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KT/UK

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Just my aesthetics of Skyrim. 

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The Art of My Neighbor Totoro (1988 art book)

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The last time I showed my face on Tumblr in 2017 vs now in 2022 lmao

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Tempted to start using Tumblr again. Are any of my followers still here?

Not sure whether to keep this blog or make a new one if I'm shouting into the void.

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There is some people out there that still missed your presence. I know I always miss yours 💕

I'm sorry, this site stopped serving me and became detrimental and problematic for me. I'm still here, though!

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'run a botanical garden? why darling, i would love to'

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It frightens me that people are still going through my page to reblog my selfies from years ago 😅

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If I had to be honest, I always thought you look amazing in thigh high stockings and just having an overall sick music tastes. (Apologies for with the thrist, but that was like from ages ago lol) I still miss your presence on everything, I am slowly getting there with my mental health and issues I need to tackle through and maybe hope for the best. Who knows what the future holds, and I’m keeping expectations low, so I won’t be disappointed ya know?

Ah, back in the days when I would post such photos to tumblr thinking my worth was determined by how many notes I got on a picture 😅 thank you very much! I'm glad you're working hard at yourself. Keep it up, don't let all this struggle be for nothing.

You'll thank yourself one day, I promise.

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Hi there, you're very wonderful, and I hope you always know it 😊😊😊

Thank you so much! How sweet! I hope you're having a great day!

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If I recall, I followed you because you had some lewd content as well being a prog fan and I thought you are a wonderful presence in this site before you disappeared and the website unfortunately changed for the worse.

Oh bless you! I'm not necessarily *back*, mostly just on here temporarily for nostalgia, memories, to save some of my old posts and to prove to myself how far I've grown from the person I was.

I hope you're well!

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It has been very difficult to get back into tumblr through out most of the year due to what is going on and the decline of my mental health. I try to log on as I can to stay connected with friends that are still around on this site. I hope you get this ask and I hope you’re doing well.

Hey there! I'm getting by - also struggling.

It's been a long long time since I've been on here. Reach out if you need!

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Anyone still use this anymore?!

(I used to be Flid - changed my username because that was trash and problematic of me).

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Hello, strangers.

I've been getting numerous messages asking if I'm dead due to my lack of activity on here for a long time and I finally want to address it.

No, I'm not dead, infact I'm more alive than I've ever been.

The truth is I had to take a step back from Tumblr as my suicidal traits were being idolised by thousands of people which was enabling me to maintain the darkness I was living in. I was idolized for being mentally ill and wanting to end my life. I was idolized for being sad, and my intrusive thoughts and suicide attempts were all celebrated with followers and reblogs and likes. I would lose 50+ followers if I posted anything regarding my recovery or anything positive. I used to think I had thousands of supporters but I actually had thousands of enablers. This site is awesome, but this site is also fucking disgusting.

I sought help. I had years of therapy. I've rewired my brain with aid from CBT. I fled a toxic environment and started afresh. Honestly, I'm better than I've ever been.

Thank you for your concerns; I am doing absolutely fabulous.

Fuck everyone who got a wetty over my pain and got pissed that I'm not sad enough for their aesthetic anymore.

All the love in the world, Katie. x

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You Can Reblog This Today✊🏾

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K T

Hey!! Sorry I don't use this anymore! 💛💛