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he wasn't even looking at me and he found me

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people who need people are the wretchedest in the world
another day at the beratement factory
sometimes i want to cry but my body doesnt let me
i know what im gonna do. i’m gonna review my car
it’s remarkable how all of these sexual and emotional feelings that rise within me so often and at random almost always end up just sort of fading away like a headache because i do nothing with them and i don’t know if the fact that ive been letting them just go away without doing literally anything at all is bad for me or if its equivalent to exercising your muscles and it’s strengthening my resolve or inversely storing power for my libido or maybe theyre all just husks sitting there like $1 water bottles but regardless i’ve noticed it has affected my ability to romance or just talk to people flirting with me in a way that isnt semi sarcastic and i think even if i did have some magical night i may never be able to remenisce on it seriously without trying to meme it in my head or make it less of a romantic memory and more of a funny one
in 2027 westside gunn will release a song called "Thighjobs In Thessaloniki" on Heels Have Eyes XVII and it will be the worst song he's ever made his fans will not defend it and pitchfork will write an article about it
blistering emoviolence from bologna
rejection sensitivity be damned my boy can force himself to exposure in the pursuit of connection despite the inherent embarrassment that comes with it
finally got foobar working on my phone we #bumping
the light sunny breeze purring cat and silence could be an aesthetic i could enjoy if i werent so anxious about things 4 days away and my eyes didnt sting and the hem of my shirt wasnt pulling on my armpit and if sitting in this chair for too long didnt make my back hurt and if i could just simply not have to make myself food or if i had the resolve to study or draw or write or one of the myriad things i said i’d do in my ever waning free time
sleepless
im both of them
sheep doodle
my theory behind how we’re able to live now as privileged 1st worlders being somehow aware of the circumstances by which we came to be surrounded only by amenities created off the backs of slave labor and exploitation and castes is sort of like. as we are polarized and our attention is redirected towards (depending on your awareness) your fellow neighbor or your standing governing body and the bourgeois, we are also sort of led by said people in their philosophy that we all just sort of found ourselves here in this cosmic moment where it just so happens to be that somehow all cheap products available to our poor and middle class are built on this irreplaceable basis of outsourced slave labor and planet obliterating mining, and blah, blah, blah, like, it feels passe to even mention it, because of the stigma that comes with sounding like the archetype that brings it up at parties or family gatherings or whatever.
so it’s like, we people, have magically found ourselves at the helm of all these resource feed tubes, and that includes you, yes, you, so why do you fucking complain so much? you just complain and complain and fucking complain, all our other bubbly pink fleshed countrymen hear is
“wahhh i hate shit i benefit from, and im not actively doing anything to change it besides vocalizing it and maybe sometimes going to family farms and sharing informational social media posts about said third world exploitation”.
and it’s just, like, the inverse of this, or their perspective, is the way of thinking that has captivated so many of our families, the people, all the clerks and cooks and librarians, it’s all just a dot on a line of how many things about american imperialism you’re aware of, and/or how reprehensable you find it.
and what makes our neolib and neocon majority mad is just this illogical rejection of the system we all live in. these “gotchas” that conservatives will try to get you in is inherently rooted in genuine confusion and a sort of sympathy, like, just eat the god damn cheeseburger, get the banana margarita, the avocado toast, give in and embrace the dogmatism, i dont mind you calling me racist because i would be nothing without you. all i want to do is trigger libtards, y'know, whatever.
it’s all just a big humiliation ritual. you know where these avocados come from. hell, you can probably picture exactly what it was like for the laborers that harvested it from the tree. and the fact that we reach that eventual point of realization is what really bogs us down and stops us from “overthrowing the system” or whatever it is tiktok comments say to do after an ice officer kicks a heccin pupper. all that really stops us is that shame. not even necessarily the idea what we’d have to live without all these amenities. it’s the shame. it lives in us all, and it’s too much of a barrier for the average citizen to pass. it’s also very easy not to think about it.
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