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mike wheeler my dear did you know all i want for christmas this year is to get inside your head as you're being vecna'd and all that pent-up emotion finally leads you to have a complete breakdown while you cry your eyes out
robin saying that time slowed down when she saw tammy....the ending shot of will wiping his nose being in slow mo....that shot being from mike's pov......IM GOING CRAZY
౨ৎ @cinnamoncunt asked: can we pleaseee get an either art or patrick fic with victoria secret model reader?
Um, ABSOLUTELY ? Let’s do both ! Perfect timing bc I just settled on being a vs angel for halloween since I don’t have 2 bfs to do challengers this year. I’m sick of seeing the girls on my fyp who get to do it so this will justify my envy. 🤍
౨ৎ summary: it’s 2006 and you’re the opener for this years Victoria’s Secret fashion show. But unlike your other fellow angels, you have not one, but two supportive boyfriends just waiting to get their hands on you after the show.
౨ৎ warnings: 18+, smut !, threesome, p in v (unprotected) sex, oral (f) receiving, early 20’s Art and Pat, model reader, womanizer Patrick, shy Art, reader has dom-ish moments, flirty foreplay, pet names, dirty talk, Victoria’s Secret (the brand) mentions, a song inspo: Long Way 2 Go by Cassie
You might’ve been the only angel backstage with two boyfriends on her radar.
No, you totally were.
And that was fine by you when having the two boys under your wings was your own little secret.
Art and Patrick wouldn’t have missed it for the world. With not only their supermodel girlfriend being the opener for the Victoria’s Secret Fashion show, but fulfilling a great erotic teenage dream — something they both watched together during former years. In their dorm room at the Mark Rebellato Academy, while the other thirteen year olds would be up playing video games, or signing up for extra tennis classes in their free time, those two were glued in front of the tv. Creating a world of their own fantasy’s filled with angel wings and lingerie far too overwhelming for them to even handle. Long legs, the bounciest glowing curls and pink bra sets filling the void. Their fascination with gorgeous and exceptionally powerful women at such a young age was far more vibrant than average.
It was what they bonded over from the very beginning.
Doing whatever they could whenever they could to find girls as close to what you happened to be as possible.
So when you came into their life, effortlessly magnetic with your beauty, superb bone structure, glitter dusted skin and a modeling contract — Art and Patrick had been at your beck and call since.
This was your peak. You’d really been here. Your I made it moment sinking in as you sat in the makeup chair backstage. The chaos of other models and their teams all rushing to get ready for the huge fashion show starting in just an hour tops was comforting to you, as an artist smudged on your cherry blush and the stroke of mascara running through your lashes before you checked your reflection in the mirror. Perfection to the way your curls flowed down your back, to even the careless drape of your robe hanging off your shoulder.
In the distance coming from not too far, there had been tousling wings parting as crew of models jumped out of the way, along with yelps like “what the hell ?” and “you guys can’t be back here!” coming from the group of girls.
And of course, it had been your blonde and brunette trailing through the crowd of angels to find you.
You watched with giggles coming from your covered mouth as the most handsomely men approached you. “What are you two doing back here?! You’re gonna get me fired and I haven’t even walked yet- -”
Art had a sideways little smile on his face, and eyes set on your face done up in shimmery makeup. You could nearly feel the way Arts heart had to be beating out of his chest just by the flustered look on his expression. Red and a tad dewy in the heat of the other barely clothed with mostly just rhinestones and lace six foot models surrounding him — but his focus was automatically choked up by you. On the other hand, Patrick’s eyes had been lingering all over the place, standing next to Art with a smirk across his lips as he had already charmed a group of angels nearby. Waving to them a bit with his sly attitude being just what they needed to get the fun pumping out of them for the show. As the girls all giggled to themselves and tried their best to look away, the brunette couldn’t wait to go yapping to all his friends or whoever would listen about all the hot girls he’d seen tonight.
You were so used to his cockiness contrasting Arts sweetness all too well, it hadn’t even phased you in the slightest..
“We uh- - wanted to bring you a little gift.” The blonde one spoke up nervously after clearing his throat, from behind his back, he revealed to you a full bouquet of pink peonies.
“Your favorite for all that hard work in the gym. The prettiest for our pretty girl.” Patrick grinned as he passed the flowers to you and you had let out an excited little noise as you took them. Your smile facing the two men as they watched your every girlish movement that they adored, smelling the arrangement in front of you.
“I- - you guys are too cute. They’re lovely.”
“You look bad ass by the way.” Art finally let himself breathe before chuckling with a smirk. And you grinned at him, pink colored cheeks as you stand to get closer to the men. Lean and in your six inches, Patrick shoved his hands down in his pockets just so resist the urge to touch you. Just a hip or your wrist. Anything he could while you looked like that. In all the eloquence of a woman that you were. Body so fit to him it was almost painful he wasn’t going into a spiral right now.
“Please confirm this for me angel.. can the wings stay on tonight ?” The brunette licked his lips carved into a smile of his own mischievous thoughts, Art then shoved him in his bicep.
You couldn’t help but let out soft laughter as you looked down at the peonies with shyness although your eyes had been full of tease.
“I can’t take them silly, they’re gonna be up in a museum.” You bit your lip as you smiled at your boyfriends. Eyes sparkling under the florescent lights of the room and the pair had collectively sucked in their breaths from.
“Ah.. course, course.” Patrick nodded although he’d still been eyeing you up in your pink stripped robe. “I don’t think they’d be able to fit in the limo anyways, they’re so big..” the blonde one laughed with the two of you, your eyes moved between them before you looked away with a naughty but playful nature.
“Yeah, well, I gotta say I like my pleasures pretty big..” your tone was smooth, as smooth as the way your hand then trailed, pink tips touching delicately over Arts belt buckle to Patrick’s leather as you made sure to meet both of the boy’s widening eyes. You turn back to your makeup chair with a little smile.
“Holy shit.” and “Oh my god.” Was heard behind your shoulder.
“Now go before you get kicked out.” You giggled. Patrick had knock Arts shoulder so he’d come back to earth and start heading out with him. You waved their way with your fingers and could barely hide your embarrassingly big smile, watching them fawn over you even while exiting.
As the show began and the crowd was roaring, the anticipation backstage was an overwhelming high with the rest of your fellow angels. You were first. And that was a lot of weight on your back. (not just from your wings) the moment you stepped on the runway, and the lights set on you, cheers were heard from the far back of the audience as your gleaming smile took upon your face. In your vs set, glimmering down the runway. You felt the adrenaline move within your hips as you not walked, but glided down the runway in a sexiness that had a sense of grace and girlish fun. Excitement big and bubbling through you as you blew kisses to the crowds of not just other models, but fans, legends. Everyone admiring you.
The front row wasn’t absent of familiar faces either because when you found Art and Patrick eyeing each other with proud grins, all the memories and moments of their early teen hoods was like a flashback through their minds. Art and Patrick would shamefully try and hide the way their cocks would tent as they watched one after the other angel strut down the runway. In bliss it was all the wanted to see it right in front of them. Now, that same feeling was on a different level when they got to actually leave with one herself. the moment you flashed a smile at the two boys from the stage before swishing your lace lined hips back stage — they started cheering even more than the others around them. You closed heavenly. And you knew you looked damn good with seven foot pink angel wings behind you.
♡
When the after party rolled around, it was all of your model friends to pour it up in celebration of a phenomenal show. The other angels had begged you to stay, keep dancing on tables and flirting with the guys at the bar — but your desire had been pulled to have your own little after party. But with just your two boys in attendance.
You let them take over your hotel suit with as much whiskey and champagne as they wanted, more wine and more glasses being delivered to your room would rack up a massive bill at the end of the night that your agents would take care of. You couldn’t give a care in the world as you’d been frolicking around that room in your gifted pink set, diamond bra stuck to your chest made you look from another world of heavenliness. Your heels were still strapped on and the r&b from the radio filled the area as you stood on the bed to pose for the camera of your blinged out BlackBerry. You had Patrick snapping pictures, capturing you on your big night. Even if you’d already gotten tons from the show, that just wasn’t enough when you had the looks of a goddess.
“Hell yeah, baby, that’s it.” The brunette edged you on as he got you from all angels, knowing he’d send them to himself immediately after you’d gotten your pick. You giggled with a glass of champagne in one hand, and your other pushing up your locks for more volume. Art sipping on whatever he had while observing you from Patrick’s side. Putting on a show for the two boys without even realizing it.
“Make sure you get my good side,”
“Are they not the same ?” The brunette had made an confused expression from behind the phone. You stopped from posing to reach out and laugh “gimme” you grabbed it from him and all he could do was grin at the way you had no idea just how much of a true bombshell were. Art sat on the bed closest to you while you pressed different buttons to scroll through the dozens of photos with a bitten lip covered in gloss. The blondes eyes ran over your skin, the way you sat in that little set, and the way he relaxed against the comforter of the bed with a shy grin made you look up from your phone to meet his blue orbs.
“What ?” You tittered, throwing your phone to the other side of the bed.
“It’s just, you were so confident out there tonight, princess. You’re always so.. confident. You didn’t even look like a thought of nervousness had crossed your mind,” Art reached out to run the back of his index over your glowing skin and you hid your smile in your shoulder a bit.
“I was so nervous.”
“Really ?” He sat up.
“Yeah, opening in front of all those people ? Live tv ? Half naked and in six inch heels ? I was terrified.”
“You could of fooled me.” Patrick scoffed as he sat on your other side, “what Art said.. your confidence. It’s so sexy.”
“Yeah ?” Your voice was slightly silkier as you look from the brunette to the blonde who were only inches away from you now, breathing in your pure seduction they couldn’t hide the need to want to get that lacy thong off you immediately. Taste what you’d been teasing them with all night long.
“like.. what if my heel got stuck ? …what if I fell ?”
“No way, your- effortless.”
“But would you have rushed to save me ?” You leaned in close to the brunette, batted you lashes with a subtle pout. And it was then that rare occasion when Patrick had gotten choked up on his words occurred. You gave him your sweetest eyes, and smirked at the way his vision trailed down to your lips from there. Hands going to slip around your thigh.
“Who wouldn’t ?” You then heard the blondes voice come in slowly. He watched you turn away from Patrick’s embrace to now focus on him.
Arts eyes meet yours and that sugary smile you always carry returned to your face too soon. You followed what he laid down. Leaning in Arts path now, your lips landed against the blondes. Slow and with ease you kiss and the tension in who’d entrance you first was settled. Art slipped a hand in your waves, he moved his mouth against yours like it had been second nature to him and you sat on your knees to deepen it, tongues running against one another and a soft “mmm” came from the back of your throat as he surprised you with his newfound control over his movements.
Lost in the kisses as your lips smack against one another continuously, the lip stain of your liner now smudged across arts mouth, the blonde groaned. Patrick, felt his hard on grow viscous as he scanned the two of you. And Art, way beyond that point, could of came if it went on just a few more minutes.
You grab on to his curly locks as you pulled him away, softly panting with a smile. Arts lips were lingering nearby as you closed your eyes to peck them one last time before brushing your thumb against his bottom one with a giggle, your view flashes Patrick’s direction.
“Now, are you gonna make me cum or what ?” You sigh before letting your back hit the sheets behind you, leaving the two to fend for themselves at once. You watched Patrick’s digits run over your front side, hunger in his as while feeling up your skin. Art already leaned in to find his place between your legs — the other following when he got the memo. “mmm, you smell like paradise..” Art had his nose pressed against your lace covered cunt. He breathed deep for your sent to fill his senses, and Patrick kissing up your thigh. You observed with a bitten lip as you play with the strap of your bra.
“She is paradise..” was the brunette’s response, he nibbled a bit on the plushness of your thigh and you squeal excitedly. Both boys struggle to let the other get your panties out of the way, you were amused to watch them. You just lifted your legs so it would be easier. They settled on the side since your set had been hot anyways. One leg on the shoulder of the other, you felt a digit come in contact with your clit — already letting out a soft whimper. A tongue laid a stripe up your cunt, and it felt like sweet relief.
Art took his time with going from kissing to lapping at your core, setting his tongue flat then flicking up to your folds, Patrick focused on your clit. Sucking till his lips find their way to eating you in rhythm. Your eyebrows knit together as you let out a higher pitched noise and stuffed your hands into their hair, the overwhelming sensations washed over you. Moans echo clean from your throat. “oh- yeah… good boys.” you heard more groans vibrate from your core and that made you grin. All while now reaching for the pillows above your head as the boys make your legs shake and tremble. You gasp, muttering curses under your breath.
They were too good just oral wise. It had your nails clawing at the sheets in no time as they let all their craving for you out on your pussy, it pushed you into a climax fast.
“Mmm, yes- - fuck !” you whine as you start to cum on the tongues that were fucking into you, even their licking and sucking after your soaked cunt made you shutter. Your grip on the sheets letting up slowly as you came down with a soft sigh. Art rubbed the back of your thigh as he leaned up with the other, they both sat back with their chests heaving and very visible bulges showing from behind their jeans.
You cracked a honeyed smile. “Okay. Let me see those cocks.” You rise to your elbows after the order and the men take no hesitation to get their buttons undone. Your smile turning to a darker smirk soon enough in anticipation.
“She wants to play, huh ?” Art’s lips curled into a grin as he looked up at you whist shoving his pants and boxers down his thighs, Patrick already way ahead of him as he chuckled,
“Always a bad girl under all that sweetness,” the brunette joked as he playfully pulled on your foot and you yanked it away with a giggle. “You know I can’t help it.” You lean up to see the sight in front of you. Both men hard enough to keep you up till sunrise and your eyes light up right then. “Oh, look what we have here..” your tone was playful as you got closer, keeping an eye on them but also the way both their pretty cocks stood in excitement for you.
Reaching out you went to Patrick first. Letting your soft but experienced hand stroke him a bit, just to feel his thickness grow in your embrace.
“Shit..” the word slips from him and you sucked in your bottom lip as you went to work, innocently watching his expression as you stroked him so calmly but with devotion.
“Y’know… I never got a kiss.” The man uttered and you scoffed kittenishly before hovering your lips above his, smooching just once before Patrick went in hot, reaching behind you to palm at your ass and inch you forward to him. You yelped mixed with a string of giggles, pushing him down on the bed so you can climb on top of him.
“Get this off,” your voice was playful and flirty as you pulled Patrick’s shirt over his chest and arms. “You too, Art.” the blonde was quick to follow.
Your dripping core was just inches above Patrick's erect member. You sat at top of his body, just smiling and admiring the view. But it was a known fact the man underneath you was quite impatient, especially when you’d been running your hands down his chest the way you were, acrylic nails doing their own thing by the texture of the hair lightly trialed there.
“You gonna show me how you ride like an angel, princess ? Or should I do it myself ?” You were blushing right after his words, nodding a bit, your hands lead down farther to find his dick, brushing it up against your clothed slit as you sucked in your breath. With just a couple adjustments, you were leaning up so you could fit Patrick’s thick and full cock inside of you. A whimper immediately breaking through you as you sunk down. And the brunette didn’t hold back for a second as he held your hips, thumb kneading against the mesh fabric of your panties and watching the way you move so gracefully above him.
Art was too drawn in by the scene to have even remembered to get himself prepared. He hadn’t touched his cock, but you knew what to do.
Reaching out, you gently took Arts chin in your palm as you brought him close. Still going up Patrick’s cock as you kissed the blonde nice and slow. You all were beginning to be a mess of moans. “Touch yourself while we fuck, okay ?” You whispered against Arts ear. It caused him the most delightful chills. He didn’t think twice as his own hand went to his cock. And you started bouncing on Patrick, whimpering and moaning out like their hadn’t been people in the next door rooms — your hair springing off your skin with you.
“There you go, doll… take my dick. You’re so fucking hot.” Patrick grunted as he held your waist so you could fuck yourself against him, leaving no space between as you rocked yourself on his lap. Your mouth went agape when he readjusted to pound up into your tight hole,
“Yeah- - was I the hottest angel out there tonight ?”
“Fuck yeah..” the brunette grabbed you with roughness so you’d been flush with his chest, you smiled as he made your pussy clench hard frantically and your moans turned into stuttering whines. Taking him like this, you knew you’d cum. So you then hit on his chest to let you up, that way you could save your next high just a little longer.
“Oh- - shit… shit,” you climbed off of the man and sniveled out as you flipped your hair out of your face.
“Oh my god.. baby, I was so close.”
“Not yet. Art, come fuck me.” Your directness had turned the blonde on so much he could feel his cock twitch at your words. He met you, and with one look at your gorgeous set gaze on his and a smirk on your lips it set his thoughts wild. His tongue darted out to wet his own lip as you smiled up at him, you finally got rid of your bra now, and slipped off your panties before placing a hand on his neck tenderly as the other slid up his chest. Arts eyes locked with yours, he just watched you with a coy little sideways smile. And when you turned around, your ass was at his crotch, you were bending over near the bedspread and he sucked in his breath. “Oh, shit..” the blonde muttered. And it made you giggle girlishly.
You were pushing your soaked pussy on Arts member, “my god, you’re so wet.” He announced just ready to pump you full himself, but he knew he wouldn’t want anything to ruin the sweetness of the moment. So he let his tip meet your core, you observed with wide eyes, his dick perfectly pink and dripping of pre cum. You were practically salivating at the sight. “Fuck her good, Art.” Patrick chimed in and the blonde pushed into you with a deep groan leaving his throat, you gripped at the sheets as your face scrunched up and your jaw went hanging. Art slowly moved his hips against you, mouth agape at the sight of your ass against him heavily. Arts hand kneaded against your hip.
You spread your legs a little farther apart to take him. All of him. Moaning like you’d been split in half, Art started to thrust nice and easy. It made you reach back to grab his muscly arm for support and he grunted from the sight of your teasing eyes watching him, you always just had to see Arts face whenever he fucked you, because he was so pretty. Especially like this — chest glistening and damp curls as he made escalating noises exit you. You regularly told him he would be successful if he ever gave modeling a shot. Although he never believed you, thinking you were just being kind. But you really meant it. Art was delicious on the eyes. And not that he took any away from Patrick (him being too pretentious even for the modeling industry anyways) but they each had their own beauty to serve in different ways. Arts gorgeousness came straight from good genes. And just like his face, so did his cock. Wonderful and thicker than most guys his age, especially when he put it to good use like you and Patrick occasionally showed him.
You smile beneath your bitten lip and mewls at your other delectable boyfriend, Arts sly grin was in response and when he pounded into you faster, you felt the bed shake. You couldn’t hold back as you began to scream his name. It was always in the front of your mind to make Art feel good when you knew he struggled with his shyness at times unlike the brunette.
“Yes ! Yes, oh fuck- - make me cum, Art !”
“Yeah ? ..You like that ?” The blonde huffed as he snapped his hips into you,
“Uh hu… harder- - fuck it, just like that.”
Art let his hands palms at your ass, then slide up your torso to cup your breasts. Gripping them in his hands as you slid yourself up and down his member. “Your tits are fucking perfect, oh my god.” You felt slick running down your inner thigh, sheets tight in your palms as your eyes began to roll.
Patrick who watched right beside Art, was jerking himself to the sounds of your syrupy moans. You looked too angelic on Arts cock, he couldn’t help it as his free hand smacked down on your ass while you fucked yourself on Art. It made you both groan. And you loved it, your flirty smile said it all.
Art felt full enough to cum in you right then, the sight of your cunt spread against him was starting to make his head spin. “I’m gonna fill you up pretty girl, you ready ?” It was quick thrusts and a mixture of your half screams and half moans of “fuck, Art!” Filling the noise of the room before you were gushing around his dick. And he was spilling inside of you like that, an uncontrollable amount of his seed was painting your walls and the blonde made sure to get every last drip of it in your sweet cunt. The other man l beside him pumped his cock quick to releasing on your back side all with a string of groans and curses.
You didn’t collapse on your stomach just yet, not only the feeling of the two boys marking their territory on you being too excellent of a feeling to end just yet, but because Art crouched to lick at your puffy cunt. He tasted the mixture of you and him (with Patrick flowing into the mix) as you let out soft whimpers against the pillows. The brunette gripped your ass cheeks to help and you wiggled from the pleasure with a sigh of giggles. “naughty girl.” He smirked, the other licked up what was left of all of you like a pro. Your toes flexed and curled with the punch of his tongue.
“Fuck. That was amazing. You were amazing. ” Was all he could say when he collapsed on he comforter beside you with a deep breath and you turned on your back too. Slowly coming down from trembling. Art wrapped an arm over your body as he rested against your shoulder and you smile.
“That was the most fun I’ve ever had- - ever.” Your laughter was light and Patrick to your side got close to your body too, you let your hand gently caress his jaw.
“They weren’t gonna give you that at the after party we’re they ?” He grinned.
“No. Definitely not.” you shook your head with the sweat on your face only making your half ruined makeup look better somehow. Your love spell body shimmer still stuck to your skin and even got on Art and Patrick’s sculpted bodies pretty nicely as they gently rubbed you down. You smiled before tapping above your cheek bones, and both of your boys knew what to do. They left a two sweet kisses for you.
Honestly? My main piece of advice for writing well-rounded characters is to make them a little bit lame. No real living person is 100% cool and suave 100% of the time. Everyone's a little awkward sometimes, or gets too excited about something goofy, or has a silly fear, or laughs about stupid things. Being a bit of a loser is an incurable part of the human condition. Utilize that in your writing.
☆ warnings: 18+ smut ! oral (f) receiving, fingering, (heavy) teasing, mostly fluff, pet names, bratty/clingy reader, some angst, boyfriend Timmy (blushing as I type)
☆ A/N: Guys. I’m literally so sorry it took me three centuries to write this chapter. Feels like I lived 20 different lives lol. But I miss Timmy baby sm so I just wanted to write. <3 Enjoy !
It’s been one week. One heaven kissed week since you’ve been basking in the glory of having your boyfriend whom was very touchy since that night, and well in love with you, all alone. Movie star he might be, there was no faking the way he was diving into your neck like sweets, as you stood in the slow moving elevator now.
It wasn’t like any way he’s held you before. It was fully immersed. Sickly devoted with warmth. Just how you liked it. In his arms.
His lips glossed over your neck quick yet smooth. Leaving words of ‘I’m not letting you go anywhere’ on your sensitive spot as you tilted to give him full access of it. His hands on your waist, palms pressing you into the nest of the elevator. Your nearly lost in a dream, in him. But you know better. You know the stakes.
Three more days. Then a few mere hours before he’s off to filming again. Long flights, and a heavy load of meetings just before hand. And you’ll miss him. His sent. Like a bunch of all your favorite things swarmed together, as he’s this close. Right now. Taking you. Giving you more than you could ever want in so little time this week.
You’d been on your way to meet with his team now, you’d asked if you could tag along previously — but your boyfriend already insisted on not making you sit through a boring meeting with his mangers. He’d ship you off to the outlet instead.
With his credit card of course.
His curls feel like soft waves in your hands as you felt his subtle chuckle into your jaw. He’s teasing and you like it. Hell, you crave it all the time. Keeping your hips stationed into his as you wanted to let out a deep sigh, let the feeling wash over you, like you could be completely happy with it all ending right there. Kissed and wrapped up in him.
But you only knew of what fatefully couldn’t be.
I want you all the time, Timmy.
Your thoughts find you before you can let yourself go. You want to push him away, before he can take any of what’s left of your right mind. You wanted him to notice. Wanted him to note that he was about to make you wish you weren’t a stars girl.
So as he’s inching for your lips, about to lay his on yours like all the answers you needed right then. Just a taste of you was what he wanted before jetting away. But, your doubtfully titling your head from his gesture. Eyes pondering away from your man who was suddenly stuck confused.
“Baby.. what’s up ?” Timothee breathes and luckily the elevator opens with your attention as well, and even as his hand lingers in yours, your still walking out with a soft bitten lip and a sigh.
Your silence only makes him hurry along after you, “what’s your deal ? Baby- -”
“Nothing.”
Your heading for his bmw. And as taken back as he was, Timothee still naturally opened the car door for you. But he wasn’t going to just move on without an answer. He knows this little routine. He knows you. It’s familiar after all. Except he can’t let himself take it as seriously as you do, not when your nose is tilted upwards and your posture is recognizably dramatic.
It got him bent at first, but when he realizes the pout in your lip, just as he snaps your seat belt in and adjusts it with care, his lips tug a soft grin.
“May I.. get a kiss ? Please ?”
“No.”
“Why ? Baby. Give me a kiss,” even with a bit more assertiveness in his voice, you didn’t want to budge. Not when you know you’ll be missing him again in less than an hour. You’d accept your fate early. So with a huff, you turn and kiss him on his eyelid instead.
Your boyfriend tries his hardest to keep a straight face. Annoyed, yet also amused. And your lips are twitching to fight a giggle as you stare at him now, arms folded and non reactive.
Timmy can’t help but lick over his lips softly and remain close to you as he hovers your passenger seat. “You wanna try that again ?” his tone drops a little, but remains softened and you could melt again. You hate when he does this. Hate the way he gets you to just want to give up any fight and merge into him. You’re being silly to him, but for you, it was serious. Even now as your inching the smallest little smile, you peck his lips softly. Not much. But not whatever that was before.
Timothee’s impression unimpressed as his eyebrows dip in offense, “c’mon princess, you can do better than that.”
Your man was waiting. Expecting. Staying there for you.
You wanted to resist some more. But really who are you to deny the sweetest kisses from the movie star whom tons of girls were desperately aching to have for themselves right now ? Maybe their yearn fueled you sometimes, and you’ll admit it, a little greedy at others. But overall, Timothee had you beat all on his own.
Going in tenderly with a hand to his soft cheek, you give him a real kiss at once.
Sweet, persistent, hungry, and blissful. Like your tiresome and sorry. You could do this all day.
Timmy’s fully immersed in it. Eyes shut with a faint grin against your lips. The second you’re done, you go back in for another. Then another. A sight of relief exiting you helplessly.
“There she goes,” he murmurs in between your soft pecks with a smile, making you hum for it as he braces the back of your neck, “that’s my girl.”
You know completely that this is exactly what he wanted. And you’re annoyed, but your also melting into his hold as your stomachs doing little cartwheels. You’re done for.
Timothee’s kissing you with full confidence, truly carrying the reality of you being his girl, like a promise. You weren’t expecting him to gently pull away with a grasps still on the bridge of your neck as his green meets your eyes finally.
With doing so, he can see it. He’s not anything under being a very astute man. The tiny bit of sadness that was dancing in your eyes right now. The one you’re trying to bury underneath being a little bit of a brat.
But as you’re leaning into him, arms draped over his shoulders not ready to let up just yet, Timmy smiles as he soaks in that exact look.
“.. it’s only a few weeks, my love.”
His tone was a little too sweet. It made you want to crawl into a cave. The feeling you wanted to hide there, along with your urge to tear up a little in all honesty. But you didn’t want to be that girl.
Timothee gently pushed a few strands of hair from your face.
“I’ll make it up to you. You know that.”
“It’s gonna feel like ages, though.. you know I struggle,”
“I know.”
He was being so kind to you right now, bending down to his knee, just beneath your level, even against the gravel beneath the car. Your thumb runs against his cheek, near one of his beauty marks that you so adore.
You really do appreciate his effort a lot. But sometimes you wished he wasn’t as big as the world needed him to be.
You would settle for the gentle hip rubs from his hands now, and his sparkly eyes that were dazing up at you like he was ready to listen to your every word with care. With the weight of it all in his hands, it was a fact he never failed to be an extraordinary boyfriend. And you could say that with pride.
“Will you text me the moment you get out of your meeting ?”
“I swear. And.. show me whatever you find while shopping ? - - I don’t want to miss any cute mirror pics..”
You giggle softly and he smirks. Your lightly playing with the soft hairs curling around his ear. “I wouldn’t want to distract Hollywood’s lucky charm in his super top secret meeting...” You teased, but really you know him wanting to keep you as far from his filming life as possible most of the time, was for good measure. Even though it lingered there in your relationship at times.
Your man only wanted to protect what was between the two of you at most. He knows how much you want to be apart of his world, but he also wanted nothing more than to keep his heart, that being you, away from all the chaos that comes with it.
You couldn’t blame him, with his stardom it was enviable how much people were putting in just to have the tiniest glimpse of the two of you. And you’d never want that to overshadow the incredible hard work he puts into what he loves doing.
So ultimately, you meant your remarks to be with the tone of how truly proud of him you’d been.
You left a soft peck on his cheek again. Timmy scoffed as he looks away with a coy blush.
“You’re a good distraction, baby. Good distraction.” He chuckles with a breathy note and you knew that for now, his word was enough. “Just spare me.. Okay ?”
You were settling into your seat again with lingering eyes on him and a faint blush, your lips that still long to be kissed, mark a sweet “Kay.” Timothee shuts your door gently with a promising look, he circles the car to get behind the wheel.
As much as you didn’t want to, you couldn’t keep your hands off you’re phone during your alone (pampering) time to show your man what you’d been eyeing throughout the day, and it was mostly his fault for asking of you to. Busy as he might be, you could imagine him trying to just peak a look at the spam of photos he knows you’ve sent. Featuring a sequence of you in things from mini dresses to evening gowns. Even shorter sundresses that rises against your thighs just right. Your hand placement where his would be.
Now, Timmy was biting down on his lip in a meeting room with the midday light hitting his phone a little to perfectly. So perfect, he didn’t even have time to push his phone back in his pocket when a photo of you: wearing Givenchy, studded and draped fabric around your cleavage was now appearing in your text messages.
The arch in your back, where your hip curves and makes a shape he would slide his hand over if he’d been with you. To touch you was a different story, but just thinking about it was enough to have his breathing slower, but heavier.
He was about to give himself up right now.
Timothee tried to hide his soft smirk while he’d been in a discussion with his managers, a slouched position in his seat. But Brian narrowed as he watched him from across the table nearby.
Timothee launched forward the moment you sent another.
For the sake of not helping him at all, it been a live photo of course. One of you with your hand slightly tousling your hair a bit and you stood in front of the mirror like an angel, wearing his Cartier bracelet and in his favorite brands. This time a pretty mini denim skirt, and you turned so of course the cuff of your ass was hidden just enough by the fabric, but not too much so, that your boyfriend had been running a hand over his parched lips now.
Leafy eyes completely doted to his phone, even though it was the last thing he should’ve been doing.
He’s a professional for heavens sake.
But when it really came down to it, you were always gonna be something else for him.
Now leaning back in his chair, whispering a faint “fuck” to himself as he scanned over the table again, and back at his screen. What’s on his mind right now was clear. A simple reminder of how he had you last night: begging.
He started typing quickly,
get everything.
He taped send to you before shutting his phone at once and slipping it into his pocket. And on the other end of course, you read the text with a grin on your face that was a bit too excited about your work of just enough thigh — it had truly got you your earnings.
Your actions might’ve been out of pocket, and a little naughty your man would say, but really all it was is that you missed him after all.
☆
One last night.
Dramatically, you might say, before it’s an eternity till you’ll be seeing your boyfriend again. Realistically, three weeks before Timmy isn’t the worlds, but yours again.
You had to get back to your life after all. You had clients, people who need you too. But it’s hard for you not to get so swept up in his world all the time to the point where having to pause it felt like dread.
You almost didn’t want to think of it. Didn’t even want to look at your suit cases lounging around the suite half packed, half rummaged through. You just wanted to be held by him now.
All the time you spent together throughout awards season, promotion, his downtime — quick little satisfactions of love and devotion from your lover. But when he goes back to filming, especially across the world. It’s like preparing for a cold winter.
You’d been sunken into the king sized bed, curled up, warm and cuddling yourself gently in nothing but your underwear and the a complete unknown hoodie Timothee had been wearing countlessly lately. He had provided you one of your own of course, even in your desired color. But you just had to inserted yourself in his. Because it smelled of him, and it made you feel a little less lonely on a night like this.
To make the quite of what was to come even a tad more bearable, the tv flickering across the hotel room was playing one of his films as well. You hadn’t even noted which one at first. You just pressed it the moment you saw your man’s pretty face appear on the catalogue, to transmit the sound of his voice throughout the silent room. Curled up in your comfort now, you watch him on screen.
To be near him any way right now, was better than when even just a mere couple of hours, you’d be back to miles and miles away from him instead.
The sun was almost gone to the next day, and the slip of his key card against the hotel door was faint. Entering in gently, like he’d been trying his best to be quiet in case you’d passed out already. It didn’t even catch you as you’d been immersed in the images of him on screen. Totally oblivious to the fact that real Timmy had been back to you after the long day. Completely no knowledge your boyfriend crept in softly, the jacket on him loose but ready to slip off, and his curls with a tint of sweat from running to meetings and fittings back to back.
When he sees your fame from the doorway, curled up into the most adorable ball. When he saw himself that it was you’d been engaged in, it made his heart skip a couple beats. He’d have to admit it, he knows how much being gone all day really made you feel. Staying back at the hotel or out and about without him he knows how much it means to you. How much you crave him.
He did also adore it.
Timmy leans against the entry frame of the suite. Arms crossed and a soft grin on his lips.
Watching you watch him.
“Miss me or just staring at me ?”
You jump a bit at the sudden interruption of the soft spoken voice you knew like your own name. Your eyes find his frame, the movie star underneath a washed out grey hoodie, and a look of fondness washes over your expression. Tired eyes but pure smile. Timmy took that look in because he knows it so well. The one that makes him feel like he’s the only man on the planet. The untethered admiration you’d given him.
Something he would think there’s no way he even deserves it at times.
“Both..” your voice soft, sleepy, and you have a little sideways smile on your face as you watch him stuff his hands in his pocket and make his way over to the bed.
“I missed you.”
Timmy has the kind of grin on his face that make his eyes shine a bit more, shaking his head endearingly at just how gone you are for him. “Yeah ? Was that what you were trying to say through those photos earlier.. that nearly got me gutted in my own meeting ?”
You held back a giggle but your blush highlighted your cheeks. Your trailed off with a sense of guilt, but also a tiny hint of reward,
“You said you wanted pics of everything..”
“And I got it. But Jesus, baby..” Timothee chuckled lowly as you’d been adjusting yourself when he came up on where you lie in bed, biting your lip to hide the smile that was a little too proud. You watch him remove the covers from your legs gently to get comfortable with you.
So he was folding during his meeting. You knew it.
“Is it so bad a girl just misses her man?..” You repeated yourself with a honeyed tone and soft but longing eyes meeting his glossy ones.
Timothee didn’t hesitate to grab the remote nearby you, directing it at the tv that was broadcasting himself, and powered it off mid monologue. He was hovering you now with a look of total affirmation.
“I’m right here.” He murmured close to your ear, tone breathy and full of devotion before leaving the sweetest kiss on your neck. You could melt right there. Wrapping your arms over his shoulders with a small giggle because it was true. All you wanted.
He is right where he should be. Right here with you.
Your feeling his lips in the perfect spots, making the perfect moves on your skin. You part your thighs just enough so he’ll be able to fit right in between them. He lets his hands drift to gripping your legs to be secured around his waist. Not letting space between your bodies, and only the pure comfort of one another. You can’t say your heart was beating at a normal rate right now. Timmy definitely noticed it with the way his lips curled into a knowing smile, and he just wrapped you around him even tighter.
It made you want to sigh out desperately, with all the worries you had of tomorrow, but the warmth of right now being too good to miss.
Your hand faces his cheek, rubbing soft circles with your thumb as his eyes trail your chest, where your heart beats a thump after the other, to your face.
“That desperate for me, mon amour ?” He teased with that damn charm. His tone silk with a faint cockiness. Like he knows your every move. And a gentle grin, with lips brushing your skin again.
You could have groaned, but your blush just overtook your entire body temperature at this point.
For fucks sake. He’s too good.
You whine with soft laughter to hide your coyness now. You nuzzle your face into the side of Timothee’s neck. His sent filing you up like a high. You wished he would just shut up. Spare the time to make your need sink in, and just make you forget what was to come.
It was what you needed, and you could hope he did too.
So, not being able to hold on another minute, with your hands tangled in his soft curls — you just kiss him. Your lips on his like a careless crash. Needy even. You taste him like you’d never gotten to before. And how it never got old. You can tell Timmy is grinning against your mouth but your too stuck in a haze to care.
But for all the annoyance in the world, he’s not kissing you back.
In fact he drags it out, replenishes, lips barely hovering yours, just to make you chase it.
You wanted to curse. You could hit him right now.
He’s biting back a chuckle. He found amusement in getting you like this. Because every time it’s enviable he’ll give you what you want. But you still fall for the trap every time. Forever for him.
“Timothee.” your huffing impatiently with a whiny tone.
“What, baby ?”
“Kiss me.”
He groans a bit like you were asking him a task.
“Mmm.. nah, I rather get revenge from earlier..”
You had to pause and search his face for a moment before the thought came back to you of earlier today, when you’d revoked your kissing privileges from him first.
You wouldn’t accept that your attempt to be a brat had backfired on you. Because in all reality.. he actually deserved it. In a way.
Instead of protesting, you just roll your eyes and let your exaggerated whine do the talking for itself. Which Timmy laughs at the way you’ve caught your own tongue.
“Yeah. How does it feel, doll ?”
“Shut up, Timmy.”
You don’t care. Truly. You just wanted what you wanted. Him. Your chest falls softy as you just squeeze him a little and rest your forehead into his chest. Eyes a bit glossy as you let your heart sink into what was actually making you cling to him so much.
“In a couple of hours, we’ll both be on a plane.. Separate ones. So just- - kiss me, please ?” Your tone was light as you mumbled it into the cloth above his chest and you can feel him breathe out deeply. The way your hands had been around him now and your legs curled into his body a little more, all made him want to hold on to you and never let up.
And that’s when he pressed his lips to the crown of your head tenderly, with care, then made his way to your lips. Soft at first, then with a deep incline that had you closing your eyes and letting the softest relief go from the back of your throat.
There it is.
You physically sink into his kisses, hands grasping his chin just to get a better feel. Timothee makes sure his hands are cupping you into him as he rolls you against his body. “ma princesse,” he quietly groaned against your lips before parting from you apologetically, and reaching for the ends of his t-shirt to pull off.
You can’t hide your smile, your full body blush, not if you even tried.
Your wrists were being lifted to his lips as he pressed gentle kisses to your palm, your fingertips, and your knuckles with ease and a doting look in his eyes. You could get lost in the way he was observing you now as he loved on the soft parts of you like this. You sunk your teeth into your bottom lip and gave him full access before you noticed he’d been positioning himself lower on the bed sheets, Timothee’s curls falling into his eyes heavenly. He lowered himself over your tummy. More kisses here and there.
You automatically parted your legs for your boyfriend. And he’d fit snug. Chest rising as his hands find your calves and lift your thighs over his shoulders easily. Your body jilted as he tugged you closer to the edge of the bed. Closer to him. And his soft lips were still pressed to your upper core while a faint breath danced pass your lips.
Your warm, pulsing under the thin fabric you had on. And he loved it. He also adores the fact that it’s his hoodie you’re in right this second. With green eyes scanning your own, he never lets up from pecking your skin — reaching to push the hoodie out of the way, so that his hands could find the waist band of your thong.
Eyes swelling with devotion, you let him take over completely. Lifting your hips without hesitation so his fingertips would slide the fabric down your thighs, with controlled eagerness, and over your dangling feet. Once they’re out of the way, he puts your legs secure right over his shoulders. Timothee licks his lips once. Then another. Hunger swelling through his narrowed earthy eyes, familiar to you whenever he gave you his mouth. Usually with the light dim, your glowing cheeks on display, his knees against the ground, just like right now.
The subtle sound of your man pressing a kiss to your clit made you hum, it was enough to get your hands sliding through his dark freshly shortened curls, like a forest you knew the pathway by heart. You tug tenderly. “Timmy- -” your panting soft, and your lips part agape when he takes his time to scan your expression — his lips suction around the bud, and a euphoric kind of suck that has him closing his eyes achingly slow, like he’s being transported into another world full of you.
Your jaw goes flying within seconds.
Your moaning again, his name, soft “oh’s” while your other hand catches his locks too. Timothee nestled like home into the way the fullness of your thighs dip around his ears, slender fingers piercing the skin of your ass a bit as well, he moves you against his face, and his tongue gets a boost of its own. Dipping into you once, the taste makes him groan, and it’s totally known to both of you he’s erected just nicely under his joggers by now. “Mmm..” fills up your ears as your man let his digit get coated with your wetness, pleasuring you in little patterns across your cunt.
Your squeezing his shoulders, the nearest pillow, letting your head fall against the cushions.
“Fuck.. fuck, yes…” your moans are more like whimpers and chants — to which he finds adorable, especially when you can’t quite catch your breath; he reaches up to push his hoodie from your torso a little more when it’s crowding him. You suck in your lip as your legs go stiff, like you might lose the feeling in them from the way he’s plunging into your core, but Timmy keeps your legs apart, even directing them upwards for better access to where you drip. And you let his mouth take over your lower half like he’s the king and your his open treasure — that’s when a deeper moan exits your throat, from your veins, from your heart.
“Mmm- - yes ! Fuck — Timothee !” Your eyes go from being closed in bliss to watching him devour your slickness till your a panting mess, “More, more, more..”
“This ? Is this what you want, sweet girl ?” Your boyfriend’s low breathy tone comes in as his index finger finds it’s way of sliding over your folds, pace slow and teasing that makes you tremble, he enters you without any warning and your whimpering like it’s his to take.
“Oh… yeah, I wanna cum- - make me cum, baby..”
You didn’t have to ask him twice. Timmy kept his lips where you need them, loving the floods of pre-cum you left, and one hand was pumping into your clenched entrance.
It drove him crazy you to have you shaking like this.
All for him.
As well as the way he’s known to be a triple threat, he even brings his free hand up to dance above your skin, your perfect chest, and right to your plump lips as he pushes his middle and ring fingers between them. With a moan like a million ‘thank you’s’ to the universe for a man like Timothee — you suck on his fingers like it was your birth right.
Your mind had been at a total halt for the first time today. Nothing but you, him, and the climax that was about to hit you like falling through heaven.
“That’s it- - cum on my tongue like a good girl.. show me how much you’re gonna miss me when we’re apart..”
Like that, you felt the feeling in your legs go numb, trembling like you couldn’t control the urge to let out a scream — Timothee might’ve sucked a bruise onto you by the velocity he was going, the rhythm of his tongue, and the way he flexed his jaw to completely devour you.
With curled toes and a rippled whine, the kind that had brought tears from your eyes — not only from the sensational feeling, but the reflection of his words. You really were a muse for just how much you’d miss him right this second. The muscle memory of his pleasuring mouth on you already engraved to where you gushed right now, and your boyfriend laid his tongue flat against your folds not to miss a drop.
His deep but soft moans echo throughout your core when your legs finally soften. Your tension is destroyed. Your relaxed, and to his delight, dripping with sweetness. — So, with a content exhale, he press a savory kiss to your inner thigh, then he rising and leaves a lengthy one on your knee that said, ‘mine’
Your smile has your cheeks burning nearly, and even more so with your flush. Timothee had a goofy yet cute grin on his face as he climbs on top of your body again, chest heaving but soft giggles filling the air from you as your boyfriend melts into your embrace over him. Kissing you deep and your softly moaning into each and every one, molding with him once again.
You can feel him against our core, harder than you guessed. And fuck did he feel too inviting even through the barrier of his joggers. Rubbing against you. Your breath hitched and you gripped the nape of his neck as you pulled away mid kiss to utter, “Let me take care of you, T..” your hand was already inching down his chest, even as your lips linger his — but he was tirelessly sinking into the opened of your neck. You could feel him taking a soft whiff of your sent.
“Shh, baby… I just wanna be with you- - just let me be with you for now.”
You were showcasing a fond little smile beneath your bitten lip. You could swear right now that you felt your heart beats even sink up while you held him, and his arms squeezed a little tighter around your waist.
There would be hundreds of cities you’d cross over tomorrow, and think of him, your Timmy. And there would be a million faces he’ll encounter in the next couple of weeks and still be ready for you.
But you had him now. A version of Timothee that was the most present, the most loving and completely intertwined with you.
Only a fool would waste that thinking of tomorrow.
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