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I named my pup (Schwar)Zeil because I’m fond of that username ever since I named my Assassin chara for Dragon Nest SEA that. March 18, 2014. (A little bit coincidentally, his birth date is November 18, 2016 haha)

The -eil is pronounced like aisle or island.

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Ready for christmas

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It was a christmas sweater!!

Schwarzeil, I had forgotten what love was like until I met you. I remember that I would always look forward to tomorrow, hoping that I would get to meet you. I didn't think I would get attached once again, in fear that my heart would get broken from every loss. But even though I know for certain that you would only be a small part of my life, I will make sure I will mean the whole world to you. You are the best Christmas gift I received from my parents. Well, I actually had to beg for you once I saw how you've stolen my heart with just one look. I fell in love with you at first sight. I've never been acquainted with any other breed aside from German shepherds and a few mixed Labradors. Once all my dogs have gone to heaven, the last one passing away peacefully a few months ago, I always thought my mom wouldn't want feeling again the horrible loss of a family member. Our dogs are family. They were like her children, as well as my siblings. I was surprised that my dad wanted a new dog to fill the emptiness of our home. He wanted a German shepherd, but I just wanted a new dog. You are my first Rottweiler. And I'm doing all the research that I can do to give you the best treatment once you're home with me soon. I'll clean my room, make the entire house puppy-friendly, prepare nutritious meals, make sure you have a proper diet, monitor your weight, give you gentle massages after exercises and after play time, train you patiently, and most of all, I will love you unconditionally. My 2016 has been the worst, but not the worst of the worst. I'm glad the year will end wonderfully as you are an amazing present. I am looking forward to growing up with you for the year 2017 and for all your next dog years to come. Merry Christmas baby boy🎄 From your new parent, and future best friend, Jess.

#im getting a rottweiler puppy soon #i love dogs so much #rottweiler puppy #puppy #dog #dog lover #just being emotional right now

when will I draw

It's December 2016 I stopped drawing. Again. I haven't done any digital drawing since July. And I think it's very unnatural for me not to draw because drawing is like breathing for me. I love drawing. So much. But I don't feel like drawing. But I still love ogling at dull white papers. Yearning to defile it with colour. 🌈 Drawing is my first love. And I've been apart from it for a long time. Because I refuse to draw. What's stopping me from drawing? Myself.

#i cant draw anymore #dont mind me i am just ranting #dear depression i hate u

I am dead. inside.

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Lightning has no chill

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Day 7 - Favorite game couple

FangxLightning - Fangrai

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What? No hugs and tears for an old friend? Not like I’d expect it though. If you’d shouted “Fang!” and hugged me… I mighta had a heart attack on the spot.

im becoming fangrai trash. and hnggh their seiyuu!! mother of godoka.

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Sharing this because I had NO IDEA that this is how they worked…

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This is sexual

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Pink x Black

just realised how a handful from many of my OTPs have (some sort of shade of) pink and dark hair.

Madoka x Homura (Madoka is my god) Risa x Miya (I’m yuri trash.) Yuuki x Tougou Chinatsu x Yui (also ship their CV) Yuzuko x Yukari x Yui (must be in this order) Nobunaga x Mitsuhide (sengoku collection) Yui x Yukino Bonnie x Marcy Lighting x Fang

also gonna put in Eruna x Seisa (just because I can be Eruna like that. she's orange in the anime for some reason.)

Pink hair and (a bit darker) Pink hair Isuke x Haruka Urara x Momoka Moa x Chuchu (she’s purple but whatever)

Starting to go into Fang x Lightning, FLight, Fangrai hell. They're like Bubbline. Only with feistier personalities. and both kick butt. (P.S. Lighting is still mine.)

#Lightning is mine