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@chronicpainisabitch
one of the most challenging skills i've had to learn as an adult is the art of figuring out whether i'm proportionally annoyed with someone or just tired and overstimulated and looking for reasons to be pissed off
congratulations to the only post i've ever had breach 100k notes without any real discourse or fighting, just a lot of people wearily going, oh, god, same
when I say pain spiral I mean a mental health crisis that is directly related to the amount of pain I'm in/the mental toll of living with chronic pain
it is helpful to have a term for it so I can tell my friends and family when my mind starts to turn in and in and into the pain and despair of it all
why cant i read a book and watch a movie and play a game and clean all at the same time
đ·: neurowild
Im really tired of medical professionals not realising that their behaviour and their colleagues behaviour literally traumatises people.
i had two appts this past week. sometimes iâm burnt out from appts honestly. anyway, i went to the dentist bc one of my root canals that got terribly done was hurting, and i have to get it redone but it costs around 3k and insurances do not cover retreatments. then after that appt, i had a TMJ appt. he told me he canât seem to figure out the bad shooting pains i get and he wants to start me on anti seizure type meds to help with the nerve pain (he said it appears to be nerve pain going on) but he doesnât want to start me on them bc my mental state already isnât good and that being in pain so much is affecting me even more bc no one around me understands or gets it and needs to me to go back to a therapist first before I start meds. idk it all made me cry bc all of it was true but also im frustrated. he also wants me to see what the neurologist says and what my bloodwork says at my regular drs. im starting to feel like a science experiment or that I belong on an episode of house.
chronic illnesses fucking wear on you man. every day my body is fighting me in everything i do and itâs so goddamn exhausting.
One of those things about chronic illness nobody ever talks about is just how much it makes you feel like you have to apologize.
Sorry I'm late; I couldn't get out of bed. Sorry my weird breathing kept you up all night. Sorry I couldn't make it to your party; I was half conscious on the floor all evening. Sorry I keep forgetting everything you tell me; I promise it's not because I don't care. Sorry I seem so out of it all the time. Sorry I'm not "present" enough when we hang out. Sorry I need to be taken care of sometimes. Sorry my body is breaking and it seems like it's inconveniencing you more than me.
Hey, quick questionâwhy so much pain all the time? Why so much ouchie owwie oh no it hurts?
the shooting pains I experience in my head sometimes is some of the worst pain ever that it makes me constantly think âwhat is the point if I have to continually deal with this randomly and canât even make plans or liveâ and it depresses me
