[connorabrams-blog]

You'd really think I'd learn to not leave my homework till the last minute...

[jamescookjr]

SkinsUK  Gen. 2 meme » 5 Scenes That Make Me Cry/Sad      (5/5) Psycho, S.O.B., John Foster murders Freddie.

[thetiffanynash]

I find them incredibly adorable,I don’t think they could ever get annoying.

Well it depends what part of Georgia. But it’s all hot and fun,well I’d like to think.

[connorabrams-blog]

Thanks {he laughs, uncomfortable receiving compliments}

I meant the part where you're from. Oh, did you have a pool? I've always wanted one of them.

[thetiffanynash]

I could imagine coming from the cold too hot. It also gives you an advantage with the girls. Girls love guys with accents. {smiles} I’m from Georgia,which is a pretty hot state too.

[connorabrams-blog]

Really? I find our accents annoying after a while.

Thought I recognised the accent. What's it like there?

[sadie-kennedy-blog]

Whatever, Connor. I’m done with this grilling you’re giving me. I don’t need it. I’m fine. [shrugs, biting her lip] I don’t know.

We’ve both changed. We grew up. What do you want now, an apology?

[connorabrams-blog]

'Course you don't...

I guess we have. No. Forget it. Whatever, I guess I'll see you around. Or not.

[sadie-kennedy-blog]

Would you have noticed? I don’t think so. I’m good at hiding stuff. Even from you. [takes a small step back] Don’t know. Maybe until I end up in a bodybag. I don’t know.

Or so you think. I have no idea. I don’t even know who you are anymore. Didn’t think you’d want to have seen me.

[connorabrams-blog]

You could have talked to me. You know that. Don't pretend that I wasn't there when you and I both know I was. {shakes his head, disbelieving} So you don't even want to move on from it?

... Sadie, I'm not the one who's changed. Well... You knew you were gonna leave for years. You could have at least given me a warning.

[sadie-kennedy-blog]

I had my reason, Connor. You didn’t know everything about me, I still managed to keep some secrets. [narrows her gaze, her hand nervously tugging on a strand of her hair] I’m fine. I like the way I live. It’s fast paced and exciting.

Great, thanks for the whole spiel, but just stop. Fucking stop talking about them and me like you know everything - you hardly know a thing. Right, who knows you could be bullshitting me. You know I don’t like goodbyes. I would have visited you.

[connorabrams-blog]

Not anything so big that would make you do drugs, Sadie. I would have noticed.  {he covers his face in his hands, rubbing away the stress headache and then looking up at her again} How long are you gonna like that though? When are you gonna give it a rest?

I know enough. Why I be bullshitting you? But you didn't. That's the point.

[nycrp-charas]

Connor Abrams • Eighteen years old • Band Geek • Luke Pasqualino • TAKEN

Aloha, Connor.

In Connor Abrams’ early life, everything was simple. He had everything a 14 year old boy could want: friends, a loving family, and a best friend he could count on to have his back. Of course with his best friend being a girl they got comments, everyone believing there was something more, but friends was all they were even if Connor secretly had the biggest crush on her. He didn’t get the chance to ever confront her about it though, not that that was expected anyway considering his age, but his best friend was ripped away from him into the world of drugs. When Sadie, his best friend, was pulled in to the nasty habits he let her go.  Connor did try to help her but she was too far in by the time he realised what was going on. He got new friends and he guessed she did too. He still felt the same towards her but her new hobby changed her into somebody else; somebody different. Eventually she left for some boarding school and they never saw each other again.

Aloha ‘ino.

Although he was a strong supporter of anti-drugs, Connor has began experimenting. It’s not like it’s for no reason though, it’s to help him forget. Forget what exactly? Two months ago his younger sister was killed in a terrible car accident, and not knowing how to deal with this new found feeling of grief and anguish he wanted to see if the drugs helped. They did, but he new it would crush his parents if they found out so now he sticks to alcohol only. When his parents realised how badly their daughter’s death was affecting him they sent him to Akamai, so badly hoping that they wouldn’t lose another child. At Akamai he’ll usually be found anywhere around campus with an earphone in each ear anywhere quiet, or playling the guitar. He’s got a good sense of humour and pretty much treats people the same way they treat him. Connor’s generally a chill guy to others unless they do something extreme in his opinion, in which case it’s really hard to get out of his bad books. He’s rather friendly to the eye, but deep down he doesn’t want anybody to get close to him. After all, two of the most important people from his life disappeared and that hurt bad enough so why would he set himself up for more disappointment?

His Phone.

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[sadie-kennedy-blog]

Humor me, what’s the point then? [rolls her eyes whilst shaking her head] Like what? This is me. It’s my life, I’m the resident burnout, I don’t care. Lighten up.

Have you been talking to them or something? Don’t tell me they put you up to this. Send you here to get me clean. Goodbyes hurt.

[connorabrams-blog]

The point is that you started living like an adult when you were 14. And for no reason. [stares at long and hard for a few moments, not speaking] You don't have to be this way though. You know it's not right, right? You can just... stop.

It doesn't matter whether or not I've been talking to them, you just need to realise that they do love you despite what you believe. Of course they didn't, like I said I didn't know you were here. Leaving and saying fucking nothing hurts too Sadie.

[sadie-kennedy-blog]

I have a late Birthday. [she gaze focuses on the ground as she pulls her lips into a thin line] Rolling joints.

Eh, I’m not one to be the little lady they want. Not my choice. I begged to come home. As soon as graduation rolls around, I’m leaving.

[connorabrams-blog]

You know that's not the point, Sade. {grits his teeth when he sees what she's doing} Why are you being like this?

Just because they're disappointed in you, it doesn't mean they don't like you. I didn't say it was your fault, though a goodbye would have been nice. Fuck, I needed it Sadie.

[sadie-kennedy-blog]

[she sighs, running a hand over her face] Fine, don’t then. What happened, Con? You were my best friend since the diaper days.

Our parents do talk, though mine dislike me. Oh. Of course not.

[connorabrams-blog]

... Sade, we were fifteen- no,  I was fifteen, you were fourteen. What were you doing? {he hesitates for a moment, his gaze flicking up to meet her gaze} Or should I say are?

They don't dislike you. Yeah. Like you said, we were best friends since diaper days. You couldn't just leave and expect me to forget.

[sadie-kennedy-blog]

Hey, you’re the one who distanced yourself from me because you didn’t agree with my lifestyle choices. This is my turf. I was sent here, like my brothers were, for high school.

[connorabrams-blog]

You're kidding, right? I- *stops suddenly before he blurts out whatever he's thinking* I'm not even going to respond to that accusation.

Well, fuck, I didn't know. If I did I would have come a long time ago never have come.

[louese]

[sadie-kennedy-blog]

The fuck are you doing here? You’re supposed to be in Bristol.

[connorabrams-blog]

It's fucking good to see you too Sadie. I'm not supposed to be anywhere, I did what you did and I left. What are you doing here?

[sadie-kennedy-blog]

Yeah, I didn’t think you of all people would end up here either. What the fuck?

[connorabrams-blog]

Sade... Sadie?

[thetiffanynash]

That’s some different scenery yeah? Doesn’t it like rain a lot in England and is always cold? {smiles} I like you’re accent by the way.

It’s nice to meet you too Connor.

[connorabrams-blog]

Oh, very different. The heat is just... It's way too hot here. Yup, England is very cold, snows as well. Thanks, it's actually weird being in a place where no-one has your accent. Where are you from?

[carlyevanss]

Well, yeah, the beaches are great. I mean, nothing special for me; I’ve lived here since I was born. Anyways, I’ve been stuck in my dorm for too long; maybe around a month. I might have actually forgotten what a beach looks like.

[connorabrams-blog]

Everyone back home would be kicking for your position right now, haha. You're lucky to have lived here, it's great.