slowly crawling out of one of the worst states of burnout/depression is weird when you're smack in the middle of recovery because it really does make me feel crazy. Mornings feel like hell, then for a few hours I'll be fine, then the DREAD I was constantly feeling for over two weeks straight none stop before meds will hit me out of no-where. Then a few hours later I'm okay again...
The actual fuck are we designed this way?


















