world's first open world PvP psych ward

a blog looking back on the past of the psychotic ramblings from momodori, aged 8-20, through the form of his ocs in a world once known as codorverse.

[codorcraft]

Hello, welcome to my blog about my old oc universe, Codorverse, once known as Laine's Daily Life. This was a story more recognizable under my old username, Youkah. Originally this blog was an ask blog in 2014, but a few years ago I deleted all of the asks so the blog is pretty barren now. It was for the best. Trust me. Anyway, I decided to start using it again for the purpose of revealing lore that was never made public and laughing about it with those who are familiar with the characters (mostly my friends). If you're new though you can stay and have fun.

I still use the ocs, they've been divided into two stories- Second Chance and Fragments of Life. You can see the blogs for those here @gayboy-convention (16+) @laineverse

Run down of the story/characters (wip)

Toyhouse folder

Reason I scrapped the story

I also would like to note the following trigger warnings (though they'll be tagged): abuse, religious trauma, ableism, divorce, suicide, self harm, psychosis, death, violence, and more probably.

The blog description is not a joke btw. Long story short, I was going in and out of psychosis most of my whole life up until very recently at the end of 2022, and Codorverse very heavily reflects my psychosis. I'm not gonna psychoanalyze details publicly, although I have managed to make connections now that I'm more in touch with reality. Plus, it's fun to see what people think without context.

Despite all of the above this blog is not a vent or anything, and I don't regret the story at all- quite the opposite, actually. It genuinely helped me process my mental illness and ironically grounded me in some way. I don't think I'd still be here if I didn't have that outlet. So, pop some popcorn and enjoy the fun, I guess. Cheers 🙌

[codorcraft]

it's 4 am so forgive me if none of this makes sense but I was thinking about codorverse. it's been dust for about two and a half years, and I was always intending on releasing the unfinished story/plot/etc since I hyped it up for. way too long. 8 years or something, I think I originally came up with the plot for the main comic in 2014. but I've come to realize I can't really do that.

I'm not going to go into specific examples for my own privacy, but the truth is codorverse was written and being actively worked on during my childhood which was a very traumatic time. and the reason I didn't want to admit when I did scrap it for the abandonment of it is that it is, unfortunately, very hard to separate from my trauma. not like, it caused my trauma. but moreso the fact that so much of the narrative was based on my trauma, my responses, and my at the time... admittedly, very delusional connection to the world. Every time I try to sit down and recant the lore cohesively, I realize that in a way it'd be like, trauma dumping my life story. which sounds weird considering it's a story about angels and demons and stuff. but it's true. so I'm here to say I'm unfortunately uncomfortable with the idea of dropping the plot of the story for everyone to read because of that.

There are some weird sus vibes as the among us players say from some of my middle school art and it was because I was in a very bad home environment and had like, no grasp of normal familial boundaries. iygwim. I'm not going into detail but. ifykyk. and I think it's another reason I'm not comfortable anymore talking about the old lore as indepth, because I fear people will take it as I'm like a weird ex pr*sh*pper with skeletons in my closet when I was, in fact, actually a very traumatized child unhealthily coping.

I might still write a plot summary one day but it's not going to be as indepth as I was going to before, hopefully you guys understand. and sorry if any of you picked up on the sus vibes from like 2013-2017 art/content. promise I'm not a weirdo lol

[codorcraft]

I do not regret the story at all though, I think if I didn't have this weird outlet for my insane delusions I probably would not still be here. but. man. lol.

there are still plot lines/characters/etc I like that I'll recycle in future stories (reskinning codor/luci/ingram og evil polycule atm actually lol) but yeah...

[codorcraft]

it's 4 am so forgive me if none of this makes sense but I was thinking about codorverse. it's been dust for about two and a half years, and I was always intending on releasing the unfinished story/plot/etc since I hyped it up for. way too long. 8 years or something, I think I originally came up with the plot for the main comic in 2014. but I've come to realize I can't really do that.

I'm not going to go into specific examples for my own privacy, but the truth is codorverse was written and being actively worked on during my childhood which was a very traumatic time. and the reason I didn't want to admit when I did scrap it for the abandonment of it is that it is, unfortunately, very hard to separate from my trauma. not like, it caused my trauma. but moreso the fact that so much of the narrative was based on my trauma, my responses, and my at the time... admittedly, very delusional connection to the world. Every time I try to sit down and recant the lore cohesively, I realize that in a way it'd be like, trauma dumping my life story. which sounds weird considering it's a story about angels and demons and stuff. but it's true. so I'm here to say I'm unfortunately uncomfortable with the idea of dropping the plot of the story for everyone to read because of that.

There are some weird sus vibes as the among us players say from some of my middle school art and it was because I was in a very bad home environment and had like, no grasp of normal familial boundaries. iygwim. I'm not going into detail but. ifykyk. and I think it's another reason I'm not comfortable anymore talking about the old lore as indepth, because I fear people will take it as I'm like a weird ex pr*sh*pper with skeletons in my closet when I was, in fact, actually a very traumatized child unhealthily coping.

I might still write a plot summary one day but it's not going to be as indepth as I was going to before, hopefully you guys understand. and sorry if any of you picked up on the sus vibes from like 2013-2017 art/content. promise I'm not a weirdo lol

[codorcraft]

Don't know if I posted these to even my art blog here but I'll start strong. Here's some codorverse art I drew post the end. There's one more lurking elsewhere I can't find rn.

[codorcraft]

I found it

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Codorverse fact 2: origins

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Codorverse fact 1: Ingram cucked Luci and took Codor

[codorcraft]

Don't know if I posted these to even my art blog here but I'll start strong. Here's some codorverse art I drew post the end. There's one more lurking elsewhere I can't find rn.

[codorcraft]

I didn't mean to set the poll to 1 week 💀

Anyway... Well... I guess I'll start posting stuff here again... There's a lot of codorverse lore to be revealed... I hope you're ready... I think I'll schedule the facts cause there's a lot

[codorcraft]

would you guys like me to come back to posting weird codorverse lore from the past

yes I want to see how insane you were

no one wants to see the ramblings of a psychotic teenager

Voting ended onJul 5, 2024

I wanna get back into the oc infodump zone. in the mean time, if this blog doesn't come back to activity, you can look at my other oc blogs for my current stories @gayboy-convention and @laineverse which is the revamped version of codorverse

[codorcraft]

Maybe I'll schedule daily facts or lines from the old script. Who knows.

[codorcraft]

would you guys like me to come back to posting weird codorverse lore from the past

yes I want to see how insane you were

no one wants to see the ramblings of a psychotic teenager

Voting ended onJul 5, 2024

I wanna get back into the oc infodump zone. in the mean time, if this blog doesn't come back to activity, you can look at my other oc blogs for my current stories @gayboy-convention and @laineverse which is the revamped version of codorverse

[codorcraft]

Codorverse is over but I want to bring back the energy that the og codor x ingram dynamic had. Some day it will happen.

[momodori-p]

second chance cosplays codorverse, dies instantly

[codorcraft]

HEY GUYS SO YOU KNOW HOW I REVAMPED CODORVERSE? WELL I HAVE A NEW INFODUMP/ASK BLOG FOR IT! @laineverse so I guess this blog is Officially officially retired. part two. maybe. I don't know. if I ever want to post bad codorverse lore I may post it here. anyway yeah bye

[codorcraft]

what if I told you codorverse is coming back except it's actually 2014-2017 laine's daily life with different worldbuilding (no codor)

[codorcraft]

"surely codorverse made SOME sense, right cal?" No . Here's an example

[codorcraft]

was thinking about codorverse today. that’s it that’s the post

[codorcraft]

codorverse evokes the same feeling I get when I think about persona 4. love the characters. hate the writing and the execution. except this time it’s all my work which makes it insane.

disclaimer I’m not saying that like, codorverse was a mistake and I’m embarrassed that I ever made it. I don’t think it was a mistake, like I said in the post I made back in april it definitely served its purpose in my growth. but also I think it was absolute hot garbage, I’m willing to admit that. it was a huge mess and none of it really made sense and I’m not really sure why I stuck with it so long! this isn’t to say people shouldn’t make the stories they wanted to make as kids, it’s just that unfortunately my story did not work out.

there’s like... a lot of stuff I never made public about codorverse and maybe someday I’ll post about it in a condensed form? so that it’s easier to read. I was gonna write “so that it make sense to people” but then I remembered that it doesn’t even make sense to me.

I could write a whole essay on where I went wrong with codorverse... there were a lot of problems... but what matters now is that I’m happy with the story I’m working on now and what I’m doing with my characters and art.

it’s just weird since everyone knew me for codorverse, you know...? or, as we oldies like to say, laine’s daily life. if you’ve been here for the long haul. and now it’s gone... this isn’t making me depressed it just feels so strange. not really going to say it was part of my identity but it definitely was a big part of my brand as all of my content was codorverse shit so I wonder sometimes what it’s like being a follower and seeing me drop it LMAO. just feels wack.

anyway yeah... sometimes I miss codorverse. but every time I look at lore documents I take psychic damage. it was garbage. but it was my garbage <3

[codorcraft]

was thinking about codorverse today. that’s it that’s the post