I'm back after what feels like forever. I plan to have a grand time.
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I'm back after what feels like forever. I plan to have a grand time.
Read my first non hea fic this week. I don't know why I did it to myself. That's a lie. I do know, my friend wrote it and she's incredibly talented. I have been broken since I finished, it's almost agonizing but well worth it because the writing and sadness was beautiful and the twist at the end almost made me giggle in that kind of unstable way. I refuse to read anymore non hea unless it's by her though. I am simply not strong enough to do this consistently.
Hello, love (seductive)
Hello, love (soft)
Hello, love (melancholy)
Hello, love (turned on)
Hello, love (simp)
Hello, love (resigned)
Hello, love (threatening)
Hello, love (relieved)
How am I supposed to live, laugh, love my way into autumn and back to hogwarts on this sacred day September 1st when it's still 106°f (41.1°c) outside?!
I just want a harry potter marathon in a cozy sweater with cold weather, fairy lights, and hot chocolate.
Call it what you want: a conservatory, a sun room, an orangery, a green house, or a solarium! I don't care I am obsessed and I want one!
I want to experience autumn in all its glory. All I get here is scorching heat during the later half of spring, all of summer, and the beginning of fall and then the weather becomes bearable during winter. I want colorful trees and cloudy days and fog and temperatures below 70°f. I want to wear scarves and coats and layers. Instead I have to leave the ac on for 10 months out of the year.
Took a page out MoAM's Hermione and made a sad pie today.
Recently I came across @ambpersand's Unexpected, and needless to say its so profound.
"Reading slump" a story by me.
I've dnf-ed a book for the first time this year. I'm 2 chapters into acosf and book lovers but it's been that way for months and weeks respectively. I can't pick either of them back up. I've started maybe 5 fics in the last week and stopped all of them. I keep ignoring by tbr and reading christmas one shots. I also keep re-reading Measure of A Man and Bring Him To His Knees exclusively.
This is a cry for help.
Like Mr. Styles once said, a piece is dead inside.
THAT scene from Measure of A Man by @inadaze22
"It was human nature to seek connection, knowledge, and meaning through an avenue as primal as touch, and in that moment, it was okay to stop denying that she was hungry for it.
Starving to be seen.
Ravenous for a belonging that was all hers.
Proof that she wasn't alone.
To feel something. Anything.
Her feelings were natural as she—after a few mishaps with noses and angles—began working Malfoy's mouth open with hers, feeling each new sensation as they rolled in, one right after another like the tide. An electric tingle ran through her veins when she moved a hand to Malfoy's chest, right over his heart, and felt the way it thumped against her palm.
His pulse pounded, just like hers.
It was sheer insanity. The potions. The silence. The atmosphere. The charge from their conversation. The setting sun and its energy.
It was the faint smell of ash from the bonfire in the air around them.
Or perhaps it was a combination of nothing and everything that created the need for her to squirm and struggle against the rising emotions in her chest.
The hard clench of her belly. The want.
The beat of her heart, the pulse in her veins, the breath in her lungs.
It all reminded her, chanting over and over and over again, that this was Malfoy kissing her. Malfoy touching her. Malfoy with whom she had fallen into a rhythm of lips and hands, a delicious push and pull, a sharp rise and a steep fall. Malfoy that had her heart lodged in her throat, had her hands shaking from the stress and strain of angling her head just so.
But it was also Malfoy that blindly walked them backwards, still holding on, kissing her thoroughly, not breaking the tenuous new connection. Not even when his legs hit the back of the stone bench Hermione had all but forgotten about. He sat and pulled her between his open legs, angling his head up, tilting hers down…
And yes.
Yes.
This could be it.
Aside from talking and arguing, breathing and sighing, kissing each other may have been what their mouths were made for.
But that wasn't right… because this meant nothing. It couldn't.
"Am I too heavy?" Hermione whispered when he shifted her on his lap for the third time.
Calculating eyes were focused on her in that intense way that made her unsteady, like she might sway on her feet if not for him beneath her. Malfoy never answered; he swallowed her question with a kiss so shockingly uncertain it hurt. But it was easy to use that hesitancy to assert herself, to guide him into kissing her exactly the way she wanted, showing him what she liked, letting him unlock her—just this once." - chapter 16
I mean.. this scene alone deserves more art 😅😅😩😩😩😩😩😩😩
Also... you HAVE TO start reading moam ..
Twenty-four and nothing to show for it.
Do not recommend listening to gloomy sunday when your emotions are volatile, 0/10.
I don't trust blonde men with green eyes in any capacity. I don't think I've ever read a single book or fanfiction where I liked the blonde hair green eyed love interest. Don't ask me why they just don't feel right. Blonde with blue, hazel, gray, or brown eyes? absolutely fine. Green eyes with brown, ginger, or black hair? also absolutely fine. But never those two together.
What does one do when they have finished reading the most spectacular piece of literature in their lives up until this point?
Book Review: SHIPPED by Angie Hockman (potential spoiler ahead but nothing major)
For general public: 4.5/5 🌟
Personal: 3/5 🌟
The was very easy to read and follow. I love how career driven our protagonist is and how she actually struggles with her attraction to our love interest and the need to further her career. It was, in my eyes, realistic that she took as long as she did to sort out her emotions and priorities because honestly same. Our love interest was also well developed and had a back story. I enjoyed the marketing and career focused parts of the book they were very interesting. I feel as if I learned something new but I can see why that specific aspect of the book wouldn't be for everyone. I also like how it dealt with real issues like the human impacts on the planet, work life balance, abuse, gaslighters, misogynists, and toxic work environtments. I've met assholes like her boss in real life so I was very happy with how he was put in his place eventually. Overall a really good read that I would recommend to anyone looking for something genuinly fun especially during a vacation. I read it in one sitting if you can believe it.
The reason this has two different rankings is because I think any normal (not sure if this is the right word) person would enjoy it more than I did. I have too many personal insecurities that made certain parts of this book almost unbearable to get through. It brought up personal memories that I was not prepared to deal with. I personally did not like the little mini jealousy plot line at all so I only let it affect my personal ranking. I was close to putting it down a few times for the sake of my mental health but again this is due to super niche experiences I've had. I thought it was worth mentioning in case anyone else felt like maybe they were overreacting like I tried to convince myself at times. Any feelings I had due to the book are valid and any feelings anyone else might have are also valid. Would not reread but I also plan on keeping it. I stand at kind of a middle ground with it where I can appreciate it for what it was without needing to get super invested in it again.
Do I know anything about hockey? No.
Have I ever watched a hockey game? No.
Will I immediately try to consume every hockey romance book recommended to me? Absolutely