Let's Paint the World!

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━ ☆"Sheesh... Why is everyone rushing around trying to do things so quickly it makes ya' look stupid!"☆━  

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Didn't want to post this on my main blog for reasons.

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This is pretty accurate to how I feel, and if one day I'm not around to say it, remember this.

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→I was going to do replies but honestly I'm too worried about someone, she won't answer me I'm not sure if everything is alright or not and it is making me nervous ←

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HEHEHORF 'mine now'

Send me ‘mine now’ to be married to the MUN for a week.

((Okay but waifu might kill us.))

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But I just wanna play games with you and bake cookies and decorate a tree and-

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The path to becoming what you want to be can be very difficult, I know that it strains everyone who has not gotten to their goal in life, it still effects me every single day considering that I have no skills I am truly good at. I want to help people but I feel like I would either not be able to save them, or I just would be crushed under the weight of their pain as well. I wanted to design games but I don't think I'm good at art, or any of the skills required. 

You work hard Zach, you work so hard and all of us can see that. I know I can. You are smart, kind and have all of the qualities of having a successful job since you put your heart and mind to it... And you damn well know that I'm right behind you cheering you on and trying to push you forward because I want to see you reach your dreams. 

And most importantly... Never give up. I know that it's hard, you and I are the same in the sense that we don't believe we are good enough but those who keep pushing forward always somehow have a better tomorrow than those who just simply sit and dwell on if they were good enough to get in, or be accepted to something. Zach, I believe you can get into the school you want I really do. But you need to keep pushing forward, keep trying to improve that way you won't have to have any regrets. You had done your best and that is what really counts in the end.

I had a feeling you had been down like I have for awhile, and I want to remind you yet again. I'm always here for you, and I know you are here for me. You mean a lot to me and are one of my precious friends. And because of that I want you to know how amazing and smart you really are and that you will definitely achieve things if you keep moving forward.

So don't forget that okay?

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If I get 5 "❀"s I'll voice act my character

Please send in some lines, too! 

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Munday Questions

4:Talk about the thing you regret most so far.

In all honesty I regret a lot of things. And I think everyone does in the end. But I guess the thing I regret the most would be letting go of some of the people who meant the world to me, and not being able to know if my grandmother forgave me before she died.

8:Talk about the thing you are most proud of.

I’m proud of my friends. They are amazing people and honestly this world needs more people like them because if everyone would just try to care and show compassion once in awhile this world would be a better place.

22:Talk about your worst fear.

Actually. I have two. Death and losing friends. They are pretty simple fears so I don’t think I need to get into explaining those.

24:Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.

This one might get a little long. I apologize in advanced.

One thing that meant the world to me wasn’t really what they said, but more so what they did. When I was at my all time low, parent in the hospital on oxygen since he almost died, I was alone in the house for days on end- he… Well he roleplayed with me on skype day and night, made sure I was smiling so that the fear didn’t really get to me. When I wanted to cry he got me to emerge myself in the story we created for days on end with hardly any sleep. Honestly- he was the reason I started roleplaying so much because it was a way to get away from the world and forget about any pain. 

25:Talk about an ex-best friend.

Basically the same person who I was talking about… He just stopped caring I believe. That’s exactly why I fear about losing the friends I have now. Zach, Iri, Charlie, Brave, Emil and a handful more… Honestly I don’t know what will happen in the end and that really scares me. 

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"Well, freckles, you still shouldn’t judge a book by it’s cover. And if there are guys trying to scam people, why not get rid of them? I am pretty sure there are authorities out here." he said thinking about it. "Maybe I can stop them and get a reward for turning them in…" He said to himself.

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━ ☆"Well excuuse me for trying to be a bit more careful." Beryl scoffed as she rubbed her nose, agitated by the constant names this guy was spatting out out her. "There hasn't really been anyone around to stop em so do what you want. I'm sure the mayor would pay you something for taking care of them."☆━  

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"Let me rephrase that since you didn’t hear…You’re a pipsqueak. And do you assume everyone is a con artist that comes here?" He said to her a bit annoyed. He would use one final insult if he could, but he rather use that in case things got bad. "I am just a traveler. That is it."

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━ ☆"Gr...." The painter impatiently tapped her food as she continued to scowl at the raven haired man. "Ya know you could have just said that you were a traveler instead of calling me names! There's been a lot of jerks around here lately trying to rip people off."☆━  

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     “’Painters’? Sorry, I don’t know any.” Oh wait—there was one—        oh, but he was in Zaphias. The guy that was always offering to paint        Yuri and Flynn every time they walked by.       “Did you need help finding the right boat to Nor?”

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━ ☆"Really-?! That would be great!" Beryl happily replied, excited that this kind woman was going so far as to help her find the right boat and all. "I would but suuuper happy if you did! I'll never forget this- when I become a court painter I'll give you a bazillion gald!"☆━  

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Sparks danced from his hand over to her, There wasn’t a huge shock, if anything it might’ve tickled slightly. “It’s nice to meet you too, Beryl. That’s a strange name- But I guess I can’t really say that considering my own name.” He smiles, laughing a little.

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━ ☆"So... What do you do to pass the time? Must get boring just traveling around alone all the time." Beryl's demeanor seemed to have changed from defensive to kind fairly quickly after she discovered that Virus wasn't going to pull some cruel trick on her.☆━  

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"Con artist? What the hell are you talking, pipsqueak!? I am a drifter, one who helps others and does jobs for a living." He said.

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━ ☆"What didja call me you- big headed hooligan!? The painter huffed as she glared at the man. "Look the only reason I thought that was because you don't exactly look like you are from anywhere around here!"☆━  

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→I feel like I should start being honest about things that upset me... ←

→But then maybe if I did people would think I'm annoying. ←

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"Mhm. That’s Home- My n-n-n-name is Virus." He held out his free hand for her to shake, though it sparked every now and again. He didn’t seem to note how that might put somebody a  little off and just expected a handshake like those ones people did on TV.

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━ ☆Nervously glancing down towards Virus' hand the blonde couldn't help but get the feeling that she might get zapped. "I-It's nice to meetcha Virus. My names Beryl." Squeezing her eyes shut she gave the man's hand a light shake, hoping that this isn't some kind of trick.☆━