love god herself

You wake up terrified. You go to bed terrified. There are flickers of sunlight in between. I'm Sydney (31, bi, she/her) and I am an existential crisis.

[cosmic-hysteria]

So nowadays I'm not really on here anymore, I'm more active on another hellsite which is Twitter. I guess I'm just burnt out after so many years of keeping up with my dashboard and try to be on the top of things, which it's not that different over there but I can't really focus on two always updating platforms at once in the time of the day I usually have or the energy to do so. This is not an announcement of deleting my account here, this is just saying "hey I haven't forgotten y'all, I'm just mentally exhausted." I'll still pop up here from time to time but I won't spam reblog in a timeframe of minutes like before. @Uhhhhhellothere is my handle, so if you wanna follow you absolutely can!!!! Love you and I hope you're all doing well ❤️

[dogrotpdf]

capitol hill, seattle

[thereignclub-trc]

I just want to remind you that sometimes your life really doesn't begin until you are 26+... Romanticizing and obsessing over our youth is harmful. Growing up is beautiful. Discovering who you are and how you interact with the world is a gift. Maturing and learning what you truly want out of life and living in that purpose brings fulfillment and peace. Your life is not over in your early 20's because you haven't figured it out yet, it's just beginning.

[televisionenjoyer]

EVERYONE GET MORE FEMINIST NOW

[televisionenjoyer]

EVERYONE GET FEMINIST NOW 😭😭

[deathstars]

HELLO ! have you thought about Van Gogh’s First Steps today ?

[deathstars]

Here you go. This world is beautiful. Humans are beautiful. I love you

[hiveswap]

they dont tell you this but you carry your upset younger self in you like a parasitic twin

[freakoutgirl]

"all you ever do is complain" that's not true. I also resent.

[freakoutgirl]

and love..........

[harminuya]

by Alexander Chatikyan.

[gawdland]

what doesnt kill you makes you go out walking on sunny days until you end up on a tree-lined street where you can look up at the gaps of sunlight and realise you miss them more than anything

[arielseaworth]

“Perhaps you have forgotten. That’s one of the great problems of our modern world, you know. Forgetting. The victim never forgets. Ask an Irishman what the English did to him in 1920 and he’ll tell you the day of the month and the time and the name of every man they killed. Ask an Iranian what the English did to him in 1953 and he’ll tell you. His child will tell you. His grandchild will tell you. And when he has one, his great-grandchild will tell you too. But ask an Englishman—” He flung up his hands in mock ignorance. “If he ever knew, he has forgotten. ‘Move on!’ you tell us. ‘Move on! Forget what we’ve done to you. Tomorrow’s another day!’ But it isn’t, Mr. Brue.” He still had Brue’s hand. “Tomorrow was created yesterday, you see. That is the point I was making to you. And by the day before yesterday, too. To ignore history is to ignore the wolf at the door.”

- A Most Wanted Man, John le Carré

[catilinas]

showing my onion the roman baths

[pastperfectcontinuous]

bell hooks mentioned going through a time in her life where she was severely depressed and suicidal and how the only way she got through it was through changing her environment: She surrounded her home with buddhas of all colors, Audre Lorde’s A Litany for Survival facing her as she wakes up, and filling the space she saw everyday with reinforcing objects and meaningful books. She asks herself each day, “What are you going to do today to resist domination?” I also really liked it when she said that in order to move from pain to power, it is crucial to engage in “an active rewriting of our lives.”

[intactics-deactivated20211231]

still thinking about wolf 21

[intactics-deactivated20211231]

[butch-of-the-blades]

This is what Wolf 21 looked like, btw (picture from Google):

{ID: a picture of a black wolf against a snowy backdrop. His mouth is slightly open, and there is some snow on his snout./end ID}

[marlynnofmany]

There’s a longer excerpt here, which is quite a read. Long live Wolf 21, a legend among wolves.

[glubby]

i would like a hug…. JUST KIDDING! i would like TWO hugs. (suddenly becomes cold and standoffish) i don’t need anything or anyone and i don’t want to talk about it.

[calamitys-child]

I always say that the thing which sets Sargent apart as a portrait artist is that he draws/paints literally every subject - no matter their gender, social position, life vs representational drawing etc - like he is right that minute realising he's desperately in love with them. And it rules every single time.

[calamitys-child]

Examples pulled just from his Wikipedia page most popular works. Absolutely devastating scenes for bisexuals for over a century

[shorthistorian]

Don't forget the ALLIGATORS. He loves them too.

[mithli-archive]

godtier tweet

[cheesegod69]