Loser Blue Girl Zone Act 1

I’m Chilli. I talk about Sonic, NiGHTS, UT/DR, TADC, Umamusume |27| |they/she| sometimes says risqué things|

[chillihogs]

Hi! My name is Chilli, and I’m just gonna lay down a few rules for my blog:

If you’re a minor and you’re following me, you’re getting blocked. I’m an adult, I say and do adult things, I can’t be looking over my shoulder constantly making sure I act right constantly.

I don’t do requests, i only work for pay, save for a few exceptions.

That’s pretty much it, have fun lmao

[tiktoks-i-enjoyed]

Clip of Lucy Dacus on the Las Culturistas podcast.

[traegorn]

I went to my first pride when I was sixteen.

I didn't come out to anyone until my early thirties, and I didn't fully come out publicly until I was thirty-seven.

[redstonedust]

theres this thing a lot of white people do (and i myself have been guilty of) where we wanna be in on the jokes about white people, but also wanna preemptively excuse our mistakes, so we try to be cute about it like "omg im soooo white and stupid. white people suck and i am the worst one. i was raised in the suburbs ive never seen a melanin in my life. im so clueless let me tell you all the crazy things i used to believe-" and its like stop stop stop it nobody wants to hear this. its not cute its cringe. please. kill the instinct to turn your ignorance into an endearing character flaw. it doesnt work that way.

[fleebites]

throwback thursday: maid

[chillihogs]

Guys!!!!! I’m out of my abusive ex’s house!

[000l]

[shrewreadings]

like to charge, reblog to cast.

[she-is-autiblogging]

sometimes abuse victims will think they were/are not being abused. sometimes abuse victims will think it's okay they were/are being abused for whatever reason.

sometimes abuse victims will insist to others that they were/are not being abused. sometimes abuse victims will insist to others that it's okay they were/are being abused for whatever reason.

in fact, leading a victim to believe that what is happening is normal and fine and even good or righteous for whatever reason is a common feature of abuse, whether the abuser did it on purpose or not.

if an abuse victim in your life...

questions whether they were abused

goes back and forth about whether they think they were abused

tells you they weren't being abused, and then later says they were

...these can all be very normal parts of living with abuse trauma and don't mean someone is lying or exaggerating about being abused.

[teaboot]

^^^ These are all things I struggled with for years! Still sometimes I have days where I think "it wasn't THAT bad" or "I had it coming" or "but they're not bad people"- but it was still abuse! It still happened, and it was still bad, and even if I DID do something annoying or bad to make them WANT to treat me badly back, that doesn't mean it was okay!

It's difficult to accept, but impossible to move on without accepting.

[tall]

[chillihogs]

I think I’m gonna get another hedgehog again soon, I feel like I’m gonna be in a safe enough place again to have a pet

[chillihogs]

Got called a koreaboo by my ex for buying Korean protein shakes because i prefer the taste????

[chillihogs]

I’ll be safe soon guys, I’ll be away from all this. I can’t go into full details right now, but those who know, know. I just gotta make it to Friday

[audarcy]

[verdare1]

I need to see this movie…

[kamenwriter]

[monsterhospital]

Its like this but Godzilla actually does show up

[lastoneout]

Wait this is some galaxy brain shit actually, I'm gonna have to start doing this.

[chillihogs]

People who put a $0.00 tip on a food delivery to make it clear they will not tip you are a special brand of evil

[chillihogs]

I’m gonna start selling my old Lolita dresses, I still love the fashion but I need to get out of my situation by next year, I don’t have much but I do have enough to make a little money from…

[dragon-cookies]

Y’all wanna know something I just realized? Why are we getting an entire backstory for Cruella that no one asked for when this woman is right here

What events occurred in Madame Adelaide’s life that she ended up unmarried in a huge mansion with cats that she treats like family. She mentions Carmen was her “favorite role” as well too, so that implies she was not only an opera singer back in the day, but an extremely successful one too.

And then there’s her relationship with George! I genuinely believe these two are just the closest, most platonic friends imaginable who have known each other forever. He was there back when she was still in Carmen, so we could also get some backstory on him and their relationship as well.

Just. Disney please hear me out. Give Madame Adelaide Bonfamille the backstory she’s always deserved.

[metazanni]

Why don't YOU write the backstory, if you want her to have one? Backstories are what fanfic is for, after all.

Madam Bonfamille is perhaps one of two of Disney's animated sex workers. Because the historical truth of the matter is that she was someone's mistress. That's how opera stars made most of their money back then (and earlier than then), and Disney would never do justice to a story involving sex work or even TOUCH that subject with a ten foot pole. And I don't want them to! Backstories being something canon does is a new and weird thing. Backstories are for fanficcers to do!

Stop with this "well I want canon to do this" Go do it yourself, you'll get a better result than the sanitized crap canon is ALWAYS going to give you, especially with Disney!

[sparkletastic-cookiedough]

I mean, they’re talking about making a movie. Disney has been making a bunch of live action “remakes” to their original films, which… I haven’t watched most of them because I don’t really care. There’s so many movies that exist for me to watch instead.

As much as I respect fan art and fan fic, I’ll be the first to note that it’s not the same as the artistry that goes into producing an actual film. Films are difficult to make.

And there’s a hundred conversations I could have about peoples relationships to media, the concept of adaptation and how it fits into Disneys remakes, my own opinions on all that, but I just got done with finals at school and I’m not in the mood for writing essays today.

This is a pitch. It’s a very vague pitch, but it’s an idea pitch.

When you’re writing stories, sometimes one of the steps can be telling other people about the ideas you had to gauge reaction. Sometimes you have an interesting concept, but no interest in actually developing the idea into more than an idea.

Why didn’t OP just write a fanfic? Ideas a cheap, and writing them into an actual story takes work. I can make new ideas every day. I can fantasize about what the characters do, but actually writing it into something that’s readable takes a fair amount of work.

It’s fine to want to share ideas and unfinished projects. This is a spark of inspiration. Someone could potentially develop it further- such things have happened before.

demanding fully written pieces just because someone had a decent idea isn’t going to work. It’s not even useful for a writer to go off of. I get comments on my work sometimes saying they want more content to a one-shot. “More of this” isn’t something I can work off of. It’s cool, I get the sentiment behind it, and I appreciate all of the comments I get… but it sometimes feels like people simply expect for finished projects to manifest instantly. Not how it works.

[metazanni]

I'm not demanding anything of OP, I am pointing out that they are not helpless and nobody is HELPLESS and that if we want things then it is far better to make them ourselves than to sit around waiting for Disney to make a version worse than anything even the most beginner fanficcer could create. but sure, thanks for the bad faith take and butting in to try and lecture a damn stranger about it because YOU feel bad about how little attention your fanfic is getting, i guess. OP and I have nothing to do with that. go away, pest.

[dragon-cookies]

Kind of hilarious that you’re nagging someone over a “bad faith” take after you literally just assumed I’m sitting on my ass and letting Disney bend me over for a shitty remake when everything I was saying was obviously all hypothetical. All I said was that a backstory for this character would be interesting, not that I’m too lazy to write a fanfic myself or that anyone couldn’t write a fic. Y’all are really weird

[chillihogs]

You know what, I’ll give the bad faith take, since she didn’t. Of course a hellaverse pfp has a brain dead ass fucking take. Do you have any whimsy? Do you not think or just imagine shit or make headcanons, or just post fun ideas????? Or are you just sitting on tumblr miserable as fuck and have to shit on other people to make you feel better about your fucking self?

[dragon-cookies]

Hi bestie I fucking love you I hope you know

“Op isn’t helpless” GEE YEAH IM SORRY I’ll just fuckin quit my job and write a fanfic then sorry I don’t 100000% commit to every idea that pops into my dopamine starved brain lmao???

[chillihogs]

Literally so fucking pathetic, like bitch if you’re so fucking mad about it, go write your own? Also fucking accusing my friend of trying to portray herself as helpless for spitballing ideas is fucking wild. Like mfer your projection is real, seek help and go touch grass instead of trying to fight with the op on a HALF A DECADE OLD POST.

[dragon-cookies]

Y’all wanna know something I just realized? Why are we getting an entire backstory for Cruella that no one asked for when this woman is right here

What events occurred in Madame Adelaide’s life that she ended up unmarried in a huge mansion with cats that she treats like family. She mentions Carmen was her “favorite role” as well too, so that implies she was not only an opera singer back in the day, but an extremely successful one too.

And then there’s her relationship with George! I genuinely believe these two are just the closest, most platonic friends imaginable who have known each other forever. He was there back when she was still in Carmen, so we could also get some backstory on him and their relationship as well.

Just. Disney please hear me out. Give Madame Adelaide Bonfamille the backstory she’s always deserved.

[metazanni]

Why don't YOU write the backstory, if you want her to have one? Backstories are what fanfic is for, after all.

Madam Bonfamille is perhaps one of two of Disney's animated sex workers. Because the historical truth of the matter is that she was someone's mistress. That's how opera stars made most of their money back then (and earlier than then), and Disney would never do justice to a story involving sex work or even TOUCH that subject with a ten foot pole. And I don't want them to! Backstories being something canon does is a new and weird thing. Backstories are for fanficcers to do!

Stop with this "well I want canon to do this" Go do it yourself, you'll get a better result than the sanitized crap canon is ALWAYS going to give you, especially with Disney!

[sparkletastic-cookiedough]

I mean, they’re talking about making a movie. Disney has been making a bunch of live action “remakes” to their original films, which… I haven’t watched most of them because I don’t really care. There’s so many movies that exist for me to watch instead.

As much as I respect fan art and fan fic, I’ll be the first to note that it’s not the same as the artistry that goes into producing an actual film. Films are difficult to make.

And there’s a hundred conversations I could have about peoples relationships to media, the concept of adaptation and how it fits into Disneys remakes, my own opinions on all that, but I just got done with finals at school and I’m not in the mood for writing essays today.

This is a pitch. It’s a very vague pitch, but it’s an idea pitch.

When you’re writing stories, sometimes one of the steps can be telling other people about the ideas you had to gauge reaction. Sometimes you have an interesting concept, but no interest in actually developing the idea into more than an idea.

Why didn’t OP just write a fanfic? Ideas a cheap, and writing them into an actual story takes work. I can make new ideas every day. I can fantasize about what the characters do, but actually writing it into something that’s readable takes a fair amount of work.

It’s fine to want to share ideas and unfinished projects. This is a spark of inspiration. Someone could potentially develop it further- such things have happened before.

demanding fully written pieces just because someone had a decent idea isn’t going to work. It’s not even useful for a writer to go off of. I get comments on my work sometimes saying they want more content to a one-shot. “More of this” isn’t something I can work off of. It’s cool, I get the sentiment behind it, and I appreciate all of the comments I get… but it sometimes feels like people simply expect for finished projects to manifest instantly. Not how it works.

[metazanni]

I'm not demanding anything of OP, I am pointing out that they are not helpless and nobody is HELPLESS and that if we want things then it is far better to make them ourselves than to sit around waiting for Disney to make a version worse than anything even the most beginner fanficcer could create. but sure, thanks for the bad faith take and butting in to try and lecture a damn stranger about it because YOU feel bad about how little attention your fanfic is getting, i guess. OP and I have nothing to do with that. go away, pest.

[dragon-cookies]

Kind of hilarious that you’re nagging someone over a “bad faith” take after you literally just assumed I’m sitting on my ass and letting Disney bend me over for a shitty remake when everything I was saying was obviously all hypothetical. All I said was that a backstory for this character would be interesting, not that I’m too lazy to write a fanfic myself or that anyone couldn’t write a fic. Y’all are really weird

[chillihogs]

You know what, I’ll give the bad faith take, since she didn’t. Of course a hellaverse pfp has a brain dead ass fucking take. Do you have any whimsy? Do you not think or just imagine shit or make headcanons, or just post fun ideas????? Or are you just sitting on tumblr miserable as fuck and have to shit on other people to make you feel better about your fucking self?

[fluffmugger]

[leninthesixth]

you gotta include this photo

[cumpriest]

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