what am i going to do?

girl • 15 • documenting my struggle with undiagnosed depression, anxiety, trich and ednos • instagram: in.pieces

[cold-broken-blog]

How can I be sure it's not all in my head, something I made up for attention?

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I really need more red lipstain

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I feel so replaceable. I'm not a first choice of second choice or the tenth choice. People only come to me if they are truly desperate and they usually use me to not look alone and make new friends. Because I am a pushover, desperate for companionship, I let them in every time.

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idk what i’m doing w/ my life but i know i’m doing it wrong

[cummingcourtesy]

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[viara]

Reblog if you've been offended by the words of your own parents.

I want to know if I’m the only one.

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fucking shit

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Definitely. 

[hecatesdaughters]

sooooo many times.

[mo-livan]

The amount of notes makes me sad

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Wow the number makes me sad.

[molly-percocet]

But of course

[stilldepressedbutbetterdressed]

“I’m so ashamed of you, I could die” -My mother last night.

[dvnivelazquez]

The number of notes makes me want to cry. But yes every day.

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Every. Fucking. Day.

[cold-broken-blog]

I'm considering starting a YouTube channel keep vlogs but no one wants to hear, let alone see, me babble on about my undiagnosed problems

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My scalp is raw from pulling, my heartbeat doesn't feel normal and my body is trying to adjust to under 500 calories a day.

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Blog remodel

Instead of random, sad black and white pictures I am going to use this blog to document my experiences to look back on

[skumbags]

[sadillite]

i feel absolutely pathetic

[coral]

[life-is-a-very-big-joke]

[anamnesiia]

Even the best day can get ruined by seeing my fat body in the mirror

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