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Making a pinned post. Hi. I’m Joe, people use she/her for me mostly, but any pronouns are fine. I live somewhere in Sweden. In my twenties.
I don’t know what to really put here so... Eh. I’ll write something.
I’m a sex-averse and somewhat sex-repulsed asexual and I often get uncomfy suggestive things, depending on context. I don’t know, just telling my boundaries.
I’m prone to spelling errors and I might not catch all of them. Not a native english speaker, but mostly fluent. I love puns. I also love robots, fictional sentient AI, artifically constructed sentience and thinking about that stuff. And weird biology. And mollusc and crustaceans. And cute and funny stuff.
So. Yeah. Hope you have a good day. Or if not, I hope your day is overcomable at least. Uh, bye? Or welcome to my blog? idk.
so many people ive known have pushed themselves to burnout trying to deny their disabled reality, skipping accommodations, skipping rests etc. and the world convinces them that the solution to their burnout is to push even harder. it’s a huge tragedy. i know social pressures make it tough but i want more disabled people to make things easier for themselves where possible, to opt out of things that harm them when possible, to quit while they’re ahead. be that person today! protect yourself where you can! take micro breaks while doing your hobby. get that shower chair. sit to brush your teeth. lie down in the middle of the day, even if only for 5 mins. these things add up and it’s so worth it.
the phrase "but i didn't mean to!" in the context of causing harm is kind of redundant to me, because almost nobody means to cause harm. most of us just want to do the right thing. and i don't mean that in a wishy-washy "oh, we're all good deep down" way, i mean that even people who regularly do the most heinous shit imaginable will have a way of justifying it to themselves. the world is not populated by hollywood sadists and psychopaths.
actually i have been thinking about this some more and i want to add on to it:
abuse in caregiving professions (like teaching or nursing) is not solely a result of power dynamics. it's also because people who go into those professions tend to have a idea of themselves as Good People. recognising or acknowledging their own capacity for harm contradicts that idea. so they mentally put 'people who have inconvenienced me' into the 'Bad People' box (which conveniently doubles up as the 'People I Am Allowed to Hurt' box), and just like that, the world is made simple again.
i read ross greene a lot when i was working with 'difficult' or 'behaviourally challenged' children. his refrain is kids do well if they can - meaning, in short, that most kids act out only when the demands of a situation exceed their capabilities. punishing them for this is not only cruel but also completely pointless, because they also don't want to be doing what they are doing.
a teacher who believes that there are two categories of people - Good People who Mean Well, and Bad People who Cause Problems on Purpose - is not going to see it that way. they're gonna put themselves in the first category, and the misbehaving kid in the second category. and once they have effectively depersoned the kid and placed themselves on a pedestal, they can treat that kid however they want while still maintaining a moral high ground. because abuse is something that only Bad People do.
I think about this so much. It is necessary to think about this when working in caregiving fields. You gotta be able to see yourself and your colleagues as something outside of "good people" because that could cloud your judgement of actions. An action can't be good just because a "good person" did it.
I think one of the gentlest things in the world is when a friend just gets your weird little brain. like you say half a sentence and they finish it. you reference something incredibly niche from seven years ago and they’re already nodding. they understand your strange vocabulary for emotions that don’t have real words yet. it’s being seen and known and still loved. maybe especially because you’re known. god. what a gift.
“My son, those stars are already dead. Mere ghost light.”
Okay. So. Long post so most of this will be under a cut (I’m not completely cruel), but I wanna talk about this, because it’s something that I frequently see people get wrong about the Iron Lung universe, and like I’ve said before, space is the one thing that will forever put me in “UHM ACKSHULLY ☝️🤓” mode, so that’s what I’m about to do. And you all have to listen or I’m going to be very upset.
THE STARS ARE NOT “GONE” FROM THE NIGHT SKY IN IRON LUNG.
Yes, I hear what you’re all gonna say - “but Sammy, that’s LITERALLY the main plot point! The opening line in the movie is ‘the stars are gone’, what are you talking about?” Please allow me to explain, because for this to actually make sense, y’all need to understand just how unfathomably big space is.
The closest star to Earth is, obviously, the sun. The sun is approximately 8 light-minutes from Earth, meaning that it takes the sun’s light just over 8 minutes to reach us. When you look at the sun (which you shouldn’t do btw), you’re seeing it as it was 8 minutes ago, not what it looks like currently. So, if the sun were to suddenly just vanish Quiet Rapture style, we wouldn’t know it was gone for over 8 whole minutes. For 8 minutes we’d have no idea anything had even happened. Life would continue on as normal.
Now let’s look at the second closest star to Earth. That honour goes to the red dwarf star Proxima Centauri, which lies about 4 light years away from the sun. So, it takes light from Proxima Centauri over 4 years to reach us, and vice versa. If Proxima Centauri got Quiet Rapture’d right now, we wouldn’t know it was gone for 4 years.
Are you starting to get it now?
“We can all still see them!”
~10 year old Simon was very much right to say this! Space rambling aside, it’s a very astute observation that points to the intelligence and curiosity of his character, even at such a young age (as clearly no one else is questioning why the stars are still visible while The Father is preaching about them being gone).
So let’s look at the Quiet Rapture from the perspective of ~10 year old Simon, watching it happen in real time.
Let’s say Eden’s space station is just outside of Mars’ orbit (which is fairly accurate to the movie based on the flashback scene). And then BOOM, Mars is gone.
Several minutes pass. What’s that? Earth is gone too?
A few more minutes and it’s Venus, a few more and it’s Mercury. In 13 minutes, the sun is gone too. In a little under 5 hours, Pluto is gone, and you’re starting to think this is a pretty widespread thing. The whole solar system is vanishing before your eyes.
But then it seems to stop there, and you’re thinking, well that’s it then, the whole solar system disappeared and we’re all that’s left here on these space stations, but I guess the rest of the universe is fine, right?
But The Father is saying the stars and planets in the entire galaxy - possibly even the universe - are gone, and it doesn’t make sense. The stars are literally right there??? Nobody else seems to question it. You get weird looks when you try to argue about this because nobody talks back to The Father, and he just laughs coldly and gives you this vague explanation with “ghost light”.
(And the worst part is that he isn’t even wrong).
Four years pass and there’s a new surge of panic. Proxima Centauri* and it’s two companion stars, Alpha Centauri A and B, have just vanished from the sky.
*Bear in mind Proxima Centauri isn’t actually visible to the naked eye (more on that later in the post), so whoever discovered it was gone was most likely using a telescope, if any of those survived the Quiet Rapture. Alpha Centauri A and B are visible in the night sky, so you would be able to see them blink out in real time in the Iron Lung universe.
It only cements The Father’s authority over Eden because somehow he knew they would. He knew they were already gone to begin with.
It’s slowly starting to get to you too, because as the years go by, more and more stars wink out of existence, silently taking their planets with them…
But while I was thinking about all this (read: stewing about all this because I’m not gonna lie, it’s a pet peeve of mine in this fandom. No hate to any of y’all, I’m just a huge nerd and probably undiagnosed with the ‘tism so I get a little uppity about these things, hence this entire fucking post), I started to wonder what the actual timeline of the stars disappearing would look like, so I did a little research, and it’s gonna blow everyone’s minds;
Here I’ve compiled a list of all the stars within less than 20 light years of Earth and the solar system, complete with some color coding based on stellar type. (The metric of 20 light years specifically will make sense by the end of the list.)
❤️ - M class (red dwarf)
🧡 - K class
💛 - G class (stars similar to the sun)
🤍 - F class
🩵 - A class
🩶 - white dwarf (stellar reminant)
[NOTE: I’m not worrying about B and O class stars because there are none within 20 light years of Earth.]
Additionally, stars highlighted in BLUE are visible to the naked/unaided eye
AQR = After Quiet Rapture
- 1 year AQR
- The sun 💛
- All planets in the solar system
- 5 years AQR
- Proxima Centauri ❤️
- Alpha Centauri A 💛
- Alpha Centauri B 🧡
- Barnard’s star ❤️
- 10 years AQR
- Wolf 359 ❤️
- Lalande 21185 ❤️
- Sirius A 🩵
- Sirius B 🩶
- Gliese 65 ❤️
- Ross 154 ❤️
- 15 years AQR
- Ross 248 ❤️
- Epsilon Eridani 🧡
- Lacaille 9352 ❤️
- Ross 128 ❤️
- EZ Aquarii A ❤️
- EZ Aquarii B ❤️
- EZ Aquarii C ❤️
- 61 Cygni A 🧡
- 61 Cygni B 🧡
- Procyon A 🤍
- Procyon B 🩶
- Struve 2398 A ❤️
- Struve 2398 B ❤️
- Groombridge 34 A ❤️
- Groombridge 34 B ❤️
- DX Cancri ❤️
- Epsilon Indi A 🧡
- Tau Ceti 💛
- GJ 1061 ❤️
- YZ Ceti ❤️
- Luyten’s Star ❤️
- Teegarden’s Star ❤️
- Kapteyn’s Star ❤️
- Lacaille 8760 ❤️
- SCR 1845-6357 A ❤️
- Kruger 60 A ❤️
- Kruger 60 B ❤️
- DENIS J1048-3956 ❤️
- Ross 614 A ❤️
- Ross 614 B ❤️
- Wolf 1061 ❤️
- Van Maanen’s Star 🩶
- Gliese 1 ❤️
- TZ Arietis ❤️
- Wolf 424 A ❤️
- Wolf 424 B ❤️
- Gliese 687 ❤️
- Gliese 674 ❤️
- LHS 292 ❤️
- 20 years AQR (when the events of Iron Lung take place)
- Gliese 440 🩶
- GJ 1245 A ❤️
- GJ 1245 B ❤️
- GJ 1245 C ❤️
- Gliese 876 ❤️
- LHS 288 ❤️
- GJ 1002 ❤️
- Groombridge 1618 🧡
- Gliese 412 A ❤️
- Gliese 412 B ❤️
- AD Leonis ❤️
- Gliese 832 ❤️
- Gliese 682 ❤️
- Omicron Eridani A 🧡
- Omicron Eridani B 🩶
- Omicron Eridani C ❤️
- EV Lacertae ❤️
- 70 Ophiuchi A 🧡
- 70 Ophiuchi B 🧡
- Altair 🩵
- EI Cancri A ❤️
- EI Cancri B ❤️
- GJ 3379 ❤️
- Gliese 445 ❤️
- 2MASS J15404342-5101357 ❤️
- GJ 3323 ❤️
- Gliese 526 ❤️
- Stein 2051 A ❤️
- Stein 2051 B 🩶
- Gliese 251 ❤️
- LP 816-60 ❤️
- Gliese 205 ❤️
- Gliese 229 A ❤️
- Alsafi 🧡
- Ross 47 ❤️
- Gliese 570 A 🧡
- Gliese 570 B ❤️
- Gliese 570 C ❤️
- Gliese 693 ❤️
- Gliese 754 ❤️
- Gliese 908 ❤️
- Gliese 752 A ❤️
- Gliese 752 B ❤️
- Gliese 588 ❤️
- Eta Cassiopeiae A 💛
- Eta Cassiopeiae B 🧡
- 36 Ophiuchi A 🧡
- 36 Ophiuchi B 🧡
- 36 Ophiuchi C 🧡
- YZ Canis Minoris ❤️
- GJ 1005 A ❤️
- GJ 1005 B ❤️
- HR 7703 A 🧡
- HR 7703 B ❤️
- 82 G. Eridani 💛
- Gliese 268 A ❤️
- Gliese 268 B ❤️
- Delta Pavonis 💛
By the events of Iron Lung, only 107 stars (excluding the sun) will be undetectable by any telescope.
Of those 107, only 22 stars (excluding the sun) will have visibly disappeared to the unaided eye.
So that means that by the time Simon is being sent down in the SM-13, the solar system and 22 additional star systems are visibly missing. There are many more that would no longer be visible with a telescope, and thousands more will follow in the next few years, decades, centuries.
Unless, of course, the Quiet Rapture is somehow reversed, but that’s a post for another day.
All of my incessant ranting aside, I’m really glad that Mark and David made ghost light canon in both the movie and the game, because not only is it scientifically accurate, but it’s also something that makes the Quiet Rapture that much more terrifying. It’s not something that happens quickly in the blink of an eye, it’s slow and it’s long and it’s agonizing because you already know what’s happening, and you already know it’s too late, so all you can do is watch the sky as one by one, over years and years and years, the stars disappear, the sky gets darker, and the universe seems to get smaller…
{@ctrl-shift-alt-9 I’m tagging you bc this is in-depth worldbuilding stuff and I feel like you’d be interested in it :3}
happy disability pride month and once again, FUCK lazy subtitles. fuck the [speaks foreign language] instead of actually transcribing the words, fuck shortening sentences and changing whats been said for no reason, fuck censoring swearing in captions but not in audio and fuck anyone who says youre being 'too sensitive' for being upset about a lack of accessibility
Apparently in the states it is illegal for captions not to match audio exactly. My little brother has written emails to streaming services multiple times for subtitle errors and it is always fixed expeditiously. Forever grateful to him.
Once every hundred years a kite will lay a red egg from which hatches a black and white bird. When that bird dies, a green worm-like creature emerges from its body and will grow into the fearsome Rooster of Death. Anyone who hears the call of this Rooster will die the following day unless they can find a mysterious blue herb that grows in the wilds of Asturias.