clay's soapbox

my personal is @ creepynail

[clayssoapbox]

i just want to live on the concrete be well known underground for my art get on fucking hormones already move to oakland go to underground gay clubs and like fucking have my life already

[clayssoapbox]

guys i need help !!!! my stoned roommate is eating all my food but like i dont want to be rude

[clayssoapbox]

when th teach ur lowkey in love w is prancing around singing lady gaga n u just wanna geek bc its cute af but u gotta stay low key

[clayssoapbox]

no ofense but uve smoked like twice

[clayssoapbox]

what part of l e a v e m y d o r m r o o m do ppl not understand lik get the fuck out i wanna get drunk w my bitches l e a v e lik stop everyone take a f hint

[clayssoapbox]

what part of l e a v e m y d o r m r o o m do ppl not understand lik get the fuck out i wanna get drunk w my bitch l e a v e

[clayssoapbox]

these big emotional statuses are not my thing i like to stick to cat videos. though i do have a word or two on the topic of october 11th, coming out day. every "coming out" is one of either a soft coming out or a hard coming out. people with good intentions fail to realize this and accidentally cause others to feel like they are wrong for who they are born as. some people all they can manage is a soft coming out and its a thing i think more people should be aware of. a hard coming out would be someone looking you in the eye and saying " i am ____" a soft coming out is just testing the waters, dropping hints or jokingly coming out, mentioning a random stranger of the same gender is very attractive, things like that. a personal example of mine is when i managed a soft coming out drunk with a couple of my close friends a few weeks ago and started referring to myself as he/him as i do in my own head. my group of friends at the kickback that night being a transboy, a lesbian, a queer chick, a buddy i went to treatment with, and my only straight friend that also is very into understanding of and awareness of the queer culture most of them picked up on it and suddenly i was soft out, to them. i causally changed my name and pronoun on my main blog description that a few irl friends have. i was even more soft out. i saw my mom a few weeks later and sat down in a diner with her and told her im a boy. i am now hard out, to her at least.

[clayssoapbox]

me: can code

me: can use photoshop

me: can use a dslr in manual

me: can manage unity

me: can kinda read ruby

me: can hack ur wifi

me: can use sketch up okayish

me: can use 3d printer well

me: can use every keyboard command

me: can install windows on ur mac

me: can site source any bit of info you need

not me: can use school printer

[clayssoapbox]

hi yes, i am a boy yes hi yes, i do get my period yes hi yes, do u have anything relevant to ask jw

[ishiphappy]

caitlyn jenner is cool like good for her, idk though about this one thing like, what about like all the other girls that jenner could of brought awareness about but like idt this is reaching its full potential like idk i just like it when girls feel safe and i know it’s not her job or whatever but civies could of idk i just know i didn’t do all i could

[ishiphappy]

lol notice how i still have the rainbow heart bc lgbtq rights arent a trend 

[ishiphappy]

@ the school system you have told me my entire life- entire- that i cant read (ovie u havent seen my fic rec) so why the fuck do i still need to learn another language??

[ishiphappy]

can we please stop culturing each other to believe aggression equals love