Coming Home
1.20.17
Iâm not good at goodbyes. I prefer to quietly slip out to save myself the awkwardness. I didnât get to say goodbye to everyone that I would have liked to. I am sorry for that. To all of the CMMB staff, thank you. You are wonderful.
I would have liked to see all of my projects to completion. But itâs okay that I didnât. I have complete confidence in the CMMB Haiti team. I know they will continue to work hard. I know they will build upon what I was able to start. I know they will make things happen â thatâs what they do best.
Being in Haiti, I learned and I grew. I had my patience tested and I developed resilience. I experienced joys and sorrows. I lived with less and saw true happiness.
Coming back âhomeâ has brought moments of bliss â like taking my first hot shower and simultaneously eating all of my favorite junk food. But it has also been challenging. Iâve put on a smile while Iâve struggled though the process of re-assimilating to culture here.
I am currently looking for jobs in the States. This has been a difficult decision for me to make, but ultimately, I am hoping to find a job which allows me to spend more time with my family and close friends, while still pursuing my passions outside of the pharmacy. On an interview I was recently asked, âNow that you have done all of these things, is it out of your system?â âNo,â I replied, âIt is part of who I am now.â
I was sad to leave Haiti, but I had a peace about it. I know it wasnât a goodbye, but rather a see you later. I am honored that I had the chance to be a part of this team. I am humbled that the CMMB staff opened their lives and their homes to me when I was just a stranger. I am grateful for the opportunity I had to work and live in Haiti, and I am proud to have a little part of Haiti living on in me.
Thank you all for reading my blog and sharing in this journey with me.
On to my next adventure.
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Mwen pa bon nan di orevwa. M pito pou kite vit. Mwen patâ di orevwa tout moun. Mwen regrèt sa. Pou tout pèsonèl la CMMB, mèsi anpil. Nou se bèl bagay.
Mwen te vle fini tout pwojè mâ yo. Men, li se oke ke mwen pa tâ fe sa a. Mwen gen konfyans manm nan ekip la CMMB Ayiti. Mâ konnen yo pral kontinye travay difisil. Mâ konnen yo pral bati sou sa yo mwen te kòmanse. Mâ konnen yo pral fè bagay sa yo rive - yo fè sa a pi byen.
Rete nan Ayiti, mâ te aprann e mâ te grandi. Mwen te gen pasyans mwen teste e mwen devlope detèminasyon. Mâ te gen eksperyans bonheur ak lapenn. Mwen te viv ak mwens, epi mâ wè bonè vrè.
Lè mâ tounen nan Etazini mâ te gen bon momoan yo - tankou pran yon douch cho epi manje anpil manje Ameriken. Men, li te difisil tou. Mwen te souri pandan mâap ajiste nan kilti isit la.
Kounye a mâap chèche travay nan Etazini. Sa a se yon desizyon difisil pou mwen, men mâ espere mâ ka jwenn yon travay kote mwen kapab pase plis tan ak fanmi mâ ak zanmi m'yo, pandan toujou li pèmèt mâ nan pouswiv pasyon mwen deyò nan famasi a. Sou yon entèvyou mwen yo te mande, â Kounye a ke ou te fè tout bagay sa yo, li soti nan sistèm ou?â"Non,"mwen reponn,â li se yon pati mwen kounye a.â
Mâ te tris pou kite Ayiti, men mâ te gen yon lapè sou li. Paske mwen konnen li pa tâ yon orevwa, men pito yon na wè ou pita. Mâ onore ke mwen te gen chans la pou fe pati nan ekip sa a. Se mwen menm ki imilye ke anplwaye a CMMB louvri lavi yo ak kay yo pou mwen lè mâ te jis yon moun lòt nasyon. Mwen rekonesan pou opòtinite a mwen te gen nan travay ak viv an Ayiti, e mwen fyè gen yon pati ti kras nan Ayiti kâap viv nan mwen.
Mèsi pou lekti blog mwen ak pataje nan vwayaj sa a avè mâ. Sou nan avanti pwochen mwen.
Brittany Jonap volunteered in Haiti for 6 months. She was there when Hurricane Matthew hit, and saw the devastation but also the resilience of the people and their capacity for hope.Â
We will miss you Brittany and wish you happiness as you continue on your adventures through life. Please keep in touch!








