back in the fucking basement again baybeee | lambert & matthias
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Lambert was left unimpressed by the response, the right corner of his lips tugging into a half smirk, half thin line. Had it been a year before Matthias’ statement would’ve caused his heart to stir uncomfortably at the idea of yet not being himself enough to be fully acknowledged by the man. Something that even now he still wasn’t fully realized, still looking for and picking up broken pieces left and right.
But now? All he could imagine was,
That sure is a Matthias response.
And that filled him with amusement and a tinge of comfort rather than hurt or anxiety. “Is my current appearance not enough of a sign? And here I thought I had managed to finally distance myself from that horrid lesser presence.” Just thinking back to it sent a shiver down his spine out of pure discomfort. It wasn’t quite disgust for the man that he had been- if Lambert were to look at himself divorced from his own body, he’d understand the attitude. Pathetic and a tad unbecoming to witness sure, but considering everything, he could understand.
The issue was, he couldn’t divorce himself from it. That was him. And for him that was unacceptable. “I have been faring quite well if I do say so myself.” Weight shifted slightly from one hip to the other, Gradivus standing tall and proud by his side. “At last my services as a knight have been acknowledged properly, so now I do not look like an out of place, last minute hire whenever I happen to tag along the Academy’s expeditions.” A soft sigh. “Though I suppose my current role would give you some…dissonance. The Academy seems quite keen on deploying me as a commander for the skies, rather than the land. I am not one to complain however, one more mastery under my belt will surely not hurt.”
“And what about you, my friend? All these moons…how have you fared, truly? How is the North holding up?”
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Matthias tilts his head down then back up, surveying Lambert one more time. "You pass for less of a common man and more like a soldier... but you're still too bright behind the eyes." His king always would be.
The self awareness present is appreciated, nearly pulling a proper smile from the margrave.
It swiftly falls again. "A commander of the sky? Are you certain you're okay with that. The last time I recall you that high up it was because a beast decided to make a plaything of you and Oleg and you, my friend, took far too long to wake." All that had mattered then was that his heart still beat but still, the sight of Blaiddyd blonde in the skies is hardly comforting.
How have he and the north fared? That's a question with such a simple answer it hurts.
"As it and I always do, fine. Sreng is held at bay. If there is a complaint I must make, there is still far too much church involvement in bandit subjugation."















