Astoria Hepburn

[coccinelle333]

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─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

𝑩𝒂𝒔𝒊𝒄 𝒊𝒏𝒇𝒐

𝑵𝒂𝒎𝒆: Asteria/Astoria or some form of it but some Drs are different. My last name is Hepburn.

𝑩𝒊𝒓𝒕𝒉𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆: 03/03/03 in my DR, but in this reality I'm 19

𝑷𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒔: he/him but I don't really care

𝑳𝒊𝒌𝒆𝒔: Strawberries, Horseback riding, Forests, Historical fashion, Design, Ballet, Moths, Dragonflies, and other pretty bugs.

𝑺𝒉𝒊𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓

DNI: Adrien shifters, the basic criteria, and people who knew me before

I am a perma shifter! I will NOT be coming back here so don't expect any updates.

I have tried making shiftblr accounts before but I always ended up deleting them because of anxiety. I'm trying to put myself out there more because a friend reminded me that living in fear is living in the past.

𝑫𝑹 𝒕𝒂𝒈𝒔 #₊˚⊹♡

𝑴𝒊𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒖𝒍𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒍𝒂𝒅𝒚𝒃𝒖𝒈 - #diary of a ladybug

𝑯𝒐𝒈𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒔 - #diary of awitch

𝑴𝒆𝒓𝒎𝒂𝒊𝒅 - #diary of a mermaid

𝑺𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒘𝒃𝒆𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒄𝒂𝒌𝒆 - #diary of a strawberry

𝑴𝒚 𝒎𝒐𝒎 - #audrey scrapbook

𝑨𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒂𝒔 𝒅𝒊𝒂𝒓𝒚 - #Astorias diary

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𝑫𝒓 𝒎𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒃𝒐𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒔: link

𝑴𝒚 𝒇𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒄𝒍𝒂𝒊𝒎: link

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[speerlysstuff]

Every time you get a new idea to add to your script, it's actually you remembering details.

[coccinelle333]

The stuff I'm rembering

[shaysplanet]

you’re unable to drop your old story and that’s why you struggle with manifesting shifting.

so i know it’s been a long while since i posted a long little shifting help post but that’s because i been doing what i want! however, to this day i still get dms and comments asking why people aren’t shifting even though they’ve been using the law of assumption for x amount of months.

and it’s my personal belief that one of the biggest reasons is because while you’re using the law of assumption, you’re not using it to create your new reality but to cling to your old story.

you still haven’t moved past it. you still carry resentment. whether that be toward yourself for “failing,” toward time, toward other shifters who’ve gotten their results or led you “astray.” even toward shifting itself because it hasn’t happened in the way you’ve wanted it to yet.

you can’t make your new story click because underneath them are the assumptions: “i’ve been trying forever.” “i’m still here.” “why isn’t it working?” “i always end up waking up here.”

that is your story. that is what you’re actually identifying with. and every time you repeat it, you’re just giving it a stronger hold.

you try to start over and overwrite it, but the second something doesn’t go your way, you immediately return to the old story because it’s familiar to you. because it feels like home.

and your new story feels unnatural because you haven’t let yourself live there yet. you haven’t taken the time to heal the damage your old story dealt. it’s like placing brick over mold, thinking that simply covering it will take away the stench.

it doesn’t.

and before somebody says “but i’m saturating my mind with my new story x amount of times a day!” i’m not talking about repetition. i’m talking about identity.

who are you when you’re not affirming?

are you someone who micromanages your thoughts? always anxious about thinking the right things? always searching for a new method or direction? can never live in your present state for long without reverting back to something negative?

if so, it’s probably because you haven’t forgiven yourself yet.

a lot of you are trying to control every thought because you don’t trust yourself anymore. you think if you loosen your grip for even a second you’ll undo all your progress. but ask yourself why.

it’s because you’re still identifying with the version of you that “didn’t know better.” the version that spiraled. the version that thought drinking a gallon of water would be the key. the version that thought moving an inch could ruin everything.

you haven’t realized that person doesn’t need to be protected anymore.

that’s why you keep trying to control everything. control feels safe because if you’re always watching yourself, maybe you’ll never become that version of you again.

but conscious creation isn’t about controlling yourself every second of every day. it’s about trusting the identity you’ve chosen enough that you can free your thoughts. even if they’re negative. because you know, deep down, that they don’t matter.

so forgive yourself. that’s it.

forgive yourself for not knowing what you know now. forgive yourself for the months or years you spent feeling stuck. forgive yourself for every time you doubted yourself.

stop treating yourself like a lost cause.

stop trying to fight your old story and simply let it be old.

your past is not evidence. stop living like it is. choose the version of you that you know yourself to be. you don’t owe your old story loyalty just because you’ve spent a long time living it.

it’s served its purpose. now let it go.

that way when reality asks you: “who are you?”

you can stop answering with who you were.

[longstoryshort-143]

This fanfic thing is easy

[shaysplanet]

i feel like i’ve talked about this before but just as a refresher:

in the case that you intend to shift and it “doesn’t work” continue to persist with your affirmations anyway and know that anything that goes against your new assumption is just the old narrative dying out. you don’t need to panic or worry about your manifesting power because remember, you are always in control. you just need to persist. don’t allow ego to keep you boxed in. you’ve grown out of the old story so allow it to clear itself from your 3d.

[naevisnova]

Some shifters really need to stop being rude to others who share the same S/O as them. It’s completely fine if you don’t want to interact, that’s your boundary. But going out of your way to be nasty to someone just because they have the same S/O is so odd to me.

[shaysplanet]

i feel like i’ve talked about this before but just as a refresher:

in the case that you intend to shift and it “doesn’t work” continue to persist with your affirmations anyway and know that anything that goes against your new assumption is just the old narrative dying out. you don’t need to panic or worry about your manifesting power because remember, you are always in control. you just need to persist. don’t allow ego to keep you boxed in. you’ve grown out of the old story so allow it to clear itself from your 3d.

[shaysplanet]

affirming “i’m a master shifter” changed my journey.

it’s so simple. we see this phrase used all the time in shifting that we almost ignore it. it’s common.

but in reality, this affirmation is the perfect one to use when you’re manifesting shifting. even more perfect than saying, “i have shifted,” or “i shift every night,” or “i shift every time i try.” to me, affirming that you’re a master shifter affirms each of these qualities in one statement. but without making it outcome based. it stays centered on your identity, which is important.

let me explain.

when you affirm you’ve already shifted or give yourself a timeline such as “every night/day/time you intend to,” you almost force yourself to look to the 3d for proof. for evidence. when it doesn’t come, you may find yourself spiraling or wondering “what do i do next?” but when you simply proclaim that you’re a master shifter, you take away the wait time. you take away the need for proof because you aren’t contrasting it against a timeline.

when you claim you’re a master shifter but don’t have a successful shift attempt, you have the option to reassure yourself internally instead of getting caught up in the spiral. it’s like a little detour for your brain. you can tell yourself, “i’m a master shifter because i say i am, not because the 3d tells me i am.”

and sure, you can do this with “i shift every night,” too! but the choice to validate yourself internally may be easier when you aren’t measuring it against the 3d metrics of every day/night/etc. those affirmations rely on results. this one relies on who you are. so going forward, ask yourself if your affirmations are outcome focused or identity focused because recognizing that distinction may very well be the thing that stops you from chasing proof—and finally lets you trust that you are the proof.

[shaysplanet]

stop trying to “arrive” in your DR. feel where you are and flow.

post inspo!

we always discuss how we aren’t separate from our drs, how there’s no disconnect between us here and us there. and yet every single time, you go into an attempt trying to arrive. trying to wake up as if you haven’t already been there the entire time.

why?

because you’re not actually trying to shift. you’re trying to confirm.

you’re trying to feel it here, see it here, know it’s happening here because you don’t trust that it’s already happening without your supervision. you start simulating the arrival, so you can monitor every sensation and know you’re doing it “correctly”.

but that’s just resistance to the natural flow of shifting. it’s pressure. when you feel like you have to focus on arriving in order to receive, you interrupt yourself from actually shifting because you’re over monitoring. you take yourself out of the experience and replace it with you watching yourself experience. when you focus too hard all it means is you’re performing. taking it so seriously so that you don’t “miss” the moment. but nowhere in this situation are you actually coming to terms with the fact that you’re already in your dr.

you’re just containing it. shrinking it into little parameters in hopes you can control and validate the shift before you allow yourself to flow into it. thats not what allowing yourself to shift means.

allowing yourself to shift is acknowledging that you already exist in your dr. therefore trying to create an entire narrative that doesn’t come naturally to you makes no sense. let the imagery come to you. let the dr chase you. you don’t have to have intense focus. you can just daydream and let it be chaotic because that’s flow. flow is not correcting the scene. it’s not steering every detail. flow is letting the information remain unfinished. it’s letting the picture paint itself.

allow the experience to be what it is! don’t dampen it by focusing on if you’re there yet. the answer is always yes! you are there. now trust that and allow your dr to form around you, instead of trying to forcefully form your thoughts around it.

[coccinelle333]

The blue/red button thing genuinely breaks my heart. I know it sounds silly, but considering how many people hate universal healthcare, refused to wear a mask during covid, and generally despise the idea of being asked to care about other people, it doesn't feel fake to me.

There is a disturbing number of people who think someone putting themselves at risk in the hope of helping others is selfish. It breaks my heart. It's about the principle of it.

[rays-reality]

SHIFTING STORYTIME: My first shift (please don’t flop lol)

I wasn’t there for long but it was COMPLETELY my own fault lol. I could’ve stayed if I wanted to. So I did my method for lucid dreaming and I affirmed for the void and then in the dream I started floating up into this tornado and then I was in the void. I affirmed for my DR and then I heard an old timey man’s voice speaking from the TV. It went on for like a minute so I peaked open my eyes and I was in MY FUCKING DR ROOM. I actually shifted while my DR self was sleeping so my eyes didn’t open automatically like I scripted. The room was dark since everyone in the house was sleeping but I could clearly see it was NOT my original reality. The room was a velvet red and I think small? But maybe it was my peripheral. and I remember being in my bed and there was a big brown dresser with smaller drawers, and there was a coat and clothes hanging on the door to my left. I thought I was doing my method wrong for some reason (when it went perfectly ironically lol) so I got irritated and closed my eyes and then I woke up back here. This DR is set in 1959 which I only realized when I arrived there lol. Also yall the void is IMMEDIATE. PEOPLE WERE NOT EXAGGERATING. The image below is what the room looked similar too but not 100%

It took me awhile after I shifted to process what tf just happened. I basically mistook my shift for a false awakening when it clearly wasn’t lol.

I used the WILD lucid dreaming method (has worked for me everytime when I’m not losing sleep) + then got into the void + used subliminals. I’m linking the playlist below.

I trued to shift for 6 years and finally did it. I can say it was easy this whole time lol. I am sleep deprived right now but when I am not I will shift and give another storytime! ❤️🐥

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[therayofsonshine]

controversial opinion but i genuinely don’t believe blockages exist. if you believe you have a quote unquote blockage that’s stopping you from shifting, technically the only thing then blocking you from shifting is yourself.

[coccinelle333]

What snapping out of dissociation feels like

[liliesmultiverse]

i want to bite the fuck out of his arms. hard enough to leave marks. i can’t help it, they’re just so.. yum.

[coccinelle333]

me after discovering I can shift for the same soul in different forms

[shaysplanet]

you may never feel ready to shift because being ready isn’t about “feeling” but deciding. something i always notice when i go into a successful shift these days is that my decision is concrete. i don’t care if i have doubts. i don’t care about what the next day may hold. i just know that what i want, right now, is to shift and i let that decision carry me.

that’s why i try to tell people not to think too deeply into the extra stuff like safewords or time ratios or whatever. that’s why i tell people to stay the fuck off their phones. i think all of it can impact how concrete your decision is in that moment.

and the thing about shifting is you don’t even have to decide to stay there for a long period of time! if it’s fear of time passing that you’re worried about, you can make the decision in your DR on whether you wish to stay. you’re never stuck. you’re never glued. shifting is always in your hands. you always have agency. so shift because you decide to, not because you finally feel ready to. fuck readiness. just go.

[heavenlygirlboss]

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