if you are not with me, you are my enemy.

[commandsfear]

a  independent,  private  and  highly  selective  roleplay  blog  for  an/akin  sky/walk/er  of  the  s/tar  w/ars  franchise.  portrayal  will  be  primarily  based  on  the movies  and  cl/one w/ars,  with  my  own  personal  headcanons  and  canon  divergences.    as  told  by  FAE,    25,    they/them.  ( also @faeties​​ ! )

carrd. (temp multi)    memes.

[ghosts-of-rishi]

So, I kinda love rendering armor now.

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑯𝑶𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑳𝑬 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  how could you do that? i thought we were friends!  ❜ ❛  the world would be a better place without you in it.  ❜ ❛  don't even think about trying to beg for forgiveness.  ❜ ❛  do you have any idea how much harm you've caused?  ❜ ❛  i don't ever want to see your face again!  ❜ ❛  i promise you i'm going to make your life a living hell.  ❜ ❛  the others may be able to ignore the past, but i surely won't.  ❜ ❛  if you ever hurt them, i swear, i won't hesitate to punch you.  ❜ ❛  don't even try and act friendly with me.  ❜ ❛  that's not a threat. it's a promise.  ❜ ❛  i'm not the same helpless little girl i used to be. now i can finally defend myself against you.  ❜ ❛  you lay one hand on me and it'll be the last thing you ever do.  ❜ ❛  it's about time you finally get what's been coming to you for years.  ❜ ❛  actually, you're not as bad as people say. you are so much worse.  ❜ ❛  tell me one good reason why i should believe anything you say.  ❜ ❛  oh look, it's the useless one again.  ❜ ❛  i'm glad to see you're not letting your education get in the way of your ignorance.  ❜ ❛  how anyone can stand being in the same room as you is beyond me.  ❜ ❛  that's a low blow. even for you.  ❜ ❛  unless you want to end up with my fist in your face, i'd rather shut my mouth.  ❜ ❛  i wish i could be there when you finally get what's coming to you.  ❜ ❛  i wish you'd never been born!  ❜ ❛  fuck you! this is all your fault!  ❜ ❛  have you lost your mind?!  ❜ ❛  you betrayed us and still you think you can think you can just waltz back in here like nothing ever happened?  ❜ ❛  no! i've had enough with you. go to hell!  ❜ ❛  i want you to go and never come back. and if you do, i promise you'll regret it.  ❜ ❛  do you have another clever idea to get us killed?  ❜ ❛  name one good reason why i shouldn't hurt you right now.  ❜ ❛  next time we see each other i won't be so nice.  ❜ ❛  is this supposed to scare me?  ❜ ❛  i can't believe i ever trusted you ...  ❜ ❛  you should have killed me when you had the chance.  ❜ ❛  come any closer and you'll regret it.  ❜ ❛  you may win this time ... but i will get my revenge sooner or later.  ❜ ❛  are you threatening me?  ❜ ❛  and you can go to hell for all i care.  ❜ ❛  lay one hand on them and i'll make sure you won't ever be able to lay a hand on anyone ever again.  ❜ ❛  i'm not your friend! i never was, i never will be.  ❜ ❛  i'll make you regret the day you were born.  ❜

[haydanakin]

#His little curls #that smirk #the clone wars armor #swinging his lightsaber like a baseball bat…. #it just does something for me

HaydenChristensenasANAKINSKYWALKER Ahsoka | Part 5: Shadow Warrior

[commandsfear]

@fateviled - ‘ that seems sentimental for a man without a soul. ’ ( from kylo )

everything kylo ren said would have boiled anakin’s blood– if he still had blood to boil. which, force ghost’s really didn’t, so instead he fought off an near-involuntary flicker of vader’s visage. instead, he just let his eyes narrow on his grandson. 

force… idiocy must skip a generation. leia was too whip-crack smart, just like her mother. despite any evil, he did love ben. (and his name– they named him for obi-wan and this shameful little shit ran it through the mud like it meant nothing. like it wasn’t the best name he could have been given.) this cruel, selfish would-be sith was still his grandson. anakin would be a hypocrite not to love him. 

“if i didn’t have a soul, kid, i wouldn’t be here,” anakin reminded him, “so i’ll be as sentimental as i want thank you very much.” 

kylo ren could afford a little more sentiment in his life. anakin had always been a bit of a hopeless romantic, as far as he was concerned. if only he could go back… but he couldn’t. he knew that well by now that there was no use wishing for things he could not change. peace for his very much real soul was hard fought. maybe that was why his ghost never stopped appearing for his family. 

[nikkigam-deactivated20240925]

[edenmemes]

obi-wan kenobi starters

ep1 - ep6 .

❝ you know who i am. ❞   ❝ something you want to say? ❞   ❝ they’re hunting me. you have to help me. ❞   ❝ i’m not the man you remember. ❞   ❝ there you are. was beginning to think you weren’t coming. ❞ ❝ whatever power you are craving, it will not change what you are. ❞   ❝ what do we do now? ❞   ❝ have i made a few bad decisions? sure. do i feel bad about it? sometimes. ❞   ❝ you think the less you say, the less you give away, but, really, it’s the opposite. ❞   ❝ you haven’t even told me your name. ❞   ❝ you’re not gonna tell anyone, are you? ❞   ❝ you’ve never made one decision for yourself in your entire life, and you never will. ❞   ❝ you are too impulsive. ❞   ❝ i really…i don’t have time for this. ❞   ❝ look, i don’t know what to tell you. ❞   ❝ i’m not afraid of you. ❞   ❝ there are many ways to leave. you just have to find yours. ❞   ❝ you have to rise above. ❞ ❝ if you’re not with me, then you’re my enemy. ❞     ❝ don’t be afraid. come closer. ❞ ❝ there is no point in protecting them. ❞   ❝ my family’s of no concern to you. ❞   ❝ it’s like living in a prison. ❞ ❝ you’ve made mistakes. we all did. it’s in the past. ❞       ❝ help! help me, please! ❞   ❝ you should’ve killed me when you had the chance. ❞ ❝ i’m trying to make amends. ❞ ❝ it’s just….you seem kind of old and beat up. ❞   ❝ i didn’t know that you could bleed. ❞   ❝ well? you coming or not? ❞   ❝ it’s not like anyone would miss me if i wasn’t there. ❞   ❝ try not to make anyone cry. ❞   ❝ half the city is looking for you. ❞   ❝ the shadows are my realm, the light is an unforgiving place for my kind.❞   ❝ people like their secrets out here. ❞   ❝ why should i trust you? ❞   ❝ all the power in the world can’t mask the stench beneath. ❞   ❝ what happened to you? you were once great. ❞   ❝ you have no idea what i’ve been through. ❞   ❝ how can i trust you when i know you’re hiding something? ❞   ❝ you have no idea what i’m risking being here. ❞   ❝ in our line of work, rumors run rampant. ❞   ❝ you’re a bottom feeder. a rat who preys on weakness. ❞   ❝ if i ever needed guidance, it’s now. ❞   ❝ don’t make me kill you. ❞ ❝ nothing. you just remind me of someone. ❞ ❝ i’m surprised you fell for it. ❞   ❝ the whole time i’ve known you, you’ve been hiding something. ❞ ❝ the years have made you weak. ❞ ❝ you’re wasting your time. you know that, right? ❞   ❝ i will not warn you again. ❞   ❝ there are not many leaders left. people follow you. don’t stop. ❞   ❝ you are not in charge here. ❞ ❝ this would’ve been easier with an army. ❞   ❝ you’re bleeding all over my floor. ❞   ❝ why do you do this? risk everything? ❞ ❝ actions speak louder than words. ❞ ❝ if i’d known what you were… ❞ ❝ no way. you can’t just leave me here. ❞   ❝ i don’t need your help. i don’t need anyone. ❞ ❝ i’ve been watching you. i know what it is you seek. ❞ ❝ you’re not getting out of here. ❞   ❝ i am not interested in civilities. ❞ ❝ since i met you, i’ve been chased, shot at and i almost fell to my death. ❞ ❝ no one’s coming for you. ❞   ❝ there’s something you need to know. ❞   ❝ we could end this together. ❞ ❝ if anything goes wrong, you know what to do. run. ❞   ❝ your need for victory…it blinds you. ❞ ❝ you have no idea what i’ve done alone. ❞ ❝ fail me and you will not live to regret it. ❞ ❝ i am what you made me. ❞ ❝ who you become now…that is up to you. ❞   ❝ your strength has returned. but your weakness still remains. ❞   ❝ you want to tell me how you’re gonna fight without a weapon? ❞ ❝ are you listening to me? i feel like you’re not listening to me. ❞ ❝ some things we can’t forget. but we can fight to make them better. ❞ ❝ mercy doesn’t defeat an enemy. ❞ ❝ the light will fade, but is never forgotten. ❞ ❝ why would i ever trust you? ❞ ❝ you seem agitated, friend. ❞   ❝ it’s been years. i’m not who i used to be. ❞   ❝ you’re scared of him. your father. ❞   ❝ would you stop talking? ❞ ❝ will i ever see you again? ❞   ❝ i am not your failure. ❞   ❝ there’s no way out. admit you are beaten. ❞ ❝ you’re looking for somebody else. ❞   ❝ have you come to destroy me? ❞   ❝ your rage was useful. now it is tiresome. ❞ ❝ people are not all good. ❞ ❝ did you truly think that you could defeat me? ❞   ❝ let me help you. ❞ ❝ i wonder if your thoughts are clear on this. ❞   ❝ i’m sorry. i’m sorry for all of it. ❞   ❝ you’re a great warrior, but your need to prove yourself is your undoing. ❞ ❝ what about the people that need us? ❞   ❝ i didn’t think you’d survive. ❞   ❝ revenge does wonders for the will to live, don’t you think? ❞ ❝ you must leave. you’ll draw too much attention. ❞   ❝ you will only find pain. ❞  

[ilya-rozanova]

☁︎ HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN as ANAKIN SKYWALKER ☁︎

AHSOKA | Part five: Shadow Warrior

[leneemusing]

AFFECTIONATE  AND  AFFIRMING  PROMPTS 

❝  i’ll always want to listen to you.  ❞

❝  any time spent with you is time i treasure.  every second.  ❞

❝  my favorite color changes but it’s always the same,  whatever color you’re wearing.  ❞

❝  whatever matters to you matters to me,  you’re important to me.  ❞

❝  you’re so strong.  and brave—but i wish you knew you don’t always have to be.  i’m here,  if you’re ever willing to let me help shoulder those burdens.  ❞

❝  i’m not staring,  i’m admiring.  ❞

❝  i’ll always be yours,  in one way or another.  ❞

❝  you don’t ever have to worry with me.  i’m here for good.  ❞

❝  you are more beautiful than you know.  ❞

❝  you have a beautiful mind and a wonderful soul,  don’t ever let anyone make you think differently.  ❞

❝  i’m happier when you’re here.  ❞

❝  you’ve become my joy.  ❞

❝  whatever else happens,  if i have you,  i’m content.  ❞

❝  well,  i do feel a little better now that you’re here.  ❞

❝  you do make me happy,  it’s important you know that.  ❞

❝  you will always be my priority.  ❞

❝  i love you forever.  ❞

❝  you don’t know how glad i am to see you.  ❞

❝  you look wonderful.  ❞

❝  i want you to feel safe with me.  ❞

❝  i’m not letting you go until you say it out loud.  you’re beautiful and strong.  you deserve to believe it.  ❞

❝  sometimes you amaze me—i mean you always do.  but you have such intuition and real wisdom about things.  i like understanding the way you see the world.  ❞

❝  you carry yourself with such grace.  ❞

❝  you have a way of lighting up even the darkest moments.  ❞

❝  a tender heart is a courageous thing to preserve.  don’t ever be ashamed of having one.  ❞

❝   being around you makes me a better person.  ❞

❝  i hope you know just how full of worth you are.  ❞

❝  you always make me see things differently.  i appreciate your perspective. ❞

❝  i’m just enjoying you.  you look happy today and i like seeing that.  ❞

❝  you’re very valuable to me.  ❞

❝  you can come to me with anything.  anything at all.  ❞

❝  there is not a place in the world i would rather be than right here with you.  ❞

❝  come here,  come sit in my lap and tell me about your day.  ❞

❝  come put your head in my lap and tell me something new.  ❞

❝  i love it when you smile at me like that.  ❞

❝  i don’t think i can share you with anyone today.  ❞

❝  i’ll take you anywhere you want.  just tell me where.  ❞

❝  bored? of you?  impossible.  ❞

❝  if you like it i’ll get you one.  ❞

❝  your happiness matters greatly to me.  ❞

❝  you deserve to reach the goals you want in life.  you deserve to obtain anything you wish.  ❞

❝  you’re doing well.  you’re just discouraged and tired.  ❞

❝  you need to rest,  you don’t have to do it all today.  ❞

❝  the way i love you goes beyond description.  even those words don’t seem like enough.  ❞

❝  you come first.  you’re always my first choice.  ❞

❝  no,  if you’re upset that’s what matters right now.  talk to me.  ❞

❝  i want to share in your joy.  i want to be part of all things that make you happy.  ❞

❝  all of my best moments are the ones that have you in them.  ❞

❝  i would give you anything you ask of me. ❞

[ COMFORT ]  sender discovers receiver brooding and quietly approaches to carefully hug them from behind. 

[ SOOTHE ]  in the midst of a tense moment,  receiver turns away to conceal their emotions but sender wraps their arms around them and holds them from behind. 

[ CLOSE ]  sender reaches out and pulls receiver into their lap as they’re walking by. 

[  STOP  ]  sender reaches out and takes receiver’s face into their hands,  drawing them away from what they’re doing so they can just look at receiver for a moment.  

[ GIVE ]  sender greets with receiver with a gift. 

[ BRING ]  sender takes receiver out for the day to pamper them. 

[ ATTENTION ]  sender peppers a series of caresses over receiver’s face in an attempt to make them laugh or smile. 

[ COAX ]  sender knows receiver has had a lot on their mind,  so they hold them for a while to help them relax and hopefully open up. 

[ CARESS ]   sender sits by quietly while receiver works,  petting their hair and simply providing company. 

[ RELAX ]  sender gives receiver a massage. 

[ LOOK ]  for receiver to catch sender gazing adoringly at them.

[ MORNING ]  for sender to wake receiver with a kiss. 

[subliminalplant]

My summer reading list

[commandsfear]

fateviled ➤ {padme}

only  stubbornness  keeps  the  tears  from  falling.     she  can  feel  the  burn  of  them  in  her  gaze,   throat  tight  and  breath  shaky,    but  she  keeps  her  chin  up  and  her  mouth  drawn  in  a  thin  line.      ❝  except  there’s  no  doing  anything  again,    and  we  must  live  with  our  mistakes.  ❞      as  the  words  press  out  less  than  kindly,    she  finds  a  bitter  smile  pulling  at  her  lips.    living  with  her  mistakes?    goddess,      IT  WAS  A  MIRACLE  SHE  LIVED  AT  ALL.      she  lacks  warmth  as  she  regards  him,    burrowing  deep  within  herself  to  find  that  steel  that  had  allowed  her  to  survive  being  queen,    being  senator,    now  a  rebel.    a  strength  she  had  found  lacking  more  and  more  when  her  heart  was  so  fully  intertwined  with  anakin  skywalker.      but  here,    her  heart  has  detached  from  her  will.      after  all,    is  this  man  the  same  one  she  had  loved  so  fully?

          i  don’t  know  you  anymore.      she  had  spoken  in  the  final  hours  of  her  previous  life,    and  that  horror  has  not  fully  left  her.      still,    too  much  of  him  is  unrecognizable.      the  scars  that  mar  his  face  are  parts  of  a  man  that  she  had  given  her  entire  heart  to,    the  gloved  hand  that  curls  around  her  own,    no  longer  flesh  and  bone.      and,    oh,    her  own  grief  is  stifling  as  she  forces  herself  to  keep  her  gaze  steady  though  everything  inside  of  her  begs  to  look  away.      (SHE  CANNOT  TRUST  HIM;    SHE  CANNOT  TRUST  HER  HEART.)      ❝  you  could  not  have  loved  me  better.      because  you  loved  me  wrong,    anakin.  ❞      they  are  awful  words  to  admit,    and  the  burn  as  they  bleed  out  of  her,    but  what  was  left  now?      she  was.    left  to  carry  on  by  herself,    their  children  and  their  hope.    a  dead  woman  not  quite  dead  yet.      but  it  was  what  the  galaxy  needed  to  believe,    so  that  they  might  be  safe.    safe  from  him.      ❝  you  sacrificed  the  lives  of  billions  for  us.      you  betrayed  everything,    knowing  what  i  stood  for.      how  can  you  call  that  love?  ❞

vader felt his throat constrict. his already labored breathing grew shallow, harsh droid-like vents escaping him. this conversation was a farce, a WEAKNESS in its purest form. they’d kidnapped the queen of the rebellion only for vader to buckle beneath the overwhelming love anakin skywalker had for the woman who had once… who was his wife. even if they were opposed, their marriage still stood in some taxidermied form. 

he should kill her. HE SHOULD KILL HER. but he can’t even bring himself to lift his free hand while holding her’s. every squatted out ounce of compassion seemed to rise up like bile in his throat. or like a song. obi-wan probably would have called it a song…  even telling him all of the last things that he wanted to hear, padme’s voice still sounded like the most gorgeous melody. if he closed his eyes, he could pretend that they were still in a meadow on naboo. youthful innocence and love could bind them in his mind’s eye. 

waking up as he was now, he thought he had lost her forever. yet, here she was. alive. alive and seated like a portrait, as if vader had to be worried that he’d smudge paint if he touched her cheek. palpatine had told him she was dead. did he simply not know or had he LIED? anakin skywalker would never believe that the emperor could lie, especially to him… but vader had grown from the twenty-two year old jedi who thought he was a chosen one.

“how can ANY LOVE be WRONG?” he asked, voice cutting between his shaking, true voice, burned vocal cords strained and his synthesizer’s deep baritone, “i saw you die, angel… what else was i supposed to do?” anakin might have flinched as the memory of his hand using the force to clench around her throat, but vader didn’t. instead, he felt SHAME. for years, he lived, stewing in that emotion, thinking padme was dead by his own hand. was this a second chance or the force laughing in his face? 

[tomasobbin]

The gayasses who have NOT left the autisms in my brain (derogatory)

[thepersonalquotes]

[padme-amidala]

1.5K CELEBRATION: 🪐 + AOTC Anakin or ROTS Anakin for @tattooine​

[kuzcosources]

Lack of Sleep Starters!

pronouns and context can be changed as you see fit.

When was the last time you actually got some rest?

Alright, that's it. You're going to bed, and I'm not taking no for an answer.

Look at you! You're spilling coffee.

You have bags, and I'm not talking about the Gucci kind.

Jesus, have you been awake the entire night?

It's 4am. You need sleep.

You're safe here. You can rest now.

I promise, I'm fine. I just look tired a lot, thanks to... the tiredness.

Look, I'm okay! I've pulled all nighters before.

This isn't the first time I've gone without sleep.

I'll carry you to bed if I have to.

Do I need to baby you?

Huh? What? I'm awake, I swear!

You just ran into the wall. It's time to lie down.

Go. To. Bed. That's an order.

I made a nest for you. You can sleep in that, if you want.

Can I get an extra pillow / blanket?

Want me to tuck you in, too?

I'll check in on you in an hour. You'd better not have moved.

[haydanakin]

Killing me slow, out the window I’m always waiting for you to be waiting below

star wars + taylor swift lyrics (5/?) ↳ ANAKIN SKYWALKER + CRUEL SUMMER

for @hayden-christensen​ happy birthday Melissa!

[calisources]

FANTASY MAGIC & ROMANCE SENTENCE QUOTES. various quotes about romance, and sometimes magic in a fantasy setting from various media. you can change names and pronouns according to how you see it fit.

“Rejection is an opportunity for your selection.”

“They say the soul cannot rest until it finds its match. Then it ignites.”

“You don't love someone because they're a dream of perfection. You love them because of the way they meet their challenges, how they struggle to overcome."

“She's magic, (name). A single flower blooming in an endless desert.”

"Is loving me really enough to endure everything you have to just to be with me?"

"Do you really want to put yourself through this?"

"You are under my protection now, and I protect what is mine.”

“I cannot come with you, my prince."

“You're exquisite. You're transcendent. And you are mine.”

"A man even a wealthy, beautiful, magically gifted princess would be pleased to call her own."

“One is always on time if time doesn't matter to them, little mouse”.

Call him. Claim him. Speak his Name. Make him thine before all others.”

“You think a courtship and a hunt are two separate things. They're not.”

“I’d once believed I could enamor her. But ’twas I, indeed, who was enamored.”

“Here it comes; the light chasing away the darkness.”

“Your mistake is thinking that without magic, I'm defeated.”

“The gods are nothing more than the monsters who happened to hold the pen."

"The most exciting attractions are between two opposites that never meet."

"As they say, a jeweler knows the uncut gem. And I am. And she was. And so."

"In a perfect world, you could fuck people without giving them a piece of your heart. "

"In many ways, unwise love is the truest love. Anyone can love a thing because. That’s as easy as putting a penny in your pocket. But to love something despite. To know the flaws and love them too. That is rare and pure and perfect."

"In many ways, unwise love is the truest love."

"You are the harbor of my soul's journeying."

"We should have taken our chances back then, when we were young and beautiful and didn't even know it."

"If you were a lord, you should be my lord, And the same if you were a thief."

“Take me with you. For laughs, for luck, for the unknown. Take me with you.”

“Perhaps we all give the best of our hearts uncritically–to those who hardly think about us in return.”

"Death cannot stop true love. All it can do is delay it for a while." 

 "Life is pain, Highness. Anyone who says differently is selling something."