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𝟸𝟹 // 𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚢/𝚃𝚑𝚎𝚖 // 𝚄𝙺 𝙹𝚞𝚜 𝚊𝚗 𝚞𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚊𝚝𝚖 ♡︎𝚜𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚌𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚝♡︎

[coleyisamess]

I say I’m non binary, but really I’m non brainy 🧠

[coleyisamess]

Ive got niggly feeling in my brain that I’m just getting worse, ya know? I’m currently 25weeks post birth and I still don’t feel /right/. I guess I still haven’t addressed my actual birth which is still very triggering for me.

But I just wanna feel better again, my son doesn’t deserve this and neither does my partner.

I’m being treated for ptsd and pnd, I already suffered with an Ed, depression, anxiety and am still on the waiting list regarding my did.

I just hate how I’m waiting around all the time...it feels like it’ll never get better.

[bloodyl1ps]

this post hasn't left my mind since i've first saw it