BMTH- Which do you prefer, Sempiternal or Suicide Season?

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BMTH- Which do you prefer, Sempiternal or Suicide Season?
irharel:
The Courtier wasn’t sure which part he enjoyed more about this work they did; seeing his companion become animated as he ended someone’s life, or when he was left to clean up after him the only way he knew how. It was captivating to watch the reserved and distant man come to life and move with a singular deadly purpose in mind. If he hadn’t known better, Irharel would have been convinced this quiet man he followed after was actually like him. A Courtier working on the behest of another den at the demand of some other master.
But Courtiers didn’t feel so… Hollow. Empty. A blank space where there should have been someone, but wasn’t.
He frowned, and his flames rose up angrily, reaching up in search of something more substantial than the charring body it had been feeding on. He couldn’t understand the man who stood just shy of the fire’s light and let himself be enveloped by darkness. Irharel was sure he enjoyed it, the hunting, the killing, the look of fear and pain as the prey realized its life was over. But then he would retreat a little too quickly, stand a little too far from where Irry stood now. His thoughts and feelings known only to him.
Maybe that’s what kept the elementalist following after like a lovesick puppy, leaving the fire to consume with wild abandon. Casually he slipped his arms around one of the other’s, latching himself to him, leaning against his side. “You got to speak up, sweetheart.” Irry cooed, demeanor once more light and cheerful as he hung off his companion’s arm. “Almost didn’t hear you that time but I could have sworn you just agreed with me.”
He stood still until the heat caressing his back in waves became too much to handle, until the coolness of the night beckoned more temptingly than Irharel’s all-consuming flames, until the mage in question was almost nauseatingly close to him. Cigran didn’t offer the other a glance, but he let his arm lay slack and succumb to the courtier’s whims. They were weird whims...
The moonlight gave away the smallest tilt of his head towards his partner, its calm white light catching off the thin metal-plated ornaments that decorated the frayed edges of his scarf. His eyes remained fixated ahead and he took a step forward. His elbow garnered enough strength to lock and pull Irharel with him.
“You heard me,” Cig sighed out wearily. He could feel his insides still racing, but kept his demeanor collected. At least he tried to... His impatience was likely giving him away. But he needed to get away from their mess, and if that meant pulling Irry with him then so be it.
Why haven't you ever invited me back to your home or spend the night? I'm very warm and nice to snuggle with, as you may know.
… You are NEVER allowed to know where I live.
I won’t go to your home either. …But I know you’re warm.
irharel:
What? Oh, ha. Oh no, no, you visiting my den never crossed my mind. See, I’m rather fond of you in one piece and all to myself. But it’s cute you thought that’s what I meant. Maybe if you felt more like us then… -
Wait no, what do you mean I can’t visit? After all this time you still don’t trust me?
The people there deserve to feel safe.
Why haven't you ever invited me back to your home or spend the night? I'm very warm and nice to snuggle with, as you may know.
... You are NEVER allowed to know where I live.
I won’t go to your home either. ...But I know you’re warm.
Hm. I guess that'd make the hunt funner, wouldn't it. You know, if I didn't know any better, I might think that you actually might be taking some sort of joy in all of this.
Joy...? ...No.Satisfaction, maybe...
You'd have an easier time completing it if you could feel the traitors out yourself you know. Then you wouldn't have to wait for me to point them out to you. Wouldn't that be exciting?
Can find them using different methods.
Why not? What's stopping you?
My goal.
Don't you ever get tired of it? The constant meditating? Always trying to push out thoughts? Always fighting yourself? Wouldn't it be easier to just... stop? Let yourself relax. Come on, baby, you don't have to be alone.
I do... but...I can’t.
You ever find yourself thinking, "You know who'd be a great help with these lanterns? My boyfriend with the fire proficiency."
............They’re made of plant.
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He didn’t fight it when his partner pulled away from him. Instead readily relinquishing his grip, as light as it had been, palms splayed in surrender. Yellow eyes once more on the other’s dark and looming back as he made his retreat. His expression becoming more flat the longer he stared.
“Maybe go wash up a bit - can’t imagine you’d want to stain that nice coat with blood.” He mumbled, half thinking out loud, but his attention drawn completely to the body on the floor and the pained and angry features on its face. Irharel couldn’t help but think, as he felt the tips of his fingers tingle with energy, a small flame sparking to life in his hand, that this pathetic excuse of a courtier and his too silent companion had known each other.
Perhaps they were good friends, perhaps they had a mutual friend who introduced them. Maybe they had been complete strangers to one another before he came with his news of treachery. That was likely. Not all Soundless could possibly know each other, but thinking that they had, that this corpse had seen a side of his nameless companion that he hadn’t, just made it that much more easy for the courtier to envelope the body in flame like the kindling it was.
The Soundless sucked in the cool night air. A refreshing change to the murky smell of death that trailed him as he had left the victim’s residence. He was still testing his fingers, balling his hands into tight fists then opening them slowly but deliberately. Open, close. Open, close. Muscles taut while he regained his control.
He knew what was coming next before he even had to give it a thought. The hot rush of ignition that sparked Irharel’s magic into existance, and the consuming flames that always cleaned up his messes, buried any last shreds of his regrets and doubts. He could embrace this warmth even if it was just as twisted as its master’s whim. Still, it felt nice against his cold and tense back. Cig hated the thought, but his partner’s magic always gave him peace of mind.
A bath sounded nice right now, too.
“Sure,” he replied, vague and monotone as always, not bothering to turn and face the remains of their kill one last time before he started walking away.
He stared up at his companion. At the slit where golden eyes should have been staring back at him, glowering. He frowned, head mirroring the Soundless’ as he hummed in response. It wasn’t a very articulate response, but he had been working with him long enough to know that that was the best he’d get out of him.
“I suppose. If you knew him and wanted to make sure he suffered especially…” Irharel looked down, his hands following slowly, calmly down the length of the other’s arms, to the sap soaked hands. He liked these hands. Liked when they shook. Liked the contrast of someone’s blood on the dark leather. “You can relax your grip, I don’t think it’s getting back up any time soon.”
The daggers between them however, he could do without.
There was a softness in his voice as he tried to gently coax the other’s hands to be less tense. Practiced. Calculated. Used on countless recruits when they still had it in their minds that they could remain Dreamers. Habit at this point. Mostly.
“You want to step outside? Fresh air might help.”
Cigran breathed in between his teeth with a soft hiss and then out again, turning away from his mess and towards the courtier. He fixated his gaze on the smaller sylvari, taking careful consideration against his words and the way his voice seemed to melt into something more concerned. A ruse, surely, something to make Cigran drop his guard.
No... To calm him.
But he didn’t need to feel calm. He needed to soak himself in his feelings. It was almost laughable how the other thought him to be cold and calculated, while Cigran stood stiff yet trembling, wide-eyed and on edge, trying so hard to stifle the memories of his past. Trying so hard to justify his decisions. And they were just, he kept telling himself.
He slid his filthy daggers back into their holsters almost too suddenly and moved away from Irharel’s touch.
“Yeah.”