Does anyone knows what It feels like to not be wanted, to live everyday knowing your always the second option and the steppingstone for someone else. I live everyday fixing their feelings of others just to be left with nothing. I once said my purpose is to make others happy. I'm not wrong I get no greater happiness than those moments. I have carried out that purpose since I was a child. But recently I found the great flaw I never once said I had to be happy. I hate myself and I want to die but that would bring others sadness, and I can't do that. I need help but I'm alone.







