MAGNOLIAย CASTILLOย SENTENCEย STARTERSย
โย what doesย โhappyโ feel like?ย โ
โย i think the real โmonstersโ are the ones who create the monstrous things.ย โ
โย broken things arenโt always ruined.ย โ
โย healing isnโt always about putting yourself back together the way you were.ย itโs about making something new out of the pieces that are left.ย โ
โย they stole my voice.ย this is me taking it back.ย โ
โย dying isnโt so badโฆitโs the leaving.ย going away when you havenโt really even gotten to do anything yet.ย โ
โย quiet. ย the ghosts are talking. ย โ
โย i think sometimes,ย some people are just meant to carry pain.ย โ
โย iโm not sure what love is supposed to feel like.ย iโve never really had it beforeโฆbut i know i feel good with you.ย warm.ย like home.ย โ
โย there are some things worse than death.ย would you like to see them?ย โ
โย you can get used to any pain.ย but loneliness,ย ย thatโs what makes you break.ย โ
โย the only thing that saved me was me.ย โ
โย i didnโt surviveโฆi just didnโt die.ย thereโs a difference.ย โ
โ ย please stop lying iโm trying to think. ย โ
โย iโve always been at home among the haunted things.ย โ
โย the world is too big.ย and i donโt know how to be in it anymore.ย โ
โย iโve seen whatย โbadโ looks like.ย youโre one of the good ones,ย trust me.ย โ
โ ย i think iโm afraid to heal, ย because that means i can be broken again. ย โ
โย there is good in the world.ย i know there is.ย i just donโt think i get to have it in my life.ย โ
โ ย you have to hold on to the little joys when you find them. ย โ
โย everything in nature is about balance.ย i think the spiritual world is like that too.ย maybe,ย if my life is so filled with darkness and hurt,ย someone else out there is getting nothing but light and warmth.ย someone who deserves it.ย โ
โ ย i donโt want to hide anymore. ย โ
โย sometimes itโs easier to believe thereโs something wrong with me.ย itโs easier than if i didnโt deserve all those things and people knew that and chose to hurt me anyway.ย that just seems worse somehow.ย โ
โย you have a very messy brain.ย โ
โย do you think the moon gets lonely?ย โ
โย when i was little i used to believe fairies made it rain.ย i think i just wanted the world to feel magical.ย โ
โย people always go away.ย even if they donโt mean to.ย no one stays.ย โ
โย anything can be a cage.ย โ
โย at least,ย no one can touch my soul.ย thatโs mine.ย that will always be mine.ย โ
โย time doesnโt speak to me.ย โ
โย embrace your chaosโฆhug your demons.ย โ
โย there are things you can never forget once you know them.ย โ
โย donโt go poking around this stuffโฆit pokes back.ย โ
โย i just live in each second as it comes.ย thatโs all i have.ย โ
โย the only thing we can really control is ourselves.ย but thereโs a power in that.ย only you get to decide what kind of person all the hard things turn you into.ย โ
โย i feel like i donโt know much of anything anymore.ย โ
โย a body is just something youโre stuck inside.ย itโs not really you.ย just a place to stay for a little while.ย โ
โย i donโt know why people like to hurt me.ย they just do.ย โ
โย i killed him but,ย now thereโs a mess.ย โ
โย i want to help.ย please?ย ย i just want to do something good.ย โ
โย iโm not very brave.ย or strong.ย i broke.ย they broke meโฆbut iโm still here.ย โ
โย i got blood on my dress.ย i really like that dress.ย โ
โย there are so many secrets in my head i never asked for.ย โ
โย iโm in here.ย iโm inside this body.ย thereโs still a person in here and itโs mine.ย ย itโs my body.ย iโm tired of so many people acting like it isnโt.ย โ
โย i donโt really sleep much anymore.ย but itโs okay,ย someone has to keep the moon company.ย โ
โย iโm so angry.ย itโs always there.ย but if i let it out iโm afraid iโll never stop.ย โ
โย i didnโt think iโd still be alive by now.ย iโm not really sure what to do now that i am.ย โ
โย everyoneโs a little bit broken.ย but itโs okay.ย broken things can be pretty too.ย thatโs how mosaics are made.ย โ
โย i donโt want anyone to hurt the way iโve hurt.ย no one deserves that kind of pain.ย โ
โย iโll be gentle with your heart.ย โ
โย i like your soul.ย itโs beautiful.ย โ
โย you have a pretty brain.ย โ
โย the pain gets better.ย it wonโt go away completely but.ย you get used to it.ย it will get easier to breathe,ย bit by bit until you donโt really notice it anymore.ย โ
โย let me make it better.ย please?ย โ
โย youโre hurting.ย i can tell.ย you donโt have to hide it.ย โ
โย you canโt hurt me in a way i havenโt already survived.ย โ
โย the thing about being broken,ย is itโs already done.ย you know you can get through anything after that.ย โ
โย people are kind of like art.ย everyone is going to see something different when they look at you.ย โ
โย i choose to help people because no one helped me.ย i want to be that person for others that i needed.ย โ
โย fucking dumbasshole.ย โ
โย iโm still trying to figure out what i want to be.ย โ