Kitty cant stfu

All I do here is whine, beg for money, and suibait

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Hi it me

This is my hastag introduction post. U can call me Kitty. My hobbies are hating my life, being annoying, and having weird sexual fantasies. If u want to for some reason know more about me then look under yhe cut

Idrk how to make an intro (despite having like 80 fucking blogs). Uhh I’m radqueer sort of (by that I mean idrc what people do and I like the transids because it's like putting shiny stickers on my identity) and profic and shit. I got issues and will make that very apparent in this blog. You will learn every inch of my demented mind

Ok about me

Call me Kitty. I love Kitty Chicha and she is my beautiful goddess 😍

I go by any pronouns ever in the history of pronouns so yknow what, have fun. I do prefer fem pronouns tho

I have 20 billion transids so I’ll just put the ones that I identify with most

Trans… pet, rich, adored, micro celeb, stalked, lobotomized, digital, manic pixie dream girl, programmed

Perma… minor, chronically ill, traumatized, bandaged, underweight, loved, hikikomori, tremors, cringe

I’ll probably vent post a lot on here so if thats triggering then uh back I say

Transharmful ppl please interact auughuyughgf slobbers all over the placw

I havw no dni. I block freely

Tags:

kitkat yipyaps - text posts

kitkat reblogs - guess

curiosity killed the kat - anons

kitkat does things sometimes - coining and stuff

irrelevant posting - posts of a whole lot of nothing

Chicha for your trouble

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How It Feels Posting About Non-radq Related Things As A Radq Centered Blog

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Been hitting my cart a lot and it makes me appreciate my vapes more bcuz like yum, my pure, unadulterated lung cancer stick with no benefits and pure artificial flavoring 😍

Also hay its been a while

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r u latina? the way u post reminds me of the way mexican girls do

Woah an ask. Anyways nopee. I do hang around a lot of latinas though so that probably unconsciously influences me lol

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I’m chasing a feeling. It’s not real. I’m chasing a feeling. It’s not real. I’m chasing a feeling. It’s not real. I’m chasing a feeling. It’s not real. I’m chasing a feeling. It’s not real. I’m chasing a feeling. It’s not real. I’m chasing a feeling. It’s not real. I’m chasing a feeling. It’s not real. I’m chasing a feeling. It’s not real. I’m chasing a feeling. It’s not real. I’m chasing a feeling. It’s not real. I’m chasing a feeling. It’s not real.

Lol but cant a girl dream

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This fucking vape taste like wet cardboard I should just die

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ContradictQueer

A queer identity in which you feel several parts of your identity contradicts or clashes

If a term like this already exists then you’re allowed to kill me with hammers 💕

Alt versions of the flag under the cut

I started off the flag with purples because this is a pretty self indulgent coin and I like purple and then it came to me to invert the colors of the flag to represent the contradictory aspect of the identity. So theres the all green, all purple, green and purple, and invert of the flag above :D

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IdontcareQueer

A queer identity in which you don’t care much about parts of your identity and how others perceive it/Feel pretty disconnected to most aspects of your identity

Example: My gender and sexuality are unlabeled because I simply don’t care to label myself. I go by any pronouns because I don’t care what pronouns people use on me

This doesn’t mean you can’t care about any of your identity. It’s just that you mainly don’t mind very much. I made this term as a pretty self indulgent one. This is my first time ever coining anything. If a term like this already exists then fuckkk idk

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IM FUCKING TRANSMYCOMPUTERWORKING LIKR CAN THS STUPID THING WORK. Sorry computer I love you. BUT DAMN.

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I wanna try coining sum terms in a bit but I'm nervous bcuz it'll be my first time coining anything and my flags r lowkey butt ass ugly but idk fuck it we ball or something

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　TRANSPARASOCIALADORED — Identifying as / transitioning to being adored in a parasocial way.

Note : Tumblr ate the original ask for this, so I hope that whoever requested this flag will find it.

TAGGING // @parasiitequeer @hxundgutz @aro-luigi

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xanax can fix me

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I actually hate my life and I can't get off tumblr

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How looked down upon would it be if I put my cashapp here and begged for money so I can get a new cart and some good blades. What's the e-begging market like? Would I be better off making a cardboard sign and sitting outside. Nah, not in this weather. Maybe I can start a gofundme. "Neurodivergent queer poc minor needs funding to partake in her therapuetic activities 🥺". Man I need a fucking glucose guardian

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Yeah why don’t you just send over your address so I can come beat the shit out of you

Well no. If you want my address you're gonna have to work for it man. It's no fun if I just dox myself

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I want to paint your ribs with bruises. You’re so pathetic it actually enrages me. And from what I know about you, you’re going to eat this shit up. Its actually too easy

HEHEHE GIGGLES AND DANCES AROUND. My first anon wow. You're right man I am eating this shit up. Come on over and beat me all u want. Maybe if you try hard enough you can beat the patheticness out of me

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I've given up on myself. Now its your turn to give up on me

AKA Kitty whines about how her first world life sucks

(TW: Suicide and stuff. Not really a vent—more of a rant)

Rehab was supposed to be a fresh start—or whatever the sad horse from the sad horse show said. That's how I felt with the psych ward. But that place did FFFFFFFUCK all for me. And then they threw me back into the '✨💖Real World🥰💞' and basically said "fuck you, get your life back together on your own time". Well uh, guess what. "What, Kitty??" Thanks audience, great participation skills. I still wanna die. Yeppp. Still don't wanna go to school and still wanna do drugs and cut and all that fun stuff. And I sort of see my life as too far gone to get back on track. So like I've given up on myself. I did like when I was idk some age. But for some reason the world still wants to hold onto me. The same world that hates me for being mentally ill wants me to not die. And okay sure, suicide is selfish, but everyone has their own selfish reasons for wanting me alive so look, were all assholes I guess. You know what I hate? Like, really hate? "what do you really hate, Kitty?" Thanks for asking. I HATE when people you don't fucking know act like your life matters so much. Therapists will really look you in your eyes 1 second into knowing you and act like if you killed yourself they'd be completely shattered. Girl, either you have attachment issues which is not a good thing to have as a therapist, or you're just badly lying to me to make me potentially maybe not kill myself. But it doesn't work. It actually pisses me off. Therapists as a whole piss me off. Like, their words and tone of voice and shit. They're just pity machines. That shit doesn't work on me.

Anyways, like, it's pretty pointless still having faith in me. I'm pretty DEAD set on dying. Ahahahhh get it. Dead set.. cause I want to DIE. But like I've pretty much already given up. I'm a bum in training. A worthless hunchbacked bitch who scrolls tumblr all day desperate for some keyboard warrior anon to give me attention and getting wet when I see any number higher than 0 on my activity tab. I actually think I deserve the death penalty. On that topic, there should be human euthanasia. Because why is it cruel and fucked up to keep a suffering pet alive but people be posted up with their 200 year old great-great-great-grandmother who is actively trying to pull the plug on herself and all of a sudden her long life of suffrage is a 'blessing' and a 'miracle'. No worries if she's blind and her lungs are filling up and she doesn't know where she is or who you are or who she is. No worries that she's fed through a tube and pisses and shits through a bag and can't wipe her own ass and scratch her own itches. She alive and that's all that matters! Humans treat life like its greater than it is when we all know its shit. We're so fixated on it. And the thought of wanting to die is so insanely taboo because "life is a blessing and God made us all to live and be happy and magical and frolic and fields even though we all work corporate jobs and made this world a place of no true joy!" UGHGDGYJCECGYICEGYICEGYI. And another thing I hate is when people say "suicide is a permanent solution for temporary problems". Uhhh, good? Don't we want our solutions to be permanent? Like, if my computer ran into a problem and I did some fix on it, I want that to be permanent so my computer doesn't run into the same issue. If my cat had an illness and I go to the vet and the vets like "ok, I can give your cat this vaccine that will make sure she never gets this illness again" THATS A FUCKING GOOD THING??? Why do people say that? Like hell yeah, all my problems will be solved for fucking ever. That kicks ass. Why would I not want that? And how are you sure my problems are temporary? My life has sucked longer than it hasn't. It doesn't feel very temporary to me. I hate things people say just to not get you to kill yourself but they really hold no true value. "Suicide is selfish". Everything is selfish. Even selfless acts are like nine-times-out-of-ten done with mildly selfish intent. I think everyone should have the right to kill themselves. Especially like if you're at the point of mental illness where you gotta do all the bullshit experimental treatment options like electroshock therapy and ketamine overdose or whatever tf its called. Man, that's enough. I think it's wraps.

So yeah, let people kill themselves. Especially me. Let me kill myself in peace, man.