Transbian Dreams

Cis guys, minors DNI. I'm Cirra! 21, in college, and a practitioner of loving fellow queers. This is my NSFW blog but I'll probably be pretty tame compared to others

[ikaros-unearthed]

reblog to give both of us bigger tits

[klinckfoster]

150 kg of violence

[cirra-is-down-bad]

This capitalism thing is bullshit nobody is hiring, I'm about to start making porn

[cirra-is-down-bad]

Ouuuugh the maiden got drunk and she's reaaaallly fantasizing about being a maid and being disciplined and proper so now she's just. Sitting. And playing video games,... She wishes she was flying again and working hard towards her goals.....,

[cirra-is-down-bad]

God I wish I was a machine, I really, really wish I was a machine. I wish I could do maintenance on myself I wish I could tune my body to perfection and back again. I wish I had routines to exactly display my emotions. I wish someone could reach their arm into my frame and fiddle with my internals and warm my frame with their breath. I wish I had the endless strength to help those I love and care about I wish I could be anything my lover desired. I wish I could be tall, tiny, bulky or thin. I wish I could shrug off punishment or have the slightest touch throw me into a spiral of overstimulation. I wish I could be ungodly still or impossibly fast and agile. I wish I could be painted on or engraved. I wonder what would change if I had rough or smooth edges to my body. I wonder how I could look, taking on conventionally attractive appearances or becoming unrecognizable? Could I make my form of hard aluminum or soft silicone? Could I fly? Could I live longer, love longer?

Anyways I've got a fic I need to write...

[cirra-is-down-bad]

Fuck I have a crush and it's bad, really really bad. They're helping me learn tarkov so we can play together and they were just chilling in my bed relaxing and just they're so fucking chill and fun and we both like the same things and we hung out for hours and they sing but they're voice is out right now and I really really REALLY need to hear them sing oh God fuck I'm so fucking gay and when they left I texted them they're always welcome over and offered to hang out tomorrow and they said yes and since they were hanging out in my bed I joked and said thanks for keeping my bed warm and then they sent this fucking teasing ass emoji like HOW HAS NO ONE SWEPT YOU OFF YOUR FEET? IVE KNOWN YOU LESS THAN A WEEK AND IM ALREADY SAD WHEN YOU LEAVE, I WANT TO WATCH YOU STRETCH AND BE COMFY IN MY BED AGAIN GOOD GOD ITS TOO MUCHHHH AND WE GOT COFFEE AND WALKED TOGETHER AND FFFUCK

I just really, really hope they like me back. I hope I can play it cool and just try my best to be friends for awhile before I go losing my mind over someone I just met.

Thank God you're not on Tumblr so there's no chance of you seeing this but wherever you are, I want you to know that if you ever need someone to be close with, to cuddle and to hold and to stroke your hair and treat you like glass, I'm right here. Please, God, I'm right here, Just across the hall.

[cirra-is-down-bad]

Oh God this isn't just a passing thing uh oh

[cirra-is-down-bad]

Fuck I have a crush and it's bad, really really bad. They're helping me learn tarkov so we can play together and they were just chilling in my bed relaxing and just they're so fucking chill and fun and we both like the same things and we hung out for hours and they sing but they're voice is out right now and I really really REALLY need to hear them sing oh God fuck I'm so fucking gay and when they left I texted them they're always welcome over and offered to hang out tomorrow and they said yes and since they were hanging out in my bed I joked and said thanks for keeping my bed warm and then they sent this fucking teasing ass emoji like HOW HAS NO ONE SWEPT YOU OFF YOUR FEET? IVE KNOWN YOU LESS THAN A WEEK AND IM ALREADY SAD WHEN YOU LEAVE, I WANT TO WATCH YOU STRETCH AND BE COMFY IN MY BED AGAIN GOOD GOD ITS TOO MUCHHHH AND WE GOT COFFEE AND WALKED TOGETHER AND FFFUCK

I just really, really hope they like me back. I hope I can play it cool and just try my best to be friends for awhile before I go losing my mind over someone I just met.

Thank God you're not on Tumblr so there's no chance of you seeing this but wherever you are, I want you to know that if you ever need someone to be close with, to cuddle and to hold and to stroke your hair and treat you like glass, I'm right here. Please, God, I'm right here, Just across the hall.

[freakymedicationbottles]

Google how do I flirt with a girl without feeling like an Evil Fucked up Sexual Harasser

[cirra-is-down-bad]

Whoops, dropped these :3c

[cirra628]

I might be starting estrogen soon!!! I think I might post a few outfits as a benchmark for progress :3

[ghostlypanel]

[cirra-is-down-bad]

PlEASE GOD ME AND SEOMOEN PLEAS

[orcish-scholar]

The soreness is nice. Ive missed it

I just wish I had gotten more sleep. Aparently I wasnt tired enough to fall asleep before midnight. And slept through my alarms, woke up 30 mins late.

And rolled into work 10 mins late.

Im still so fucking tired.

[cirra-is-down-bad]

Honestly I love feeling sore, having places of tension and sensitivity really makes it feel like you're making progress and God does it feel so good to rest after a heavy workout. Also the potential scenario of getting a massage from a hot trans person but that's besides the point.

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

I like making girls compliment themselves as I make them cum.

[dinosaureleanor]

This is evil

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

soundgasm.net

Bet.

[dinosaureleanor]

Maam I had things I wanted to do today you can’t plan gay ambushes like this

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

Awwww but I like making my crushes flustered.

Boooooooo.

[dinosaureleanor]

You are evil. The pure embodiment of like (counting in fingers) at least some of the deadly sins

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

*kisses you*

Good.

[rop3bunn7]

not what i expected to realize im into today.

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

I love awakening kinks!

[cirra-is-down-bad]

Girl you are gonna kill me omfg <3333

[glacierclear]

morning

[hellyesbro]

okay so anyone who follows me knows I am always always always bitching about artists depictions of trans women but like holy shiiiit this is REALLY good. Like soooo much art that isnt by trans women fall into two camps of "draw a cis woman and later say shes trans" or "draw the most virulently transmisogynistic caricature possible" but this piece is just so..... real? Like, there are real actual trans women who look like this for once in a billion years. this kicks ass

[your-dewey-decimal-number-is]

306.768

trans women

[cirra-is-down-bad]

I both need her and need to be her

[bruhshelifts]

as a masc i can confidently confirm without shame that all of my self respect leaves my body the SECOND a woman older than me calls me “darling” like yes i WILL do anything u want btw

[cirra-is-down-bad]

Waiting for someone to come along and make me yearn so desperately and make me wonder if talking to them is good for me then make those thoughts shut up as soon as I see them text me

[eggnogo]

Attempted drawing something spooky for spooky day