I’ve been sober for 2 days and I feel an unexplainable amount of rage and hate for everyone and everything . Why can’t my useless fucking brain regulate itself without substances? Why haven’t we evolved to release the happy chemicals automatically when we’re depressed? How can you blame me for abusing substances when this piece of shit inside my skull can’t do its job at making me want to continue living and not strangle everyone who directs themselves to me? Imma give ts one more day
















