sucks to be me~

Just your usual everyday anime fangirl...on crack. Recent Obsession: Sports anime and NagiReo, multi-fandom but this blog is more bllk centric.

[cooco-ren]

Yo, welcome to my mess of a blog.

Name's Ren

Age: 21

They/them

Frequently depressed uni student, aspiring author, beginner artist and anime addict.

This is my main blog, one of many but it's mainly dedicated to blue lock and nagireo reblogs. Find me for more of my rants, ramblings and writing activity concerning all things I'm currently interested in over at @ren-rambles-often

Minors dni you will be blocked.

Twitter @/Coco_Rennn

[lustcannibalism]

the desire to engage in my hobbies leaving my body as soon as I have the day off even though I was looking forward to it all week

[akandis]

reading these panels literally make me take off my glasses rub my eyes and put my glasses back on. CAUSE WHAT DID I JUST READ? this don’t feel platonic anymore bro….

[ren-rambles-often]

Hi Ren,

Please tell us about your favourite fanfiction tropes!

Sorry this took me so long, I was battling with the monster called responsibilities T^T

Honestly speaking, I'm so basic when it comes to tropes it's almost laughable but let's do this!! It's been a long day and I'm in no mood to get jumped so yeah none of my fave 'cest's will be here lol (maybe I'll do a separate post for those hmmmm).

Doing a top 10 cuz any more will require mental strength I definitely don't have. Love all my tropes interchangeably so the order they're in doesn't really mean much, don't take it seriously.

(Except for No.1, it's that high for a reason)

10) Omegaverse: I hated this one SO much when I was in my woke 17 year old fake fujo phase but now I'm literally looking for any reason to read or write it into my fave ships. It doesn't do it for a lot of readers, understandably so bc it's super easy to make cringe or write it poorly but "don't like don't read" It's not that hard.

One of my favorite aspects of omegaverse (or ab//o in general) is the aspect of scents. So much care and symbolism can be put into choosing what one particular character smells like, and it gives a different kind of feeling when done right. I've been getting in gardening lately and boy do plant scents hit different when you're growing them yourself.

Then there's knotting and that should be self explanatory 🤤

9) Cloning/Time travel: This is a particular guilty pleasure that I never see enough of except its a rare doujin or lone fanarts 😭. Like two or three of the same bottoms to one top?! Why does no one see the vision?! Or one of their future or past selves stopping by just because?! Idrc as long as someone is getting tag teamed lol.

8) Fuck or Die/Sex Pollen: these open up a lot of room for dubcon or mindbreak scenarios so I'm definitely down if the chemistry and lead up are just right.

7) Mpreg: Bet y'all expected me to mention this in omegaverse but as I've come to realize there are a lot of ways for mpreg to happen even outside of that. Once you tune out the "yuckie mpreg and watersports" tiktok babies you will be living your best life, trust me.

6) Crossdressing: Putting a male character in a dress is the quickest way to my heart actually. As much as I love maid dresses though, I'm more of a school uniform (not the sailor type) or office wear with short, tight skirts kinda guy.

5) Alternate Universes: Doesn't matter which just give it to me I don't care! It's hard thinking of any AU setting I wouldn't like because taking characters, putting them in a different setting and working out how they'll act in that setting while retaining the essence of their personalities and chemistry is truly an art form I can never get tired exploring.

Royalty/Fantasy aus have been done to death but I'll eat them up regardless. Sci-fi aus, not so much, I'd love to see more. And AUs based on a different show or media to the canon are like up in my top five aus probably right below mafia.

4) Mutual Pining: I fell like there's literally nothing to explain with this one. If they both aren't simping for each other in some way as I'm reading I'm hitting the close tab button, in this house we everyone must be chronically obsessed.

3) Forced Proximity: this goes hand in hand with the mutual pining trope; like sure they don't want to be around each other but that's because the longer they are the deeper they fall.

There's also the bonus of just arguing/banter, I love reading those so much, almost as much as the smut!

2) Getting together: Pre-relationship stuff leading up to the start of intimacy is like the best thing ever, it just adds that extra something that feel like 'yeah, maybe they would start dating like this' or 'yeah, they would have their first time together like that.'

Can't really explain properly but it really does feel like being there for the part most ships might never get in Canon.

1) Enemies/Rivals to Lovers: As much as I enjoy some fluffy-obsessive codependency now and again, what I prefer more is a tension that often comes with one character trying to ruin the other's life or (in the case of rivals) trying to one up each other. There's of course got to be the added bonus of being stupidly attracted to each other and fighting the urges tooth and nail only to succumb.

A lot of my top ships have this special something to them and sometimes when I'm writing aus I can't help cooking up one where they start of as enemies (the destroy your future boywife's kingdom and slaughter his family before taking him as a prisoner type of enemies but don't worry, he never liked that place anyway😋). Sex so good, the fuck did they hate each other for in first place???

Some of those are left either unfinished on ao3 or never see the light over day so question my dedication to the bit all you want but it's my undeniable number one lol.

Well that's about it, I figured I should've just written out the tropes and gotten it over with but I love rambling, it's in the name. Thanks for the fun ask Star (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤

[nathandavies-deactivated2025040]

[strawberymilkk]

nagireo sketch! please, hihi

[merryweathart]

lesbian soccer unblocked my artblock

[ren-rambles-often]

Hi Ren,

How are you? Still your amazing self I hope! I just wanted to ask you what were your favourite top 5 fics of 2024?

Hi star, nice hearing from you again and thanks for the compliment lol :3

Top 5's always feel so criminal because 5 places is never enough 😭 I read and watched a lot of good stuff last year but since most of my bookmarks are Goyuu and NagiReo I'm gonna do a top five with one fic for each ship I enjoyed most in 2024 and like honorable mentions that are maybe other fics from ships mentioned previously or other ships entirey.

With that out of the way…

5) Finn and Chris Get Married by SkullSummonerMina Media: High Card (Anime) Ship: Finn Oldman/Chris Redgrave

It's been a while since I've talked about High Card and I'm not all too proud of the recent movie BUT I read the spin off manga High Card 9 No Mercy and that made me crave more Finn and Chris shenanigans. This fic delivered on everything and more. I was almost sobbing as I finished it. Finn and Chris get fake married for company benefits but suddenly they're being targeted by another Card user so it's chaos and they have to solve a mystery. Just High Card things I guess.

they look like sillies on this cover help 😂

4) No Apologies by Miko Media: Tokyo Debunker (Video Game) Ship: Haizono Shohei/Kagami Subaru

I became obsessed with this game towards the ending of last year when Nu Carnival became way too irritating to handle and I've regretted it since. Someone please save my mental health. Sho and Subaru are arguably the most annoying pairing I have for this game because they're Nagireo levels of disgustingly in love with each other. But since with these type things the target audience is either dudebros or women into m/f, players like me will have to do with crumbs and subtext. I enjoyed no Apologies a lot because unlike most fics I read there was a definite plot and the drama was juicy.

manifesting an official illustrated scene of them together, stay strong girls 🙏

3) Tohma's Game by missthesnow Media: Tokyo Debunker (Video Game) Ships: Ishibashi Tohma/Mido Alan & Ishibashi Tohma/Kamurai Jin

Jin/Tohma is my ride or die for this game just because of one scene and the fact they remind me of SebaCiel so I take any hate on them as a personal attack, new year same Ren shit. This fic didn't end with them getting together but it was a fun ride and I happen to be an AlanToh fan too so its going here cause I'm obsessed with it blond man collecting stoic tops left and right, sue me.

Fyi once your ship pulls something like the first pic it loses all platonic interpretation privileges, they're either gay, extra gay or doomed gay

2) ANATOMY OF A FIRST MEETING by Seabirdie Media: Blue Lock (Anime) Ship: Mirage Reo/Nagi Seishiro

Admittedly I didn't enjoy any bllk ships/fics this year as much as I did last year so I think I'm burning our from my obsession. Ngro fics and doujins are the exception bc they hold a special place in my heart and this fic absolutely destroyed me. I love reincarnation plotlines soooo much especially when they are doomed (I am never reading the happyclover fic tho, it has my notp and that's enough to turn me off. Period 😭)

they get two bc I'm a biased bitch

Last but not least!

1) Love, or something Ignites by lainebee Media: Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime) Ship: Gojo Satoru/Itadori Yuuji

Goyuu started off strong for me this year and though I breezed through all of my fave rating I'm the Ship tag in like 2 months and gradually burned out, thinking back on this fic and its part 2 make me so emotional and sad bc I still love them so much and it makes being a goyuu stan with all its death threats and pedo accusations worth it lmaooo. It's not easy having great taste 💅

Unashamedly best sensei x student pairing, crucify me!

Honorable mentions time!!

1) 20/20 (tunnel) vision by archaic_cotton Media: Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime) Ship: Gojo Satoru/Itadori Yuuji

Goyuu competing in the Olympics, there's banter and the sex is hot, my standards aren't that low I promise it's actually good and a short read.

2) help me help you by ncrwaxed Media: Blue Lock (Anime) Ship: Mirage Reo/Nagi Seishiro

I have a toxic relationship with ngro's miscommunication trope, I'm doing my best but oh my god I love them so much! I've read too many fics about their breakup arc and I while never get tired if it's done to my tastes so yeah I will be here, on this hill, just dying.

3) Echoes of the Heart by Arcturu360p and msficitional23

Media: Ron Kamonohashi's Forbidden Deductions (Anime) (or if you're a manga peasant like me Deranged Detective)

Ship: Isshiki "Toto" Totomaru/Kamonohashi Ron.

Never in any Sherlock reiteration have I shipped the Sherlock/Watson dynamic until these two came along. It's always felt so bland compared to Sherlock/ Moriarty but rontoto make it work with the way their personalities bounce off each other so well. This fic is just an alternate Canon where Toto meets Ron before he (Ron) graduates from blue and there's this whole soul mates psycho connection going on, its cute and fluff and they stop the bloody field trip together <333

solving mysteries with the power of homo and blue eyes

4) Forecast: “A Humanoid Typhoon Inbound!” by Eternal_writes

Media: D.Gray-man (Anime)  

Ship: Kanda Yuu/Allen Walker

Every six months or so I just have to check up on the dgm community, see if they're still kicking and all that. Yullen in like vash the stampede is like the best of both worlds!

I like dgm Hallow a bit but maybe that's bc unlike most of the Fandom I watched it like three years after I finished the main show and remembered nothing...

5) Damage, Incorporated by trashygivenchy

Show: Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)

Ship: Itadori Yuuji/Sukuna | Ryoumen Sukuna

Continuing with trend of my fave bottoms collecting tops as they please, I don't enjoy all sukuita but when I do.... I reeeally do. They're bandmates in this one and it's just non stop sexual tension which is my shit, give me more.

feel free to crucify me again I don't care if they are soul related or whatever

Making posts like these is always like fighting god especially for the pics but hey, that's pretty much it, hope my answers were somewhat interesting Star and all those reading! I made lists top fives specifically for ngro and goyuu so if I find those I'll link them here just in case. Thanks for reading my rambling as always and happy new year pookies 🥰💜

[cooco-ren]

[cooco-ren]

Hi! How are you? If you don't mind me asking, what are your favorite NagiReo (canon) moments? What are your favorite headcanons of them? Do you have any fav ships (from any fandom) that the dyanamic remind you of their ship? Also, what song that remind you of NagiReo? Sorry if I ask too much, I'm so excited to talk about NagiReo...

Hii, doing pretty decent lol, thanks for asking.

Oh damn, Canon ngro moments...haven't picked up bllk or epinagi in months lmao but I can pick my two favorite clear as day!

Number 1 will forever be the scene where Reo grabs Nagi by the collar and proclaims he'll show Nagi a live more enthralling than any nap or video game. Both the manga panels and frames in the epinagi movie captured the intensity of Reo's resolve so well I got goosebumps twice and, I won't lie, I got so excited too.

Number two is the piggyback scene where Nagi tells Reo it isn't a hassle being with him. As a romantic at heart who's in love with subtext that little hint of his walls breaking to let Reo's influence in had me rolling on the floor and kicking my feet.

There's so much to them platonically but in another world they'd be the most amazing unlikely partners to lovers story 😍

I have so many ships they remind me off due to just the sheer intensity of their connection to each other and most of my otps tend to have elements of their dynamic but the top 2 namely are JinTohma (tokyo debunker) and SebaCiel (black butlter). The Servant x King/Boss dynamic will never get old to me, I don't know why but there's this beauty to the underlying devotion from the end of those those serving and how they will do anything or stand against anyone to who wants to bring harm to their masters even though their own actions and intentions may differ from the start.

Songs are a tricky thing since I rarely listen music while writing fics or deal with ship stuff but for them I think I'd pick their Epinagi movie ending Theme (Stormy by Nissy and Sky-Hi) but like if that answer isn't satisfactory for everyone I did have an unhealthy attachment to Our Song by Anne Marie and Niall Horan during their break up arc 😋

Thanks for the ask and there's never too much when it comes to nagireo, I love them eternally even tho I'm not as into blue lock anymore 😭💗

[just-some-sorta-person]

Many many bunnagis

[ren-rambles-often]

I seem to be in my 'White-haired top' X 'soft colored hair bottom' era cuz having these three ships as otps in their respective fandoms, back to back, can't be a coincidence 😭

[cooco-ren]

So I found this around, can I ask for Reo/Nagi?

♥ Send a ship and I'll give you who:

- Gives nose/forehead kisses

- Gets jealous the most

- Picks the other up from the bar when they’re too drunk to drive

- Takes care of on sick days

- Drags the other person out into the water on beach day

- Gives unprompted massages

- Drives/rides shotgun

- Brings the other lunch at work

- Has the better parental relationship

- Tries to start role-playing in bed

- Embarrassingly drunk dancer

- Still cries watching Titanic

- Firmly believes in couples costumes

- Breaks the expensive gift rule during Christmas

- Makes the other eat breakfast

- Remembers anniversaries

- Brings up having kids

I love these tho I'm usually to lazy to type out answers lol but I love ngro too much to pass up

All in order

-Reo, Nagi goes straight for the lips.

-Nagi 💀

-Reo, he's just mother that way.

-Reo, again he truly is wife material.

-Reo obviously.

-Nagi, mostly meme or tiktoks captioned "us 🥺🥰"

-Nagi, he'd crash them otherwise

-Reo, I can't stress enough that he's the perfect wife!!!

-If with their own kids then I'd say Nagi bc he'd be more laid back than Reo who still often struggles with controlling tendencies from his own dad. If with their own parents tho then none of them, they'll have to unpack all that family trauma later lol.

-Reo, he's probably into any boss/higher authority x subordinate.

-Reo, he's dragging Nagi through the sand into the ocean feet first.

-Reo, Nagi cries on the inside.

-Nagi, he wants everyone to know Reo isn't available. Reo doesn't care as long as they look stylish, detailed and expensive.

-Reo, I think (if that rule means what I think it does cuz I embarrassingly haven't heard of it before)

-Nagi, Reo cooks but eats little to none of it before rushing off to prepare for work, nagi doesn't like that.

-Both, they're disgusting that way.

-Reo, and during sex too.

That's about it from me thnx for the ask!!!

[aroiteroi]

🌠Next generation🌠

Los héroes Número 1 y 2 de Japón han dejado un gran legado. Ahora les toca a las nuevas generaciones trascender e ir Plus ultra!

~Repost January 2024 ~ Follow me in 💙☁️ too

[alliando]

nagi and reo from the blue lock exhibition guide

[itsalwayssinny]

Day 2 for @bluelockhalloweek: Resurrection!

I've been hard at work on this fic for a while now and I'm so excited to share it! Zombie/Vampire AU was inspired by me listening to Hozier one day lol

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

(I forgot my water mark on the art AH)

[cooco-ren]

Have you seen this? NagiReo is so canon!

https://twitter.com/Cheeziemegga/status/1849768506134601821?t=zruV2HWWlHuwR_Cz_qAJ9Q&s=19

YESSSSS 😍💯

It's the most precious thing ever omg! The animation is new though, pretty sure the exhibition lines have been around for a while, either that or Nagi's run out of ways to say how obsessed he is about Reo and how much he wants to be spoiled by him so now he's repeating himself. Ugh they're both so terrible at communicating but I wouldn't have them any other way. Ngro canon forever ^^