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dmitri (he him) i am a poet and a bad one at that

[cinehomophile]

i just wanna get high

[cinehomophile]

how much longer must one pretend to be alive

[power-chords]

[fzzzzzzzz]

Mr.Orange and Mr.White

[cinehomophile]

thinking of consolidating my million blogs

[pluralquotebook]

❔: apparently there's still prepackaged sandwiches with. whatsitcalled. unbelievable beef. inconceivable beef. whatever.

🐝💝

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[cinehomophile]

no worse feeling than wanting to be in a fandom

[cinehomophile]

they say mondays are the worst but have you ever been in a crisis center on a tuesday night?

[mundane-plurality-archive2025]

playing a character in a rp and then all of a sudden "why did he say that. where is this going. I DID NOT PLAN FOR THIS PLOTLINE WHAT IS HE DOING-"

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[cinehomophile]

this pretty much summarizes the plural experience for me

-dan

[cinehomophile]

bill and holden from mindhunter...

[cinehomophile]

who is on top though. think carefully.

[subsystems]

Department of Psychiatry, University of Maryland School of Medicine

Some points to be learned from this article:

A massive analysis of 1.5k+ studies contrasted the different theoretical models for DD & concluded that DD are posttraumatic in nature. 

There are no clinical studies that support the iatrogenic, sociocognitive, or fantasy models.

DID is a posttraumatic childhood onset disorder.

DD patients are at a huge risk for suicidal and self-destructive behavior.

DD patients have been found to have the highest rates of suicide attempts in many studies. Despite this, they are often overlooked in suicidality studies.

The lack of adequate treatment and recognition for DD is a major public health issue which is leading to substantial human and societal costs.

“By the time many DD patients are correctly diagnosed, they are demoralized and have suffered substantial secondary losses from years of unproductive treatment, hospitalizations, suicide attempts, disfiguring self-harm, disability, and careers as chronic ‘treatment resistant’ patients.”

“A major public health effort is needed to raise awareness about dissociation/DD, including educational efforts in all mental health training programs and increased funding for research.”

[syn4k]

we need to start romanticizing doing household chores in tank tops and sweatpants in the same way that we romanticize knighthood and i am not fucking kidding

[crushpdf]

Make the most of the next two months

Get all your vaccines

Travel while we have a functioning DOT

Read and buy books on feminism, anti-racism, pro-lgbt

Attend drag shows

Don't skip any of your classes

Read and buy history books

Find your out-of-state networks

Learn to carry cash

Get birth control solutions

Support the Biden/Harris administration

Postpone large purchases and save money

Be careful of what you say online, like un-ambiguous attacks against the incoming administration, especially in spaces that contain your full name or personal information

Feel free to add on.

[buthowboutno]

wow! as a broke college kid, i wish there was a way to access books and movies as well as scientific articles that the new administration isn't necessarily a fan of. man. If only there was a free and trusted vpn ( up to 10 gigs of downloadable data) to use in conjunction with an anonymizing router (also free up to 10 gigs) to safely, er, permanently borrow media in an untraceable way as well as share files. Man, what's that browser that keeps your online activity anonymous? I'm awfully attached to firefox, personally. If only i had a browser extension that would throw a smoke screen over my browsing data while blocking ads at the same time.

what was i talking about? hmm. weird.

[cinehomophile]

deer hunter introjects

"old movies" is a subsystem of the web system and the deer hunter branch consists of mike, nick, axel, steve, stan, john, linda, angela, and the john's family subsystem eva, lyuba, sveta, peter, and sasha.

i think for mike and nick there are also certain variations depending on the sub-alter bc both of them view themselves as individuals with DID and their own systems.

(coining name+ as a shorthand for the phenomenon above, for example mike+ = mike + mike subwebs/subsystems). web is a synonym we have for system btw

others in this system include the mean streets characters (charlie and variations, johnny+, teresa, johnny (other), michael, tony, jimmy clams/scala), and certain actors/directors including robert de niro, scorsese, harvey keitel, and john wayne!

we also have the resdogs subsystem which includes larry, freddy, blue, mr brown, mr pink, joe and mr blonde!

[sketchydmitrix]

would anyone be intrested in an alter intro youtube video?

[sketchydmitrix]

0 likes but i'm posting anyways

[cinehomophile]

would anyone be intrested in an alter intro youtube video?

[infernalmachine]

Johnny doodle in class

Oh and also a Charlie!

[cinehomophile]

op go on?

[infernalmachine]

LIKEEE JOHNNY ALL U NEEDA DO IS GIVE EVERYONE A BIG OL KISS ON THE LIPS FOR PAYMENT!!! UR MAKING UR LIFE MORE STRESSFUL THEN IT NEEDS TO BE!! Scorsese should’ve had me as the proof reader of scripts 💔 missed opportunity

[cinehomophile]

HELP charlie would actually think this works bc it would work on him (clown emoji)