i wasn’t able to lay on the couch for months

because it felt empty

without your body next to mine.

i didn‘t sleep

i didn‘t eat

because you weren‘t there

to make those walls a place to live,

to sit on that table to make food taste like a meal.

the day i moved out ,

i thought i could leave behind

the ghost of you

hounting me

but i couldn‘t;

parts of you are always in the room,

within me.

Burning in my veins,

living inside my bones,

in every cell i own.

you left fingerprints on my soul

i wish i could wash away when i take a shower.

a broken heart,

an empty mind in a walking body

that‘s still trying to put the loose pieces together.

it‘s been a year without you

and even though i have a new home now,

i still feel homeless without you.

- 365 days and i still miss you

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“love is not always beautiful. its not just the good night kisses or the sunday morning cuddles in bed. its not always about the nice words or the i love you’s between the sheets. its not about sex or holding hands, telling each other kind words. sometimes love tears you apart, breaks every bone in your body and leaves you naked on the floor, crying out an ocean you wish you could drown in. its screaming at each other totally drunk at 4am knowing everyone can hear the bad words coming out. sometimes love is the silence after a big storm that has torn everything down. it’s finding a way back together after breaking apart. love can heal you but it sure can kill you too.”

— c.n

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Maybe life broke your wings But you can learn to fly again

- just a quick reminder that you can go through whatever you’re going through, keep going! / c.n

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„sometimes loving someone with all your heart,

means letting them go,

even though it hurts on places,

you‘ve never felt pain before.

sometimes love means,

setting the other person free,

so they can live in happiness,

even though sadness moves in to you,

the day they leave.

sometimes moving on is the greatest act of love,

even though you’d feel better,

with taking a step back again.

sometimes love means,

not getting loved back but,

thats okay because;

putting someone else’s bliss before your own disire,

is the most purest, rarest and deepest love a person can feel for another.

- c.n // sometimes love means, being happy because they‘re happy, even though you‘re not the reason for it

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„sometimes loving someone with all your heart,

means letting them go,

even though it hurts on places,

you‘ve never felt pain before.

sometimes love means,

setting the other person free,

so they can live in happiness,

even though sadness moves in to you,

the day they leave.

sometimes moving on is the greatest act of love,

even though you’d feel better,

with taking a step back again.

sometimes love means,

not getting loved back but,

thats okay because;

putting someone else’s bliss before your own disire,

is the most purest, rarest and deepest love a person can feel for another.

- c.n // sometimes love means, being happy because they‘re happy, even though you‘re not the reason for it

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„And he tasted

Like all colors at once

Like he was the sunsets

she always looked at

Which she always wanted to touch

It was like christmas as a child

Where it felt like she waited forever

Just to get everything she wished for

He tasted like summer

And all the long evenings near beach

Where you wish you could stop time

And live that moment forever

But between all that impressions

Mostly he tasted like love“

-c.n

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“I used to be warm

like the summer nights

with clear sky

which we used to spend

on the balcony

talking forever

with the stars above us

now i’m cold

as cold as winter

your favourite season

snow everywhere

water that turnes into ice

within a blink of an eye

spring is far away

i’m not going to

bloom soon

no one can unfreeze me”

-c.n

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How many lips do I have to kiss, to forget the taste of yours? What do I have to touch, to forget how your skin felt under mine? How many hearts do I have to break, till mine heals itself? How heavy can heartache be?

c.n (https://www.instagram.com/chiaranaomii/)

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„Some people don‘t need hands to touch you. Some kiss your soul with words softer than any mouth ever did. They let flowers bloom in the darkest parts of your body just because of some sentences, spilled out of nowhere. Some only need eyes to get you; whether its hazel brown, that reminds you of chocolate or cristal blue, where you could drown in. And just by one look stars collaps into planets and suddenly you feel a whole universe crashing beneath your rips. Some only need a smile to kindle a fire inside of you, that could burn down a city; while others need matches to inflame a little spark between your heart and stomach. Some people need no hands and still, you can feel them all over your body.“

-c.n

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„I was always into your smell

It was like an addiction

Because everytime your flavor

Got in my nose

The symphony of your scent

Exploded inside of me

Like a firework, lighting up my heart

I stared to smell you everywhere

Whether it was my pillows

After we stayed in bed for two days

Or one of my shirts

When I layed on your chest for hours

Your odor became a part of feeling home

I lost the day

I lost you

And after since then

I’ve never felt firecreakers

in me again“

-c.n / poemsivewritten / if you want to read more of my poetry follow me on instagram: https://www.instagram.com/friedliebend_/

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