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IM FUCKING CRYING
THAT SAD MUSIC PLAYING AS AARON WAS CALLING IN TIM’S DEATH
AND THEN TIM GRABBING THE RADIO AND BASICALLY BEING LIKE “DUMBASS IM ALIVE”
aaron: I can’t believe tim’s dead 😔
tim: no the fuck I am not you idiot
aaron: sometimes I swear I can still hear his voice
IM FUCKING CRYING
THAT SAD MUSIC PLAYING AS AARON WAS CALLING IN TIM’S DEATH
AND THEN TIM GRABBING THE RADIO AND BASICALLY BEING LIKE “DUMBASS IM ALIVE”
aaron: I can’t believe tim’s dead 😔
tim: no the fuck I am not you idiot
aaron: sometimes I swear I can still hear his voice
“Jesse, you are so fucking good at this. So, so proud of you. xoxo Tracy”
Excuse me while I go cry now.
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CHICAGO PD | 10x02
whatever jay's exit is do you think it could have an emotional impact on hailey?
100%.
Other than the No good, very bad choice the writers can make with Jay not being on the show, not having him there would still have an emotional impact. Even if he’s alive and safe and they’re still happily married.
Because of the writing choices that have been made in the last 5 seasons since Hailey came onto the show, Upstead has been tightly and irrevocably intertwined. As partners, friends and lovers.
They became cornerstones and these stabilizing forces in each other’s lives long before they got together. They’ve weathered a lot of what they’ve gone through TOGETHER.
I fully believe they can exist as a couple without working together. Not a single doubt.
However, I do think Hailey now being exposed to Voight without any kind of buffer, especially the one Jay provided in the last season, it’s going to be hard.
That’s not to say I don’t think Hailey is incapable of being self reliant, but one of the most important things being with Jay has taught her is that she doesn’t have to cope with everything by herself and that it’s okay to lean on him.
She doesn’t have that kind of relationship with anyone else. So I think it’s going to be emotional in some ways for Hailey in that sense, and I also think part of it is going to be the writers faffing around about how to write her without Jay right there beside her. Poor baby’s gonna be flapping in the wind.
Of course I could be totally wrong, especially if the writers choose to blatantly ignore all of these things.
But I’m not really intending to watch to find out so…
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The simple fact of thinking that Hailey can lose everything in the blink of an eye breaks my heart.
Because Jay is not only her husband, Jay is her best friend, her confidant, her safe place, the person with whom she can let herself to be vulnerable without fear. He is the person with whom she can talk after a heavy day at work, the person with whom she can talk about her fears and frustrations. He is the person she trusts the most - in all aspects of her life. He is the person she wants to hug at the end of the day and with whom she wants to spend the rest of her life. Jay is the person who respects her and treasures her. Someone who sees her wounds and doesn’t try to heal them but protect them. He was more than her husband, he was her home and future. I'm not okay!
Jay Halstead is her person. And to think that she can lose all this breaks my heart besucase after having a difficult childhood and life, she had finally found a man who was willing to give (and gave) everything for her, and that? That was the most selfless love you will ever know!
dick wolf: alright budget cuts, what do we do?
executive: maybe we shouldn’t promote any new characters to series regular
dick wolf: meh
other executive: let’s fire the fan favorite
dick wolf: you son of a bitch, i’m in
Reality is sinking in and it feels worse than yesterday. It feels like I’m grieving the loss of a loved one and I know that sounds ridiculous and it’s just a TV show, but that’s what it feels like for me after almost 10 years with Jesse Lee Soffer and Jay Halstead. This one hurts the most y’all. 💔
It really does. I feel weird about how hard this has hit me, but it feels wrong for the show to go on without him. I just don’t want any of it.
I want to pretend like season 9 was it and read fanfic in peace.
Thanks to the fic writers
Just an extra special hug to our amazing and dedicated Upstead fic writers. This must be especially hard. Upstead’s relationship and character development and the way Jesse and Tracy brought them to life provided so much inspiration.
Just know that those who are fans of your amazing writing will use your fic for comfort and to remind us just how awesome Upstead is. And we thank you now, and will thank you later. So much love to you all and extra hugs!!
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to say that I am anything but completely devastated about jesse leaving and losing jay this season is an understatement. my heart is actually so broken right now.
I'm genuinely gutted. I actually got nauseous thinking about it.
One of my first thoughts when I saw that Jesse was leaving was, "Why? He looked so happy in the BTS pics?!"
It's also really, really weird to me, like @morganupstead said, that Jesse and Kelli gave such utterly similar statements. They're literally two of the most popular Dick Wolf universe characters and parts of the most popular ships. I really don't think it was their decision to leave their respective shows.
The growth we've seen from Jay as a character is monumental. His character has brought so much to the show. Jesse has never had a single bad thing to say about the show or the cast. Quite the opposite, actually. He constantly raves about how much he loves it, so what the hell? The same can be said for Kelli/Rollins.
I pretty much stopped watching Grey's Anatomy after Alex left because of what they did to the character and how much the writing changed. Alex's character development was quite literally one of the best I've ever seen on TV. And the writers completely undid all of it with his exit.
I can't stomach the idea of something like that happening to Jay, after everything he's been through. He and Hailey just got married for God's fucking sake. If Tracy is staying and they're not going to have a surprise exit for her too, you best believe Jay better be alive and well off screen raising a family with Hailey. They sort of made it work with Brettsey, so they can do it again. At this point, as much as I absolutely love Tracy and having her on my screen, my ideal situation would be for would be for Hailey to leave with Jay.
Just for the love of fukcing all that is holy, make Jesse's exit respectful to Jay AND HAILEY. Don't fucking pull a Grey's Anatomy.
I started watching CPD back in season three, I think. I stopped because I hated Voight. I started again because of Upstead. I genuinely didn't realize how much Upstead had been tied into my brain. I read and write fics and watch edits when I need seratonin. They were always this constant that I had to look at after a bad day, and now this? And maybe that's not healthy, but it's true.
No hate whatsoever to Jesse. I wish the best for him. I just seriously don't think it's his idea to leave.
Fucking gutted
Your top 3 Upstead kisses and why 😽
Taking this as an opportunity to express my gratitude for the incredible gif makers on here (& not just those whose gifs I use with these answers). We’re blessed by your talent and I’m grateful for every single one of you🫶🏼
1. First Kiss | 8x03: this kiss is laced with something. I could watch only this scene for the rest of my life and still get butterflies every single time. The way Jay immediately goes for tongue, the way you can tell he catches her off guard, and the moment her hand slides down his chest at the end?? Love it. 100/10
2. Proposal Kiss | 9x01: I have to thank the director for this one because something about the full body shot just hits different. Her on her tip toes, his grip on her waist, THEN his grip around the back of her neck make me absolutely lose my mind. They literally hold each other as closely as possible in this scene and they’re so insane for that.
3. Consummation Kiss | 9x09: there are so many kisses to appreciate in this scene, but this one is truly the most aesthetically perfect of theirs. She backs up, he chases her, his hand cradles her head then moves to her waist - it’s the perfect recipe to melt me into a puddle on the floor.
JAY HALSTEAD & HAILEY UPTON CHICAGO P.D. – Season 9
