where the wind takes us - cs55
in which, y/n meets carlos sainz, and they fall in love - a written and smau fic
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cw: cursing maybe, ALL PICS BELONG TO PINTEREST!, HORRIBLE google translate spanish (im so sorry i speak french)
tags: @notaceventura, @okayarkay
he didn’t mean to come back.
that was the lie he told himself as he stood across the street the next morning, hands shoved into the pockets of his hoodie, staring at the bookshop like it might vanish if he looked away for even a second.
the truth was simpler. and worse.
he hadn’t stopped thinking about her.
about the way she moved through the shop like it was an extension of herself. how natural it all seemed—the ladder, the shelves, the dust, the quiet. how she hadn’t rushed him. hadn’t clocked him. hadn’t tried to figure out who he was.
that almost never happened anymore.
people usually looked at him like they were searching for something familiar. a name. a headline. a reason.
she hadn’t searched at all.
carlos exhaled slowly and crossed the street before he could talk himself out of it. the bell above the door rang, bright and sharp, and there she was—behind the counter, coffee in hand, sunlight catching in her hair.
his chest did something deeply unprofessional.
“morning,” he said, hoping his voice sounded normal.
she smiled up at him, easy, warm. “morning.”
he hadn’t planned the pastries. that had been impulsive. reckless, even. but when he’d passed the bakery on the corner, something in him had decided she deserved something soft and sweet and uncomplicated.
when she looked surprised—actually surprised—his stomach flipped.
for someone who spent his life at 300 kilometers an hour, it was ridiculous how one small reaction from her could knock him off balance.
they talked. longer than he’d expected.
she listened when he spoke, like, really listened, like his words weren’t background noise. like he wasn’t performing. and when she talked, he found himself leaning in without realizing it, memorizing small things—the way her voice dipped when she teased him, the way she smiled with her eyes first.
he kept his answers vague. out of habit. out of self-preservation.
when he finally left, stepping back into the street, the city felt sharper. louder. like the world had remembered him again.
carlos woke up to sunlight cutting through the curtains and the unfamiliar feeling of having slept well.
for exactly twelve seconds.
his phone started buzzing on the bedside table, aggressive and relentless, like it had a personal vendetta against his peace.
he didn’t even need to look at the screen.
“no,” he muttered, rolling onto his back and squinting at the caller id.
he let it ring once. twice.
three seconds of silence passed.
“you are not calling me at eight in the morning,” carlos said to the ceiling, voice hoarse.
with a sigh, he picked up. “what.”
“CARLOS.” lando’s voice exploded through the speaker. “I SAW THE POST.”
carlos winced, holding the phone a little farther from his ear. “good morning to you too.”
“DO NOT ‘GOOD MORNING’ ME,” lando said. “you can’t just post ‘i met a girl please send help’ and then disappear. who is she. where did you meet her. are you okay. are you in love.”
“i am not in love,” carlos said immediately.
lando went quiet for half a second.
“…interesting,” lando said slowly. “not what i asked.”
carlos sat up, running a hand through his hair. “it’s nothing. i met her at a bookshop.”
“a bookshop,” lando repeated. “CARLOS.”
“you don’t go to bookshops.”
lando made a sound that could only be described as delighted panic. “okay. okay. start from the beginning. did she recognize you.”
lando actually gasped. “oh my god.”
“why is that your reaction.”
“because that means it’s serious,” lando said.
carlos groaned, dropping back onto the bed. “please don’t.”
he stared up at the ceiling.
lando inhaled sharply. “YOU DON’T KNOW HER NAME?”
“don’t yell,” carlos said. “it just… didn’t come up.”
lando laughed, incredulous. “so let me get this straight. you met a girl. you brought pastries. she recommended you books. she doesn’t know who you are. and you don’t know her name.”
“when you say it like that—”
“when i say it like that it sounds like you’re already married,” lando cut in. “have you thought about her since.”
lando hummed. “yeah. thought so.”
he thought about her hands. her laugh. the way the shop smelled like paper and lavender. the way time slowed down when he was there.
“lando,” he said quietly.
“…i think i’m in trouble.”
lando’s voice softened, just a little. “yeah. you sound like it.”
the key sticks in the lock like it always does, forcing y/n to lean her weight into the door until it finally gives with a soft click.
“one day,” y/n mutters under her breath, “i’m replacing you.”
the bell jingles as she steps inside, and the familiar scent of aged paper and lavender candles wraps around her like muscle memory.
“mamá?” y/n calls, setting her bag down behind the counter.
instead, there’s spanish—fast, hushed, and unmistakably gossipy—floating from somewhere between the back shelves.
“…te digo que sí,” her mother’s voice says. (i’m telling you yes.)
“ayer. un chico. muy guapo.” (yesterday. a boy. very handsome.)
“mamá?” she calls again, already knowing she’s too late.
“no, no era del barrio,” her mother continues, lowering her voice like she’s sharing classified information. (no, he wasn’t from the neighborhood.)
“se notaba. tranquilo, educado… y y/n ni se dio cuenta.” (you could tell. calm, polite… and y/n didn’t even notice.)
y/n squeezes her eyes shut. “oh my god.”
aunt rosa’s voice crackles through the phone speaker.
“¿el de la gorra?” (the one with the cap?)
her mother gasps softly.
“sí. ese mismo.” (yes. that one.)
y/n steps farther into the shop, pinching the bridge of her nose. “mamá.”
her mother finally appears from between the shelves, phone pressed to her ear, glasses perched low on her nose, completely unashamed.
“buenos días, cariño,” she says sweetly (good morning, darling), then turns slightly away from y/n.
“sí, ya llegó.” (yes, she’s here now.)
“are you talking about me?” y/n asks flatly.
“no,” her mother replies instantly.
from the phone:
“estamos hablando de ti, y/n.” (we’re talking about you, y/n.)
y/n groans, leaning against the counter. “why is my life a family group chat.”
her mother waves her off, smiling.
“ay, no seas dramática.” (oh, don’t be dramatic.)
y/n straightens, suspicion creeping in. “how do you even know all of this?”
her mother’s smile widens—slow, smug.
“…la cámara,” she says casually. (the camera.)
y/n’s stomach drops. “what camera.”
her mother tilts her head toward the corner of the shop, where the small security camera blinks red, barely noticeable unless you’re looking for it.
“esa,” she says. (that one.)
“mamá,” y/n says slowly, horrified. “you cannot be spying on customers.”
“no estoy espiando,” her mother replies immediately. (i’m not spying.)
“es seguridad.” (it’s security.)
from the phone, aunt rosa laughs.
y/n presses her lips together. “you watched me talk to him.”
her mother shrugs. “un poquito.” (a little bit.)
“ay, por favor,” she says, waving a hand. (oh, please.)
“no todos los días entra un chico así.” (not every day a boy like that walks in.)
y/n groans, covering her face. “this is actually my worst nightmare.”
her mother softens then, stepping closer, lowering her voice.
“pero y/n,” she says gently. (but y/n.) “sonreías.” (you were smiling.)
from the phone, aunt rosa hums thoughtfully.
“esa sonrisa no la pone cualquiera,” she says. (not just anyone gets that smile.)
y/n drops her hand, heat creeping up her neck. “it was nothing.”
“claro,” her mother says, unconvinced. (of course.)
she glances toward the door, then back at y/n, eyebrow lifting.
“además,” she adds. (besides.)
“si vuelve hoy…” (if he comes back today…)
y/n’s heart betrays her, skipping before she can stop it.
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the shop is slow. the kind of slow where the floorboards creak louder than the customers, where y/n has already straightened the same display twice just to feel useful. the front window lets in a soft wash of afternoon light, dust motes floating lazily in the air.
the only people inside are a group of teenage girls clustered near the travel section, whispering and giggling like they’re trying not to be obvious and failing miserably.
y/n is re-stacking a pile of paperbacks when the bell above the door jingles.
“don’t even pretend you’re busy,” a voice says brightly. “i can feel the lying from outside.”
“the one and only,” he says, already sliding his sunglasses off like he’s entering a runway, not a bookshop. “and before you say anything—yes, i saw the post. yes, i ran here. yes, i deserve answers.”
y/n laughs, shaking her head. “you’re insane.”
mateo grins and kisses her cheek, then immediately starts inspecting a nearby shelf. “and you’re withholding information. which is worse.”
“no you don’t. now spill.”
y/n glances around. the teenage girls are still whispering, one of them glancing over a little too obviously.
“spill,” he repeats, softer this time. the tone he uses when he knows something matters.
y/n exhales, leaning against the counter. “okay. so. he came in two days ago.”
mateo’s eyes widen immediately. “HE.”
“yes, he,” y/n says, rolling her eyes. “asked about rally racing. i thought he was just some guy.”
“already a rom-com,” mateo murmurs.
“i didn’t recognize him at all. he was quiet. polite. listened when i talked. didn’t look at his phone once.” she pauses. “and he came back yesterday morning.”
mateo gasps, clutching his chest. “returned.”
he makes a small, wounded sound. “pastries in a bookstore is a declaration.”
“no, that’s what you felt,” mateo corrects gently.
y/n scowls. “anyway. we talked. like, actually talked. about books. about life. he was… careful.”
mateo tilts his head, studying her. “and how did that make you feel.”
the teenage girls giggle again, one of them pretending to browse while absolutely eavesdropping.
“…comfortable,” y/n admits. “which is not something i usually feel with strangers.”
mateo nods slowly. “oh no.”
“that’s the dangerous part,” he says.
y/n groans, dropping her head onto the counter. “don’t say that.”
mateo smiles, soft and knowing, reaching over to squeeze her hand. “baby. you already did.”
the bell above the door jingles again.
mateo’s eyes flick up first.
“and if that’s him,” he adds quietly, “i’m judging him immediately.”
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