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All we ever known [4/4]

This post it’s because I have seen many people not finding the 4 chapters, so here they are! 

What the hell it’s this story... WELL, let me tell you : 

Summary: Y/N and Jason don’t usually fight each other, but one night they can’t hold anger anymore... just remember this the next time, be careful with your wishes.

Chapter 1   ||    Chapter 2      ||      Chapter 3      ||    Chapter 4        ||  

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Updates!

Since I disappeared but Hell know how long. Let me tell you the updates. 

A while ago I started the Dark Age Series, now I know I’m doing 4 chapters, so I uploaded the second part today. 

What the hell it’s Dark Age. It's the story of a mad Batman... but why is he mad? And will you follow him into the madness or will you try to bring back your family? 

Here’s Chapter 1 and 2 : 

Chapter 1 - Dark Age 

Bruce has lost his mind trying his best to reach justice in Gotham, using his children to control the chaos that now reigns in his city... this blinded version of the bat doesn’t seems to understand that he's losing his family... literally... and you, being from the few that still alive... are you willing to follow the dark side of the bat?, are you fighting against him?... are you going to do something crazy to recover your family and... Jason? 

Chapter 2- Dark Age 

Summary : Chaos always has a beginning. It’s the Batman the one that set the fire for this hell? 

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Dark Age [2-?]

Pairing : Jason Todd x Reader *THIS IS BATMAN PERSPECTIVE*

Warnings: swearing, some tears, fight, violence, angst maybe, idk

Summary: Chaos always has a beginning. It’s the Batman the one that set the fire for this hell? 

*ALSO IMPORTANT MANY PEOPLE ARE DEAD BUT  THEY ARE ALIVE IN THE ACTUAL UNIVERSE, I NEEDED DRAMA ,SORRY*

A/N : I will remind the reader every once in a while the point of views since, in this chapter we will follow Buce and Y/N. Bare with me. Also might be 4 chapters. Yeah. 

You don’t know what the hell it’s the story?. Check the previous Chapter here: 

Chapter 1

* BATMAN / BRUCE WAYNE POINT OF VIEW * 

8 months ago. The beginning

      “Sorry to interrupt, Mr.Wayne. But Mrs. Byron it’s here” said Louisa in the intercom. 

      “Send her, please” I said as I raise from my desk, going straight to the picture window to see Gotham. 

      A rare day if I might say. The sun it’s shining, people it’s laughing in the parks and streets while they do whatever normal people do in a sunny day. For Gotham aesthetic, this is one of those days that people treasures like a sweet and endless dream since no one knows when it’s going to happen again. 

      I left my thoughts drift into the last sunny day I had. When was it? , was I in the Manor?, what was I doing?. The last memory I had for one of those days, the most clear ones at least, was with all the children, well, they are not children anymore as they said, even Damian denies this ‘concept’. But, I think we were in the backyard, playing softball or something, for sure Alfred made lemonade, and of course in ended up with a ‘tragedy’ for someone. Y/N’s book ended up torn apart by Titus, Alfred tile’s full with mud, Tim was the ball magnet for always getting hit by more than one in the face, Jason and Damian... was a bad idea to put them in different teams, Dick, always in the middle. 

      I couldn’t help but resist to laugh while recalling that day. I wonder if it could happen again soon, those days always-

      “I thought i would die without hearing you laugh. May I hear the joke?”  said Julia Byron interrupting my memories, her brown eyes held this mischievous spark as she walked across the office.  

      “Just a family memorie” I said trying to compose myself. “I hope you had a marvelous trip Julia”. 

      “Yes it was, always eager to see you, Bruce” she said, as she tooked a sit right infront of my desk. 

      Julia Byron. Famous archaeologist, writer, journalist, linguist, blogger... I know I’m forgetting something in all the impressive list she owns about knowledge. Also known in Gotham as the Culture Mayor, is it a surprise?.  

      “I think I have found the headline for the museum’s special ” she said with a bright smile. 

      “Please. enlighten me” I said taking a sit in front.  

      It might not be a ‘problem’ for many, but for her, it was. Why will someone go to a museum when they have everything on internet?, why it was important to keep the old building when we can build something better? or useful?.  Julia loves the museum, it’s where her father worked and where she found the path to become what she is today, she wants that someone else feel the same way. So, she’s been traveling all around the globe, trying to find the ‘thing’, the ‘spark’ as she calls it, to show to the world, but mostly Gotham. 

      “I’ve been everywhere, Bruce. There’s no place on Earth where i landed my feet and everything it’s known by man, so I went, where men are not meant to be” She said and it was as if, with those words Gotham recalled its own weather. 

      The sun was hidden with a big a dark cloud, making everything dark as always, cold and mysterious. Julia took out her Ipad, she scrolled until her eyes grew wide, as if she discovered again, that unknown treasure. 

      “There’s a place in the Arctic, where no man has been before, I tell you Bruce, this place was forbidden by God, it doesn’t exist in the radar or maps, we found it only by chance. I will never go back, nor I will tell where it is, no one wants to go there, I’ve seen things, no one else should see, and even if I describe the horror I saw you wouldn’t believe it.” Said Julia, and I still don’t know, what was her voice hiding between words. Fear? Anxiety? Horror? yearning? 

      When she realized I was paying attention to her tale, she showed me the pictures. I saw ice, caverns, engravings, and a lot of figures I haven’t seen in my life, as I watched the pictures she continued her adventure. 

      “We went down and down, I don’t know for how long. One will think that no light could be there, but it was. A single ray of sun enlighten...this ” she said as she pointed at something in the picture. 

      I don’t know what it was, a box?, a book?, a chest?. I wasn’t there but I know, it had something bad coming out of it. I zoomed the picture since the same engravings were placed all over the object, walls and floor. 

      “It’s this an old and dead language? or“- 

      “It was, until we cracked up yesterday” she said again, with that strange voice. 

Unleashed desires, Inmortal horror, Rectify when, The mind decipher, The order of disorder.

She reads the message and then she explained. 

      “This object inside the chest, allows anyone to get what they want, but always with a parallel nightmare. How many cultures has things with this aura?, but how many like this? With a long forgotten culture and ethics! Bruce!, this is revolutionary! Imagine how important this will be for Gotham! For my team! For me!” She said with a maniacal laugh, but... 

      Anything?. Anything? . Imagine how important this will be for Gotham. This could end with all the horrors, the crime, injustice that reign our society, and then, when it does it’s thing here... the whole world, universe, everywhere will see the light of justice... but only in good hands, if it goes to the museum, many unrightful people will want it. 

      “How many people knows about this? I mean, here in Gotham?” I said as if my mind was still connecting all the things that could correct with that stone or whatever it was.

      “What?-Why?... well, my team for sure. Since you are my friend, i wanted to came with you first for approval so I could go with-”

      “So only me”

      “Why-Bruce”(laughs between teeths) “I was making the emails and so of course, I made a blog about some details, I was going to update today” 

      “Cancel them“ 

      “Excuse me? , But why on Earth will I’ll do that?” she said turning angry. 

      “Think about it Julia. Isn’t it better that people discover it as you did? As a archeological surprise?” I said trying to make her think it was a marketing idea. 

      “Bruce. I don’t think you see the big thing. Literally. I brought big, biiiiig, boxes with that thing and objects, pieces of the cavern, everything! Where I am supposed to hide them? huh?” She said like if i had the worst idea ever. 

      “I know a place, well. I own a place, you can leave it all there. Then you talk with however you need to, and we pay the best marketing agency and make that night a big deal so not only for you means something big, but for all Gotham, and also, you earn more money from it, what you say?” I said, smiling. 

      “You don’t think I will leave this discovery in a basement without security, right?” She asked with a raised eyebrow. 

      “Julia, I have the best security in all Gotham. It’s safe with me“

      “Bruce, Bruce, Bruce” she said smiling. “Everything for you it’s a business, but Im in. Gotham and the world will never forget this“ She said after kissing my cheek and asking the direction of the place, I hand her the paper with the info before she left. 

      If I only knew she was right. Gotham and the world will never forget this.

                              Nothing ever goes as it suppose to do. 

BATMAN POV 

      Not even an hour ago I was planning how to take that object. Everything was planned. I turned off all the alarms, I traced a ‘story’ so no know would know exactly what was going on, and so I realized, the fewer the people they knew, the better. 

      The plan was, telling Barbara and Dick to go there, since it was something we needed to hide from the world. It was easy, just taking the thing, bring it and then I would say something like ‘ tomorrow i will hide it’. That was everything. But, still I don’t know what happened that day. 

     We left for patrol, Dick and Barbara went for the object. I was waiting in the Batcave after we finished patrol and...everything changed. I don’t know how someone else could have known about that thing, but now it was in the hands of someone worst. 

      All those days became a living nightmare. Barbara and Dick, both gone, I saw my family tearing their hearts out for both of them, but they didn’t knew the whole thing, and they didn’t need to know. I need to finish this as quick as possible. 

      Not so long after, I received a riddle, the message was clear, “come and meet me, and we shall make amends”. With that, I was wondering if he truly knew the power of that thing, if he only thought about Barbara’s death, or if he knew something about Dick. It was a chance, and might have been the only one. 

      But, at the same time, The Scarecrow made its way into the labyrinth, he sent the same message, but I knew he might known what was the power of the object. Since he was a scientist, he might have heard or recognize something about it, since he closed his riddle as, Inmortal horror. 

      Seeing this two paths, I thought that maybe The Riddle was playing around, so I sent Steph where he said, and again, everything turn bad. I couldn’t even went inside the location that The Scarecrow send when I heard that Steph was badly injured, I realized, it was all a plan, that meeting was a trap to take me off the game, without me in the road, they will do whatever they want with the object. 

      I tried to destroyed every message from both of them. I needed to go back and hunt them, being hostile might bring justice again, and then, other clue came back. 

      “I know you are looking for me. I have it”

      Who was this? Was it the Riddle?, Was it the Scarecrow?, Joker? Catwoman?, Poison Ivy?  Who sent this?! 

      I left the BatCave, following the cracked coordinates, I went on looking for this certain person. I arrived there, looking for someone and all I found was dust, mud and a dead Riddle, this was the same location Y/N and Jason had said many nights ago, why would someone send me here?. 

      I looked around the place, looking for clues, and all I got was, a blue piece of cloth, I knew this pattern, this kind of fabric... it was Nightwing’s, but how it ended up there? what those that mean?. While I was looking for more clues, I got an urgent, well not one, many urgent alarms. Y/N, Jason, Damian, Tim, Alfred, Cass, Kate... why?. 

      I went straight to the Manor. Everything was like a haunted Mansion, like if a revolution took place there. Graffiti everywhere, on the walls, floors, portraits. Smashed windows and tiles, broken windows, stolen things, furniture all lost, blood, blood, blood. This was no home for anyone anymore, it made my blood ran cold, but at the back of my mind, I got this emerging thoughts. “Look for me, I’m the key, look for me I’ll bring justice upon all this” , they were welcoming, like the fuel keeping me alive. 

      As I went upstairs, I couldn’t pay attention to Cass and Katherine crying for help, all I heard was the soothing voice of Julia, as if she was the voice of that exotic object full of light and justice, that, that was the highest of the treasures, the only one that will bring back all those sunny days for Gotham, and so I could share those days with my family. 

      Family? My family? This family?. The one bleeding to death, the one with smashed skulls, broken bones?. The one where everyone fights for their lives?... oh if they only knew, bright days will come for us. 

      I only heard things like if they were music playing in the other room : 

Bruce, help us!  Criminals went in, they attacked Damian, Tim and Alfred!  We need help or they’re going to die!  Y/N has a weak heartbeat and Cass! , She’s trying to bring back Jason!  Bruce?.... Bruce?... Bruce! Motherfucker! Listen Everyone it’s dying! 

    That thing, shining thing had me wondering if it might be the philosopher’s stone, could it bring someone from dead?, i will be curious to try, but, can it bring someone that was already dead?, like Jason, it will be the second time it happen to him... it would be... interesting to try... 

I saw how both girls did everything. Kate went to another room, came back with a journal or something, she called someone. Time was something weird at that moment. Someone arrived and they took me out of the room, so I went to the BatCave, why? I don’t know, but my mind keep wandering and asking questions.  

      All this was a mistake, it was simple, it was supposed to be simple, how could it turn this way?. I trained every single one of this kids to be the best and they couldn’t bring a single object here?!. Barbara, I might wonder why she died, I didn’t train her since a young kind. Dick and Jason! how disappointing! Nor even because Jason died once did he learnt from it! , and Y/N and Damian! Oh what a shame! Nor even because they have it on their veins... or maybe they will survive, they are mine after all. And oh-Alfred. Didn’t have a chance with all those Arkham weirdos...

      But now that I think about it, the object, must be the object. Must have been that. It drives you crazy, the more you want it, the more obstacles it places. But I need it! I NEED IT! it’s right to be with me!, I was the one with the rightful hands! I was the one who would bring justice to Gotham! Not destroy it! I shall find it! I- 

      “I don’t know if you care asshole, I do it for my sake.” Said Kate at the top of stairs of the BatCave. “Y/N, Damian, Alfred, Tim, all of them are comatose... we... we don’t if they will ever wake up, but...Ja...DAMN! Jason it’s dead! and everything it’s your fault”

“It’s their fault for not being better” I said with not a single glimpse of emotion. 

Horrified. Kate left. 

*Y/N POV*

      All this months have taken so many lives. Not only it has taken my family and Jason. How many people out there are in the same situation?, how many victims are there?... and why will that cipher most rise?. 

      As I left Bruce all alone in the Batcave, after denying to send Kate to one of those suicidal missions, I went upstairs looking for my suit. I don’t even know if Bruce knows that Kate was long gone, Cass didn’t told me why, but I haven’t seen her since well, I can remember. 

      “What on Earth are you doing?” I heard a stern voice behind me as I kept on trying to put the suit. 

     To be honest, it was a disaster, not only the suit was damaged, full of holes and a missing shoulder, but my own body was a mess. Still I had many  bruises on my body and face, I have many missing hair strands and teeths, I swear i do have many broken bones that haven’t heal well, but, no one it’s waiting for me to heal to fight back. 

      “ What it looks like Cass. This family it’s not going to rest until we end the job” I told her with a scoff as I inaugurated a new hole on the suit. “Damn” i said under my breath. 

      “Let me change then” she said without hesitation. 

      “No Cass. In case Tim, Damian or Alfred wakes up, who is going to welcome them with a smile?. I can’t. See” I told her with a toothless smile. “You need to stay”

      “Y/N.” she said with a very sad and nostalgic voice that I knew what it meant. “You know, they probably will never wake up, they might never return to us and you know it” she said and I knew, it hurt her more than she showed, and so do I. 

      “Cass. Please Just-“

      “NO Y/N! it’s my family too! Don’t you think I’m angry too? you are not the only vigilante that has lost everything! I’m going with you because it’s all we both got, we are everything left and if I going to die, i don’t want to be alone...” 

      “We are not going to die dumbass, you better help me with the suit or we are never leaving this hell” I told her and she smiled, a sad one, but it has been so long since she smiled that it warmed my heart. 

      I ended up, with a suit that Alfred was still trying to adjust. It was fine, seriously it was done, but Alfred was truly perfectionist. When I saw myself in the mirror, tears came to my eyes, all those wonderful memories with Alfred, someone even more paternal than Bruce. I just felt a full void to know that maybe all of that was like dead leaves of autumn. 

      I dried my eyes, I pick all the things need it. Cass was waiting for me and so, we took the bikes, again, sad memories. All the bikes for every Robin, and only two taken, Jason’s Bike, parked to left side, that crimson details, the- 

      “Let’s go Y/N” She said with the same nostalgic voice that was caged on my throat. 

      This is the darkest I have ever seen Gotham. All the lights are gone.I don’t know how many people are still in the city that once meant home for many, but know, it looks like a ghost town. You can hear once in a while a scream or crying... it was all so heartbreaking, but it fueled us both to make our best try to bring everything back. 

      We made it to the place. Since we arrived there, I could feel someone was watching us, and so did Cass. We were very alert, and so we got inside. Everything was silent, only few raindrops could be heard, he walked together until we decided to search in different parts. 

      “Be safe and remember. Alert me for anything weird” We said one to another before we went different paths. 

      Weird runes. A language I don’t know, something I even don’t know what it is... that’s what I’m looking for. 

      I kept saying that as I kept eyeing the place. I didn’t want to turn the light but I couldn’t see much and after that day with Jason, where we found the Riddle, I was afraid to discover a similar scenario. 

      I heard noises. I walked very slowly and I saw three men. 

      “Three men. East side. Moving silently” I told Cass by the intercom. 

      “I have five on the West. Following protocol” she said in a whisper. 

     I thought the situation, i didn’t want to make much noise in case there were more men. Looking at the gadgets i chose the batarang, they were really close, might strike all three at same time. Jason has taught me now, problem was that we trained with dummies with same heights, and this was a different escenario.

      Taking a deep breath I did my best. Everything happened fast. While the batarang did it’s job, I finished it with a punch there and there, but it was really quiet. Not bad for someone with a broken arm I guess.  

      Some many places had the same situation and I handled it as i could. I was reaching the end of the wing when I heard Cass on the com, she was not talking straight to me, but we hear whatever happens to the other. At first she was struggling with someone, so I ran towards her position, telling her to tell what was going on. 

      “Cass! Inform! What’s happening?!”

      But nothing, I heard her scream, and making agonizing sounds. 

      “Cass! Report now! I’m close! Please...”

      “Why are you doing this?” Cass said, there was something in her voice, as if she knew who it was, but after that I heard a crack. 

      When I arrived at the position, I saw Cass. In the floor, bloodied, with the thing we were looking for close to her body. 

      “Oh shit. Cass?! Cass! Fuck fuck... Cass!” I said kneeling as I looked for her heartbeat. 

      “Cass... I told you we were going to be fine? Didn’t I? You need to smile at Dick, Tim and Alfred Cass, wake up!” I told her in the verge of tears. And I felt cold when I found no trace of heartbeat. 

      “Cass. I’m sorry... i’m so sorry.... i’m sorry I left you alone....” I kept saying as I hugged her close to me. I don’t know what I was planning but, I didn’t care if everything ended there. 

      I saw the thing on the floor, and as I was going to take it, someone else came out of the shadows. 

     Black boots. torned black suit, bloodied hands, and the once blue symbolic bird, was now full of holes and splattered with blood. 

Dick Grayson. 

                     But why? 

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What a ride. 

In case you are wondering about what the hell you just read, here’s chapter 1: 

Chapter 1

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Dark Age [1-?]

Pairing : Jason Todd x Reader

Warnings: swearing, some tears, fight, violence, angst maybe, idk Summary: Bruce has lost his mind trying his best to reach justice in Gotham, using his children to control the chaos that now reigns in his city... this blinded version of the bat doesn’t seems to understand that he's losing his family... literally... and you, being from the few that still alive... are you willing to follow the dark side of the bat?, are you fighting against him?... are you going to do something crazy to recover your family and... Jason? 

*ALSO IMPORTANT MANY PEOPLE ARE DEAD BUT  THEY ARE ALIVE IN THE ACTUAL UNIVERSE, I NEEDED DRAMA ,SORRY*

A/N : And... As i'm writing this, it might have a second chapter or third , still don’t know, because... i don’t want to give you a 10k(or more) post, so bare with me.  

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Looking for the part two?  might be here : Chapter 2

                    It’s normal to feel this way... it’s... normal... right? 

      You thought as you felt all mix of different and negative things boiling inside you... maybe it was anger, disappointment, sadness, despair, or maybe feelings you still can’t put a name or label on,  but all of that made you feel like... a big black void ready to erase all this situation... because, it was better a bitter end than this massacre to continue.  

      “No... that’s... you can’t...you can’t” you said in disbelief while you eyed the big screen in front of you, suddenly, something like a ‘warning’ sign or a ‘panic’ button inside of you, went on and on, until your vision was nearly red, which only increased as you heard his voice, that deep, husky and emotionless voice from your father.

      “There’s no other way Y/N. It has to be Katherine. She can do it, if she can’t, then we still have Cass” Bruce said with such an indifference that made your blood boil and you knew... you reached the point of no return. 

      “Are you listening to yourself?”  You spat the words with all possible poison within to make him at least, look at you. 

      Bruce. Bruce Fucking Wayne. There are no words to describe the abominable being he has become, you can’t really tell if there’s something human inside him anymore, he became this massive shadow of a monster using everything on his hand to ‘win’ a war that he started and that now, it’s impossible to stop. 

      And this shadow that once was your father didn’t looked at you, he stared at the screen as he has done for a long time, and he acted towards you as if you were the ghost of something he get used to... as if you didn’t matter anymore. 

      “You are talking as if we were nothing!“ You screamed in annoyance, but you knew, what hurt you the must, was the whole situation, you have lost everything, your brothers, sisters, Jason, Alfred was nearly gone... and Bruce wants to waste the lives of your family for an end cause.

He didn’t looked at you, nor bat and eye. 

      “How many of us have to be close to Death so you can understand that we are humans?! This fucking problem has no longer a solution Bruce! Gotham has gone to Hell!” Your voice was a mix of all the emotions and you felt as if you could explode, so you raised from the table , if your dad gave you something was the damn temper, and God knows how angry are you.

      “You think I don’t care?! I all have done it’s for this city! For all of you Y/N! And I’m not gonna lose Gotham!” Bruce raised from his seat, his was towering you, the veins in his neck were visible, his clenched jaw and gritted teeth too, but for you it all lose it's scary feeling, it felt like a poor act of a imitation contest. 

Your brain replayed that sentence... and a new feeling opened up. Realization.

      “You prefer to lose your family instead of Gotham...” you said angry...hot and angered tears are forming in your eyes.

      You take few steps behind, you can’t believe this... Damian,Dick, Tim, Barbara, Alfred, Jason... all of them meant nothing... nothing. All of the memories you had with your family and friends came to you, happy and lovely moments that now are whispers in your dreams, and... this intense feeling to fight for them comes to you, as your father once felt for his own family. 

      “Barbara it’s dead.” you said with gritted teeth and a frown. “Steph it’s gone because of the Riddle. Dick has vanished, maybe his dead too. Alfred, Damian and Tim are fighting between life and death because you left them alone!... Jason it’s... his dead! Everyone it’s dying thanks to you!” Your voice had raised so badly that you felt the pain in you throat.

      “And you are dead wrong if you think I’m letting Kate go in there. I can’t keep losing my family” you said, your voice went down, but it kept the anger, your gritted teeth could have break your jaw, and you were sure, your angry eyes represented the hell the bat was going to suffer. 

      “Y/N. It’s not up to you to make that choice” Bruce said with a stern voice. 

      “Why? You led everyone to their death anyways“ You said as you left the BatCave. 

                     And you might wonder... what lead to all this chaos? 

      It all happened, nearly eight months ago. Rain and fog covered Gotham as usual. it was a moonless night, and patrols were made as...usual. 

      We were running, kicking, bleeding, fighting, but something changed, and no one knew exactly what it was... but something wrong... happen.

      We were all back in the manor. Alfred was checking up Damian in search of a bad injury, Tim ‘needed’ a shower, Cass went somewhere around the Manor, Steph just wanted to chill in a sofa,  Kate went to ‘another’ place instead of the Manor, Jason was teasing Damian for being a ‘pussy’ and you were between their fight so Alfred could finish his job.. Bruce in case you’re wondering... was in the batcave. 

      As time passed and Alfred declared that Damian was good to go, you noticed that Dick didn’t made a joke about the Hello Kitty band-aid, nor Barbara complaining about Dick’s Lego’s pajamas... you turned around looking for them, you asked Jason, he realizes, he asks Damian and Alfred... same effect. You texted Tim, same effect, same with Cass, Steph and Kate. Barbara of course doesn’t pick up and Dick always leaves his phone... the last resource it’s Bruce. 

      You went down with Jason, both of you were worried but somehow you were trying to act ‘cool’ because, they are vigilantes, they are okay ... right?

      The Batman it's not in his big desk... his waiting for someone to arrive ... maybe for Dick and Barbara ... his no deaf, he listens to both of you, but he doesn’t move an inch. This was odd, there was this strange tension in the cave, and you feel your throat closing as you want to ask for both,  your brother and Barbara. 

      Rambling you are telling the same story to your father. He doesn’t look at you, his waiting. 

      “They are just...late, go to sleep“ he says, but something it’s not right and you felt the shivers running through your skin. 

      Jason being Jason, fights back, his worried, all of the others are in the same ground, we can’t just pretend they are okay, maybe something happened, maybe they need help, or maybe they are just late, but we have to make sure, everything’s fine... and as he kept rambling, something in the screen of the bat pops in. 

                      “BG_0003 / No response, NW_0015/No signal” 

      You knew what that meant.. Batgirl and Nightwing, but what makes you shift to ‘what’s that?’ to nearly screaming your lungs out, was the second text, “no response”...this last part was connected with your heartbeat, it makes Alfred or Batman know if you are in danger, and by no response means, no heartbeat ... Barbara was dead. She was gone. While Dick’s no signal meant, that the circuit cannot tell if he’s alive or dead, because he’s no longer wearing it. 

      You can imagine the situation, screaming, crying, everyone trying to go for Barbara, punches to the wall, Alfred trying to calm everyone out, but Bruce... was looking at the gate, waiting. 

      Jason and Tim went for Barbara to brought her home, but there was no sign of Dick, only that little chip with blood was left behind aside of the bloodied body of Barb. I guess i won’t tell many details, but after that Gotham police went to shit since Gordon, left the department. Corruption began to reign little by little. 

      We fought everyday with sun, moon, wind, rain, snow... and if we weren’t fighting, we were looking for our Nightwing, but nothing.. but not even four months after, Steph went missing, she didn’t return from a usual patrol in the West side of Gotham. 

      Fearing the same fate for Steph, as soon as you realized, Jason and you went looking for her, but nothing...you asked Bruce for her actual location, but he didn’t bat an eye, convincing Tim to hack the computer, he finds the location, but it was too late... you find Steph laying under a green light inside what looks like abandoned office departments, blood was everywhere... you ran towards her, and you realized, under her body there’s this big question mark... The Riddle. 

      Steph died in the way to the Manor... her system collapsed, you saw her eyes losing the brightness until they went lifeless, you held her, begged her to came back, but nothing... as you held her close, you looked at her clenched hand to see a tiny paper... the paper had the location where she was found... but why?

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      Barbara died, but no one had a clue of what had happened, who killed her?. No one knew, but with Steph... you had two clues, she already had the direction marked on a paper... guessing because this way no one will know she was going there, and then, the Riddle, he was the one that killed Steph. 

      Jason and you broke your heads in trying to solve why Steph went there in the first place, you went mostly everyday to find out more clues, but it was an horrible scene and it only tested how strong your will was... but one day it changed. 

      You were on patrol with Jason, in the north of Gotham, again, it was raining and pitch black... but criminals where everywhere. In the morning, the local news informed about the curfew because it was extremely dangerous to go outside at night, so yes, work became more tiring than ever. 

      As both of you where ‘cleaning’ this side of Gotham, an old prisoner from Arkham began rambling, saying nonsense but something got your ears... he said someone, a ‘maniac’ made a better job to clear criminals than the Batfamily... they liked to leave ‘marks’ on their path... beginning with and abandoned and nearly destroyed House of Culture of Gotham. 

      After finishing your patrol, Jason and you decided to go and look into this old House of Culture. You could tell it was bad, the building looked like it could fall at any moment, it didn’t have windows, and as you kept walking closer, the smell of decay intensified.

      Jason said something like  “That’s why I always wear a helmet, baby”

      Rolling your eyes and using you cape to dismiss the horrible smell, you went in, Jason following behind. It was dark as hell, you realized that light and rain only came through the roofless parts, rats and mold were everywhere, but as you kept walking, you feet hit something... soft. 

      You didn’t want to, but there was no other way. Jason and you turned on your flashlights and holly fuck. Corpses, you haven't seen so many in a long time, it was a massacre. Your wanted to faint there or throw up, but definitely you didn't want to be there, until Jason said there was something at the end of the hall, since it was large you couldn’t see really well what it was, it could be nothing, but we had to be sure. 

      Trying to ignore the corpses, you kept walking and the figure became clearer, and as you recognized it, you wouldn't believe your eyes, nor Jason to be sure since you heard him gasped.  

      The green and nearly destroyed suit, the shoes, the hat resting on top on his head... it was the Riddle, he was dead, rats had done their thing, it’s was horrible, a nightmare, and the only one that can tell you what happened with Steph was dead... this was a horrible end but... who made this?.

      Telling everyone about this, Bruce declared it was because ‘Many Arkham prisoners are out, anyone could have done it’, but everyone, even Alfred, knew something was off, everything was connected somehow, and the Riddle, he was in certain ways strong, but someone killed him and all of his entourage. 

      Bruce declared that “we should not investigate, we must be happy it happened”. 

      Since Bruce was acting weird, everyone decided to investigate without him knowing, Alfred had the job to ‘keep him away from our investigation’. 

      Meanwhile Katherine, Cass and Damian pretended that everyone was on patrol, while Jason, Tim and you actually began with the investigation. You explained all the clues and Tim bagan taking notes of everything, you saw how his brain worked, and you had hope for him to actually find something else. 

      One day on patrol, Tim told he might had found something...problem was that, Bruce started to realize that his robins pretended something. Jason and you had told him to go to the Manor with the others and pretend everything was fine, while both of you went to investigate whatever Tim found. Katherine and Cass went straight to Arkham Asylum to prevent more scapes, so Tim and Damian went to the Manor... and that was the chaotic night.  

      When Tim hacked Bruce’s computer to find Steph last location, he found way more information, and he realized that the Bat had some random ‘texts’ and pictures that, at first sight, they didn’t look ‘important’, but we are talking about Bruce Wayne, he doesn’t keep information if it wasn’t that important. 

      He tried to find said information, only to realize it was long gone, but he found another series of random numbers and texts here and there, and Tim being Tim, he realized that everything made a coordinate...another location, he also had tried to decode some ‘deleted" pictures , but he didn’t had time for that,  he was sure tho, that those numbers where a place...on the east side of Gotham.

      Jason and you arrived at the place. It didn’t looked scary as the House of Culture, but it didn’t send good vibes either, it was in the middle of nowhere to be sure, it looked like...a kind of old bunker, kind of an old jail, it was weird for sure. 

      Slowly and silently both of you went in, it was dark and cold once again, you kept walking and nothing seemed to be out of place, actually it was empty... that was the first thought at least, until, going down to the basement you heard laughter, not a child's laughter... a maniac, twisted and deformed laughter. 

      “Joker” you thought, but it couldn’t be, he loves attention, he has people behind, this was not his style. 

     Jason looked at you, ready to fight whoever was. Afraid he was thinking it was the Joker, you held his chest against the wall, because, there was this big crystal reflecting whoever it was... thankfully it wasn’t the Joker, Jason could’ve went crazy if it was him, but this looked like a criminal... kind of... maybe he was on drugs or another type of illegal substance, so you kept silent. 

     Trying to comprehend why on hell does Batman had this location, you closed for seconds your eyes, but nothing came to mind, there’s must be something more, and then, the laughter seamed to multiplicated itself to hundreds, wondering how, you looked again into the glass to find out, more criminals, they had came out from a blind spot for both of you.  

      “They are too many Y/N, let’s go out” Jason said in barely a whisper, but he was right, this was an army, maybe they went there at mornings to escape police and vigilantes... maybe that’s why Bruce had that location. 

      A little bit disappointed because it wasn’t related exactly with Steph, you began to climb the stairs until, a big criminal crossed your path. Bane. 

      “Holy Sh-” you didn’t even had time to punch or whatever when Bane held your head and slammed it on one side of the wall to the other, then he pushed you,  making you roll to the bottom of the stairs. 

      Not only you felt your bones breaking and and a massive amount of blood trying to get out of your body. You heard Jason first, calling your name and then fighting the big and radioactive mountain of Bane. 

      You got up as you could,  you saw your surroundings. First thing that crossed your mind was help Jason now or never, but seeing criminals of all types surrounding you, you had to think on something better to help him. 

      Jason screamed as he rolled down the stairs, Bane behind him. You screamed his alias (of course), but someone pulled your cape mostly choking you in the move, by unhooking the cape you escaped, and pushed whoever was behind, so realizing that fighting you could escape, you began kicking, punching, and everything to get rid of them, and so Jason was in the same page as you.

      Somehow both of you got reunited, back with back, but your body was begging you to stop, you for sure, have at least and arm, leg and wrist broken and a severe injury on your head which caused a bad sight... you don’t know in what shape was Jason but you can tell he was bad, since his helmet was broken from a side.

      Your body gave in for seconds, falling to the ground when a criminal punched you right in the head, seconds after your head kissed the ground, a mayor laughter came in and all criminals felt silent. No one was fighting anymore... you can barely hear, it sounds so far away... Jason’s pleads sounds in another room... someone it’s talking but you can’t move, laughter, screams and suddenly somethings grabs you from your hair. 

      You wanted to scream because it hurts like hell, but your body it’s numb, like if someone applied anesthesia. you looked up, and you can barely see, but you identify Bane holding your tiny head, and you wonder if he will break you skull or your back, you look to the front, and see, a grotesque figure, you don’t need a great sight to identify him. Scarecrow. 

     Looking to other side, you see someone holding Jason, you don’t know who it is, it all seams... far away in a dream, until the Scarecrow was so close to you that you smelled through your own blood, the horrible smell of his. 

      “The deal was with the big Bat...and he sent you two?” he asked and you are wondering if you can reach something to stab his face. 

      “Well girl, tell me... his trying something against us? ” he asked with his face close to yours, you closed your eyes, not even 2 seconds later, Bane began crushing your head. 

      You screamed, of course you did. Your eyes open up in a flash and you grabbed as an instinct, the batarang to stab Bane, first on his hand and then his abdomen, not sure what led you to this, but you cut the damn hoses that you could reach, he began to do weird moves on the floor and then someone else grabbed you and tooked you back to the Scarecrow. 

      “Let me change the question... where’s the Batman? ” he said eyeing you. 

      Spat blood on his face was the only move you knew in the moment, you didn’t felt proud but you did it anyways. 

      “If you won’t talk, surely that shiny red helmet here will” he said after he punched you in the stomach. 

      The interrogation continued with Jason, you got rid again of this criminal, but another and another came to grab you, it was endless... the same happened with Jason and at one moment, you focused all your energy to see him through the broken side of his helmet. You saw his blue eye, his black hair with that white strand covered in blood, and you wished with all your heart, that nothing ever happened, you wanted Barbara, Dick, Steph... even your dad to come back, you wanted your life back. 

       "Both of you, are stubborn to the bone, thankfully, I know you to well” said the Scarecrow to Jason, he turned around and he looked for something in the basement. He came back, he went straight to you, holding this big syringe and you knew what was coming, screaming and kicking, even biting you tried to escape, and in the first try he injected the criminal, but seconds after he applied the complete formula to you, straight to your neck. 

      “Bat’s tend to have the worst nightmares... hope you enjoy the spectacle” he said laughing, you could see Jason desperate and shouting, and suddenly the Scarecrow began hitting him with a crowbar you knew this was Jason nightmare and yours only started. 

      Trying to escape your mind it’s difficult, but when someone you love it’s in danger, you fight back, and in this case, you tried your best, maybe it took you time, but somehow you beat the shit out of the criminal that held you. While your head played tricks of the most horrifying things you can possible see, you grabbed a brick and hit the Scarecrow, over and over again... you couldn’t hear Jason any longer, but you wanted the Scarecrow gone. 

      Criminals went straight for you, the Scarecrow wasn’t laughing, wasn’t screaming, he was dead possibly, all  criminals beat the shit of you until pain was a concept far away from you, and you could only see an black and endless ocean.  

      What a beautiful sight. I can feel my skin getting warm, I hear you laughing and even I imagine your smile, wide and bright. There’s no music in the air, but I feel like I’m home, this must be home... but... wait...there’s something wrong... i don’t want to go back, I don’t want this pain, I want everything as once it was. 

      I feel my head, aching and swollen, I can barely feel my limbs, I try to move but it feel like a million of daggers on my skin... and I wonder... where are you?? 

      There’s a voice, calling me over and over again, but it’s not welcoming... I feel warm, then cold in an endless cycle, I see dark shapes and familiar faces, but one day, somehow I opened my eyes, and I’m sure, that was my big mistake... I rather be dead than here. 

      Welcome back to the present. We are now in a corridor of this haunted Manor of the Waynes, where, laughter and joy are ghosts, and devils walks like human beings. 

      I remember the day that I became one, I opened my eyes, as simply as that, there was sun coming from the window, but I couldn’t move, my eyes looked for someone but I was alone in this big room. My throat was dry and I began to feel every inch of my aching body. 

      An eternity passed by, until I heard footsteps coming close. A tall figure came in, his eyes scanned me... we as angry but at the same time as if he could rest a bit. He sat in front of me, looking at me. 

      Many thoughts went in and out but only two made sense in my mind, where’s Jason? , How many time passed?... but I couldn’t speak. 

      “Y/N” he said, grabbing my left hand. He stared for ages, and then he went out of the room. 

      Confused I looked at the door... maybe Alfred could explain better, but no one came... hours later, Cass passed by, she immediately greet me, she was sobbing...Cass doesn’t do that... something was off. 

      I ask but as soon as I do, she says “We have missed you so much... it’s been so long since... it all happened” she says mostly crying...something it’s truly wrong. 

      That day  I learnt, not by my father’s voice that, Alfred alerted Bruce that we were in danger, but he was nowhere to be found, Alfred alerted Cass and Kate so they could go and help us. They arrived at where we were, both of us beat to shit in the ground, ready to die and they took us home.        

      At the same moment, criminals of all kinds arrived to the Manor, looking for Bruce Wayne, only to find the Manor with his two children and his butler... and they had to prove Gotham who rules now... so they made his point clear. My brothers fought, they did will all their strength, and Alfred tried to defend his kids... and Batman was nowhere to be found. 

      The result was, Damian, Tim, Alfred,  Y/N = Comatose state. 

      Jason Todd. Dead. 

      Kate and Case. Trying to keep their family alive. 

      Bruce Wayne. Nowhere to be found. 

      That day, I learned that I wanted to die, but as I looked at this place, I wonder if I can fight back... if I can bring my family together again. 

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Finally. Here’s the Chapter 2

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Kissing the void

Prompt: Jason promised you what other people didn’t gave you, love and affections, but now, his proving that everyone can let you down. 

A/N : Hello world, sorry I went away for like a year or something like that, university and personal issues are really draining me… so i’m really sorry for not posting in all this time, I still love the fact that people keeps reading my stories, so … here’s one, and again, sorry. Love you all.  Also, grammar… yup. I’m not okay, so sorry if I don’t post anything in like, days. 

Pairing : Jason Todd x Reader 

Warnings:  ANGST,, idk anymore  SECOND PART  Song: Tears in your eyes

How long have you been sitting here?, watching and listening to  the rain ?… When did the light began to fade? When did all Gotham city light up? When did you stopped crying?  The only thing you know it’s that your surroundings are lifeless, the music seems to be on mute or so far away from you. You throat aches, it feels like you swallowed fire, or even better, that you swallowed every lie he told you.  

Your sleeves are soaked in tears, your hair is a mess, your eyes are puffy, and still you are still looking at the foggy window full of paths of raindrops.  

No matter where you look at, what you think of, you still looking at his face, those blue eyes, that smile, and the warm of his hands. A shaky breath leaves your mouth as you close your eyes to forget him, thing that hasn’t happened in all day, and it will not happen soon since your hands are still holding bunches of photographs you thought were important, but now they feel like poison in your hands. Your fingers draws the outline of Jason and your mind starts a war. Should I break them or keep them? you ask to yourself hundred of times. 

You are angry, pissed not at him but to yourself, you told yourself millions of times after your last relationship to not trust that easily in people and still, his damn charm changed everything, the way he held you, the way he smiled or looked at you, you really thought you were important to him. The way he kissed you, or even when his eyes sparkled when he looked at you, everything was a big fucking lie, and you knew it since the beginning and still, you stood there, pretending that this time everything was going to be different… and it was, you truly loved him and he destroyed you like no one else did. 

You closed your eyes, you looked away from Jason’s photograph. You feel so numb, so lost, he told you everything was going to be okay, he was going to be the one to bring a smile to your lips everyday, but he lied even in those moments, you wondered, what was true? 

You were so wasted and tired, your mind asks a sudden question, when did I fall asleep? 

FIVE MONTHS AGO

“I don’t know Y/N, maybe he has a good reason” Roy told you with a shrug.

“I bet that that reason has a name” you told Roy with anger in your voice, something common on you actually, you didn’t like people realizing you weakness so instead, you acted pissed.

“Y/N” he said with a sigh “He loves you, I have seen that, millions of times, and hey, trust me, I know him pretty well, there’s no one else” he told you as he placed a hand on your shoulder.

“So, if he loves me why he hasn’t been at home with me in over four months? why we stopped talking about everything and nothing?, why- why is he colder with every passing day?” You told Roy as your eyes focused in other thing but his face.

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I’m reblogging this because I uploaded the second part. 

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Say something

Prompt: Jason truly thought that you were going to be easy to forget, oh boy, you did really get under his bones a lot of times. 

A/N : JASON  POV   So... I didn’t know how to make part 2 since... It didn’t actually happened, so I add some other memories and the end that I wished to happen.  Also, grammar… yup. I’m not okay, so sorry if I don’t post anything in like, days.

First Part Here

Pairing : Jason Todd x Reader

Warnings: Angst 

Amber poison in a crystal glass. Loud music in the surroundings mixed with different voices, singing, talking, laughing. The whole aura tells you, begs you to forget the life outside the doors, but then, songs bring back memories, deep feelings come to surface, maybe smells, smiles... or someone in specific. 

Oh those memories, the ones I beg to forget, to bury inside my brain, the ones I hope can go to never return, the ones I had tried to dismiss like if they were not important, but those are the same that came back with a song, with a movie, a dance, a talk, even with the night or rain, they always make their way back. 

My hand it’s holding the glass, the same that I had for 15 minutes now, it was untouched by my lips, I knew the taste and how warm it feels when it goes down my throat... but that’s not the warm I want to feel in my lips, that’s not how I want to feel tipsy. My eyes stares at the alcohol inside like it’s the most fascinating thing in the world, as time passes it doesn’t look so appealing, it feels just like an easy way to hide the pain. 

And then the claps, the yelling and the enthusiasm of people arrived at my ears, I thought they finally end with the old classic rock songs that once I sang with...her, those songs that once I loved and make me feel somehow powerful and energetic... now they don’t have the same effect on me. I drank the shot, warm and awful and then I stared and the empty glass again, like if that crap could have the answers I wanted. 

The band behind played another song, with all the noises in the bar I couldn’t care less but then my mind focused on the sound, the melody. My eyes grew wide, I knew every verse, every break and chord. It was like going down on a memorie lane, starting with the first time I heard it to the last I did, because she sang it in a karaoke, in this same bar, the night we met... she looked so happy back then, and even when I didn’t knew the song, I thought that it was made for her, her voice caressed the melody and she gave a feeling that stayed with me, the way her eyes expressed the feelings, and her smile when she finished, she was beautiful beyond words. 

And then, the last time I heard it, I was a big fool back then, nor even a fool, an idiot... we were in the car, going back to our apartment back then. No words were spoken, she was looking at the window not looking at me, back then I didn’t cared, the rain started in the middle of the road, and the radio was gone. ‘I can’t be in a car without music’ she used to said, this time she didn’t sang those words, she only connect her phone, and she selected songs. I don’t even remember why I was so angry, maybe because I didn’t want to be with her, what an idiot. This song came and she sang, in all the 40 minutes inside the car, she finally spoke, well sang, she didn’t sang like that day, she didn’t even looked like that, but I didn’t realized. She wasn’t smiling, not her eyes were shining, she didn’t look happy, she looked like sad, but her voice... it still had a lot of emotions and suddenly I mute the song. 

“What the fuck Jason?!” she said, now looking at me with anger in her eyes. 

And that was it, I yelled at her like if every single mistake in my life was because of her. I screamed I punched the steering wheel, I used so many words that can bring everyone down, I even stopped abruptly the car to look at her. She looked angry, scared even, and even though the tears were forming in her eyes, I made fun of her. She didn’t spill the tears, but she looked hurt, really hurt. I remember that I wanted to apologize but the other part of my brain wanted to hurt her, maybe that way she could just go away, so I could be with... Tania.  She didn’t spoke. She return her gaze to the window and said ‘I won’t bother you again, sorry. ’

Many memories came by, mostly from the last days, where she was silent. She did lose weight, she wasn’t smiling not even her eyes looked happy. There wasn’t music in our house... she was just don’t bothering me... like she said she would. 

I was back in time when I looked at my hand, full of blood and crystals, I didn’t even realized I crushed the glass. The bartender was talking and I didn’t looked at him. I just muttered a ‘sorry’ as I gave him money. And then I walked away. The music was already gone, many people looked at me, I went straight to the door to face the night. 

What hour was it? Where I was? What day was it?  My mind asked me those questions but the only one I could answer was ‘That’s Y/N voice’... but how? 

My eyes opened in a flash, I was in a sofa, I knew this place, the walls, the windows, even the smell... It’s Roy’s place. I felt the migraine forming in my brain but the her name was shining like a neon light, where was she? Was I hallucinating? But then I heard it in the distance again... in another room? 

‘Okay...but I do really think we can move them other day’ said Roy with a wary voice.  

‘You made me swear last weak to help you out today at this hour... So I’m here, I woke up at 5 a.m. and believe me, it’s not going to happen again, so give the boxes’ It was Y/N voice, clear as water and with a hint of happiness. 

I didn’t even know how I walked out of the room or why I did it the first place. But their talking grew louder and louder until it stopped, I looked at her, her eyes looked at me with surprise and then they moved to Roy, she didn’t said anything for seconds, but I knew... she wanted to go. 

“Y/N... I did not plan any of this, believe me” Roy said with an apologetic voice, but Y/N was already walking backwards. 

“Y/N” Was all I said when her eyes return to me. Hurt. That was her expression written all over her face. 

“Goodbye Roy” she said walking straight to the elevator, not looking back. 

Roy tried to hold me, but I couldn’t let her go, I need it to talk to her, to tell her that I was sorry, even if it wasn’t the first time I tried, i just need her to listen to me. I ran and ran until I entered in the last second to the elevator. The door closed behind me and she looked surprised, but shocked, and then angry. 

“Get. Out” she said with a stern voice as she pressed the ‘open’ button. The door didn’t open since it was already going down. 

“Y/N please, let me talk to you, please” I told her as I tried to catch her hand before she could press another button. 

“Fine, You’re not going out, well then I am” She said as she pressed with her free hand another floor’s button. 

It went on and on, the door opening and closing because I didn’t let her go out. And so it happened. The elevator suddenly stopped moving making the two of us jump. Y/N went straight to the buttons again, but none of them worked. 

“Are you happy Jason? It’s stuck!” She said with exasperation. 

“I’m sorry, I needed to talk to you and-”

“Talk to me? About what exactly Jason?! We are going to be here for God knows how long and believe me, the last thing I want it’s to hear you” her voice full of anger, but a hint of sadness lingered in the words. She sat on the floor and her hands went straight to her hair.

I sat at the other end of the elevator, the migraine was growing more intense now, and the damn music didn’t help at all. Suddenly, something hit my feet. I opened my eyes and saw a pillbox for headache, my gaze went straight to her face, she wasn’t looking at me, she only said ‘take two, they will ease your migraine’. Even now she knew my symptoms and knew what I had. After I took them, I slid the pillbox towards her, she wasn’t looking at me yet, nor even when I muttered a ‘thanks’. 

Another 10 minutes passed and she wasn’t speaking, she was looking at her phone (there wasn’t signal in the damn thing) so I knew she wasn’t talking nor checking her social media. 

“Y/N” I said carefully. She stopped moving her fingers, but her eyes were glued to the screen, there I knew that maybe she was listening, but wasn’t going to look at me, so I kept talking. 

“I know what you must be thinking... or what you are avoiding to think, but I just want you to listen me, please. I don’t care if you scream at me and never talk to me ever again, just, please, listen me” I said with in a nearly quiet voice, she didn’t move an inch, but I knew she wanted me to continue. 

“I know what I did to you, what I said or make you feel. There are no words or punishment to forgive what I did to you and I’m sorry for that. I know that the only thing I did was to... I... I hurt you in the worst possible way...”

“I wanted to tell you that... the first time I saw you it felt like that movie you liked, the big fish, when he said that time stops when you see your soulmate... that’s the way I saw you. The light of the karaoke reflected on your skin, your shining eyes and your smile, it was enough for me, you know? to fall for you... ”

“I remember every dance you made in the kitchen, I realized that you had more than one smile, you had one when you are truly happy, other when you are joking, when you are sad, when you remember... your eyes even have different ways to express feelings even when you don’t speak, your eyes does...” 

“Even your touch it’s different and talks by itself. When you kissed me all those things came together, I felt your smile in each of them, your hands caressing my neck and cheeks, and when we parted, your eyes were full of love... love I did not deserve...” 

“You always saw me as someone better than... me. You looked at me as if I was the only man on Earth that listen to you, danced with you,  sang with you, you saw me as if I was the best version of myself...”

“You were always up at night, waiting for me. You always woke me up with kisses and laughs, you healed my wounds every time I returned from patrol... and you got angry because I wasn’t careful enough. You always listened me when I had troubles and arguments with Bruce and you held me when I had the worst nightmares...”

“And I’m truly sorry for the way I made you feel all those months, I didn’t saw it back then, but I did have time to think and remember, I even hate myself for everything I did to you... I was blinded by desire and I know I shouldn’t have, but it happened, no words can dismiss why I did it, because i simply don’t know...”

“I’m sorry for not being there when you needed me, when you needed to be heard, when you wanted to be held, I’m so sorry for letting you down, to forget you in the most horrible way... I’m sorry, i’m so sorry Y/N... I’m sorry because I make you cried, to make you feel like something you are not, to cause the pain in your heart, and take the joy you used to have...I’m sorry.” I ended with a sob. I didn’t knew I was crying, nor that my voice was rasp. 

I looked at her, I couldn’t see her complete face, but she was crying, her eyes where red and she was quietly crying too. She was staring at her knees. We didn’t spoke for like 5 minutes, after all, I just wanted her to listen... just that. 

“I did loved you Jason, oh dear Lord, I could have done everything for you, gave up a job, moved to another country, I could have done... anything for you... anything... ” this time she looked at me, every cell in my body begged me to move closer to her, but I knew I shouldn’t. 

“I know you did Y/N... I know” I told her with a sad smile that she didn’t returned. 

“You know? Even when all of that was happening, i loved you. I returned home because I had the crazy idea that I will open the door and there you’ll be, the Jason I loved and adored... but it didn’t happen” she said, her eyes focused on mine, I closed mine.

“But here you are, not at home, but in an elevator” she said with a sad chuckle. 

I looked at her with wide open eyes, I was confused, what did that line meant?

“You were a motherfucker, an idiot, stupid moron-” she said with a sad smile “You fucked my best friend” she said as she looked at the ceiling I could just watch her, I felt like she was stabbing me, slowly. 

“But... after all, I got the see again the Jason that I loved. The caring, sweet Jason I love” She said with another sad smile, but I knew she wasn’t over. “But I cannot forget what you did” She said without looking at me. 

That pained me, more than it should have, she told me she loved me, but at the same time was a goodbye, a painful one. 

“The things that crossed my mind back then... I even feel bad for even think about them again, I was scared of what I could possibly do, I was afraid that this time I could... but what scared me the most was, that I was alone...” she said and I knew what she meant, what an idiot I was. 

“That I cannot forget Jason, all those tiny and big things that happened in those months, not even if you swear me right here your undying love, I will always remember them... I... I love you, more than I want to, but I can’t forget... I’m sorry” She said, finally crying, really crying. 

Without thinking I went by her side and I held her, the same way she did when I had nightmare, close to the heart. Her arms wrapped around my frame as she kept saying ‘I’m sorry I can’t’, it was crushing my heart, but I understood every words she said... I couldn’t blame her. Many memories came by when I was holding her like this, happy and sad ones, and somehow I comprehend, I was saying goodbye too, one last ghost of love to let her go. 

The elevator door finally opened. A man’s head appeared, even when I didn’t focused on his voice, I knew what he meant. I kissed Y/N on her head as I told her that it was time to leave. She looked at me, sadness in her face with something more that still cannot point. We stand and she went out first. When left the elevator she was still there. Roy was also there, asking her if she was okay, holding her face to look at her eyes, I saw her nod with a sad smile and then she looked at me, and so Roy did. 

“Look at the hour, I forgot I had an appointment. Gotta go” Y/N said with fake happiness. 

“See you later Roy, call me later if you want me to help you out, okay?” She said as she hugged him. 

Then, she looked at me, a faint smile, but she came closer and hugged me too, tighter than I expected it. 

“Goodbye, Jason” she said while she was hugging me, there it was, the last goodbye. 

I looked at her, I wanted to go back in time, but those things are impossible. She needed to be happy, start again, and she wasn’t going to be happy by my side... I knew. 

“Goodbye, Y/N” I told her with tears still in my eyes, she turned around and she left. 

I stood there looking at the door, logging for her to come back, running. I was waiting the final of a love story where the both protagonists come back together no matter what. This is not a love story. She’s not coming back. 

“What happened in there?” I heard Roy’s voice. 

“I let her go” I told him, my eyes still looking at the door. 

[constelacionde-orion]

Kissing the void

Prompt: Jason promised you what other people didn’t gave you, love and affections, but now, his proving that everyone can let you down. 

A/N : Hello world, sorry I went away for like a year or something like that, university and personal issues are really draining me... so i’m really sorry for not posting in all this time, I still love the fact that people keeps reading my stories, so ... here’s one, and again, sorry. Love you all.  Also, grammar… yup. I’m not okay, so sorry if I don’t post anything in like, days. 

Pairing : Jason Todd x Reader 

Warnings:  ANGST,, idk anymore  SECOND PART  Song: Tears in your eyes

How long have you been sitting here?, watching and listening to  the rain ?... When did the light began to fade? When did all Gotham city light up? When did you stopped crying?  The only thing you know it’s that your surroundings are lifeless, the music seems to be on mute or so far away from you. You throat aches, it feels like you swallowed fire, or even better, that you swallowed every lie he told you.  

Your sleeves are soaked in tears, your hair is a mess, your eyes are puffy, and still you are still looking at the foggy window full of paths of raindrops.  

No matter where you look at, what you think of, you still looking at his face, those blue eyes, that smile, and the warm of his hands. A shaky breath leaves your mouth as you close your eyes to forget him, thing that hasn’t happened in all day, and it will not happen soon since your hands are still holding bunches of photographs you thought were important, but now they feel like poison in your hands. Your fingers draws the outline of Jason and your mind starts a war. Should I break them or keep them? you ask to yourself hundred of times. 

You are angry, pissed not at him but to yourself, you told yourself millions of times after your last relationship to not trust that easily in people and still, his damn charm changed everything, the way he held you, the way he smiled or looked at you, you really thought you were important to him. The way he kissed you, or even when his eyes sparkled when he looked at you, everything was a big fucking lie, and you knew it since the beginning and still, you stood there, pretending that this time everything was going to be different... and it was, you truly loved him and he destroyed you like no one else did. 

You closed your eyes, you looked away from Jason's photograph. You feel so numb, so lost, he told you everything was going to be okay, he was going to be the one to bring a smile to your lips everyday, but he lied even in those moments, you wondered, what was true? 

You were so wasted and tired, your mind asks a sudden question, when did I fall asleep? 

FIVE MONTHS AGO

"I don't know Y/N, maybe he has a good reason" Roy told you with a shrug.

"I bet that that reason has a name" you told Roy with anger in your voice, something common on you actually, you didn't like people realizing you weakness so instead, you acted pissed.

"Y/N" he said with a sigh "He loves you, I have seen that, millions of times, and hey, trust me, I know him pretty well, there's no one else" he told you as he placed a hand on your shoulder.

"So, if he loves me why he hasn't been at home with me in over four months? why we stopped talking about everything and nothing?, why- why is he colder with every passing day?" You told Roy as your eyes focused in other thing but his face.

He didn't said anything, he allowed you to take out everything inside you, maybe hurt will leave you and you'll realize you were making a mistake.

"In all these years together he never gave me his back when he fell asleep, he don't hold me anymore, he doesn’t -” at this point your voice was betraying you, it was shaky and full of sadness, you knew your eyes held the same emotions. 

“He doesn't even look me in the eye. What he does for sure, it’s ignoring me, pretend that I don’t exist, like if I’m part of the fourniture and so I feel like that nowadays” You said as you finally took a seat in the brown couch, you felt a deep shame with yourself for letting everything happen, but at the same time you felt a deep void inside you. 

"When he's 'away' he always tells me he's with his brothers or you, but he isn't. Right?, I'm not stupid Roy, but it scares me to know if everything suddenly changed or if it has been like these for more time I'm thinking" you told him and you closed your eyes, you couldn't bear the thought of Jason making you feel this way.

"I just feel like a toy for him, you know? He doesn't worry for me anymore, but at nights, if he arrives home, the only thing he wants it's to fuck" you told him with a scoff, even that has changed, you don't feel loved anymore.

Roy didn't said anything, he was still looking at you. He wondered what was Jason thinking. He had seen the two in love for over four years, he has been there in every fight of cheesy moment, but nothing compared to these, you looked so broken, lost, numb, almost dead, and Jason was nowhere to been seen.

"Guess, I'll go home Roy... thank you for being here, as always" you told him as you kissed his cheek and for him, it felt like fire melting ice, you were losing the sparkled inside of you.

Before you could turn around he grabbed your wrist, you looked at him confused, still your eyes said you were happy that someone cared about you and at the same time, you were tired of everything.

"You want me to talk to him?" he asked you with a soft smile, you denied with your head and you returned the smile.

"See you around Roy" you told him as a final goodbye as he yelled at you a 'answer your damn phone Y/N! People worry about you' in a mocking tone, that could have make you chuckle but today you couldn't.                                     

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Hours passed as you looked at the ceiling, sitting in a chair where you read sometimes, but this time you haven’t even read a page. You were getting use to this, being alone waiting all night for no one, falling asleep in the mornings at work because of sleepless night.

"Y/N" you hear your name in the distance you get up and see Jason standing in the door frame.

"Why are you still up?" he tells you as he walk to the bed, there was any emotion in his words nor in his face. 

"I-was waiting for you, I don't know, can't sleep, you know that" you told him without a smile, at this point you talked like a robot to him.

"What it's trapped in that mind of yours?" he asked you as he took out his clothes, you return to bed under the sheets without saying a word. 

"Hey, everything’s okay?" he asked you as he saw your behavior.

"Hard day" you told him, it surprised you, this has been the longest conversation you had with him in months and you thought he was worrying about you.

"Okay, see you at morning then" he told you and then you realized, he just changed clothes, at the fucking two of the fucking morning.

"You're not staying'?" you asked him, and you wanted to slapped yourself, you sounded so needy.

"Yeah" he told you with a sigh, "Bruce want to me follow some strange dude, maybe he trades with some dangerous chemicals...-" you stop listening to him, the only thing flashing at you was that in fact, he was leaving you, again.

You didn't even heard him say a goodbye or I love you, you didn't feel him kiss your forehead, he just left you there, again in an endless night. 

TWO MONTHS AGO

"I know you didn't want to come, but at least smile, it's your birthday" Steph told you with a soft smile

"I don't like my birthdays, something bad happens always" you told her without looking at her eyes.

"Y/N" she placed a hand on your shoulder but you still don’t look at her "Come on, we've missed you and your big smile, you are with us, nothing bad will happen, trust me. Plus, Tania did truly wanted to be here, but she sends you her biggest birthday wishes" she told you trying you make you smile. 

You felt bad, like a bitch. You didn't want to go out tonight, you wanted to stay at home and eat ice cream, but your friend had other things planned for you, like this party at a club. At the beginning your best friend, Tania, convinced you to go and have fun since she wouldn't be there, you felt bad because they were trying to make you happy, so you decided to do everything in your hands to enjoy, just for them.

"You're right, what could possibly go wrong?" you told her with a smile and she hugged you close to her. 

And so everything was going fine after hours, until someone asked you about Jason, and there you realized, you haven't seen him all day, he didn't called you, he didn't came home, he wasn't there. You couldn't swallow that, and still you smiled and said he was busy.

You excused yourself as you went to the bathroom, you didn't know what to do, you were madly in love with him but he was crushing you, he enjoy it, he was playing you so well it hurts.

You stayed in the bathroom sobbing until you heard Steph's voice again, looking for you, and then she heard you sobbing.

"Oh, no no Y/N don't cry" she told you but you didn't stop.

"What am I doing wrong? Why I can never be enough for someone?" you told her between sobs, at these point you were tipsy, so much that your mind was looking for problems inside your mind.

"You are enough for us Y/N, you are like my sister-"

"I'm no even enough for my family Steph! I left them because of that and it looks like it was the best for them, they don't care about me, just like Jason" you keep sobbing as you saw Steph's heels moving.

"I didn't knew that was the reason, I'm so sorry Y/N" she told you in a quiet voice.

"I just want to go home Steph, this- I can't be here" you told her as you opened the bathroom's door and she wrapped you in her arms again.

"You are enough for me Y/N, and for Dick, Damian, Tim, Cass, even for Alfred, trust me, you are part of our family" she said as she tried to clean your tears.

You didn't said anything, you were so lost in your own depression that you just wanted to faint in a bed, you didn't want to be in that place acting like you were fine when you were kissing the void. Steph sighed as she saw your empty eyes and grabbed your hand to take you out.

The taxi ride was... awkward,  your eyes didn’t left your hands on your lap, you knew Steph was talking but all words dissapeared when they arrived to your ears. Your mind was playing all the times you felt like this and why, it was a complete torture. Again, you lost track on time, you only noticed that you arrived home when Steph placed a hand on your shoulder. Honestly, you felt like a horrible person, so selfish, Steph didn’t have to be doing all of this, she should be happy and once again, she was sad because you are a depressing walking problem. 

You said goodbye to her at the entrance of your building, but she said she wouldn’t be able to sleep if she didn’t saw you enter into your apartment, so both of you took the elevator, and again it was awkward.

“Y/N, you know if... you truly need help you can tell me. You are my best friend and I can’t live knowing that you are... so lost” Steph said with a sad smile. 

“Steph.” you said as you took a deep breath. “I do need help, I don’t know what to do anymore, and don’t even want to come here, it doesn’t feel like home anymore, I just returning because every time I do I really hope Jason it’s back, the Jason I love and adore, but I don’t know him anymore and I always think it’s my fault” you tell her, but all the tears that you were holding all night, finally escaped. 

“Y/N” Steph said. She didn’t say more, she just held you as you wanted for Jason to do, you wanted to feel something real in an embrace. “I’m always here Y/N, just one night Y/N, sleep and tomorrow I’ll help you out, okay?” Steph said as she dried your tears with her sweater, you nodded at her and give her an small smile. 

The elevator opened, you looked at the door with the big number that once meant home and now it means nothing. 

“You can call me if something happens Y/N... take care” Steph tells you as she embrace you once more. 

You stepped out, you say goodbye again when the elevator closes. You’re  alone, again. You search for the keys in your purse and when you arrived to the door, you hear something... voices, Jason voice and, who else's?, but it wasn’t people talking to each other, those were Jason’s moans. 

You froze there, listening, hands holding the keys and the door, wide eyes, fire in your mind, you didn’t even know what to do, should you enter and shout at him? should you leave and pretending it didn’t happen?. 

Apparently your body managed to open the door without you even realizing, the noises were way more louder now, you didn’t want to enter, but your body was moving, all lights out but you knew this house as the palm of your hand. You heard the voices again, but you couldn’t stop moving until you were in front of your shared room, and then it suddenly open revealing a naked chest, Jason’s chest. 

“Y/N” he says surprised, you know him well, he was in panic. 

You look at him in the eyes, they are so blue and warm, but held no love anymore. You for sure know your eyes are full of tears, red as rubies but then you focus in the bed, and your heart is now truly broken. 

“Tania?” you ask in a voice so full of sadness, confusion and hopeless that you want to slap yourself. How in the world you didn’t saw the signals, Jason and your best friend? 

“Y/N, look at me“ Jason says as he holds your shoulder to make you look at him “This, this... believe I’m not... we are not“ Jason is trying to find a excuse. 

“Don’t touch me” you say in a low voice without looking at his eyes. 

“Y/N please, listen to me-“

“Don’t fucking touch me, Jason!” you yell at him. In a swift motion his hand are off, his eyes are big. You hear Tania trying to dress herself, probably she is about to go. 

“Don’t Tania, you can stay, I’m not coming back” you say as you look at Jason, he looked pained when you said that. 

You tried to walk passed him but he grabbed your arm. 

“Y/N please, I can explain, don’t leave, I pro-”  You stopped him with a slap on his face. 

“Don’t you even dare to look for me Jason, don’t call me, don’t text me, don’t ask for me. I don’t want to see you ever again” you told him as you walked to the door. 

The elevator at least came faster that night, you stepped in, you saw Jason making his way towards you, tears on his eyes, puffy red eyes, broken voice calling your name, but the door closed before he could reach you. 

You called Steph in your way down, thankfully she was still close and she came back for you in the same taxi. She was going to step out but you didn’t let her, you hopped in and told the taxi to leave. 

“Y/N? What happened?“ Steph asks at your sudden change of emotions. 

“I told you, bad things always happen in my birthday“ you told her and you close your eyes. 

A MONTH AGO

That’s right, you left Jason, but it was easier for him to leave and go back to the Manor with Bruce and leave you the apartment. That fucking building. You didn’t talk to Jason, Dick came just one day and told you about it. No words has been spoken between the two of you, you haven’t even see him in all this time. Tania, called you every single day, she texted you, she did everything to talk with you, even went with Roy (since you were staying with him in the meantime) , but he didn’t let her pass, don’t even cross the door. Then, when you went back to your apartment, she was waiting for you in the door. 

She looked sad and numb just like you, but true, you couldn’t bring yourself to act nice to her, she knew about you and Jason, for fuck sakes, she was your best friend, and she didn’t care at all, both of them made you feel worse than nothing. 

“Y/N, please I need to talk to you” Tania said when she saw you going back to the elevator. 

“What for? Telling me how good that fucker fucks?” you told her as you waited for the elevator to come. 

“That I’m truly sorry about everything, you didn’t deserve any of that, I feel like trash every single day-” 

“Good for you” you told her, the elevator suddenly appears revealing an empty space. 

“Y/N, please, don’t go, I do really have to talk to you, you are my -”

“I’m not going anywhere. You are. This is my home may I remind you, now please, leave, it’s only conversation we will ever have” You told her with a stern voice and looking her deep in the eye.  

“Y/N, please“ she told you with tears in her eyes. 

“I bet you did enjoy fucking with him in my bed, in my birthday and so many nights before without thinking in your bestfriend” you told her and then you walked to your door. She stood there, watching the open elevator, she didn’t said more and left. Since that day you haven’t heard anything about her. 

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NOW

You woke up in your bed with a terrible headache, every limb hurts, you just want to keep sleeping, and then you realized, how the heck you make it to your bed?

You got up in a blink of an eye, these makes you see black spots but somehow you managed to stand in your own feet and then the voice.

"Y/N, babe, go back to bed and take your pills" Jason told you with worry in his voice, and if he thinks that you forgot everything, his deadly wrong.

"I told you not to look for me" you said with poison in your voice, this makes Jason look at the floor.

"Y/N" he sigh as he tried to make his way to you, but you hold one hand in the air, making him stop.

"Go away" you say trying to balance yourself, you feel like shit to be honest.

"Y/N at least let me explain" he told you and this made you open your eyes.

"Explain? What the fuck you want to explain?" you scoff at Jason and you saw something in his eyes, still you don't care about him anymore.

"Let me explain how important you are for me, please" Jason tolds you and you nearly laugh at him.

"Important? Wow Jason, that's the biggest lie you have told me! I'm not important to you!"

"Fuck! Y/N! You are!"

"Then why you were with her? Where were you when I need it you the most? Where were you all those months? Where was your mind when you were with me?" you asked him, you voice growing with every question, and still he didn't said anything and you scoffed, he proved your point.

"You don't know Jason, how many nights I cried and I wished that you were just in patrol or actually doing what you said. I fell in my depression again Jason! and you know how bad I get when that happens and still Roy was there! not you! I lost my fucking job because of you!" you screamed and Jason seamed taken aback by these.

"You lost your job?" Jason said surprised and sad, he knew how bad you loved your work.

"I waited for you Jason, every single night for you to come back and you didn't, I became someone useless at job, just like my family said could happen" you said with a sigh.

Few seconds passed and Jason didn't moved from his place, so now you understood, he was searching in his brain for some kind of apology, but there wasn't any.

"Just leave Jason" you said as you turn around, you couldn't take it anymore, and some part of your mind wanted him to held you, you wanted to forgive him, you wanted to be with him, but he did what you feared, he betrayed you, just like many people you knew.

"I'm sorry" you heard his voice, barely as a whisper, but it was meaningful.

"I'm sorry because I failed you" he said when you didn't turn around.

"I'm sorry because what I did was by far something stupid, you are the only one I love Y/N, and I was so lost in the moment that I didn't realized how much I love you, if you give me a second chance, I'll prove it, please, Y/N" he told you and you felt his hand on your shoulder.

"I wish I could trust you Jason, but I can't. I just can't" you told him and you felt your tears running down your cheeks.

"Y/N, please it will never happen again" he told you and you heard him sobbin behind you.

"Leave now Jason" you told him as you turned around, and he just looked like you, broken.

"I just want another chance, Y/N" he told you under his breath.

"Take care Jason" you told him as you walked to the door, you left it open to Jason to go. 

He look at you once more, but you didn’t look him at the eye, he just left, as you wanted it.  

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SECOND PART

[constelacionde-orion]

Hello There

Hello to all the people that still liking my stories even when I haven’t post in like a year! I’m truly sorry for not posting, I have a lot of personal issues with a hard mix of university... so with that said, I want to write again, but I don’t know for what character, you will help me a lot if you comment a character or a prompt, thank you all for waiting... 

[constelacionde-orion]

All We Ever Knew (4/4)

Prompt: Y/N and Jason don’t usually fight each other, but one night they can’t hold anger anymore… just remember this the next time, be careful with your wishes.

A/N : Grammar mistakes of course. We reached the end fellas... Tell me about what you think, maybe it will be a  hidden chapter. (Add this song to this chapter : LOVER, PLEASE STAY ) 

| -> Italics - memory

Pairing : Jason Todd x Reader

Warnings: Angst, fluff

Preview Chapter Here

Bruce Wayne added this situation to the list of 'personal confusion’. Also, for some reason he felt disappointment and failure with some mix for sadness and anger.

The girl in front of him looks scare and confuse, her eyes are trying to focus on him, but they are moving side to side. A hand reaches her nose, slowly she looks at the red stains, she opens her eyes wider than before, her hand is shaking and her lips is trembling, in seconds she's going to be in a state of hyperventilating.

"Y/N, focus on me" Bruce says trying to keep her calm before her mind explodes.

The girl looks at him once more, she wants to scream, she wants to leave, she needs to find answers, but his eyes tells her that he means no harm, none of the boys in the room are trying to hold her down, actually they all look worried.

"Remember Jason... Jason Peter Todd" Bruce says quietly as he moves a strand of her hair out of her face. 

There's something in her eyes, something inside of her made a click, but she doesn't know what's happening. She hasn’t said a word, afraid of whatever could happen. Actually, her mind it's a mess, nothing seems to have a connection until he said that name.

"He has blue eyes and dark hair...,” one of the boys in the back says as he sits in front of the girl. Concern is writing all over his face.

"He also has a white strand in the front..." other boy, younger than the other says as he points at a spot on his hair. 

Her eyes moves, Bruce know she’s trying to figure out the situation or maybe, she’s trying to remember. 

“He really loves his brown leather jacket and... he laughs at my bad jokes” the boy in front of her says with a sad smile.

“He wears a red helmet and sometimes he sings cheesy rock songs” the youngest boy says with a sigh... his voice, even if he was a young, carries a big amount of nostalgia. 

For some reason she’s sobbing. She has her eyes shut, but she’s crying. Her tears are not from sadness or anger. Bruce Wayne knows better than anyone else on Earth that those tears are from regret.  

"I told you, not only once, MILLION of times, that you couldn't jump that fucking roof Y/N" Jason says with a grin as he looks at you.

"Shut up. At least thank God that I'm alive" you say with a chuckle as you look at his blue eyes. "I don't need to thank God Y/N. I need to thank that garbage bin for catching you" Jason says as he held your hand.

"You're an idiot" you say, your eyes still on his face. "I'm your idiot. Forever Y/N, don't forget that" He truly says, with a smile you get to know after all this years, that only means adoration. "You serious?" You ask him, for some reason you need it to know if he was joking or not.

"Only if you want me to stay by your side... we can even move from here, get a dog, an old couch, maybe a house with big windows so you can see the rain without this big buildings... or we can stay here.... whatever you want, whatever you need but... please... stay with me? " Jason says with so much love you could believe he was proposing in that moment.

"I do want a dog" you say with a chuckle and he laughs too.

"And I do want you to stay with me" you add as you hold his hand.

"Forever?" he asks you with hope in his blue eyes.

"Forever" you confirm with a big smile.

And in that moment, like a movie, the last memory you had from Jason was vanishing, like and old film it was burning out in your mind. His eyes and his smile disappeared from your mind, like if every single piece of Jason was dragged by a black hole.

It was all gone. His voice didn't echoed in your mind. His face didn't belong to anyone in your memories. Not even his touch stayed with you, his scent was far-gone, but you knew, deep inside you, that you need it to find him again, somehow....

"This, belonged to him" Bruce says.

You opened your eyes when you see the gold 'R' in your hand, it looks familiar... the other boys also has one on his chest, but they all different, this one also holds something else just than metal...

"Belonged" you quietly say as your finger traces the letter.

"His... his far gone from us, but... you can give it back to him, when you see him again" the boy with the blue bird on his chest says.

"'Am dying?" you ask more to yourself that any other in the room. Your mind is totally black. There's nothing. No names, no sounds, no memories, no feelings. Your body also feels drain, your head hurts, your eyes wants to close, your breathing might be calm, but you know your heartbeats are getting slower by every passing second.

You missed the change of looks between the four men in the floor with you. All worried about how you truly looked like, maybe you weren't mistaken.

What you didn't miss was the green glowing eyes on the ceiling, those eyes somehow where calling you. You lay on the ground, this way you have a better look at that face. It's voice was calm, you name was coming out of it like a sweet melody, and your eyes began to close.

For whatever reason, you looked at the golden letter again; you turned around to see a engraved name on it.

"Jason Todd... I wish I could be with you..." you say with a smile as you eyed the name.

For some reason, you longed to know the face behind that name... you whished with all you heart to know the man these people were talking about. And you didn't noticed when you stop breathing.

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Your mind is still black, but your body is feeling. It began like sweet feeling... warm all over you, you are in something really soft, there's a smell floating in the air... like roses. But then, something it's itching in your skin, somewhere in your leg and shoulder, your head is aching too. But then, there's something else in the air, not only this stays in the air, this hits you in your heart... you know that voice, the one that's it's coming clearer every passing second.

"So I climb one-two flight three flight four," Danny sang, "five flight six flight seven flight more ... when I get to the top, I'm too tired to rock...." the male voice said... by how he was speaking, you knew he was reading.

"She came around him, sat down on one of the stair risers, and saw that his lower lip had swelled to twice its size and that there was dried blood on his chin..." the voice keep going with whatever he was reading.

Slowly you begin to open your eyes. You blink few times until you see your surroundings. It's kind of dark but welcoming. It's warm and it gives you the feeling to be in somewhere familiar.

"Hey there sleeping beauty" you hear the same voice... it's close, really close to you.

You turn to look at the source of the sound. Your heart nearly explodes. The white strand on his black hair, those blue eyes, and that smile. He was the man the boys were talking about... he was Jason.

"Oh, you must have your throat dry as hell, sorry, just let me..." Jason says as he turns around to grab a glass of water, he helps you to drink a little and then he returns the glass to the table.

"Hey, about... what happened that night... and the others before that... I wanted to apologize" Jason says as he holds your hand.

"I acted like an idiot with you, I know we had some bad moments, but... I do regret all of them, trust me." Jason says with a sigh as he looks at your eyes.

But you can’t answer him. What where you supposed to say, you couldn't even remember what the heck he was talking about. Truth be told, as he was talking, something is in your mind clicked, old name and maybe memories where coming...

"Y/N... Are you with me?" Jason says concerned when you didn't say anything back.

"I don't remember what you're talking about... I don't remember a lot actually" you say shyly as you turn your head to the other side.

"Are... Y/N are you kidding?" Jason says with a chuckle as he grabs your face gently again.

"I don't even know how I get here... I was in a vault and there was this thing with glowing green eyes above me..." you quietly say without looking at him.

"But... there's something in my mind, that every time I see you it kind of clears the path... you know what I mean?" you ask him worried that he might leave you alone with your craziness.

"Hmm... I do know what are you talking about... actually, Alfred said something about some kind of temporal amnesia, but I didn't think it could actually happen..." he says with sadness.

"You do really gave a hell of a fight that day Y/N. I'm proud of that, I could be death without you" he says with a chuckle as he sits on the chair again.

"But... I do really want you 100% back, we need to solve our problems. So... let me think a little while" he says as he eyes you once more.

"Are you going to leave?" you say, more scared than you want it to be.

"I'm never leaving you Y/N. But I think Alfred has the solution for that fried brain of yours" he says again with a chuckle as he gives you kiss on your forehead.

Turns out, not only Alfred had the answer to your problems. Bruce, Damian, Dick, Tim and even Jason had managed to bring your memory back.

You spent over three weeks watching at your family old and new recordings, some of them involving your first steps as a Wayne, those where Alfred videos. you saw yourself, wandering in the garden and looking at the many roses, the times you cooked with him, and the first time you wear a Robin suit.

Bruce videos were even sweeter than you thought they could be. Bruce Wayne, taking his child’s to the sea, the birthday parties in the Manor, including one where the Justice League came by, and you were playing with Diana and Clark. But mostly, Bruce had videotapes of training with you and Dick, pictures of the both of you sleeping the car or when you were toothless.

Dick recordings were treasures, that man has been with you almost all your life, he has been your bigger brother and your ultimate best friend. So of course, you had make pranks of the Batman itself and to Alfred too. Even the welcome pranks to Damian, Tim and Jason.

Tim. That motherfucker have recordings of you and Conner, the idiot wanted the two of you to date since he found out Conner liked you. He made everything on his power to make that a relationship. So of course, you recalled why you didn't want anything with that superboy.

Damian oh Damian. The angry and devil boy have more videos than anyone else. He make sure to only told you why he had them. He was afraid to be alone one day, and if something happened to you or your brothers, Alfred or even Bruce, he wanted a backup of his family. 

Your little brother, make sure to have every single day recorded. No matter if something special happened or if you were just chilling by his side, he wanted to make sure to have your presence in every single way.

But Jason had the lovely ones. Dates, sweet nothings, chilling, even just doing nothing, like walking down the street, or when he wanted to make you laugh, or make you angry. He had videos of you helping him with his tie on the galas days, he have video of both dancing or just you alone dancing, singing in the car or making pranks to your brothers. 

You realized after those weeks how unique your family was... but also you recalled another person, who was the key of this happiness, even thought it was a kind of bittersweet of telling this, your mom was the reason why you had everything you have today, even if she wasn't with you any more. 

When you realized that, you remember when you where in the other side. You recalled when she came by the room, how tender she spoke your name and how warm her hands were. You wanted to hold her was more, in fact, you didn't want her to go, but it was a sacrifice if you really wanted to have your family back. 

And so, as time passed and your memory was totally healed. You went to the garden, when as a kid you went to watch the roses, you cut a few pink ones (with Alfred permission), and you drove half hour to arrive at Gotham's cemetery. And there, in the grave you used to hate, you placed the twelve roses in the your mother's grave. 

"You were right that day mom, when you told me that I was never going to be alone. And also that day in the roof when you said I was going to find happiness in other person. But, in what you have always being right is, that you're still here, with me... and I know that, wherever you are... you're as happy as me"

You went to the Manor after that. The usual darkness of the big mansion was welcoming, it’s was quiet until you heard Titus coming down, followed by Damian shouting at Dick. Alfred passed you by as he offered a cookie, Bruce was in a red robe with his Batman mask, Tim was fast asleep on the couch and then, warm hands surrounded you by behind. 

"Welcome home, sweetheart" the voice you get to love said behind you as he place a kiss on your temple. 

This house might be a disaster. Your father can be a weird adult sometimes, your brother can be idiots and Jason can be... TOO MUCH JASON sometimes, but this was your family, where you heart truly belong in.

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All We Ever Knew (3/4)

Prompt: Y/N and Jason don’t usually fight each other, but one night they can’t hold anger anymore… just remember this the next time, be careful with your wishes.

A/N : Grammar mistakes of course. Still I can’t believe how many people likes this series, thank you so much for your support, also, for those who sent me message I will add you on the taglist, hope you don’t mind.

| Y/M/LN - Your Mother’s Last Name | Y/M/N - Your Mom’s Name

Pairing : Jason Todd x Reader

Warnings: Angst, fluff.

PREVIEW CHAPTER: HERE

"Are you crazy Dick?! We can't just kill her!" Tim hiss as he rub his temples.

"Why not? I mean, maybe it's like that Inception movie...she needs to die here to wake up in her real time line" Dick say with a big smile as he looks at Bruce.

"Seriously, why you chose him? Wasn't there any better option?" Damian asks Bruce while pointing at Dick.

"A better option?! I'm The Nightwing you demon!,  I'm the first robin in here!, I'm the chosen one!" Dick say with a gasp.

"And the biggest drama queen, EVER!" Damian answers as he stands up.

"Biggest drama queen?! I'm no the one who cried over a week because he wanted a damn cow!" Dick says as he steps closer to Damian.  

"CAN YOU TWO SHUT UP!?" Another voice echoes in the room.

Everyone including Alfred and Bruce, turn their heads surprised to hear the female voice after long hours.

"Oh well, we can't kill her now, she's awake, are you happy Damian?, we lost the only chance" Dick says as he sits on the couch again.

"Dick, shut up" Tim says in a kind of an angry whisper.

"On behalf of everyone in this room, I apologize miss. May I know how you feeling?" Alfred asks as he steps closer to you.

Confussion can describe the situation you're currently in. I mean, picture the scene. You wake up because two people are screaming at each other, then you realize you are soaking wet and there's a big pain in your head, like if someone smashed your head against a rock, and lets add some other ingredients, five men are staring at you like some alien while one of them wanted to kill you before you opened your eyes.

"Miss. May I know how you feeling?" the old man asks you once more, this time his closer to you.

Your eyes scan the man, he looks kind and worried about you... he actually looks familiar but you can't put a name on his face. So then, your eyes moves to the other guys in the room, but none of them rings a bell in your head, only the oldest one, the one that looks...angry.

"Did I did something to make him so angry?" you didn't realize you actually asked that like a whisper, until the old man started to laugh.

"He's always angry miss. You should know that for sure...but he isn't angry, right now at least" the old man says as he place a hand on your forehead, making you flinch a bit.

"And I do think you don't know me...right miss?" The man asks and you deny with your head.

"Actually, I only think I know him" you say as you look at the angry man.

"Well. In that case, maybe it's time that I stop being so angry" The man say as he stands to walk close to you.

"Do you know who you are?" The man asks as he kneels infront of you.

"I'm Y/N...Desmond" you say as you try to remember your name... why was it too hard to remember?

"Well, three hours ago you were that one, but you aren’t anymore" The man says with a smile and you look at him confused.

"I'm not following you... where am I?" you ask more to yourself when you start to look at the place.

"Bruce, did you happen to knock her out in the backyard?" One of the boys says.

"Everyone, out of the room" The 'angry' man says as he look at you.

"You still scaring me... can he stay?” you ask as you hold the older man’s hand, the other man only nods as the younger boys leaves the room.

"Alright, what it is about? You come here and tell me a big story and now you don't remember... anything?" the man says...angry.

"Excuse me? You’re not only an angry man, you also rude as hell" you say with a frown at the man.

"Master Wayne. I think she's right, you better start all over again." the old man says as he glare at the other man with a somewhat passive-aggressive voice.

"I'm Bruce Wayne, but you should already know that. Apparently you are my... daughter, and you don't belong in this life" Bruce says as he looks at you again.

"Did you just confess that you want to kill me?" you ask with a deeper frown now.

"No. okay, I didn't use the best words. Thing is, this life you are living in... for what you said hours ago, isn't yours... you made a wish in your nomal life and you are stuck here" he says and you laugh.

"Are you crazy? That's not possible, why do I want to change my life? I love my family and I have the sweetest boyfriend ever, which... now that I remember, I should be with him today..." you say as you begin to realize the confusing situation.

"Sorry, what was that?" Bruce asks you with raised eyebrows.

"My boyfriend. I should be with him tonight, where is he?, why I am here? Did- did you all kidnap me or something? Oh my god, I should call my mother or Conner  or -"

"Did you said...Conner? Like, Conner Kent you mean?" Bruce asks you surprised, which you were now too.

"Yes, indeed! Did you know him too or something?" you ask him with joy.

There's a long and horrible pause, where only Bruce it's looking at you, like if his trying to read your mind, and to be honest, it keeps scaring you. But suddenly he looks like if he had decipher all the secrets in the universe.

"Your memories are changing... soon they are all going to be replaced with the new ones" he says more to himself than to you.

"Can you please, explain your mind? I'm really confused with all of-"

"Jason Peter Todd" he simply says.

And there's something in your mind that rings many bells. Sounds...no... voices, more like just one voice, calling your name over and over again in different ways, there's a face too, blue eyes looking at you, a laugh that makes you shiver, and then three words spoken with what you get to know as pure love. But then it's all gone, and now you are... sad?

"There it is... you need to go before you forget him, before you stay here forever" Bruce says as he stands up.

"Wait" You call him before he goes.

"Is he... here?" you ask with a trembling voice, he turns around and by the look on his face, you can figure out the answer.

"Be ready, we're going to break into the bank today" After that, he goes by the big door, leaving you confused with the old man.

"I'm Alfred, miss, just in case you need something" Alfred says as he stands up.

"Alfred?" you ask him, still looking at the door.

"Yes miss?" Alfred answers by looking at you. 

"Can I call my mother, please?" you asks with wet eyes. 

"Of course Miss, just promise me, you're not going to leave" Alfred says with a tender smile and you only nodd. 

"Holy Fuck! You're The Batman!, and oh my fucking God, you are the robins!" you say with wide eyes as you look at the people in front of you

"Holy cow! Is this... let me guess, the Batcave! Oh dear Lord, Bruce Wayne it's Batman?! well, now that I think about it, it's kind of logic" you add as you look at the entire place. 

"Oh... God, this is to much to handle right now" you say as you sit in the main chair of the Batcave, making the robins look surprise for the lack of response from Bruce, ‘cause... no one sits on Batman’s chair. 

"B, is she still the girl from the other timeline? Look at her, I think we lost her" Tim whispers to Bruce. 

"You only have to say Jason's name to bring her back. Trust me" Bruce says as he looks at Tim. 

All of sudden, there's a ring, everyone except for you, looks confused. Alfred, without thinking twice, goes up, still, the guys are wondering what it's happening, at this hours in the day, who is visiting Bruce Wayne?. 

"Ohhhh, I didn't think this could happen" everyone turns to look at you when they heard you. 

"What does that mean?" Damian asks you with a raised eyebrow. 

"Well, don't blame me but, I know that, in my actual life, I don't have my mother... so I called her so I could say goodbye at least, I never had the chance so... yeah... that" you say with a sigh as you rub your hands. 

"Your mother, is...here? Like right now?" Dick asks worried as he realize the situation. 

"Apparently, she thinks Bruce Wayne kidnap me, so she might be here, right now, yes." you say without looking at them. 

“You’re kidding, right?” Tim asks with a chuckle. 

"BRUCE FUCKING WAYNE, YOU BETTER RETURN MY DAUGHTER IN THIS FUCKING MOMENT!" Your mother’s voice echoed all around the Batcave. 

“Bloody Hell, she’s pissed” Dick says with a frightened voice. 

"Y/N, go upstairs with Alfred. Everyone else, change clothes, RIGHT NOW!" Bruce commands and you go running up stairs.

"Miss Y/M/LN. Please calm down, I assure you Y/N it's okay" you hear Alfred voice trying to calm your mother.

Just as you step into the room, your mother's eyes found you, they went from worried to angry in less than five seconds, making you gulp.

"Y/N! Thank God! Do you happen to know how worried your father and I are?!" Your mother says more than angry, making you step back.

"Mom, I'm sorry, I- I did called you to tell you I'm fine, look at me" you try to say, but you're some kind of scared.

"Well, we're leaving, hope you enjoyed your time with the asshole of-"

"Hello, Y/M/N" You hear Bruce voice behind you, and a warm hand on your shoulder.

"Bruce Wayne" your mother looks totally shock and just like before, anger boils her blood, even you heard Bruce Wayne gulp behind you. 

"Y/N, we're leaving" you mother says, her eyes still looking at the man behind you.

"I'm sorry Y/M/N but I can't let you take Y/N" Bruce says as he grabs both of your shoulders.

"Well, I'm not asking you Bruce. Y/N come here" Your mom says as she reach out her hand towards you.

"Mom, what I said when I called you, was true... I can't go with you" You say as you look down to the floor, you can feel your eyes watering.

"Y/N, I know this day has been weird, but it doesn't change the fact that your my daughter... just, come one, let's go home" Your mother says as she steps closer, anger isn't in her voice any longer.

"Mom, I need to say goodbye to you..." you say now looking straight to her with sad eyes.

"Y/N you're scaring me... what's happening?" your mom looks at you the same way you are looking at her, and it makes your heart crumble, something in your mind recalls the day she left.

"This morning I told you about a nightmare, where I lost you..." you take a deep breath before you continue "But... it wasn't a nightmare, I did lost you, and this morning felt like a dream where you never left me"

"Y/N..."

"And as long as I love it, this isn't my life... and I have to go" you end up crying, your mother eyes are confused but they have tears too.

"Y/N I never left, see? you can feel me, I'm real, I will never leave you alone..." your mom says as she caress your cheek, but you feel pain instead of kidness, you know you will never feel her again.

"Mom... I love you more than anything... but I can't stay" you say as you place your hand above hers.

"Y/N, this...this is a joke right? A prank" she laugh a bit, but when she meets your eyes, her smile fades.

"I love you mom" you say as you hug her tight. Tears are colliding with her shirt. You're sobbing, because it's the second time you are going to lose her.  

"Y/N, just stay, okay? We-we are your family. Me, your father, Jake, we are a family" your moms says trying to make you stay, it only breaks your heart more.

"I only wish I can take you with me... but I can't" you say in a whisper as you untangle from your mom.

Your mom it’s about to say something when you feel the familiar pain once more. She looks at you confused and calls your name worried, but the pain grows stronger, making you scream in pain. 

“Y/M/N we need to take Y/N out of here, before she forgets everything!“ Bruce says as he tries to carry you in his arms. 

“No, Bruce, please don’t” Your mom tries to hold you back, scared that she will never see you again. 

“Y/M/N, trust me please. I’m afraid she can actually die if she has another episode like this.... just, trust me” Bruce says. 

In that moment your mom let you go. 

“B! I think she’s dying!” Tim shouts as he tries to stop the bleeding from your nose. 

“She’s not dying Tim! Just try to stop the bleeding for a little longer!” Bruce answers back as he drives high speed through Gotham streets. 

“I’m trying my best, but we better arrive now!” Tim says once more as he commands his brothers to help him out. 

Those were the longest four minutes for everyone. The Batmobile was soaking with your blood just like the hands of the robins, they even swear somehow you had a wound on your head since it was a lot of blood. 

But that didn't matter when everyone saw the Bank a few blocks away. For obvious reasons, they couldn't just park in the entrance. Bruce need it to knock out some guys, and Tim need it to hack the security system while Dick and Damian tried to wake you up. 

"I'm in. Dick, how is she?" The boys heard Batman in the comms. 

"Well, I don't want to alarm you, but I don't feel pulse" Dick says worried. 

"Change of plans. We need to take her in, no time to take the amulet first" Batman says as he steps inside the Vault, his eyes looking at the face with emerald eyes.

"We can't do that! What if-"

"It's a command! Bring her in!" Batman say once more as he check his belt, maybe he has something to make you wake.

The robins arrive in less than a minute. Dick is carrying you towards the Vault, and when Bruce sees you, he felts a knot in his stomach, you skin it’s pale and your clothes are full with blood, just like the robins. 

“We tried our best B, but... I think she didn’t make it” Dick says with a sigh as she place you in the floor. 

“I supposed you don’t remember Pulp fiction, right?“ Bruce says as he takes out a syringe. 

“This is some hardcore shit, B” Tim says as he looks at the big needle. 

Bruce doesn’t care about it, he holds the syringe high as he mentally counts to three, and then he injects you with adrenaline in your heart, not even 10 seconds later, you are awake making Dick faint from the scarry experience. 

“Can’t believe that actually work” Damian says as he saw your wide open eyes. 

“Y/N... it’s time to go” Bruce says, your eyes moves from the syringe in your chest to him. 

“Who are you?” you simply say. 

There’s a silent pause, Bruce is looking at you confused and scared. 

                                                     Was it too late?

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All We Ever Knew (2/4)

Prompt: Y/N and Jason don’t usually fight each other, but one night they can’t hold anger anymore… just remember this the next time, be careful with your wishes.

A/N : Grammar mistakes of course. So I didn't thought you were going to like it, so yep, Taglist it’s open if you want me to add you. Y/BD. -> your birth date. || Y/M/N -> Your mom’s name. 

Pairing : Jason Todd x Reader

Warnings: Angst, fluff.

PREVIEW CHAPTER: HERE

“Is she okay?” Jake says as you cough merciless, while your mom tries to help you out. 

"Oh my god Y/N!, what is with you today?" She said as you recover from your nearly death. 

"I- I just kind of forgot it" You lie. Your mind is on fire, this for sure, it’s a nightmare, one that it’s hard to comprehend. 

"Well hon, you better go and take a bath, Conner will arrive in like, three hours" she said leaving you in shock, you didn’t saw the weird look Jake give you before he stands to leave you alone. 

You don’t say a thing because you can’t. The only thing you have in mind was Jason’s face as you wonder how the fuck you get to be in love with that super asshole of Superboy, there are MANY GOOD REASONS for you to love Jason and not the alien boy, but still, somehow, at least in this kind of reality,  you managed to fall deeply in love with him.  You got up still in a shock state as you walk towards your bedroom closing the door behind you without making any noises, you grab the pillow when you sit in the bed and you scream your frustration out.

'Okay Y/N think! what the fuck are we going to do?!' you think over and over again until the phone rings, you are afraid to answer when you see the icon. Conner.  Your inner mind, the voice of reason in this moments, commands you to create a lie, so you can’t see him today, or never again. 

“He-”

“Y/N! Sweetheart! Please forgive me! Trust me I want to spent the day with you more than anything, but... I have some problems right now, you know, family problems and I don’t think I will be able to be with you today, please don’t hate me, I’ll do anything to make it up for you and-”

“Don’t worry then” you say while mentally thanking God or whatever mystical force for making this miracle. 

“Wait, what? A-are you totally fine with this?” you hear his confusion in every word. 

“Yeah, actually my mom it’s kind of busy today and I’m the new nanie for Jake” you add, you're a little more happier now. 

“Well... okay. I mean... we can always celebrate other day, ha ha...yeaaaah well. I love you see you later...” 

“Love you back, see ya” you say before hanging up. This was the chance you need it to bring everything back to normal.

You go happily to take a bath, what you really need it’s the hot water to wash away your worries just, for a little time so you can later make a plan to return with Jason. 

Hot water did really help you out, you're humming as you feel your muscles relax under the warm water, you can’t avoid to recall the warm of Jason’s hands when he holds you agains his chest, or the way his eyes shine in the most beautiful blue on Earth, or that cheeky smiled that only gives you when he’s truly happy, and those memories, those happy memories are now sad. 

“What have I done?” You say as you realize what you wished for. 

A life where you’re not with your family, the Batfamily at least, and that meant, you never knew Jason, you never fell in love with him, those memories are holograms here, and all you want it’s to be back with him. 

All of sudden, a big pain in your head appers, you feel like if someone is crushing your brain, a million of memories comes in no particular order, memories of you growing up with your mother, memories you know you never had with her... but what scares you the most, it's that memories with Bruce are being replaced by this new ones, even sweet and tender memories of you and Jason are replaced with Superboy.

You open your eyes, slowly, you feel so drain and lifeless, you feel something warm running down your nose, you don’t need to see what it is. It’s blood, the metal taste let any doubt solved. And there you understood, you need it to go now before every single memorie of your life goes away. 

“So, you are seeing Conner later?” your mother asks while she stands in the door looking at both of his children with a sweet smile, a smile you think you have forgotten. 

“Yeah, he said he changed a little our plans to make them...better” you lie as you scratch your back, your eyes never makes contact with hers. Your mom looks at you suspiciously, but she don’t say anything, instead, she looks at Jake. 

“Well, Jake do you have everything you need?” She asks the younger child and he only nodds.

“Remember if something happens, you can call here, or me or Y/N or your dad, okay?” she added as the boy’s smile grew wider. 

“Yes Mom I know, I love you” he says as he hugged her. 

“Love you too. Now, go before it starts raining. Same for you Y/N if something happens you call us” she said and you nod. 

Leaving Jake at the house of one of his friends was a little weird, to be honest. He told you a million of times how weird you were acting, even if you told him you were alright, he never left the doubt in the air. He knew something was wrong, but when he saw his friends house he let the problem die. 

So now, it was time to work. The sun was getting low in Gotham City, that means two things, your chance to somehow enter the Vault and the fact that maybe you will have and enconuter with the Batfam tonight.

But something brighter catches your attention. There’s a glowing neon sign in the street, not so far away from where you are. A sudden thirst takes all over your body as you picture a cool and alcoholic drink, maybe it can relax you a little. 

“I guess a beer will not hurt me” you murmured as you make your way to the bar. 

Oh boy, you really make the must stupid mistakes sometimes. 

“B, did you heard Alfred, right?” Dick says in the comms.

"Yes. I'm looking at the place right now" Bruce answers as he grabs himself from a ladder.

"Don't you think it's kind of weird?" Dick adds.

"It's Gotham and it's midnight, weird things always happens in this situations" Bruce answers once more with a stern voice.

"So... are you going inside or are we just going to wait until the alarm comes to make a great show?" Dick asks.

"I'm going. You all stay until I say otherwise" Bruce says before he jumps to the bank's roof.

"Fine. You'all heard! Don't make anything stupid until he says so!" Dick says, clearly talking to the other younger robins.

“I don’t accept any order coming from your mouth, Grayson” Bruce heard Damian’s voice. 

“How dare you?! You are my brother!, and know what’s even better?, I’m older than you!” Dick say surprised and with a gasp. 

Bruce close his eyes and a sigh leaves his mouth as he listen to the robins fighting, again. 

“That means you’re the first one to die, I don’t follow commands from a possible corpse!” Damian shouts. 

“Both of you, stop fighting. Tim, don’t let them open their mouths until I finish here” Bruce says in his Batman voice, he heard Dick gasping and Damian laughing, but he couldn’t care less. 

Without making noises, Bruce entered the Bank with ease. Alfred had managed to see someone out of place in the Bank and somehow the guards didn't notice it. After Batman noticed Gordon, he gave the order for the guards to leave, so Batman could grab the intruder without hurting civilians.

Silently he walked until he saw the weird figure looking at the big gate of the Vault. Something was weird about this thief, he looked small, young and... like a girl...

"What the fuck was I thinking? I can't fucking unlock a damn phone, but I can open a Gotham Vault? Jesus Y/N you do perfect plans!" 

And that was the confirmation Batman need it to think it was a girl. 

"And now you're in problems" he says as he steps away from the shadows.

"Oh holly fuck! you almost give me a heart attack!" Y/N said with surprise and laughing when she saw Batman looking at her.

Few times Batman is shock, and this for sure was going to be added on the list.  Wasn't she meant to run or fight or do anything else instead of laugh...?

"Oh heck, I forget it, ‘am sorry, not my timeline but... I mean... Dad! It's so good to see you here... in the bank... when I totally look like someone stealing, which I'm not! I swear! " the girl says with a big smile, until she realize the scenario, now her eyes are big and full of concern. 

"Did... did she called you dad?" Batman hears his oldest in the comms. 

"WHO CALLED YOU DAD!? I’M THE ONLY TRUE BLOOD ONE!" Damian says with rage. 

"Did you just adopt another child, without asking us?! Wow." Tim says surprise. 

"Dad?" Batman asks the girl confuse and kind of surprised. The girl only nods eagerly. 

“Yeah! I'm Y/N, your daughter, but probably you don't know that, but anyways, where's everyone, are they here? is Jason here? I do really want to see him, actually I’m dying to see him, literally" she says with another one big laugh as she steps closer to him.  

The moment she place a hand on his shoulder she looks at him, with a big smile. Bruce realized the girl was kind of drunk, but still, he was surprised of the young girl. 

“So, what do you say Batsy?, mind if you give me a hand, I reaaaaaaally need that thing” she asks him with a big smile. 

And there, three times in a row in less than five minutes, Batman was shocked. Who was this girl?! and why she looked so happy about seeing Batman?!, Did she really wanted Batman to help her steal something?!... How did she knew, Jason?   

Batman doesn't panic. But his kids clearly do. Damian, Dick and Tim entered the bank in less than three seconds. The girl was happy to see them, even she hugged them all, and she held Damian’s face in her hands. But as I said, those three guys do really panic, that’s why they shoot her a dart before she kept talking.

"Was that really necesary?" Damian asked Dick who was holding the dart gun with wide eyes.

"Yes! What if she called us by our names?!" Dick says with wide and worried eyes.

“She doesn’t know our names, silly, she’s just drunk” Damian says as he point to the passed out girl in the floor. “But... she said she wanted to see Jason, how did she know him? What are the odds? hmm?” Dick answers Damian. 

"And how could she probrably know that?" Tim asks as he cross his arms.

The three guys now are looking at Bruce for some explanation, but he dind’t have words. For first time, he didn’t know what was happening, but the best answer he could have was

"Let's take her to the Batcave"

"Master Wayne. I know I have told you million of times to find what makes you happy, but I did not mean to adopt as many kids as you can, and less more if they do have a family already, which can be define as a kidnap." Alfred says as he rubs his temples.

"What did you find out Alfred?" Dick asks as he looks at the girl in the chair.

"Y/N Desmond. Born on Y/BD. The oldest daughter of Y/M/N. Raised in Gotham City. She have good grades, excellent I would say. Never have been in prision or something of the same nature... Master Wayne, are you sure she was trying to steal something from Gotham’s bank?" Alfred asks him with a raised eyebrow.

"She was in the Bank. At night trying to open a Vault, Alfred. I do guess she was trying to steal something, she even asked me to help her" Bruce says, but then a deep frown draws on his face.

"What is it Master Wayne? Do you happen to know why was she there?" Alfred asks.

"What was the full name of the mother?" Bruce asks.

"Y/M/N. Sir. Why? Did you know this woman?" Alfred asks still with his eyebrow raised. 

"Alfred. Make a DNA test" Bruce says as he walks to the door that leads to Y/N.

"ARE YOU SAYING I’M NO THE ONLY ONE WITH YOUR DNA?!" Damian asks annoyed.

"Guess you lost your crown, Demon." Dick said with a laugh, only to boil Damian’s blood. 

Bruce enters the room where you are held against a chair. So cliché. There’s a light above your head. Bruce sits infront of you, waiting for you to wake up, and when you did, you were confused as hell. You’re eyes are scanning the place, wondering where were you, until he talks. 

"Who are you?" he asks with a stern voice. You couldn't see his whole face, just his mouth, and you chuckled.

"What's funny?" he asks you with his 'Batman' voice.

"I can't believe you actually brought me here and tight me up, plus, you talking with your Batman voice. Can't really blame me for laughning" you say with another chuckle.

"Who. Are. You?" Bruce asks once more, this time, each word held a tiny and spicy glimpse of rage, same he uses when he’s about to scold you, making you gulp. 

"I'm Y/N Wayne. I'm your daughter" you say with all honesty, but with fear too.

"You're not my daughter. I don't have kids..." he says and you arc an eyebrown.

"But... you have children, and I mean with your DNA, like, Damian to start with" you say confuse.

"How did you know that? Where did you find this kind of information? Are you working for someone in particular?!" Bruce asks you, with rage in his voice as he stand up.

"I told you I'm your daughter, but I know why you don't believe me, just listen to me, please" you tell him as you follow him with your eyes.  

Bruce return to the shadows, you knew he was going to leave since he didn't want to listen to you, so you rush your words before he stepped away.

"I got into a fight with Jason in a fucking weird and creepy Museum and because I was mad I wished to never became a vigilante, so... it happened. I never became one in this reality and I have to come back...  that’s  why I was at the bank, that thing that made this wish come true, is in there"  you says with a sigh as you realize your words, maybe you will stay in here forever. 

“You’re lying” Bruce says with a kind of calm but angry voice. 

“I’m not! I swear! All of this it’s just a-” 

“You’re lying! You couldn't have this fight with Jason! YOU CANNOT POSSIBLY KNOW JASON!” he interrupts you with anger full on his voice, even so, he leaves the shadows in a rush, and now you see him, so close to your face. Anger all over written in his face, you swear there’s a glimpse of sadness, but for the moment it just scares you. 

“I DO KNOW HIM! JASON PETER TODD, THE RED HOOD HIMSELF! BLUE EYES, BLACK HAIR! YOU RAISED HIM AFTER HE TRIED TO STEAL YOUR TIRES!” you shout at him too, no one, not even your father was going to tell you that you didn’t know Jason. 

“He is dead” Bruce says as he close his eyes. His voice was only a whisper, a whisper that helds sorrow. 

“No. He isn’t dead, he must be just running around Gotham, I know because he made that when he-”

“He. Is. Dead.” Bruce tells you once more, using the same voice you fear. 

“Believe me he isn’t dead, trust me-” you try to stay calm, but the way he is talking and acting makes you doubt. 

“I HELD HIS DEAD BODY IN MY HANDS! I BURIED HIM! I SAW HIS PALE SKIN! DON’T COME A TELL ME HE’S ALIVE!” he shouts once more, to be honest, you’re close to tears, not because his frighting you, but because he blames himself. 

“I know what the Joker did. I know what you did in the Lazarus pit. Jason is-”

“He didn’t died there... not even after the Lazarus pit. He died two years ago” Batman says and that shocked you. 

“But...but, It’s Jason, he-he can’t be” you try to find a reason in your head, Jason was alive, you just need to join dots, the answer must be hanging in the air. 

“You don’t believe me? Don’t you?” Bruce says, when you look up, you see how close he eyes, his eyes are red like yours. 

He doesn’t say anything else, he cuts the rope from your feet and hands. He gives you a hand for you to stand up, you don’t make any questions, he doesn’t says anything, you know he wants you to follow him, and so you do. 

No one. Not even you can’t describe Gotham’s rain. You can’t describe how the fog managed to come every single night. How every raindrop felt heavy and how loud they sound when they collide with the floor, or grass. The dark skies, never give anyone the chance to see the stars or the moon, it was just, black. 

Somehow, you haven’t paid attention to those details in all these years until now...Until this exact moment, when you can listen your heart in your brain, every single heartbeat feels wrong as you picture Jason in your mind. 

Every breath you take feels stolen as you remember his laugh and the way he smiled. Your hands sofltly carres the passing grass as you walk under the rain. You’re socking wet, even if the rain wasn’t heavy, it truly leaved a weight in your shoulder as you kept walking behind Bruce. 

And then, he stops. You know you arrived to wherever Bruce took you along, you’re not dumb, you know what he wanted to show you, but you deny the single and horrible idea. He kneels, you see his hand moving from side to side, until his on his feet again to turn around, he walks away and you are afraid to look down. 

You slowly look down to see the stone lying in the ground with dead flowers all over the place. You haven’t read the description, the cold wind makes chills run down your spine, but the moment your heart stopped, was when you read the description. 

Here lies Jason Peter Todd. A loved son and brother who deserves to find the light to rest in peace.

You want to deny the idea that Jason’s isn’t gone. But you can’t, you give up. You fall to the ground, your eyes still looking at his name in the stone. And then, you’re crying uncontrollable, sobbing, screaming, recalling him in your mind as you wish you come back to your reality, you can’t stay in a place where Jason isn’t there. 

And again, the pain on your brain is back. You scream even harder. This time the pain hits you harder than before, this time maybe, it will erase everything.

Bruce saw you faint. He ran towards you to take you inside the Manor, where everyone is waiting for an answer. 

“She did really knew Jason, right?” Dick asks with a sigh as he saw Bruce carrying your body. 

“Well, now again she’s passed out, her family must be wondering where the hell she is... what a problem..Tt” Damian says. 

“There’s a bigger problem, young Master Wayne. She didn’t lie at all, she’s in fact, the daughter of Master Wayne” Alfred says with a sigh. 

“That means... she’s really trapped here? all she said, it’s true?” Tim asks surprised. 

“Indeed. Master Tim. Indeed” Alfred confirms.

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All We Ever Knew (1/4)

Prompt: Y/N and Jason don’t usually fight each other, but one night they can’t hold anger anymore... just remember this the next time, be careful with your wishes.

A/N : Grammar mistakes of course AND I’m so sorry for not posting in months. Plus, since this is too long it will be like 3 or 4 parts. 

Pairing : Jason Todd x Reader

Warnings: Angst, fluff. 

Rain. Thunders. Lightnings to provide seconds of light in the dark and creepy building you are at the moment. Not only water is dripping from your clothes, blood it’s carefully painting patterns in the dirty floor full of dust.

You take a breath as you close your eyes. There's a chaos on your mind, but now you need to rest for some few seconds, your mind focuses to the aching parts of your body, someone shoot you near your shoulder and leg, the guy you are looking for, kicked you in many places, including your face and stomach, causing rivers of blood to come from your nose and mouth. 

'There will be time to heal, but now, I gotta found this fucker’ you think while you feel the gun in your hand. 

A sudden noise makes you open your eyes, by scanning the place you find a possible source as another item falls to the ground from a table near a door. The wooden door is slowly swinging noiseless, somehow it gives you chills.  

Maybe it's time to describe the place. It is an old and abandoned museum, full of dust with lack of light, many broken things and papers are lying on the floor  full of small ponds caused by the rain. Many boxes are in the place, stocked in every single corner of the building just like the weird broken mannequins that looks at people in very creepy ways. In all room are strange reliques belonging to different cultures. 

With the gun on your hand, you walk to the door until your palm is pressed to the old wooden door, you open slowly the door without making any noises. There, sitting in the floor, infront of a broken window, it’s the prisioner you are looking for, still, the man is looking at the something in the wall, a kind of face with emerald eyes. 

Slowly, you rise the weapon, you look at how many darts you still have, a sigh leaves your mouth when you see the number ‘1’ glowing in blue digits. Only one dart to paralyze this monster. There’s no error range. 

You are about to shoot when a gunshot rings behind you, making you jump and push the trigger at the same time, the bullet from the other person collides in the shoulder of the prisioner making him scream while your dart flies outside the window. 

The prisioner looks at you and for seconds you think he’s about to launch himself to you, but instead, he escapes from the same window, you run after him, you stop when you see the high height of the building, you will never make it with your current health state. 

"Dammit" you say under your breath while the now monster prisioner runs free in Gotham rainy streets. 

You can’t help but thinking in Bruce words again ‘I know I couldn't trust you with this’, and the media and all news talking about the same issue. But then, your mind drifts to the other gunshot. You turn around just in time for a lightning to reveal the man with a red helmet. 

"Are you fucking happy now, Jason?" you spat with anger as you clean your bloody nose with your forearm.

“Excuse you?” Says with an angry tone too. 

“Thanks to you that monster is free in the streets” anger is still in every word you say. 

"Even if I wasn’t here, look at you, you are about to faint for those wounds, so don’t put your failure on me, Y/N." Jason says while he tooks his helmet off.

“Weren't you supposed to be with me to catch him? Maybe if you have been there, this situation could have never happened” you added as you keep on cleaning you mouth from blood.  

He is glaring at you, his eyes are full of anger, his fists are close and so you are angry too. Jason and you love each other, to death, but lately anger lived inside of both of you, failed missions, jealousy, lack of sleep, stress, and one mission that involved the Joker didn't help at all to the situation, less more, when you stopped talking, anger and pride was taking the control of the relationship and that wasn't good.

Right now you are, angry, injured, stressed and tired, you want to finish this conversation, but Jason is not having it... for God sakes, the man loves to fight even for the smallest things, so of course he will fight this round and you being a Wayne, cannot stand losing. 

"Maybe if you stop living a life that isn’t for you, this could have never happened” Jason says with a tone that could have scared you if this was a different situation, right now, it only boils your blood. 

You don’t know how you get so close to Jason, but now you can see that all the love in Jason’s eyes is gone. Anger and hate are clouding the beautiful shade of blue and it scares you for a bit. 

"Oh, so now you mean that I should never became a vigilante and help this city?! Really Jason?!" you spat and he only clenches his jaw.

"Maybe you do a better work as a whore, you know, I bet everything, that you will love fucking that guy in the bar, or the gala one, of that guy in the park. I bet they will make you scream-”

You didn’t give him the chance to finish. It was enough for you to listen those words from Jason. Tears were now running down your face, both from sadness and anger; in all the time with Jason you never thought about him calling you a whore, or the way he screamed and looked at you. The way his words seemed to hurt more than bullets is terrifying. 

"Then I think you are right. I wish I never had become a vigilante, so I could never fall in love with you” you say with a sad tone. Jason never turn his head to look at you. 

You begin walking outside the room, you didn't know what hurts you more, the fact that Jason didn't tried to apologize or that he actually meant those words.

You left the old museum behind, without thinking that something could make that wish come true. 

The sun is burning your fucking eyes and you can stand it anymore. You open them in a second, you blink few times and you look around. You blink again and you rub your eyes, but the room hasn’t change at all. This is not the usual room where you wake up this is so... girly a bright, and the Manor it’s so neutral and dark. 

You sit on bed as you keep eyeing the place, it looks familiar. Just when you are linking dots a song comes from the phone in the night stand, a very happy song that you know you don't own in your library.

"What the-" you say under your breath as you take the phone to stop the 'I'm walking on sunshine' wake up alarm, when the song fades, the lockscreen of the phone comes at your sight, it's you kissing... SUPERBOY?!

You scream,  WHAT IN HOLLY FUCKS IS HAPPENING?.

"Y/N! Are you okay?!" Someone says as the door suddlenly opens, you look at the spot when you realize it was a female voice. 

Right there, time freezes. Your body tenses as the memorie of a melody comes to you mind when you saw her, standing there, her skin is glowing, her hair looks soft just like her eyes, even if she looks worried, the spark of love stays there. But, how is she alive?

"Honey, are you okay? I heard you screaming" she says. She’s in bed next to you, her warm hands caresses your wild hair. Her eyes tries to find an answer.

"Mom?" you finally said, even if your voice seems to be a whisper, she smiles.  Your eyes are crystalline and you smile too. She was finally real. 

You hold her tight, until you hear her heartbeat and you cry. Your mom’s laugh echoes in her chest as her hands caresses your back. She plants a kiss in your temple. 

“I missed you” you say once more in a thread of voice, you can barely hear your words, but once again, she looks surprised. 

“Y/N we have been just hours apart” she chuckles and you can’t help to feel your heart warming up. 

"It felt like years for me" you say and you can help the tears streaming down your face.

"Sweetheart, Y/N , are you okay?" your mom asks, she says your name so soft that you swear they touched your skin.  

"It's just, I... I kind of had a nightmare..." you tried to canalize your feelings so she can somehow understand. She hums, it was the key to keep going.

"I was seven... you got sick and everyday I had to see you fade in time, until one night your eyes doesn’t have your spark, your skin is cold and lifeless, you don’t call my name... you are gone... forever ..." you said as you look at her, she placed a hand on your shoulder as her other hand dries your tears.

"and then I found this old folder in your room, with alot of papers that said I was Bruce Wayne’s daughter" you added and your mother laughs, still you saw a little surprise and shiock in her eyes, like if something was weird for her.

"That was a gigantic plot twist Y/N you should write this stories you told me about, fanfic?, you will be very good at it" she says before she stands to go to the door.  

"Mom" you call her once more before she goes, just in case this was a dream, you wanted to tell her. 

“Sweetheart?” her face looks at you with another soft smile. 

“I love you” you say it and God knows you mean it with all your heart. 

“I love you too Y/N. Always” she says before she goes by the door. 

Now that you are alone, in what you remember to be your old house, you look at the bullet wounds from the midnight fight, but your skin is totally healed, there’s no trace of bullets or scars. 

Your mind tries to find a possible explanation, maybe this was a huge and horrendous dream... but then how everything feels so, real?... Your mind is playing the last things you remember, like the fight with Jason, and the museum and the creepy reliques... reliques?

You grab the phone in the night stand to look for the answer and now, your facing another problem. Six stupid numbers are in your way and no birth dates unlock the damn phone. 

And then, there’s a sweet smells in the air that makes your stomach nearly talk. Following your hunger, you arrive to the kitchen, only to be greated by a blonde man with a suit and a young boy in the table, eating the breaksfast your mother is doing. For a split second you want to ask who are they, but something inside  you tells you to act ‘normal’.  

“Good morning sweetheart, everything alright?” the man asks you as you sit in the chair in front the young boy. 

“The princess is having nightmares again?” the boy asks with such a mockery you want to slap it out of his face, you don’t know the boy but, by that comment you know he’s your young brother, apparently. 

“Jake, it’s way too early in the morning to fight, don’t you think?” your mother says as she sits beside you with your plate in her hands. 

The boy looks at you and the he returns his focus on his cellphone, and that reminds you the password. 

“Mom, can you plase unlock my phone?, I have honey on my fingers” you say as you handle her your phone, she smiles and with ease she unlocks it, as you thought, you still have a good bound with your mother wich cause, she knowing the password.  

Typing the name of the museum you find the category your are looking for, ‘the world old reliques’, there’s thousands of photographs of different items until you find something that looks like the thing you saw in the room, you look at the name to search it’s story, only to found out it’s the answer to your problems, this thing can-

“It’s that the thing from the auction?” your mom voice says, you look at her with wide open eyes that can only mean shock. 

“Auction?” you ask more to yourself than for her. She nodds before she grabs her coffee. 

“Chester, do you remember the face with emerald eyes? the one of the auction? the creepy one” your mother asks the blonde man and he nodds again. 

“Can’t believe the bank payed for it, what a waste” he says with a roll of his eyes. 

“The bank?” you ask once more, what the hell were you going to do?

“Well, I guess that they do it because of Bruce Wayne, don’t ya thing hon?” the man asks your mother with a smile. 

“Yeah, everybody wants to show ‘humanity’ these days” your mother adds. 

“Is this thing inside the bank, like in somewhere special?” you ask to... Chester. 

“Oh yeah, it’s in a big vault, they say that thing is priceless, I don’t quite believe it“ he says with a roll of his eyes. 

While Chester takes his morning coffee, you look at the pin on his suit jacket, it has the logo of the the Gotham bank, and his badge, totally confirms he works there. 

“So... you think you can show me this...thing?” you ask him and he looks at you confuse. 

“I have so much curiosity for that” you add with a smile. 

“Well, it’s not like I can invite people to the vault but... maybe I can arrange something” he says and then he looks at his watch. “Well hon, I gotta go, love ya” he says as he stands up. 

You are thinking now, maybe you can get inside the bank and grab that thing or maybe you can enter and just wish to everything to come back as it was, but you need it to do it in the night. 

There’s another sound in the kitchen besides the echo of the door, you look at your mother when she answers, she went from happy to confused to worried in less than five minutes. She hangs up and she turns around to look at Jake and you. 

“Y/N can you do me a favor please?” your mom asks with hope in her eyes, you only nodd. “Can you please take Jake to the party? I have work to do and I don’t know if I’ll get time” your mom says. 

“Yeah sure, no problem” you say as you drink from the coffee cup. 

“Really? I mean, I know you have plans for today with Conner and I don’t want to cause problems”

“Don’t worry mom, I think he’ll undestand“ you add before taking another sip.

“But it’s your anniversary today” and then you spit all coffee that was in your mouth. 

“WHAT?!” you say very surprise for that, your mother and Jake looks at you the same exact way. 

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Every You Every Me Steve x Reader  (Masterlist)

Summary: You are Tony’s daughter, everything was normal until you recall your past in your nightmares. 

Pairing : Father!Tony Stark x Daughter!Reader  x Steve x Avengers 

Chapter 1  Chapter 2.1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3  Chapter 4 Chapter 5  Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12  Chapter 13  Chapter 14 <- UPDATE

Hidden Chapters:  Bucky x Reader - Soundtrack of my dreams 

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Every You Every Me (14/15)

Pairing : Tony!Father x Reader!Daughter x Steve x Avengers 

Warnings: swearing, some tears, fight, violence, fluff (finally), idk Summary: You are Tony’s daughter, everything was normal until you recall your past in your nightmares.

A/N : Normal POV, I’ll fix grammar later.  

Chapter 1     Chapter 2.1   Chapter 2    Chapter 3   Chapter 4     Chapter 5 Chapter 6     Chapter 7      Chapter 8    Chapter 9   Chapter 10   Chapter 11   Chapter 12   Chapter 13

*GIF NOT MINE*

You looked down when you heard Alexander coughing blood. His eyes were slowly opening, but at the same time he couldn’t bring himself to stay awake. You stopped sobbing but still, tears were running down your face. Your hands pressed harder on his wound, blood was covering a big area of the floor now, still you wanted to keep him alive. 

“I told you before, you weren’t made for this, look at the consequences for trying to be someone you’re not” the voice told you as he started walking inside the house. 

“How many people have suffered for your fault? Let’s begin with your mother, I think she is glad to be dead, at least she doesn’t have to deal with you” he said as he kept pacing around the house. 

“Go. Away“ you said as tears from anger ran down your face. 

“Go away? do you mean I need to escape? like you have been doing for all this years?” he laughed off. “For what? huh? That didn’t worked for you at all, you were close enough to kill your friends, and now look around, Alexander, his dying in the floor because of you, and Cap he had go through hell before, but once again for you?” he said as he spat with anger again. 

You didn’t answer, instead you looked at Steve he was blinking now, but just as Alexander his eyes stayed closed and then he fell to the ground. You cried out his name and that caused your hand to move a little. You knew you were trapped, you wanted to help Steve but you couldn’t move from Alexander’s wound and more than anything you wanted to kill this HYDRA officer. 

“Actually I adore you, you know that? I accomplished to break you in every single way, and still you were the greatest fighter of all the Lazarus project. You were the perfect reckless machine…”

“I didn’t have to use any words to bring your dark side like the Winter Soldiers, you are evil inside and you can’t do anything about it, because that’s what you truly are, you were molded to be a murder…”

“We are going to do this easier, since we are blocking all powers in this area, you can’t make anything against, so stand up and follow me” The voice demanded as you heard the boots coming closer. 

“You call this easy?“ you asked under your breath as you saw the unconscious bodies of Alexander and Steve. 

“This part is easy, but Cap here gave us the location by mistake” he said with a chuckle, that made you blood boil. 

“I’m not following you anywhere, not even dead I would” you told him with anger in your voice. 

“I didn’t ask you, Lilian” He spat with anger too.

“And so, maybe I need to kill your friends and family, that way you will not have anything to fight for“ he said with no emotion in his voice. 

If you wasn’t angry enough that name made your anger grow in high new levels. And so, your mind was joining the pieces. This man kidnapped you both, your mother and you, he made you a fucking weapon, he trained you to kill, he killed your mother, he erased your mind multiples times, he tried to kill you before, he made you kill your friends, he shoot Alexander and Steve was unconscious on the floor, all thanks to him. 

As your mind gave you all this memories, you closed your eyes, a chill ran all over your spine as you saw all the faces of those persons. You felt everything around you, the ground, the houses, the minerals, metals as you heard the screams in your head. But when that awful name came in your memories with different voices the ground started trembling under your knees, you heard multiples things falling to the ground. You didn’t knew, but this wasn’t happening only inside this house, the nearest houses that are more than two kilometers away felt the trembling ground, their things were floating in the middle of the rooms and the light was flickering, no one knew what was happening, but they were afraid and amazed at the same time, because with the passing seconds, it became harder and harder, the shaking felt like an earthquake and finally you screamed louder than never before when you recalled the nightmare when this dark side of yourself killed everyone loved in your life. 

You heard the windows breaking all around the house, you felt the earth under the house moving in a raw way, you felt the power running in your veins, trying to escape your body, your hair was floating and your hands were shaking badly above Alexander’s wound, but now, something shifted in your mind, you knew this was bad, because there wasn’t stop signs anywhere, and so, you knew who was in charge. 

You felt a warm hand above yours and you opened your eyes, you saw tired blue eyes in front of you, blonde sandy hair and a sad smile. 

“I’ve got him, but… remember you’re not her” Steve said as he tried his best to stay awake, he removed your hands. “Go“ 

You stood up and you turned around, the house was a mess, like if a really hard earthquake destroyed everything inside, but the only thing that your eyes were looking for was that HYDRA bastard, the one that was looking straight at you with wide eyes. 

“You shouldn’t have been able to do that” the said with a voice that you couldn’t describe, was he amazed? scared?… 

“Go. Away” you said once more, your eyes were white but you knew they were full of anger. 

“You don’t have any chances against me” he said with a dark chuckle and soon after he yelped when he felt a cable around his throat. 

“Rule number three, always analyze your surroundings” you said as you began walking towards him. 

He wasn’t any fool, he knew you told him the basic HYDRA rules for combat, so he chuckled again as his hands tried to released some pressure of the cable. When he knew he couldn’t he looked for a knife inside his pocket, he yelped again when another cable held his hand tighter. 

“Rule number two, never take your eyes off your enemy” you said in the same tone they told you many years ago. 

You stopped walking when there was a safe distance, you couldn’t let him touch you. Still, your eyes were looked in him, he appeared surprised by your actions so he was smiling. 

“Rule number one, never give your back to the enemy” he choked out and you frowned, but it wasn’t so long when something hit your head. 

You turned around and you felt again that same pain in your stomach. So you analyzed the situation, faster than you thought. If this attacker was invincible and if he or she hitted your stomach that meant he was close to you, so in seconds,  you stretched your hand to feel it and bingo, the invisible man appeared in front of you, he opened his eyes as he realized you could see him now. 

He tried to punch your face but you attacked his legs first, then you felt someone pulling your hair, your mind totally disconnected in that moment, you realized you lose attention so the HYDRA officer escaped the cables and now he was pulling your hair, which means, he was touching you, causing an horrendous pain all over your body. 

“You forgot little girl, I didn’t came alone” he growled in your ear as he placed a hand on your throat, your body was in full pain, so need it to act queek, again you made some cables hold his feet and the you pull him to the ground, he let you go when the force of the cable dragged him. 

The other guy took the opportunity to make himself invisible again and he attacked your legs. You fell to the ground but you stood up quickly even though you body was aching for the contact with that man, whatever his power does, it’s was really painful. 

You looked at your surroundings and you heard noises, and like it happened before, you linked this moment with previous memories, you concentrated on the metals around the house, wherever this dude was he should make an anomaly in the metals, and so you felt the pressure of his feet in a spot near the door, he was there, standing and waiting for your next move, the only thing he didn’t saw coming was the knife coming straight to his knee. He screamed in pain and he revealed himself once more, but this time you didn’t have mercy on him, you send him flying through the window, he’ll at least be unconscious for some time. 

You turned around to find a tall man standing in front of you with a mischievous smile, his skin was pale and skinny, his hair was blonde but his eyes were totally dark. You didn’t know who he was, but as soon as you tried to move away, he took your forearm and send you flying out of the house just like you did with the previous guy. 

You landed at least in the grass, you cough a little before you stood up, again you focused on your surroundings, the forest was near and you knew it like the palm of your hand, that could make a difference if this fight became to hard, and not so far away was the garage of Alexander, you heard a loud noise and you looked that way, the pale guy was running towards you really really fast, and for what you saw, his plan was to knock you out, so you used the only heavy thing of metal near for your defense, you dragged out Alexander’s car to knock the guy of, and so he flew meters away from you. 

But again you felt something hit your head, and then your torso, therefor your legs and arms, suddenly a girl appeared in your face and she disappeared, next thing that happened, you were inside the big Hydra ship. This girl could teletransport herself and others as well…great. Well things got worse, you can realize how many Hydra agents were surrounding you… right?

“As my cute boyfriend says, I can do this all day, so I’m not gonna fight you if you don’t want to” you said and you took an attack position. You knew you looked like shit, blood coming from your nose, broken lip and so you had blood coming out from a side of your head, but you wouldn’t let HYDRA take you again. 

And so you saw the HYDRA agents coming for you and you began to attack like the time they went to your home to take you with them, this time they wouldn’t succeed and you knew that, still this time was a little way easier since you could use your powers, the bad thing, they weren’t a lot, like if the whole HYDRA was here fighting against you, so you began to grow tired every passing second, they use this opportunity against you to punch you and kick you, but you always stood up, still you didn’t know if you could make it out, in one of this punches, a girl almost knock you out, you fell to the ground to cough some blood, but you stood up. 

“It easier if you surrender now” she said as she came close to you with a metal tube on her hand. 

“Something I learned in that hell, is to stand up whenever I can or not” you told her as you send her flying across the room, in that same moment you heard the click of a gun behind your head.

“Did they show you how to survive to a bullet in your brain?” The man said with a dark chuckle, and you remembered, the day Sam asked you to make Bucky punch himself, you did the same trick using the gun of the man, you turned around and you kicked him away. 

Many HYDRA agents came closer and closer, they seem to multiply themselves and seriously you were tired and angry, you thought that horrible mission in the woods, where gravity force you to go up and then drag you to the ground. You focused on plant your feet on the ground like a tree and so, when the agents were coming you lifted the ship roughly making all the agent float in the air and then, you drag it to the ground so they can slamm their fucking faces on it, you repeated this three times. When you finished you fell to the floor, for some reason your wounds didn’t seem to heal as fast as they should, you felt really really bad, but at least all of the agents were knocked off… or you thought so.

You heard noises inside the ship, you looked up and you saw more agents, this was a lost cause, you were about to faint you couldn’t fight all this agents by yourself… and if God or some other God or presence of the universe had listened you, you heard a familiar voice. 

“All right? Who pissed the lady?” Sam said above you, you smiled and laughed as you saw the silver wings. 

“Y/N we gotta get out, right now” you felt someone touching your shoulder and when you looked to the otherside you were happy to see your best friend, T’challa. 

You nodded and got up, T’challa made a sign to Sam as he help you to go out. As you made your way out you realized that the ship was flying, you could have crashed this thing in the city and you didn’t even know. 

“Can you fly or we should call a ride?” He asked you, you knew that behind that black mask he was smiling, and so were you. 

“I prefer a ride right now” you said with a chuckle. 

“Tony, come and get us“ T’challa said in the damn comms, just to saw that action made you smile even harder, you didn’t know how much you actually missed them. 

But instead of Tony showing himself, your old suit did. You knew something was bad on the ground, you looked at T’challa confused. 

“i tell you later, now get in, we gotta go with them” he told you and you did what he said. It felt strange to be caged in some armor once again, you were scared that you didn’t remember how this thing worked so you warned T’challa, but he laughed off. 

You tried to have a safe landing where T’challa told you but, you didn’t exactly remember how the breaks of this thing worked so you rolled over the ground. Some seconds passed when you felt strong arms holding you up in the sky, quickly you disarmed the suit and you saw the God familiar face smiling towards you. 

“Lady Y/N you are alive!” Thor said as he hugged you like a big teddy bear which cause you to cough some more. 

“Oh my apologies…” he said as he put you in the ground, you smiled to him and you hugged him again, you said you missed him too and he held you… softer this time. 

You turned around to hug T’Challa too, he took of his mask to reveal the brightest smile, but then you remembered, and you asked yourself where was your father. T’challa saw this confusion in your face, but when he was about to speak a loud explosion appeared in the distance. 

“HYDRA getting you wasn’t the whole plan” T’challa said with a sad smile. 

“The other ones, are they in there?” you asked him, and he only nodded. “okay, well, let’s go then” you said as you tried to run, but he held you. 

“I heard FRIDAY analysis Y/N, you are not in the best shape to fight, we should find you a place to hide”

“Hide? Again? This is all happening because of this” you told him as your eyes colored in the familiar white “All I want it’s to finish this cycle T… please I need to finish this” you told him as your eyes colored in the familiar Y/E/C. 

“Promise me that if you can’t handle anymore you will stay away Y/N we need you alive” he told you with a sad smile, which you nodded with your head. 

Soon later you made it were everyone was. Bloody hell, it was a war, you didn’t knew how HYDRA managed to have all this agents, it was truly impressive. There was a lot of movement in the area, so much you didn’t realize T’challa and Thor left you behind, your eyes scanned the place in search of the other ones, but it didn’t lasted so long, a strong hand drag you inside the wood, you screamed but when you turned around you saw Steve’s face. 

“Steve“ you said with a smile as you saw him wearing his uniform, instead of a reply he kissed you. Dear Lord, after everything you hardly remembered how his lips felt against yours, how warm his hands were, he tasted like home… 

You broke apart when you need air, but the smile stayed on your face. You slowly opened your eyes to find him smiling with red cheeks, like the first time he kissed you or when Tony catch you kissing him… we was too cute for this world. 

“I missed you” he said as he caressed your cheeks with lovely eyes. “So what do you say? Should we finish this to get home early to hot chocolate and old movies?“ he asked you with a tender voice. 

“It’s a date Cap” you told him with a giant smile. 

“Let’s go then“ he told you as he gave you a short kiss. 

He took your hand and you followed him were everyone was. This time you were going to end everything for what all means, and you were going to make it with your family by your side. 

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Every You Every Me Fans!

Hi, as you may know I didn’t have an specific number of chapters of the serie, but I have been writing, and so I decided to only make 15 Chapters with a extra Chapter (16) but you know... it would be like a hidden chapter, so... today I’m going to upload the 14... and along the week I’ll write and upload the final chapter.  SO BE READY 

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Every You Every Me Steve x Reader  (Masterlist)

Summary: You are Tony’s daughter, everything was normal until you recall your past in your nightmares. 

Pairing : Father!Tony Stark x Daughter!Reader  x Steve x Avengers 

Chapter 1  Chapter 2.1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3  Chapter 4 Chapter 5  Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12  Chapter 13 <- UPDATE

Hidden Chapters:  Bucky x Reader - Soundtrack of my dreams 

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