Why do you always do that?
You disappear without warning and come back like you’re never gone.
You act like things are always what they used to.
You seem quite oblivious of how my life turns whenever you suddenly left.
You don’t know what it does to me when you seem to have no idea how I feel whenever you play that game of yours.
I feel horrible.
Dreading each days of your disappearance.
Anticipating the days that you will return again.
There are times I want to walk away, move on with my life and never look back.
Times that I want to do the same painful things to you.
But there are also times I’m willing to wait for you without asking anything in return. Understand you and why you seem to do this to me.
It’s been like this for a long time.
I wish that for once, you’d look at me. Really look at me and consider me as a person who cares for you deeply.
Who would stay awake at night keeping you company from your demons.
Who would rather be hurt than see you hurting.
Who would cheer you up when you fail
and motivate you when you feel like giving up.
Who would meet you halfway to walk with you.
Who would wait for you at the end of your journey.
I want you to see me as a person who loves you and is willing to do anything for you.
Perhaps by seeing me like that, you’d take a moment to realize that I’m worth it.
That you’d hesitate leaving me behind and taking me for granted.
Perhaps I would mean something to you and you’d slowly care. Bit by bit.
Perhaps you’d fall for me. Terribly. Madly. Deeply. Just like how I did.
Perhaps when that day happened, you’d be afraid to leave again and lose me.
And perhaps when that day happened you’d be the one hurting so much. Not me. Anymore.
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