I love Daniel and Sharon's friendship. He made me laugh when he said, "You might get a call from an attorney. That's me. Just for the record, I'm right, they're wrong. You got this."
Fandom: Chicago Med
Character: Rina (Original Character), Dr. Daniel Charles, Gaffney Chicago Medical Center staff
Pairing: None (Gen)
Genre: Medical Drama, Psychological Tension, Workplace Introspection, Character Study
Status: COMPLETE
Image from Pinterest.
MASTERLIST.
The call came at 6:42 p.m., just when Rina had started heating leftover empanadas. “Psych ward needs a float, twelve-hour night,” the scheduler said, her tone both pleading and transactional.
Rina looked at the moon rising over her kitchen window: round, precise, bright enough to bleach the clouds. “Full moon,” she muttered. “You people plan this, don’t you?”
“Double pay,” came the reply.
Money wasn’t the reason she said yes, but it helped her pretend she had a choice. By the time she parked in the employee lot at Gaffney, twilight had slid into that blue-gray wash that made the hospital glow like a spacecraft. She drained her mate thermos, stuffed it in her bag, and walked toward the entrance with the half-smile of someone psyching herself up for an improv show she hadn’t rehearsed for.
Inside, the air hit her: antiseptic, recycled, perfumed faintly with cafeteria grease. The psych unit sat three corridors and one ID checkpoint away from the ER, a little kingdom with its own rhythms. A posted sign read: Visitors limited, items subject to search. The security guard at the desk gave her a nod that translated to You’re temporary, but welcome enough.
The charge nurse, a compact woman named Irene with coffee-stained scrubs, handed her a clipboard. “Float nurse, huh? Haven’t had one of those in a while. You know how to handle psych?”
“I know how to handle people,” Rina said, keeping her tone neutral but friendly.
“Same thing, some nights.” Irene’s smile didn’t quite reach her eyes.
Orientation took ten minutes. Keys, alarms, panic buttons, which doors opened which way. Rina listened, nodding, storing every instruction like survival trivia. Floaters lived by a simple creed: learn fast, blend faster.
When Irene left her to finish charting, Rina leaned against the counter, exhaling slowly. The place felt too quiet, the kind of quiet that held its breath. Somewhere down the hall a patient was humming. Not tuneless; deliberate, circular, a melody that hovered just out of recognition. She caught herself tapping to it before realizing it had no real rhythm.
“Don’t start seeing patterns already,” she told herself under her breath.
A tech rolled past with a mop and said, “Full moon. Every time, we’re already short a sitter.”
“Must be union rules,” Rina quipped. He chuckled and kept moving.
She glanced at the clock, 7:19 p.m. The automatic doors would lock at eight. Twelve hours sealed inside with fifty patients and a handful of staff. Not new, but always slightly unnatural: a controlled wilderness pretending to be a ward.
Her phone buzzed from a message from another float nurse she sometimes swapped shifts with. Heard you’re on 3 South. Watch the lights; they’ve been flickering since the ER lost power earlier.
Rina typed back, Copy that. I’ll bring candles and a rosary. Then she silenced the phone, slid it into her locker, and pulled on the hospital-issue sweater that smelled faintly of bleach.
She caught her reflection in the metal cabinet: hair pulled back tight, eyes sharper than she felt. She smiled at herself without warmth. “Another night, Solis. Smile like you mean it.”
The intercom buzzed, summoning her to the nurses’ station for introductions; it was time to float.
The double doors sighed open, releasing a pocket of air that smelled like the inside of a sealed jar: bleach, old plastic, and something sweeter, maybe oatmeal or soap. Rina stepped through and felt the shift immediately, as though the air molecules in Psych moved slower than everywhere else.
The hallway stretched in two directions, pale and gleaming, lights recessed into the ceiling like sterile constellations. Every few seconds one flickered, just slightly, like an eyelid twitching. The floors were waxed to a false perfection, catching warped reflections of everyone’s shoes. It made her feel like she was walking over shallow water, each step distorting an image below.
Her sneakers squeaked once, too loud. She adjusted her stride.
At the nurses’ station, the hum of the computers mixed with low conversation. The kind of murmurs people used when they didn’t want to wake something. A tech was scrolling his phone, the tiny speaker leaking jazz from the 1950s. The melody trailed down the corridor, eerie and nostalgic in the fluorescent light.
Rina smiled. “Didn’t expect music tonight.”
The tech shrugged. “Patients like rhythm, calms them.”
The hum echoed faintly against the linoleum, filling the spaces the silence didn’t occupy. From one of the rooms came a mutter—someone talking to themselves, rhythmic and wet, like a chant half-swallowed. A nurse in pink scrubs passed by carrying a tray of meds and whispered, “Full moon, right? They get restless. Half the ward’s been pacing since dinner.”
Rina followed her toward the med room, watching the way the nurse’s ID badge swayed with each step. On the way, they passed the common area—plastic chairs, a TV bolted high to the wall, a mural of clouds painted by volunteers years ago, now yellowed around the edges. Someone had stuck a paper sun in the corner, its edges curling.
That’s when the lights flickered again—just a hiccup, but enough to make her freeze for half a heartbeat. Her brain flashed a quick image: a dark hallway, another hospital, the pop of breakers dying, a scream two rooms away. She pushed the thought out before it could fully form, kept walking.
In the med room, the hum of the refrigerator filled the space like a heartbeat. She ran a hand along the counter, grounding herself. The surface was cold, smooth, mercifully real.
Outside, she caught two nurses talking near the supply cart.
“They said the ER lost partial power again,” one murmured. “Backup’s working, but the surge hit us last time too.”
“So we’re next?”
“Probably just flickers.”
The word flickers hung in the air like static.
Rina stacked the med trays, aligning each cup with obsessive neatness. It wasn’t about order—it was about control. Her fingers worked faster than her thoughts. She could feel her pulse in the soft skin of her neck, a subtle, insistent tap reminding her body that it remembered things she preferred to forget.
As she turned toward the hallway again, the music had stopped. The sudden absence of it made the ward feel cavernous. She became aware of every sound: the squeal of a rolling cart, the faint shuffle of slippered feet behind a locked door, her own breath drawn too shallow.
Then a voice broke the stillness. Warm, unhurried, a little amused.
“You must be our float nurse. I was warned you might be too competent for your own good.”
Dr. Daniel Charles was leaning against the station’s counter, coat pockets full, a faint smile ghosting behind his beard. He looked like he’d walked in from another universe: unflappable, bright-eyed, with that professorly calm that seemed to bend the chaos around him.
Rina blinked, momentarily startled out of her trance. “Guess that depends on who’s doing the warning.”
He extended a hand, palm warm, fingers ink-stained. “Dr. Charles. I handle psychiatry and questionable snacks.”
The scent of gummy bears rose between them as he offered her the bag.
She took one, rolling it between her fingers. “I’m Rina. Float nurse and I handle questionable doctors.”
Charles laughed low and genuine. The sound cracked the ward’s tension like a dropped coin. Somewhere down the hall, the hum started again; same tune, same patient. But now, threaded through the laughter and the flickering light, it didn’t sound eerie. It sounded like a pulse trying to keep time.
Rina popped the gummy bear into her mouth and immediately regretted it; it was cherry flavor, waxy, cloying. But it was the kind of regret that made her grin anyway.
“So,” she said, chewing, “is this your covert psych tactic? Distract the staff with sugar until morale improves?”
Charles tilted his head, mock-serious. “Precisely; I find glucose stabilizes the amygdala, or at least keeps people too sticky-fingered to storm off.”
Rina laughed an actual laugh, not the polite exhale she used with strangers. It startled her how easily he drew it out. His manner wasn’t just kind; it was curious, as though every word she said was a clue to something fascinating.
He started walking toward the main corridor, gesturing for her to follow. His gait was unhurried, the stride of a man who refused to be rushed by anyone’s chaos. She trailed beside him; clipboard against her hip, letting his calm set the tempo.
They passed the rec room. The humming patient sat near the wall, tracing circles on the table with a crayon. The tune wavered, half lullaby, half dirge. Rina’s spine tensed automatically, but Charles only nodded, as if acknowledging a colleague mid-symphony.
“That’s Miles,” he said softly. “He came in three days ago; veteran, brilliant guy when he’s steady. The hum’s his way of keeping rhythm when the world doesn’t match the beat in his head.”
Rina hummed along for a second, half under her breath, and saw Miles glance up, startled and return to his circles. Charles noticed, a small smile flickering.
“Not everyone joins the music,” he said.
“I’ve worked in enough wards to know ignoring the melody makes it louder.”
He tapped his temple. “Ah. You’re going to do fine here.”
They stopped by the charting desk. A stack of paper forms sat like snowdrifts beside the monitors. The fluorescent light above them buzzed like a mosquito hum. Charles squinted at the flicker and said, “You can feel it too, can’t you?”
“The hum?”
“The pressure,” he said. “Full moon, failing transformer and jittery staff. You can almost hear the tension running through the wiring.”
Rina raised an eyebrow. “You always narrate like a noir detective, or is that just for new nurses?”
“Only the ones I intend to impress before midnight.”
That earned another laugh from her, and the tension in her shoulders eased by a fraction. The smell of instant coffee drifted from the break room; it was burnt, bitter, but grounding.
Charles leaned against the counter, arms folded. “Float nurses have the hardest job in the building: dropped into a new ecosystem every few days. No chance to build immunity to the stress.”
She shrugged. “I like not belonging anywhere, it keeps me light on my feet.”
“Or keeps you from stopping long enough to notice you’re tired.”
The comment landed closer than she expected. Her mouth opened, closed. He didn’t press, just gave her that patient half-smile that said I see you, but you don’t owe me your story.
Down the hall, the lights hiccuped again. For half a heartbeat, she saw another version of herself: the younger one, frozen under red emergency lights, breath locked in her chest. Then the hum steadied, the corridor returned, and Charles was still talking about census numbers and discharge plans.
She refocused, pen tapping the clipboard.
“So,” she said, forcing the air back into her lungs, “who’s on watch tonight?”
“Room 311’s our wildcard,” he said. “Miles, the man with the music. Keep him occupied, and the rest of the unit usually follows his rhythm.”
“Got it. Miles is the metronome.”
“Exactly.”
Charles straightened, brushing sugar dust from his pocket. “You’ll like this place. Once you stop noticing how the lights flicker.”
“Already trying not to,” she said lightly.
They walked toward the med room again, the jazz tune having resumed somewhere in the background. It felt almost companionable now, a pulse threading the air between them.
Rina found herself looking forward to how the night might unfold. Not because she trusted the quiet, but because for the first time in hours, she wasn’t facing it alone.
They started their rounds just after nine. The overhead lights had been dimmed to their night setting; everything soft, blue-gray, almost underwater. Rina rolled the med cart down the hall with the rhythm of habit: push, brake, unlock, document. The cart wheels squeaked every few feet, a small metronome to mark the minutes.
Charles walked beside her, hands tucked into the pockets of his long coat. He didn’t hover, didn’t narrate, just observed with that unfazed curiosity that made people tell him more than they meant to.
Room 305 was first. A man in his fifties sat cross-legged on the bed, whispering to an invisible audience. Rina knocked gently before entering, her tone casual.
“Buenas noches, señor Cruz. You ready for your bedtime cocktail?”
His eyes flicked toward her, wary and softened at the familiar Spanish. “¿Qué es hoy?” (What am I having tonight?)
“Olanzapina con un toque de cariño,” she said, smiling. (Olanzapine with a small dose of fondness)
Charles leaned against the doorway, mouth quirking. “That last ingredient’s not FDA approved.”
Rina shrugged. “That’s what makes it effective.”
Cruz laughed; a short bark of sound that sounded more human than anything else in the room. He swallowed the pill, muttered a thank-you, and went back to whispering at the wall.
Back in the hallway, Charles murmured, “You have a good ear. You meet them where they are.”
“Easier than dragging them to where I am,” she said, jotting the time on her clipboard.
Room 307. A young woman sat with her knees pulled to her chest, rocking in tiny increments. Rina crouched beside her, voice low, words steady. “Inhala conmigo... eso. Otra vez.” (Inhale with me... That’s it. Again)
The woman followed her breathing, trembling easing just enough for Rina to slip the thermometer under her arm. Charles stayed silent, watching the cadence of Rina’s movements: the steadying hand on the shoulder, the way her own breath slowed to match the patient’s.
When they stepped back into the hall, he said softly, “Remind me never to argue with you.”
“Noted,” she said, smiling without looking up from her chart.
The smile lasted until the lights flickered once, a fast blink. But her body reacted before her mind caught up; muscles tightening, pulse spiking. For a heartbeat the air thickened, and the sound of her own breath became the loudest thing in the corridor.
Then the hum steadied again, and she realized she’d stopped moving. Charles was watching her, not alarmed, just seeing. The look was quiet, clinical and compassionate in the way only a psychiatrist’s could be.
She forced a grin. “Guess maintenance skipped our section.”
“Guess so,” he said, still watching her a second longer than comfort allowed. Then he let it go. “Come on. Two more rooms before we earn our coffee.”
They passed the common area. The patient from earlier, Miles, was still humming. The tune had shifted keys: minor now, softer but more insistent. It wound through the corridor like a thread, looping, looping, looping.
Rina kept walking, pretending not to hear, but the melody stuck to her spine like static. Each repetition drew her back toward the memory she’d been suppressing all evening: a corridor plunged into darkness, another voice humming and the sudden slam of a door.
She blinked, forced her breath into rhythm with her steps. Clipboard, wheel squeak and shoe scuff. Repeat. Charles said something about census forms, his voice a calm, grounding hum beside her. She nodded, pretending to follow, letting his tone drown out the tune.
By the time they reached the last room, the lights had stopped flickering. The ward seemed to have settled into an uneasy lull. But Rina knew that kind of quiet, it was the kind that only existed right before something broke.
The shift-change lull always had its own pulse: half the staff signing out, half signing in, a quiet choreography of fatigue and relief. Rina stacked her charts neatly on the counter, aligning the corners until they matched perfectly. The small symmetry soothed her nerves the way some people prayed.
Down the hall, the faint buzz of the intercom preceded the sound she never quite got used to, the click of the automatic locks engaging for the night. It sounded like metal sliding into metal, a deep mechanical throat clearing itself. The sound echoed longer than usual.
Her chest tightened before her brain could find a reason. She froze, one hand still on the chart, the other gripping the counter. The air didn’t actually change, but it felt thinner, like someone had turned down the oxygen. A small voice in her head whispered, Not again.
She made herself move slowly and deliberately; breathing in through her nose, out through her mouth, counting the rhythm under her breath. One. Two. Three. Control the exhale, lengthen it. That trick had saved her once, years ago, when another set of doors had locked behind her for the wrong reasons.
The memory threatened to surface: red emergency lights, the thud of a chair, her own voice shouting orders that no one could hear. She pressed her thumb hard into the ridge of the clipboard until the sharpness replaced the image.
A tech wheeled past with a linen cart, whistling a sloppy version of Miles’s hum. “Full moon,” he said. “Every time, man; I swear they feel it in their fillings.”
Rina forced a laugh, a single exhale dressed as amusement. “Guess that’s why we get the big bucks.”
Her voice sounded normal. That was the trick; keep the tone steady, the expression casual. Inside, her body was staging a quiet rebellion: heart hammering, palms slick, every sense tuned to the wrong frequency.
She turned toward the break room, pretending to check the coffee pot. The air smelled faintly metallic, the way it did before a thunderstorm. The fluorescent light above the door hummed, its vibration running down the back of her neck like a current.
She took another breath and another. Held the second one until her ribs ached, then let it out slow. This is now, she told herself silently. It’s a different place and a different night.
When she looked up, Charles was at the far end of the corridor, conferring with security about the night census. He caught her eye, lifted a hand in a small wave. The gesture was simple, grounding; something solid in the sterile brightness. She waved back, her fingers trembling slightly against the clipboard.
The tech’s cart squeaked away down the hall. Somewhere, Miles’s low humming started again, circling the same four notes over and over. The air felt stiller and the ward quieter.
Rina adjusted her badge, squared her shoulders, and stepped toward the nurses’ station. Her pulse was still misfiring, but she moved anyway. Motion, she’d learned, was the only cure for dread. Behind her, the doors settled fully into their locks with a soft mechanical sigh. The night had officially begun.
It began with a scream. Not a horror-movie scream, not sharp or clean, but a low, ragged sound that rolled through the hall like a gust of wind breaking glass.
Rina was refilling the med cart when it hit her ears. Every muscle in her body knew the sound before her brain did: it was the timbre of pure panic. She dropped the syringe she’d been holding and sprinted toward the dayroom.
The scream came again, this time followed by a shout and the unmistakable crack of wood splintering. The dayroom lights were flickering and shadows jumped across the walls, breaking the space into moving fragments. One patient sobbed near the vending machine, another stood pressed flat against the far wall.
In the center, Miles was barefoot and sweat slicking his face; he was dragging a chair across the floor, its metal legs shrieking. He swung it hard against the door frame, splintering one leg clean off. The humming that had filled the ward earlier was gone; in its place came the syncopated rasp of his breathing.
Dr. Charles arrived behind her, panting lightly. “What happened?”
“Nightmare in room 307,” Rina said, eyes never leaving Miles. “He heard it. Something set him off.”
Miles turned toward them, eyes bright and wide. “They’re coming again,” he shouted. “You don’t hear them?”
Charles stepped forward, palms raised, voice warm and deliberate. “Miles, it’s Dr. Charles. You’re safe here. Nobody’s coming.”
But Miles didn’t seem to hear. He dropped the chair leg, grabbed the edge of the couch, and shoved it sideways to block the exit. Cushions tumbled, coffee mugs shattered. Someone whimpered.
The automatic door at the end of the hallway tried to open, failed, and clicked back into place with a power glitch. The comms light at the nurses’ station blinked red.
Rina’s brain catalogued everything in seconds: three ambulatory patients, one possibly injured, one potential weapon and one blocked exit. Her hands were steady even as her stomach twisted. She crouched beside the nearest patient, a teenage boy covering his ears and spoke quietly in Spanish, words spilling out before she thought them: “Todo está bien, cariño. No te muevas, respira conmigo.” (Everything is okay, sweetheart. Don’t move and breath with me)
The boy mimicked her breathing, shuddering. She kept her voice low, controlled, rhythmic. The way she’d learned to talk herself down years ago.
Across the room, Charles edged closer to Miles. “You told me once you like patterns,” he said. “That you find comfort in rhythm. You remember that?”
Miles’s head jerked. “The rhythm’s wrong tonight.”
“I know,” Charles said, soft as weather. “Let’s fix it together.”
Rina half-listened, scanning for anything she could use: a tray, a pillow, even a cup of water to distract him if he turned violent. The flickering lights carved the scene into still frames: Miles’s trembling hands, Charles’s calm silhouette, the slumped forms of the other patients.
A smell hit her suddenly: ozone, like the instant before lightning and she wasn’t in Gaffney anymore. She was back in that other hospital, years earlier. The hallway was red with emergency lights. The metallic taste of fear in her mouth had settled and someone shouting for restraints. There was a man’s arm catching her by the shoulder and the weight of him pinning her against the wall. Her own voice cracking as she said, I’m a nurse, not the enemy.
The memory slammed into her like impact. For half a heartbeat she couldn’t breathe.
Then Charles’s voice cut through it; calm, unshaken. “Rina,” he said without turning. “I need you to clear the other patients.”
She blinked back into the present. The scene reassembled around her: dayroom, overturned couch, Miles clutching the broken chair leg like a rifle.
“Copy,” she said with her voice steadier than she felt.
She moved fast, shepherding the others toward the corridor, one hand on a trembling shoulder, one eye on Miles. Her heart thudded in her throat, but her training was stronger than her panic. Control the breath, move with purpose and no sudden noise.
Behind her, she heard Charles speaking again, words woven like a lullaby. “Miles, I’ve been in the dark too. It’s loud there but if you stop moving for a second, you can hear what’s real.”
Miles’s breathing hitched and the chair leg wavered. Then the lights went out completely. There were gasps all around and the sound of someone tripping over furniture. In the dark, Rina’s pulse roared in her ears like surf.
“Generator’ll kick in,” she said automatically to the patients, to herself, to the universe. Her fingers found the cold edge of the med cart. She used it as an anchor.
When the emergency lights finally flickered back on; dim, amber, thin as candle flame, Miles was gone from the center of the room.
“Where...” she started, but Charles was already scanning the shadows.
“He’s barricaded himself,” he said quietly, nodding toward the dayroom door. “Inside.”
The soft thud of furniture moving echoed from behind it, followed by the sound of something metallic scraping against tile.
Rina stared at the sealed door. Her throat was dry.
Charles’s voice came again, calm but edged now. “We’ll keep him talking. No sudden moves.”
Rina swallowed hard. “You mean no more ghosts,” she whispered.
He looked at her then and for a moment she saw in his eyes that he understood what she hadn’t said. The emergency lights buzzed overhead. The air tasted like copper.
Miles shouted from behind the barricade: “Nobody gets out this time!”
Rina closed her eyes for half a breath, steadying herself. The sound of the lock clicking earlier replayed in her mind: metal on metal, a door sealing her fate.
Then she opened her eyes. “Okay,” she said. “Let’s get him back.”
The overhead alarm broke the silence first: a flat, mechanical voice that seemed almost bored as it announced, Code White, psychiatric unit, Code White.
Then came the sound that followed every code in every hospital everywhere: running feet but none of them were inside. The locked ward had become its own sealed world, and inside it, chaos had gone strangely quiet.
Miles crouched behind the barricade he’d built from two flipped tables and a couch, his breathing the only sound. The emergency lights painted his face in bronze and shadow, sweat tracing dark lines down his temples.
Rina was kneeling behind an overturned chair with one of the patients: Ms. Keene, a woman in her sixties who had been hit by a flying mug during the outburst. Blood pulsed lazily from a cut on her scalp, not arterial but messy. Rina tore open a sterile pack with her teeth, her hands steady even as her chest felt full of broken electricity.
She pressed gauze to the wound and spoke softly: “I know, I know. Hold still, querida. It’s just a scratch, okay? You’ll tell people you survived the apocalypse.”
Ms. Keene gave a small, bewildered chuckle, which was good; humor meant oxygen, and oxygen meant time.
Across the room, Dr. Charles’s voice floated over the barricade: warm, conversational, like a man at a café instead of a standoff. “Miles, you said you were stationed in Kandahar, right? With the engineers?”
Miles grunted. The sound of furniture shifting followed.
“That’s a hell of a place to try and sleep,” Charles continued. “Dust storms every week, generators whining all night. Must’ve been hard to tell what was real noise and what was just your own mind trying to make sense of it.”
Miles’s answer came rough, defensive. “It’s never quiet, even here. You hear them too, don’t you?”
“Sometimes I do,” Charles said gently. “I think most of us do, in our own way.”
Rina tore off a strip of tape with her teeth, the sound sharp in the low light. She pressed the dressing into place, careful not to startle Ms. Keene. Every sound mattered now: the scrape of a shoe, the crinkle of gauze. One wrong noise could tip Miles into violence.
Overhead, the intercom crackled. The voice on the other end was tinny, male, too loud. “Psych unit, security is on standby. Authorization for chemical restraint pending. Repeat, authorization pending.”
Charles looked up at the speaker. “Don’t,” he said quietly, though he knew they couldn’t hear him. Then, more firmly: “Rina. How’s everyone back there?”
She wiped her gloved hands on her scrubs and called back, “Stable enough if we keep it that way.” Her tone was light, but he caught the flicker of tightness under it.
He shifted slightly, lowering his voice again for Miles. “You’ve been doing your best to protect everyone, haven’t you? That’s what all this is about. Making sure they’re safe.”
Something in that sentence seemed to reach him, the tension in his shoulders eased by a fraction. Rina risked a glance over the edge of the overturned table. Miles’s hands were shaking, the broken chair leg still clutched like a weapon, but his stance had softened: less fight, more confusion. Then, a new sound: the faint mechanical whir of the dart gun being readied on the other side of the door. Rina’s stomach dropped.
Charles heard it too. He stiffened, then called out, “Security, hold your position! We’re managing!”
The intercom crackled back, distorted. “Dr. Charles, protocol authorizes...”
“I am the protocol right now,” he said, voice still calm but lined with steel. “You fire that dart, you’ll lose him and you’ll lose us.”
Rina’s heart pounded. He wasn’t exaggerating. One jolt of panic from Miles and the barricade would turn into a weapon, the nearest bodies, including hers, within reach. She swallowed, hands tightening on the bloodied gauze.
Miles’s voice broke through again. “They said I wasn’t fit to come home.”
Charles took a step closer to the barricade, slow as dusk. “Then they were wrong. You made it home. You’re just trying to make it stay quiet long enough to rest. That’s all this is.”
The quiet that followed was fragile. Rina could feel it balancing on the edge of something unseen. She pressed down on Ms. Keene’s shoulder, more to ground herself than to comfort the patient. The scent of iron and antiseptic filled her nose. Sweat prickled at the back of her neck. She felt like the air itself was vibrating, humming with the memory of that other night, the one that had broken her.
Charles’s voice wove through the tension again, the same tone he’d used earlier when teasing her, only now it carried something weightier. “Miles, listen to me. You can put the chair down. Nobody’s leaving you behind, not this time.”
The hum of the generator faltered, lights dipping for a second.
Miles’s answer was a raw whisper. “Promise me that.”
“I promise.”
The room was so still Rina could hear the blood drip from the edge of her glove onto the tile; then came the clatter of the chair leg hitting the floor. Charles exhaled and Rina felt her knees weaken with it. She glanced at him and he gave the smallest nod.
But before relief could settle, the intercom crackled again: “Authorization confirmed. Dart in ten seconds.”
Charles’s head snapped up. “No...”
The word vanished under the hiss of compressed air. The dart whistled through the small glass window in the door and buried itself in the barricade with a dull thunk. Miles screamed; the fragile quiet shattered and the scream tore through the room and ripped every nerve ending raw.
Miles stumbled backward, eyes wide, one hand clawing at the dart buried in the barricade. The other gripped a jagged piece of the broken table, pressing it against his own throat.
“Don’t!” Rina shouted, before her brain could catch up to her mouth.
Charles froze mid-step, palms still up. “Miles... listen to me. No one’s going to hurt you. That dart wasn’t meant for...”
“You lied!” Miles bellowed. “You said nobody would come for me!”
He pressed the splinter harder against his skin. A thin red line appeared just beneath his jaw, glistening under the emergency light. For one heartbeat, Rina couldn’t breathe. The metallic scent of blood slammed her back into another night. The flashback came in sound before image: a colleague’s scream, the sound of restraints snapping free, the moment her body had locked up instead of moving. That night she had frozen; tonight, she refused.
Her body moved before the thought fully formed. She stepped from behind the overturned chair, palms out, voice steady despite the thunder in her chest. “Miles, mírame. Look at me.”
His head jerked toward her, startled by the sound of Spanish.
“¿Tú hablas español, verdad?” she continued softly. “De niño, tus vecinos, los de la calle Borinquen... they taught you a few words, didn’t they?” (You speak Spanish, right? As a kid, your neighbours from Borinquen Street...)
For a second, confusion replaced fury. His grip on the splinter loosened a fraction.
Rina took another slow step forward. “They used to call you el pequeño soldado, right? Because you’d march up and down the street with a toy gun, guarding the stoop.”
Miles blinked rapidly, trying to hold onto her voice as if it were the only stable frequency in the static. “How do you know that?”
“I don’t,” she said, her throat tightening, “I just see you.”
Behind her, Charles was moving inch by inch, silent.
Rina kept talking. “You came home, Miles. You did your job but you don’t have to keep fighting ghosts. You can rest now, you can put it down.”
Her voice trembled, but the words stayed clear. Each one was for him, and for herself. Miles’s eyes flicked between her and Charles. The makeshift weapon wavered. Charles caught her gaze for half a second, an unspoken question and she nodded once.
The air shifted; there was a whisper of movement from behind the security glass. Rina saw the second dart before she heard it. It sliced the air with a hiss, quick and merciless. It struck Miles in the shoulder. He let out a sharp breath, half sob, half surprise, and staggered backward into the barricade. The splinter clattered to the floor.
Rina reached him first, catching his wrist as his knees gave out. “Easy, easy... ya pasó, okay? It’s done.”
His eyelids fluttered, muscles going slack as the sedative flooded his bloodstream. For a moment he looked like a man caught between two dreams: one he wanted to wake from, one he couldn’t. Then he was still.
The room went utterly silent. Rina realized she was shaking. Not small tremors, whole-body tremors; she sat back on her heels, Miles’s wrist still in her hand, counting his pulse as if numbers could hold her together.
Charles knelt beside her, his breathing rough. He checked the dart site and met her eyes. “You did exactly what he needed.”
Her mouth opened to answer, but no words came. All the adrenaline was leaking out of her at once, leaving her hollow and buzzing. She pressed the heel of her hand against her sternum, trying to remember how to breathe like she taught others to.
“You okay?” he asked quietly.
She nodded once. “Yeah. Just... need a second.”
Charles placed a steadying hand on her shoulder, grounding her back in the room. “Take it.”
The alarm overhead clicked off. The emergency lights steadied into an amber glow. The world, for the first time that night, stopped spinning. Rina stared at Miles and realized her hands had stopped shaking.
The ward looked like a battlefield that had forgotten its reason for fighting. Tables still lay on their sides, a single coffee cup rolled lazily in a corner, and the emergency lights had dulled into a soft amber that made everyone look slightly older. By the time the Code White was cleared and the last incident report signed, the clock read 5:27 a.m.
Rina sat at the nurses’ station with her elbows on the desk and her head bowed over a stack of forms. Her handwriting had deteriorated into a slant somewhere between legible and EKG rhythm. Dr. Charles appeared beside her, holding two styrofoam cups. The smell hit first: burnt cafeteria coffee and something faintly like cardboard but in that moment, it was salvation.
“Peace offering,” he said, setting one in front of her.
She glanced up, eyes bloodshot but alert. “You mean caffeine as emotional first aid?”
He smiled. “The most evidence-based intervention we’ve got.”
She huffed a laugh, wrapping both hands around the cup. The warmth seeped into her palms, grounding her more than she wanted to admit. The air in the psych ward always ran too cold after a crisis as if the HVAC system itself was trying to erase adrenaline.
“Security says he’s stable,” Charles said, voice soft. “They’ve moved him to observation until the meds wear off.”
“Good,” Rina said, staring into the swirl of coffee foam. “He’ll hate himself for what happened.”
“Maybe. But he’s alive to hate himself, and that’s the start of something.”
The silence between them wasn’t awkward, just tired. Shared fatigue has its own kind of honesty.
Charles leaned against the counter. “You were impressive tonight. Calm under pressure, sharp instincts. You handled Ms. Keene like you’d rehearsed it.”
Rina shrugged, eyes still on the cup. “Rehearsed it once,” she said quietly. “Didn’t go as well.”
He tilted his head, studying her. “You’ve done this before.”
She hesitated, the muscles around her mouth tightening. “Something like it.”
“Something that still finds you, even when you think you’ve outpaced it.”
That almost made her look up. “You’re good at this,” she said. “Turning statements into mirrors.”
“It’s a hazard of the job.”
She smiled faintly, though her fingers tapped against the cup in a restless rhythm. “Thanks for earlier and for not letting protocol bulldoze empathy.”
He waved the thought off. “You were the empathy. I was just the decibel control.”
That earned him a small, genuine laugh; the first sound of something lighter. Outside the ward, the building was waking up. The hallway lights had switched from emergency amber to ordinary fluorescence, and the soft whir of the generator downstairs filled the air again; steady, mechanical, almost gentle. It reminded Rina of the earlier power outage she’d heard about from the ER: a blip that had cascaded through half the hospital system. The same hum now threaded through her, electric and familiar.
“Coffee refill?” Charles asked.
She shook her head. “If I have more, I’ll start hearing colors.” She rose, stretching, her back popping audibly. “Thanks, though, for all of it.”
He nodded, reading the unsaid things between her pauses. “Try to get some rest, Rina.”
She gave a small, dry smile. “Rest is for people who work one job.”
He chuckled, watching her head toward the elevator. The corridor was mostly empty now; an occasional orderly, the scuff of sneakers, the metallic tang of morning disinfectant. When the elevator doors slid open, she stepped in and caught her reflection in the brushed steel panel.
Her hair had escaped its bun, her eyes rimmed red, her scrubs smudged with dried blood. She looked both wrecked and awake, like someone who had survived something invisible. The doors closed and, as the elevator descended, the generator’s hum deepened into a low, steady drone. She realized she’d been matching her breathing to its rhythm.
Outside, dawn was just beginning to pry open the horizon. Sirens moaned faintly in the distance, fading into the city’s first wave of traffic. Rina stepped into the morning light, blinked against it, and walked toward the street; another shift waiting somewhere else, another corridor, another hum. The night had ended, but it hadn’t finished speaking.
Congratulations to Chicago Med on making it to 200 Episodes!!
Even though I haven't liked the writing and plot of the show from the last 6-7 years. it's still an accomplishment to make it to this milestone that many shows don't often reach
1. Sam Abrams is like a main guy now? Like, please! I think using him as a friend for Lennox since deans gonna be tied with Hannah is a good call and I’d live for sarcastic duos.
2. Ripley becoming the father figure to his gfs daughter is cute. Don’t ruin this for the kid’s attachment issues.
3. If Hannah loses the baby (I heard about fire :( ), I will cry. Pregnant women are hated on this show.
4. The preview. As a Daniel enthusiast , I’m assuming ‘you’ve got a big heart’ refers to Daniel based off the frames. No more angst for my boy. I swear to everything. Let him have a plot device outside of his patients that’s impactful but not horrible.
5. Will Halstead and Owen! Also, we get to see new relationships. Like someone I used to talk to predicted Naomi and John. And Lennox with closet dude?
6. Again, sorry @mandy426 for trading your Dean dreams for Sarah’s return. I think we needed more scenes to explain stuff and the preview of last season had random new stuff there.
7. I hope Marilyn is okay. It seems Maggie could return.
8. Anna seems to be better now? I hope they explore her healing while also having Daniel learn to turn the shrink off, the whole lesson he learned from Jackie and Sarah. Give me a Daniel Charles mental health arc. It is nice to see him happy to not be an empty nester fully anymore.
9. Med, if you do me a solid and bring back Latham for an episode , my life is yours.
Is anyone else feeling nervous that no one main cast wise left this episode? I feel like something is brewing, because I thought for sure Maggie was leaving because she had like no storyline.
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