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incaseyouart

Day 20 of snsmonth 22 "half my soul", chose to re-draw that iconic moment from the Boruto movie~

melohan

I love these junzhe fan edited pics ❤️

Shanrens are indeed talented people

melohan

I love these junzhe fan edited pics ❤️

Shanrens are indeed talented people

kittanthalos

#now kith

extrasad

What happens once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go.

You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. the girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. and your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself

but you killed everyone else around you too.

martinawrites

this need to be on everyone’s blog

this makes me think..

God bless whoever wrote this.

ioanaslovesongs

im crying

phanscuddles

I never usually reblog things like this.. but if it saves just one persons life… please take thime to read this even if you think there is no point in living. Please.

sent-imental

please please PLEASE reblog this

Reblog yet again for the people that need this

reblogging for my followers

bluemusickid

Life’s too precious. If you feel like this, please know that it gets better. And that people are always happy to lend an ear; heck drop me a message too. But never, ever think about taking your own life.

missharubear-deactivated2022122

every single time I read this,i remember how i tried back then. but don’t do it.

inara-a

please reblog if you’re reading this!!!

satans-little-devil-deactivated

Reblog besties, This is really important.

marvels-writings

I need this sometimes, please reblog for anyone else who needs this

kuuhakublank00-deactivated20220

This reminds me of this scene:

rosiehunterwolf

I’ve never even considered taking my life but this made me bawl.

Please, if anyone out there is considering killing themselves- although you deserve to have a life, if you refuse to keep going on for yourself- at least do it for others.

We want you here. Please don’t leave.

lyssaterald

I’ve seen the hurting and been hurt by the suicides of others. The smile slipped from his face when I told him about the miscarriage, about the death of a child we never even knew we wanted. He held me through the first tears of tearing grief and rage when the wounds were fresh. A couple of days later, he smiled at his best friend and then put a gun in his mouth and decided his pain was too great to live with.

I don’t know why he did it. I simply remember his arms around me and I want to feel them again and never say the things that I did that night about my own pain. He didn’t say anything to me about it and he made it entirely his own decision. My own life and all my relationships have gone to sh*t since that bullet, but it started there and I’m just trying to get up off my knees years later.

On the other side, I’ve also seen how much pain it puts people through. I held the daughter of a family friend after her father took his life when I was a teenager (something like 20 years ago now). She was just so vulnerable during that time and we didn’t even know each other before the funeral, but she needed someone and she leaned on me because we were in the same general space. If I had been a terrible person, I could have preyed upon her and used her pain to my advantage like people did mine years later.

When you take your own life, it’s a highly personal decision based upon despair and many things that have driven you to that point, but it also hurts the people in your life in the little ways that spending time with you was special. Maybe you don’t see it in your despair, but we do love you and we will and do miss you.

You are special to us and we’d do a lot to keep you or bring you back. Words are the least we can do, but do we even know that you need us? You laugh and you smile because you don’t want to hurt us, but you disappearing like that hurts so much worse than you confronting us with your doubts and questions.

Just to touch you again would be everything, but you’re gone and I can’t get you back. So I rage in your silence and the pain eats at me until I break. I hurt myself or others and the pain spreads like a cancer.

So, please stay. You’re needed and loved.

lorkai

As someone who thought suicide it was a way out of all the pain, I’m reblog to save the life of someone who needs to read this.

Stay strong. It’s okay if there are relapses, if you feel too tired on the way. All this will pass and everything will be fine. You are loved, you are needed and I love you. If anyone needs conversation call me please

ashstfu

i woke up tired like 8 years ago and i haven't recovered since

bbune3

still thinking about how it only took zzh calling gj “lao wen~” three times to appease him and also gj calling zzh “a-xu” back in response is making me shfjshkddhsj- 💞💞