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Matty during UNDO❤️ in helsinki 2017

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Imagine

A/N: This was another lovely request, sorry about the time it took (I was in hospital over christmas but now I’m ready to write again.) Requests Welcome, Let me know if there’s any typos, Feel free to like and reblog aaaaand Enjoy!:) xx

Gifs-credits to owners

Warnings: language i think

You didn’t want to look down. Never. But you knew that you had to, you knew that you couldn’t ignore it forever. You were sitting on the toilet in your and Jared’s apartment. You weren’t wearing anything but your panties and one of Jared’s shirts. You hadn’t planned this, you didn’t even know if he really loved you.

You had only been seeing him for a year and living with him for about five months. But you knew that he always wanted to have you around, even backstage at interviews sometimes. You smiled to yourself as you thought about the night you met him.

It was raining and you were running down a street in your high heels, trying to make it to a meeting in time. You opened the door to the hotel where the your meeting would be held and ran to the elevator. A Man in a white shirt and black pants stepped out as you stepped into the elevator, making you tumble over, making one of your heels break.

“Shit, I’m so sorry” the man stopped the doors from closing and stepped inside the elevator to help you catch your balance as a big smile formed on his lips.

“Jared Leto”  He said and gave you his hand. You just mumbled your name back what made him laugh at you. You looked up to see the most beautiful eyes you had ever see. He smiled as you tried to break the minute long eye contact.

“I’ll buy you new ones, don’t worry” You smiled and thanked him as you said:

“I’m really sorry but I’m late to a meeting” He smiled and pushed the button for the floor with a conference room in.

“Let me take you out for a drink Y/N, and we can talk about your shoes” He said as the elevator moved.

“I would like that” You said as the door opened.

“meet me at the bar downstairs in an hour maybe?” He said as you walked towards the room you were heading.

“Sounds good” you said as the doors closed behind you.

Your smile faded as you heard a little beep. You opened your eyes and looked at the stick in your hand. It was positive. You took a deep breath. Tears. Were they happy or sad tears? Would abortion be an option? no maybe not. You didn’t even know what he would say.

“Honey, are you okay?” Jared’s voice made you drop the test on the floor. Fuck. He wasn’t supposed to be awake yet.

“Yeah” you said and wiped your tears.

“Come back to bed” he wined. You stayed quiet. It was now or never and you knew it. You just had to take a few deep breaths. You threw away the test in the bathroom trash before unlocking the door. He was standing outside of the bathroom door when you came out and gripped your arms softly. He was shirtless, only wearing his boxers.

“Look at me” he said as he carefully placed his hand against your cheek as he made you face him. You took a deep breath.

“I have to sit down?” You said, hands shaking.

“What’s wrong?” He followed you to you bedroom where the both of you sat down on the bed. He put on his robe before took your hands in his. A tear slipped down your cheek as you looked him in the eyes. He looked frightened. He squeezed your hand as you kept repeating

“I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry” He looked at you and suddenly he was gone. His hands flew up to his head. You were a little taken aback by his sudden behaviour. You looked at him as he started to walk through the room with his hands to his head. You were about to say something when he started mumbling something and then suddenly, making you jump yellig: “Who?” He looked like he were about to cry. “I’m sorry but I can’t...I love you” He said, calming down.

“What?” You breathed out. He didn’t look at you. Suddenly it all came to you. You stood up and looked at your boyfriend.

“Jared, That’s not what happened. I didn’t cheat on you...I’m- I’m pregnant.” You finally said feeling how scared you got. You couldn’t face him. You sat down on your bed, looking at your hands again. You could feel his eyes on you. A few tears made their way down your cold cheek.

“We don’t need to keep it” You sobbed. You could feel him sit down next to you. His warm hand to your cheek once again as he dried your tears with his thumb. Before you knew it, he kissed you. You needed his warm dry lips right now. 

You kissed him like he was the only thing that could keep you alive and if you broke the kiss you felt like you would die. He broke it and pulled you close to him. You sobbed against his toned chest as he stroke your hair, trying to calm you down. He broke the silence by whispering “I love you” in your ear. He let go of you and looked you in the eyes with a big smile on his lips.

“Y/N,We’re having a baby...You could never make me more happy. I love you like I have never loved anyone and I want this baby more than anything. He or she is a creation by us” He said as he took your hands, his whole face shining of happiness. You cleared your throat.

“You really want this baby?”

“Of course, I’ve wanted to start a family with you since the day i met you. Maybe it’s a little early but we’ll make it. Together” You didn’t know what to say so you stayed silent. You laid down under the covers together as he hugged you.

“How long have you known?” He whispered.

“Well i started to get worried when my boobs grew and it got difficult to fit in my jeans.” The both of you laughed a little.  He lifted your shirt a bit and kissed your belly.

“Do you believe this?” You whispered as he let his hand brush over your stomach.

“Well everything is possible I guess” He said and kissed you.

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6:th of December

A/U: So again a request from a friend, requests are welcome and as always feel free to like and reblog, Enjoy! :)

Warning: Fluff,language and a little sexual i guess

Pairing: Matty x reader

x-gifs not mine, always credits to owners

It took over three knocks before he opened. You had to sit down because of your dizziness.

“Y/N what the fuck?” Matty has wearing a big white shirt and his boxers. He dropped down beside you and helped you up.

“Matty, I’m tired and I can’t find home” He led you inside and closed the door.

“Are you drunk? “ He said as he took off your jacket.

“Maybe” You giggled. “Sorry, Did I wake you Matty patty?” He smiled and rubbed his eyes before saying “Yeah”. He guided you to the sofa.

“Say if you’re going to throw up an I’ll take you to the bathroom.” He went to the kitchen to get you a glass of water. “Thank you” You slurred back.

“So how come you’re drunk at my place at four in the morning?” He yelled from the kitchen. You looked down at the black dress you were wearing.

“I went out with my friends and I missed you” You said and laid down in his sofa. He gave you the water and sat down on a coffee table in front of the sofa.

“How are you feeling?” He asked and wiped away some hair from your face. You looked at him but stayed quiet.

“I’m sad Matty.” You said and looked down at your fingers. He got up and sat down next to you in the sofa, patting on his lap for you to place your head.

“And why is that love?” He said as he stroked your hair.

“Because I think I love you and you don’t give a fuck about me.” You whispered. His hands stopped for a minute before continuing. He sighed and looked you in the eyes.

“Well I guess you won’t remember this” He laughed a little to himself

“But I think about you all the time. Your face, your body and how much I want you.” You sat up and looked him in the eyes. He gave you a little smile. The smile you loved to see.

“Then take me” You said now a little bit too close to his face. His eyes looked like they were screaming for you so you kissed him. You could feel him relax as he kissed you back. His hands wandered to your hips and pushed your legs to the side so that you were now facing him in his lap. Your hands went under his shirt as your kisses turned rushed and wet. Your hands got to his boxers when he stopped you. He closed his eyes and bit his under lip.

“I-i can’t.” He said. “Believe me, I really want to but... you’re drunk, It wouldn’t be okay” You felt you heart sink as you began to trying to stand up, but he stopped you. You held onto his arm as you said.

“Would a cuddle be okay then?” You smiled at him as he got up and gave you a fast kiss.

“Sure, I mean if we can’t fuck than we can at least hug” He said and took your hand, dragging you to his bedroom.

“I’ll just get a bucket if you feel sick tonight” he said and walked out of the room. You took your opportunity to get undressed and sat down on the bed. He stopped in the door frame as he saw you, paralysed. You smiled and crawled down under the covers in his soft bed. You pat next to you as he took of his clothes. He laid down next to you. You thought he was afraid to touch you so you rolled over and half beside, half over him. You could feel him smile to himself after kissing your head.

“Goodnight” You said and kissed his chest as he stroke your head.

“Night love” He said in a quiet laugh. You had never been this happy before.

[christmas-writer]

December 5:ft

-Lovebirds

A/U: So this story was actually a request from a friend of mine. Send me requests if you have any, I take almost all, no matter what pairing! :) Feel free to like and reblog, Enjoy! :)

Warning:  Fluff, (Contains some sexual content i guess)

x- gifs not mine, always credits to owners

You hurried to close the apartment door to get away from the cold.

“Hello?” You called to see if he was home. No answer. You took off your jacket and hung it up. It had been a long day at the studio and you were exhausted. You walked into your bedroom and searched for something warm to wear and found one of Eddies navy blue knitted sweater. You stripped and put it on before heading to the kitchen in your panties. A yellow post-it note was left on the table.

“In a meeting, I’ll be home in a few hours, Love Eddie” With a little heart on the end.

A smile formed on your lips as you looked through your cabinets to see if you had any wine left. You found an unopened bottle of some cheap red wine and poured it in a glass. His regular meetings would end about five p.m. , meaning you had a few hours for yourself.

But you were bored. For the first time in a week, you felt like you had spare time.

With your wine glas in your hand, you walked to your living room.

Sitting down, you turned on the tv. But you felt too distracted to concentrate. You sighed in frustration and went to the kitchen to refill your glass. You stood in silence for a few minutes before going back to the hallway.

 Eddie kept a folder with all his finished work under a little table by the door. You sat down on the floor and began reading some. You tried to sound like Eddie and said:

“This story describes a miracle” You laughed a little at yourself before closing the script and finding another.

Soon enough you’d read through them all. You sighed again and went back to your bedroom.

Plugging your phone into the sound system in your apartment, you put your playlist on shuffle. The song Someone new by Hozier came on and you put up the volume. You loved Hozier. 

You put down your wine glass and started dancing in the mirror. Your hips swung from side to side as your hands made their way up and down your body. You felt sexy. You couldn’t but laugh at your own reflection. You picked up your wine glass and drank the remaining liquid. You closed your eyes and let your body swing to the music as you sang along with the lyric. The song came to an end with you singing

“I fall in love just a little, oh little bit, everyday with someone new-” You almost dropped the glass when you heard the familiar voice behind you.

“Oh, well I sure hope not” Eddie was standing in the doorframe with a big smile on his lips, his hands in his pockets. You knew you flushed a little as you walked towards him.

“Shit, you really scared me” You said and sat down on your bed.

“Can’t I watch my beautiful girl dance?” He raised his eyebrow but the smile remained on his lips.

“And... well why are my scripts laying all over the floor?” He said and made a gesture towards the hallway as he got closer to the bed. His hands remaining in his pockets. You felt a little embarrassed again. He sat down on the bed and pulled you into a hug from behind.

“Well can’t I read my boyfriends old scripts in funny voices” He gave you a weird look before laughing a little.

“Did you find them interesting? Any favourite parts?” Hi smirked and played with your hands.

“Yeah, I think i remember something about giving Eddie Redmayne head.” The words that came out of your mouth surprised you as much as it gave you confidence. Eddie squeezed your hand before pushing your back against the bed, making squeak and laughter leave your mouth. He laid on his side, almost over you. You both laughed as he gave you a fast kiss.

“God, you’re so hot when you dance. In my shirt” You cupped his face and kissed his freckled nose. You had complete eye contact as the room stayed silent.

“God I love you” He said as he rested his hand on your cheek, stroking away some hair from your face. You answered him with a kiss.

“Should we go make dinner?” You said and pouted your lips. You really wanted to lay there forever but you weren’t sure if he was in a cuddly mood. He smirked and put his hands around your waist.

“Not before I make love to my beautiful future wife”

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December 4:th

A/U: Requests always welcome, Stay tuned for more! Feel free to like and reblog, Enjoy! :)

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You opened the door after the third knock.

“Hi Y/N, What are you doing tonight?” The first thing you saw was the adorable grin you loved

“Dean, Where’s Sam?” You asked as he stepped inside and closed the door behind him.

“He thinks I’m at a strip club. It’s best that way” He flashed you a grin again.

Dean often gave the impression of being cocky, but you could see the huge amount of respect in his eyes. You loved this green-ish eyes.

“So, where are you tonight?”  He looked a little impatient.

“What are you thinking?” You said and walked dangerously close to him. He looked down at you before taking your hand and dragging you outside.

“Dean, let me at least put on my shoes.” You giggeled. He let go of you and headed to the Impala. You put on your shoes and joined him.

He kissed you hard as soon as you sat down.

“Wow, you're frisky today” He started the car and said “You’ve seen nothing yet” As you drove away.

You drove for half an hour before you got to a big river. You laughed a little.

“Dean, why are we here?” He walked out of the car and opened your door.

“I- I don’t really know. Me and Sammy stumbled upon this place and I just thought of you. Equally as beautiful.” You blushed a little as you started walking towards it.

“God it’s really hot” You said.

“Just what i was thinking” He said as he pushed you gently in the side.

“Stop it, you’re making me blush” You giggled. Dean sat down in the grass. The sun was going down, Giving the sky a beautiful light.

“Oh come here” He said and dragged you down to the ground. You laughed as he laid on top of you and you started making out. He looked gorgeous like always. His hands wandered  down your spine as you stopped him to get up. 

At first he looked a little grumpy where he laid in the grass. You gave him a big grin and let your hand wander up to the strap on your white dress.

 Dean eyed you in silence. You undid the zipper and let the lace dress fall to the ground. Dean looked hungrier than ever. He licked his lips but didn’t move. You undid your bra and let your panties drop. You were now completely naked in front of him. He looked like he was paralyzed.

“It’s nothing you haven’t seen before” You giggled and walked towards the river.

 The water was warm and soon enough Dean had joined you. He looked like a kid in a candy store.

“I think I’m falling for you” He said as he kissed you once more.

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3:rd of December

A/U: This was a quick one, bc of all the writing I have to do. But as always-requests are welcome and please feel free to like and reblog, Enjoy xx

X- Not my gifs so credits to owners :)

“Whoa, that’s some major skills you’ve got there” you almost fell when you heard Dean’s voice behind you. “Oh, Dean…I..I didn’t see you” you felt blood rushing to your cheeks as you turned off the music.

"Oh baby, don’t mind me" he said grinning from ear to ear. “Yeah right” you said grabbing your stuff, walking out of the room with a wide smile on your lips.

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2:nd of December

A/U: this was the imagine for day 2, Stay tuned for a fanfiction, As always Requests are welcome and feel free to like and reblog, Enjoy :)

x: Gifs not mine, credits to owners

You were laying under the sheets in Sam's bed listening to the cold December rain outside. It brought you a peaceful feeling just laying there with Sam. You had known each other since you were kids and the silence between was comfortable. 

"Sam, do you know how to dance?" You suddenly whispered. He sat up on the bed looking at you."Well...I've never really tried" he said rubbing his neck.

 "I could show you if you want to" you said smiling as you sat up. He gave you a sweet smile before  looking down on his hands.

"Yeah,why not" he said with a little chuckle. You jumped down from the bed, taking Sam's hand pulling him up from the bed. The tall man made a grimace before standing up. 

'God he is handsome' you thought before placing you right hand on his shoulder. You waited for him to put his hand on your waist but he just stood there.

"You've never danced before, huh?" You said placing his hand on your waist. He had a tight, safe grip that made your spine shiver a little. 

"Is it that obvious?" He said grinning wide. You took a step to the right, watching Sam's foot follow.

"Good,now don't step on my toes" you smiled.  Sam was a quick learner and after a few rounds he was actually really good. You put on some calm music and gripped Sam's shoulders. He pulled you closer and your foreheads met. 

"God you're beautiful Y/N" he said, making you blush.

 "Shut up and dance Winchester" you said trying not to show your red cheeks. But you couldn't hold yourself back when you looked up at him and saw the light reflect in his beautiful hazel eyes.

 You felt your heart quicken it's pace as you got closer to his sweet lips. You could feel how unexpected the kiss was but also how his muscles relaxed at your touch. You could feel his hands searching their way down your back. Everything was perfect until Dean came in and broke your kiss.

"So Sam...oh, Nice" he said smirking."

“Get out" Sam yelled. 

"Yeah, right whatever" he muttered, making his way out of the room. This was the best dance you had ever had.

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December 1:st

A/U: this was the 1st calendar day, Enjoy! :) feel free to reblog or like if you do :) My ask is also open if you want to request anything.

X-Not my gifs, credits to owners

It had been snowing all night and the ground around the bunker was covered with snow. You were out of shampoo and some other stuff so you decided to go with Dean to the grocery store. It was still snowing when you got out of the bunker,  Dean right behind you. You walked towards a parked Impala when something hit you hard in the back of your head. You froze right where you stood before turning around. Dean was standing behind you with his mouth open, trying to catch snowflakes in his mouth with a silly face, making you laugh. Your stomach made a flip when another snowball came towards you.

“Oh, It’s on Winchester” you laughed, forming a perfect snowball in your hands before throwing it in his face. He laughed as he wiped the snow off with his bare hands.

“You’re gonna regret that” he yelled before running towards you with snow in his hands.

“Dean Winchester, I WILL kill you If you take another step”

“Oh really?” He gave you a big grin before attacking you.

“Okey I give up” you screamed, almost choking on your laugh. He put his arms around you and shoved the snow down you jacket.

“Deeeaan” you yelled as he laughed, almost peeing himself. You ran towards Dean, tried to get him on the ground when he cupped your face in his hands and you stopped. You just stood there and looked into his beautiful green eyes. Everything was silent, a comfortable silence. You had always wanted to stand this close to Dean and now when you actually were, you felt like your heart would jump out of your chest. He smiled before pulling you closer. Your lips were so close now. He closed his eyes and you leaned in. Your warm lips met and you could feel him smile. His hands walked down to your back so he could pull you closer. You stood there forever but not long enough. Dean pulled away and smiled

“Damn baby girl, I’ve wanted to do that forever” he said laughing, placing his right hand on your cheek as the snow kept falling around you.

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Christmas Calendar

Hi, This blog is ment to be like a Christmas Calendar. Every day until Christmas (starting the first of December) I will post a Fanfiction/Imagine :) My ask Is open so please write if you have any requests, Thank you! :)