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Happy birthday bb!!! (I hope I remembered this right oof) I hope youre well and that today is great for you and you have many fun birthday adventures 🎉💕

Im crying rn 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 yes you did babes. I miss you lots , I’m sorry for replying so late ,i don’t get on here. This means so so much to me . Hope you’re having a good one !!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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on We Heart It.

reynabiddy

“I’m not attracted to anyone who isn’t excited about me. I want to be shown love consistently. I want to be shown off, celebrated, and reminded of my beauty. I don’t want to surround myself around anyone who doesn’t make me feel anything. I want my presence craved any time I go missing. I want my spirit full in return of me giving you everything. The way I love is everything but ordinary. The way my heart is set up - I fill people until I’m left empty. Unintentionally, I will shower you with all of me until I’m left with nothing. All I want is for someone to feel what I feel and love how I love - someone who’s eager to give me mutuality - without me having to question whether or not they’re meant for me.”

— Reyna Biddy

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last time i did this my wish really came true. so im going to wish again

luxurious-awakening

nothing to lose. :))

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Let’s hope

30rockasaurus

Why not? :)

allthepheelsandphandoms

*crossing fingers*

tkaaay

pretty much^^^^

itsrebeccablack

i got nothing to lose. (:

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Last time i did this my wish came true.

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Jesus Christ if my wish comes true I will piss

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im fucking crying of joy at the /thought/ of my wish coming true…

notuptospeedster

it came true last time…so why not

my-kindacrazy

<3

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hoping and praying…

emopeahen

Why not.

infamousvikas

lets see.

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my wish came true……………..this is creepy

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Why not lol

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Let’s see if it works 🥀➰

edxolivex

I doubt it will work but anyhow

alliwantisskinny

I will always reblog this as long as I have hope

teaskinny

📚 🍵

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♥

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Here’s hoping…

thinningskinny

🐽

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Praying for this to work💫

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･ﾟ✧

genuinejenn

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honestly man i just want someone to want me. to text me. to use a simple situation as an excuse to touch me. i want someone to think about me when they go to sleep and to tell me exactly that. i want someone to flirt with me, to ask me out. to hold my hand. i want someone to call me in the middle of the day, if for no other reason, because they felt like it. i just want someone i want to want me back.

reynabiddy

“Give people time. Give people space. Don’t beg anyone to stay. Let them roam. What’s meant for you will always be yours.”

— Reyna Biddy (via deeplifequotes)

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reynabiddy

i am constantly giving pieces of myself to different men who only see me as an object they can use for their personal pleasure. i realize this comes from an insecurity, it's like this is the only attention any male seems to give me and I'd rather have this attention than none at all. im in this viscous cycle and I'm hurting so badly inside and i know I deserve better but it's like even though I know it, I cannot stop. And I don't know why.

you don’t know the feeling.. or meaning of what it is to be “valued”. so you lean on the foundation of what you’re used to. most relationships start out.. feeling right. you feel good.. for the time being and you go for it. you allow yourself to fall. then things change. for whatever reasoning. but that beginning part.. that stage where you “felt good” is what you so eagerly chase. from one man to another. you neglect the reality of the matters - and fail to realize that in ‘relationships’ we are agreeing to be a partnership. meaning, you have to be an independent force on your own - first. you have to be happy with who you are and what you are - before entering into a business or “partnership” or “relationship” with another person. and if not - you attract people who are you. people who aren’t ready yet. people who don’t know what the meaning of love truly is. people who don’t value their own selves so they don’t know how to necessarily value anyone else, either. you can stop.. but you have to want to. you have to want to change your habits.. and your ways. you have to want to dig deeper within.. and heal the broken and bruised parts of you.. and then you have to make peace with your past. then you have to let it all go. you have start fresh.. become something “new” and create yourself into the way your ideal reality is. meaning.. you have to become the person you want to become - the person who you want to be with. again, you are who you attract. so the more growing you do.. the more developing and discovering you do - of “self”.. the more growth you’ll see in relationships. the more you’ll be able to stay clear from people who may harm you.. or who mean you no good. relationships all start within. they start with self. and you will never find the relationship you hope to be apart of - if you arent improving - on your part.