Cloud's Cloud where Cloud Clouds

My name is Cloud Strife. (dependent Cloud blog from FF7, both mun and muse are over 20, follows from hookshotnhammer)

[cloudywolfgearhead]

Fenris is my motorcycle. I've modded it so extensively it's barely recognizable as the model it started out as.

Friends joke about me being married to it.

[thesensories]

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[thesensories]

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[axetofall]

I mean yeah I carry a sadness that exhausts my will to live like a leach on my heart but I’m basically fine

[peterfromtexas-deactivated20250]

Reenactor throws a spear at a drone

[supapoopa]

What a time to be alive.

[tenthcorner]

“The medieval warrior, realizing the consequences of his impulsive act, immediately approached the owner of the drone and offered to pay for the damage.

The owner of the drone was so impressed by the brilliant attack that he suggested organizing a competition for bringing down “dragons” with short spears next year.

Drone owners have another year to develop a unique “dragon-like” design for their flying machines.” (x)

[kineticpenguin]

I am 100% cooler with this knowing that the spear-thrower realized “oops maybe I shouldn’t have done that” and tried to make it right, and that the guy who the drone belonged to was cool with it

[brunhiddensmusings]

just so everyone knows, this has already been memorialized in a runestone

[stephendann]

Everything about this post blesses those involved with a +4 on their next Today is Good Day roll

[unclebeanbag]

I crack up every time at seeing that runestone. 

[cloudywolfgearhead]

How do I make a poll.

[cloudywolfgearhead]

Gave Fenrir a tuneup. Didn't REALLY need it, but doesn't hurt. Have been working hard with the delivery stuff and haven't had a lot of time to do basic care stuff the last few months, so I've wanted to for a while anyways.

'You're always working, you should take some time off to relax!'

This is how I relax. I take Fenrir apart and then put them back together again. Barret gave me a polishing kit for my birthday. My garage is more used than my fucking bedroom.

[dinodaddy-deactivated20221014]

[tsunamiwavesurfing]

what that tongue game like?

weak. same goes for dick.

girl i got that good…that good for nothing

lea me alone

[nibelkestrel]

cloudywolfgearhead​:

If things go for you the way they did for me, you’re part of what kills her. Also Heidegger. And Hojo. Repeatedly Hojo. It’s frustrating, honestly. Honestly it was a little satisfying to be that amount of a pain in the ass for them. Even if most of the time it felt like we were scrambling to keep up and barely scraping through things.

Speaking of, if Heidegger is getting yelled at, make yourself scarce. I’m pretty sure that goes without saying, but there’s no positive outcome to hanging out around then. Best case scenario you get punched and yelled at while he vents. Worst I dealt with is the same as the worst I dealt with where Scarlet’s concerned, which is to say reduced rations and a trip to the med ward.

Well, it’s… something to look forward to, I guess.

Still doesn’t change the fact that I hurt and this is probably going to be what I continue to deal with in the near future.

I know. I’ve worked under him for almost a year now. It doesn’t really matter if I stay scarce, he could still be angry about it hours later, or even if he’s not, you know he has both high and absurd standards.

You ever not laugh at the same time he does? He beats the shit out of you for it.

Just… I know what Heidegger is like. I’ve been stationed back in Midgar since the whole thing with AVALANCHE. I get to see a lot of him now, unfortunately.

I almost like Scarlet better just because she doesn’t want me to say a word. I can just zone out and everything’s over eventually while I barely have to pay attention. Getting kicked with stiletto heels isn’t ideal, but it’s better than having to predict what Heidegger wants from me.

[cloudywolfgearhead]

Yeah, they're all shit, and I felt a hilarious amount of relief when both of them exploded. At least they aren't Hojo, though. Got some horror stories about him that you probably have a pretty good idea of. Just take any of the rumors you heard and went 'that's probably exaggeration, right?' and make them ten times worse.

They all fucking suck. I'd offer suggestions on how to handle the aftermath of shit, but I remember what your salary looks like, and the only thing you can probably afford that I can think to say is 'don't sleep on your back for a while and do extra stretching. No, not the way they teach you in the sorry excuse for boot camp, that's not actually stretching, that's warmups. That shit you do to pop your back and help work muscles loose, do that.'

Also eat as much as you can, even if it tastes terrible and has the texture of either a chunk of clay or a twig. It's that 'nutritionally balanced' shit that's supposed to help, or at least it was where I'm from. Shit gets better eventually.

[nibelkestrel]

Gods, I hate Scarlet.

Guess who wanted me to be her personal footstool today and had me crawl on all fours after her.

My back is killing me.

[cloudywolfgearhead]

If things go for you the way they did for me, you're part of what kills her. Also Heidegger. And Hojo. Repeatedly Hojo. It's frustrating, honestly. Honestly it was a little satisfying to be that amount of a pain in the ass for them. Even if most of the time it felt like we were scrambling to keep up and barely scraping through things.

Speaking of, if Heidegger is getting yelled at, make yourself scarce. I'm pretty sure that goes without saying, but there's no positive outcome to hanging out around then. Best case scenario you get punched and yelled at while he vents. Worst I dealt with is the same as the worst I dealt with where Scarlet's concerned, which is to say reduced rations and a trip to the med ward.

[nibelkestrel]

I don’t even want to get into SOLDIER to be like Sephiroth anymore.

I want to go into SOLDIER so I can have decent showers and decent food and like. A Better Quality Of Life.

[cloudywolfgearhead]

Zack says lower tiered SOLDIERs still get shitty food like the infantry. First Class or bust.

[tangooftears]

cloudywolfgearhead​:

Am I missing something?

I… don’t think so? That’s just something that’s kind of always on the backburner of my mind for going “not all people are horrible” because I feel like that does a disservice to a lot of people and places acting shitty as the norm and something that just simply cannot be helped.

Nothing specific happened I just constantly have arguments in my head with no one in particular.

[cloudywolfgearhead]

If it helps at all, I think your humanity counts towards it. Person's a person, no matter what shit's happened to em, after all. Or where they came from. Sephiroth and Genesis are people. Aerith is a person. Zack is a person. A lot of the shit that happened to us happened to them, too. So...it counts, right?

[tangooftears]

I don’t know where I was going with this outside of feeling a little stupid for being so deadset on “humans aren’t all horrible” when surprise! My humanity is negligible at best! Especially now.

[cloudywolfgearhead]

Am I missing something?

[seththemusehub]

a heads up, since I have been kinda quiet for a while:

I'm sick! went to the ER three times because i just kept getting worse, had two Covid tests done (including the brain swab, do not do the brain swab) that both came back negative, and am generally absolutely miserable. rough cough that is no longer producing anything besides pain, throat is absolutely worn raw, my head is stuck halfway between 'too hot, can't think' and 'vacant staring at the wall while inappropriate music plays,' chest and back pains that come and go, fever and chills that come and go, laying down makes breathing difficult and sometimes just straight up makes me shoot straight up awake wheezing and coughing, inside my ears stings, and where my jaw under my ears meets my neck feels like a stupid amount of pain is going on.

I am kind of barely functioning. as in 'I go to the bathroom when I need to do so and realize it, and I stick food in my face if it is given to me' functioning. rarely manage to MAKE food, have only done so twice since this started like a week and a half ago. I am so exhausted I am surprised I'm writing coherently. I am not coping, I am BARELY feeling better on some things than I was previously, and I kind of spent a long time in a cough syrup sleep haze. if we still had it, I would still be there. that's the closest I could come to being comfortable, is being zonked out on nighttime cough syrup.

so yeah, I got some fun shit going on and it needs to Stop Please.

[pglang]

it's NO-vember. Don't ask me for shit

[wannabeconfident]