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it’s actually killing me inside that knowledge of ao3 has become mainstream. between that and ai over running fandom spaces it actually feels like my world is collapsing lol

#this is actually killing me #it’s like the only safe space left in my life is now tainted #fuck man

i am so deeply in love with count ymir from elden ring

#i want him to be my wife #it actually kills me inside #he’s so pretty and nice #he just wants to be a mom he’s not a bad guy i swear

coastalgoth

i feel like i’m going insane. i keep reading gay dispatch fanfic because im obsessed with the game but like. half of the fics im reading just have this weird feeling? i’ve never felt like this before when reading fic but like. half of them just have this uncanny feeling. like characters are just going from action A to B and everything feels so clinical and sudden and weird.

is there just a younger audience for dispatch and maybe that’s why the fics feel weird and a bit like, inexperienced? or are my fears correct and half this shit is AI to some extent?

maybe i’m just fearful but everyday i get more and more worried that ai is taking over fanfic writing

coastalgoth

the more i read the more i’m convinced like a third, maybe even half of the fics i’m finding for dispatch are ai (mostly if not entirely). there’s just no way some of this was written by a real person and not a shitty algorithm

it’s breaking my heart to see so infiltrate fandom like this. ai is eating art alive and giving us nothing in return except for soulless, shoddy product

fuck man

#i just want to read about flambae and rob doing it nasty style #without having a moral dilemma over the state of fanfic culture #ai ruins everything #ai is not writing #it’s theft #dispatch #dispatch game #fanfic #ao3

i feel like i’m going insane. i keep reading gay dispatch fanfic because im obsessed with the game but like. half of the fics im reading just have this weird feeling? i’ve never felt like this before when reading fic but like. half of them just have this uncanny feeling. like characters are just going from action A to B and everything feels so clinical and sudden and weird.

is there just a younger audience for dispatch and maybe that’s why the fics feel weird and a bit like, inexperienced? or are my fears correct and half this shit is AI to some extent?

maybe i’m just fearful but everyday i get more and more worried that ai is taking over fanfic writing

#am i insane?#i hope i am #but i am straight up convinced half of this shit is ai #dispatch

do you ever get so depressed and useless and the executive dysfunction is so bad that you genuinely and wholeheartedly think “man this would be a great time for a manic episode to hit” because at least then you have the energy to do something, anything

#i miss my friend mania #even if it brings about terrible life altering decisions #that will surely haunt me for the rest of my life #at least i’m not ruining my life with inactivity and decay anymore

loulooser

Can’t wait to not sleep at all on September 11th

spinostarz

i know ur from the uk(?) but reading this as an american is really really funny

loulooser

why 😭 it’s about twenty one pilots???? Their new album is out sep 12th????

jarsjam

THERE'S TWENTY ONE THIS TIME???

got super antsy bc i quit smoking and it’s rly getting hard and i started freaking out so i took a big edible to calm me down. good news, it worked. bad news, every time my partner tries to speak to me they morph into a giant floating cigarette

#like in a cartoon when a character is really hungry so to them another character looks like a giant juicy steak #i’m in hell

i am going to itch my skin off and start puking on the walls

#i miss cigarettes so bad i want to die about it #i love cigarettes i love smoking them #i hate my stupid life this is so dumb #don’t smoke kids #quitting fucking sucks

fuck my stupid baka life

#got my period and am day 3 clean from cigarettes #my mental anguish is incomprehensible

coastalgoth

opened tiktok for the first time today to be greeted with the newly dropped trailer for the homestuck pilot. i feel like i am getting pranked. there’s no way. homestuck???? toby fox???? chat is this real???????

coastalgoth

i can’t believe i don’t have a single person to talk to about this

coastalgoth

ADAM MCARTHUR?!?!?!?!

#what the fu ck is happening #i feel like im in the twilight zone #this feels like the most elaborate practical joke of all time #homestuck

malk-with-tea

homestucks version of 9/11 just happened i think

#this is so real

gl1tchtast1c

coastalgoth

opened tiktok for the first time today to be greeted with the newly dropped trailer for the homestuck pilot. i feel like i am getting pranked. there’s no way. homestuck???? toby fox???? chat is this real???????

coastalgoth

i can’t believe i don’t have a single person to talk to about this

opened tiktok for the first time today to be greeted with the newly dropped trailer for the homestuck pilot. i feel like i am getting pranked. there’s no way. homestuck???? toby fox???? chat is this real???????

#i feel like a sleeper agent #seeing homestuck in 2025 shocked me so viscerally that i awoke from my depression stupor #it feels like my fight or flight kicked in #what the fuck

the depression has loosened its claws on me enough for the mania to slip through the gaps. my new hell isn’t that I can’t write, it’s that I literally can’t stop. somehow I ended up writing six dbz fics at once. none of them are finished but I have been possessed by the spirit of kakavege and it won’t let me go

#i’ve never been the typa guy to have more than one WIP at a time #but here we are with six WIPs and a seventh on the way #I cannot seem to stop putting kakavege into situations #dbz

getting hit with the beam of major depressive episode sucks. who keeps doing that to me

#just kidding it’s me!#i do it to myself!#my mental health is a joke

lennyjamin

fondly remembering when pope francis said he hopes hell is empty. top pope francis moments. right up there with him saying some seminaries are too faggy

#god what a cool guy

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