this will be a place where I can share my personal thoughts, including but not limited to:
talk and art about my life
anything relating to having DID
posts that are sexual in nature
what ever I want
generally, things the people who followed my main did not sign up to see. if this isn't your style, feel free to go check my main out instead 👍
I'll tag suggestive/nsft images, as well as my usual art tag. feel free to reblog or follow even if i didn't send you here
I'll briefly talk about some system stuff under the cut
cracks my knuckles. ok!
I'll give a brief rundown of how my shit functions because it's a Bit different than some other people.
dont have an innerworld
communication is Bad. mentally. we can write things down like we're passing notes in class, and have recently (within the past year or so) begun journaling not only to try to improve communication but also just to deal with the amnesia in general
there are less than 10 of us currently
you can send asks about whatever. I dont promise I'll answer but I do promise I wont bite. with regards to DID specifically, showing curiosity is one of the best things u can do and I will love u
two hosts as of writing, these are who youre most likely to see around
Cody , It/Its
Sunny , Xe/It
I WILL tag signoffs just for my own sake
I Am also working on a notion that has basic info about each part, which I WILL NOT share on this blog, but which you May ask for if I know you. it is incomplete currently but contains information friends might benefit from knowing about specific parts. <- because of this I will likely pass it around to people I know upon its completion
also just so its said in case my shit Somehow breaches containment. I don't participate in online DID communities and I don't gaf about discourse so dont bring it here 👍
thats about all I have to say for now. Love u all byebye ✌️
If anyone is ever training you to replace them in a position and tells you 'its an easy job I don't do much' what this means is that you are about to spend six months to a year catching up on all the stuff they didn't do and sorting out the stuff they did poorly.
In related news I finally managed to finish un fucking my predecessor's lack of a filing system.
My job is literally in safety and emergency management and that phrase makes me break out in hives. Which is to say that you are entirely one million percent correct.
Alternatively by 'an easy job where they don't do much' what they mean is that they've got so much unwritten knowledge and experience stored up in their heads that they *genuinely believe* it's an easy low effort job and then leave you with a learning curve like a rocket launch and frantically spawning spreadsheets of all the shit they know off by heart
I just think that Some of the people in my life can be pretty inconsiderate, which doesn't pair well with someone who is disabled and very unfortunately self-sacrificial
The thing is that I try my hardest to exercise bodily autonomy by knowing and expressing my limits, but so many times people still offload things onto me because I Will push myself to make things easier for other people I am Always Pushing myself to help other people and I'll happily inconvenience myself if it means helping someone else. But they take that to mean that they can offload things onto me because, they just don't want to. And then when I try to express my boundary because I'm Chronically Ill, I'm met with, "seriously, you can't just do it? Literally all you have to do is [task], it's not that hard." It gets treated as if I Just Don't Want To, because that's why they're not doing it. Ok man. I'll do it. I'll do it for your convenience. I don't think I'm a doormat but I think when you get Mad at me. I think when You Walk On Me, it kind of makes me look like a doormat, I think I have no other choice but to be your doormat
