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woman with bangs… 18! lowk my diary

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i forgive it all as it comes back to me you stupid fuck

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i HATTEEEE that i cant let things go brah! i can’t stop thinking about IT!!! i cant stop REMEMBERING! and IMAGINING things!! sad face emoji.

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if i was a boy i think id lowk be super evil maybe but here is what i think id be like:

--id have two lobe piercings and a double helix one ear and spikey vertical helix on the other

-tongue piercing perchance…so sick.

-i would have 2billion ironic tshirts and probs just wear baggy jeans and sweatpants #outfitrepeater

-i would be the best boyfriend EVER!!!!

-i would make peanut butter jelly sandwiches and share the second bite with my hbs

-i would have a happy trail

-i would go on walks in the woods all the time and not be super scared of a dude snatching me up or smt evil

-my weena would be #cut

-i wouldnt play sports bc i am lazy sorry

-i would love bomb people but its real bc i do love people within two days of knowing them so i think its okay

-i would text girls at angel numbers or like right before so they think i am sent from the heavens

i would say shit like “wait wihtout mee” wjen a girl says theyre going to shower or sleep but itd be funny when i said it so

-id use :) :D :d :3 T-T

-i would have a diary still

-i would sleep and jerk it all the time so fun

-i would kiss girls on the head and play with their hair while they slobbed on my nob and id smooch them on the forehead (but evil version) and then id feel guilty they slobbed my nob and then lowk ghost them accidentally bc im full of shame

-my minecraft redstone game would be insane (i cant do anything now maybebif i was a boy i wouod be able to magically)

-be bisexual and evil but id only kiss boys when im drunk and never tell people so

-i would manspread and sit with my hands between my legs and all slumped over

-i would post a mean mug/pouty faces selfie on insta and be like “what piercing do i get next :p” so people will dm me

-id be a d1 recycle-er and id get peeved when people didnt do it right

-i would dance at parties and be like why does nobody dance u guys suck. and then id stop getting invited to parties

-i would only drink beer bc id think it was manly

-i woiuld do backflips on the trampoline and invite girls i wanted to hangout and then wed go on the trampoline and id do flips

-idk sorry

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looking for MUSIC RECOMMENDATIONS!! :3 and music mutuals!

i really want to listen to more music and expand my taste!! my playlists are lowk BUTT! and i want to make a ton more! looking for recommendations for songs, genres, albums, comment ur spotify account or playlist links!!!(i added mine)) i always have a hard time finding new music id love to share someee. I listen to a ton of music but mostly just the super basic basic stuff! if anyone knows any music similar to any of these or just smt fun or new lmk pls!!

here r some im tuned in to (off the top of my head):

-jane remover/venturing, snow strippers, lucy bedroque, 2hollis, nate sib, underscores, tiffany day, smokedope2016, aphex twin, the hellp, frost children, feng, fakemink, sean pitaro, umru, bladee, ecco2k, mayvi, massive attack, alexis jae, magdalena bay, (old) grimes, myspacemark, westwood, 3DOKI, nokia angel, kreayshawn

-ethel cain, clairo, imogen heap, delwatergap, beabadoobee, the sundays, panchiko, flyleaf, keni titus, esha tewari, weezer, phoebe bridgers, alex g, radiohead, okay a lot more basic stuff but my brain is blanking rn…

i like really sad music and also like the opposite lol. i like hyperpop, bubblegum bass, dariacore, electroclash, some hardstyle, psychedelia, dream pop, shoegaze, bedroom pop, witch house, emo, gothic rock, alternative rock, nu metal, indie pop, indie rock, bubble grunge, art pop, indie folk, idk i listened to nightcore in my tweens so.

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#deardiary !! recent photo dump. i think that i have so many good things in my life. its weird that i feel so strange and sad when i am surrounded by love and life. feeling somber!! but good things coming always

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I feel like a big phat stupid stupid dumb idiot. I wish I could say some bs like “god why did I do this” or “I can’t believe I did that” but i can believe it and i know exactly why i did it!!!! i don’t know if its ignorance or masochism!

also i don’t want to become evilness. i just feel soso stupid and sad!

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this is my 2026 vibe vision board!! so much fun and lovely beautifulness to come. excited to get everything i want and more :3

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