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claude - m - 19

[claudeism]

Incredibly in need of attention. Some fucking one. Tell me I'm fucking amazing right now and treat me like your god.

[claudeism]

I can't handle this anymore

[claudeism]

Suicide i want suicide

[claudeism]

You messed up real big ha ha ha ! ! Isn't that great? Isn't that what you always wanted?

[claudeism]

Just waiting for mess up so I have an excuse to wallow over myself and cry and probably sh

[abyssal-rage]

I’m just waiting for someone to give me a reason at this point. I’m angry at everyone and everything. Everyone but one person is a piece of shit. I want to be done.

[niitroglycerin]

so am i splitting or am i just feeling a little unwanted

[shenthenarc]

Weird thing about me is that I don’t immediately think of others as less than (unless there are specific circumstances) and if I choose to interact with someone I assume that they are “on my level” in one way or another like intelligence or overall morals and stuff like that. But when they fail to meet those expectations I feel almost betrayed and like “oh you’re not special or interesting ew what” and it completely changes the way I see them. I had this one science project with someone I liked a bit and figured she seemed pretty cool but I spent so long explaining my idea over and over again and it became clear that I was the smarter one between us and I couldn’t reconcile it and felt that she had deceived me in a way and I couldn’t see her the same way after that.

[claudeism]

You're never fucking enough. Don't you know that actually? You'll always mess up. You'll always hurt others. You'll always hate yourself and you'll never be actually great. Thanks.

[claudeism]

You don't even fuckin like me anymore

[claudeism]

Days have gotten worse and worse which means it's time for me to go kill myself, no?

[claudeism]

Tiredness. Maybe I'll split again this time. Nobody fuckin loves me anymore anyway.

[claudeism]

Thought I died? I failed. Again.

[claudeism]

I hope they fucking die. I hope their head gets blasted off until it shatters into a million of pieces like an exploding flesh pie.

[claudeism]

What's my favorite suicide method? Probably begging for someone I love to kill me so I can die mentally and physically.

But drowning works too.

[claudeism]

I might be hypersexual. Fuck.

[claudeism]

Still alive. Unfortunately. At least I have my fish with me. It's cute.