Friend Crushes?
Do you ever meet someone and you start talking to them and you may not be available or looking for a relationship, but you just start to feel this little blossom in your chest opening up and you think "oh god no." And it's not even like a full on crush it's just you can see yourself loving the person, but you don't, but you COULD. And you see there little mannerisms or the way they only smile with their teeth if they think something is really funny and you end up trying to see how many times you can be the reason for that smile? And maybe you notice the way their button up shirt isn't buttoned up all the way and you wonder what their body must look like under their clothing? And you have to resist the urge to hug them because you are afraid it will just solidify a crush that you don't want to have? Or is it just me? Idk :/
