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LINK: MY CARRD

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visit my other blog for things ive deemed unsuitable for main (clmbn/crime shit):

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MY OTHER BLOG GOT BANNED WTF WTF I LITERALLY NEVER POST ANYTHING THAT CRAZY ON THERE

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NEW PFP DONT FORGET ME

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my hyperfixations get so bad dude i hate my fucking gay life bc why did i get so excited i started crying when i was googling and looking at all the plushies/merch there is of my homo ass interests.

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i think disappearing for a year to live in england in isolation would fix me

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i has a weird dream last night in which mike johnson was telling me that he was quitting and he was excited because now can spend more time on tumblr

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i have really painful period cramps and since ibuprofen doesn't do shit, i drink wine the whole time and it kinda makes me feel like an alcoholic but i literally have to or else im bedridden and crying and throwing up and shit

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imagine hating me and im just in class sucking on my glass eye

this is my favorite screenshot i've taken probably 😭 someone commented this during an online class when i was in high school

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hey what

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i updated my carrd, it doesnt look cool or anything but it has more info than before

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kitiara's carrd

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At some point in the near future, I want to make a discord server where people with any mental illness/neurodivergence is welcome to join. There are so few general community spaces, so I want to make one myself!

My goal with this blog (and also my life in general) is to make mental health care more accessible to everyone, including self-help and self-diagnosis. That's why I run this blog in the first place, sharing and creating resources. If I had a discord as well, you would be able to help support me in this mission, even if that just means talking about your own personal experience. It would be so helpful to have people supporting me with this blog (even if I still do most of the work).

I'm already planning a lot of things to facilitate community and connection and social support. Things like regular event nights (movie nights, watch parties, party games, gartic phone... etc), plus lurker roles for those who may want to be in VC but be unacknowledged... stuff like that!

So if you're interested, let me know?? Reblog this post, message me, whatever works for you. Once there's enough interest, I'll make the server!

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watching jreg and shaking my head everytime wilbur soot is mentioned

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Mosquita y Mari 2012

i have FINALLY gotten a good download of this movie (before the best i had was a low quality version with watermarks and italian (?) subtitles on the video) I put it on my youtube and my archive.org account ! yay

Mosquita y Mari 2012 : Aurora Guerrero : Free Download, Borrow, and Streaming : Internet Archive

Two Chicana high schoolers, Mari (Venecia Troncoso) and Yolanda (Fenessa Pineda), form a bond that confuses them at times.

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IM SO HAPPY I JUST FINALLY GOT A GOOD DOWNLOAD OF A MOVIE THAT I THOUGHT WAS WIPED OFF OF THE FACE OF THE INTERNET

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sometimes irl people assume that im younger than i am because i look young and they like treat me like a kid and i feel bad bc im not but also i like the feeling bc i lowk age regress

(not lowk, i do regularly age regress but it feels like im doing something bad when it happens around other ppl 😭)

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i've had days or maybe individual weeks where my mdd caused me to almost not eat at all but it never went on for more than a week at a time and now its getting me really bad . like these last 3 weeks i've been barely able to eat at all and like i've had to try to force some calories into me and its so difficult . does anyone have any recs for getting calories into my body during this because i do NOT want to get skinny

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my current method for getting myself to be able to do my english work is 2 cigarrets + 4 cups of tea + some vodka

fuck my gay ass life