First kiss scenario with Dazai x reader!who hasn't had their first kiss yet <3
AJSJJS honestly I wrote this for practice and wasnt going to actually post it but uhhhhh here u go i guess :D
He knew you were kind of innocent and oblivious
and honestly, he liked that about you
being able to constantly tease you and get little reactions out of you
just thinking about doing anything more than hugging him or kissing him on the cheek made you flustered and nervous enough to mess up your words and trip over your feet
ofcourse, he knows that from experience
He did try to kiss you once, just that one time, he thought he'd give it a shot
And you didn't even realise what he was trying to do just until he was so close that you could feel his hot breath on your face
before he could close in and kiss your lips, your knees gave out and you landed right on your butt
poor you :( and poor Dazai :')
since then, he had almost given up on trying to get you to kiss him
maybe he'd like to try it just one more time?
that couldn't possibly hurt right?
wrong, it did hurt, horribly infact.
you accidentally (or maybe intentionally) looked up too fast and hit ur head right on his chin
say thanks to the height difference :D
he bit his tongue during that moment and wasn't able to use his mouth properly for the day.
Honestly, you felt really bad, you didn't want Dazai to hold back and have to wait for you always
Maybe that's why you ended up going to his house in the middle of the night
He was utterly shocked at your arrival, it looked like he was just about to go to bed soon (honestly, he should stop sleeping so late, then maybe he'd get to work on time)
That itself made you nervous enough to want to leave at that moment, but you had a mission, and you weren't going to leave without accomplishing it.
"dazai-san, can I come in?" you nervously played with your hair while waiting for Dazai to snap out of it
it didn't take long before he regained his composure and started acting like nothing was wrong and his happy go lucky self invited you into his with a "ah y/n wasn't expecting you right now"
you walked in, and said it.
"I asked if I could borrow a pair of clothes"
"I want to stay the night"
yep, this was probably a dream or he was just hallucinating after eating a bunch of poisonous mushrooms
but he hadn't eaten anything since he came home
oh maybe he was hallucinating because he hadn't eaten anything.
you sighed, and looked him in the eyes
"I'm real, you're not dreaming, you're not hallucinating"
After realising you were indeed real and not a hallucination, he honestly didn't know what to do, he couldn't just send you home, it was wayy too late for you to go home alone, or he could sleep on the couch.
After borrowing a pair of his pajamas, which were too big for you, you got into his bed and made yourself comfy
Honestly, you looked wayyy too cute to him, he just wanted to cuddle you and smother you with kisses
"no- like, Its just, I can't believe you're actually wearing my clothes"
"GOD, dazai-san, you always make me blush so damn much"
Oh god honestly he thought you were so fucking cute
"well, goodnight I guess"
"to the couch obviously, unless- you want me to stay that is"
before he knew it, you pulled him into the bed
aah this wasn't good for your heart
"goodness y/n, you're going to be the death of me, not that that's a bad thing"
he slid into the bed, right next to you, you could feel his hot breath on your neck as he wrapped his arms around your waist, tucking you into himself while tangling your legs together with each others
when did it suddenly get so hot? did idiot dazai forget to turn on the air conditioner again?
"y/n, yk I love you right"
"and that I'd die for you"
"you'd die for fun dazai-san, so it doesn't really make me feel that special"
god he loved you and your sarcastic remarks
you could feel your ear tingling as he sighed deeply into it
he awkwardly shifted trying to adjust as you turned around to face him, your faces inches apart, his gaze going from your lips to your neck and to ceiling fan which he was finding fascinating to look at.
his gaze instantly met your eyes with delight, his hand moving to tuck your hair behind your ear, cupping your face he brought it closer and closer to his own
"are you sure about this?" he asked while licking his lips
"yes, I want to, I love you too dazai" you replied as you gently pressed your lips together with his briefly and pulled away
you didn't have time to compose yourself before he dived right back in, kissing you senseless, gasping as you both pulled away after what seemed an eternity. his arms wrapped around your body once more,
"I love you y/n" he kissed your nose
ugh this was so bad for your heart, you wanted to scream and shout
but instead ended up burying your head in his chest and whispering a soft goodnight instead :)
