RATING HOW MUCH I RELATE TO MY BIG 6: Am I the soul the stars said I'd be?🪞
This is purely based on how much I relate to each placement. To what degree do the stars define my reality? ✨
SUN IN VIRGO 7H ☀️
7/10
I feel connected to her, but also feel I cannot reach her. I admire her, I want to be her and feel like the perfect disgrace to her . To the perfect Virgin woman👒 I idealise lol. Maybe I am more her than I know, but the constant critiquing and nitpicking doesn't allow me to believe that. It's definitely a love hate relationship and where I feel the least safe. A core struggle.
This rating would be lower, but the 7H being here is undeniable. Relationships have been a very common theme in my life that could either make or break me. I don't want to speak much on it, hate how much the 7H affects me.
MOON IN SAGITTARIUS 10H 🌕
9/10
Now this is a person I know. This is my best friend. She accepts the adventurous, free-spirit I am. She encourages growth from setbacks. When the perfect Virgin woman👒 is overwhelming me with all her overthinking, this mighty Centaur woman🏹 protects me and guides me with her bow and arrow . She let's me see the world from her view and instills so much faith and belief in me.
I definitely see why my Moon is in my Midheaven. It's not a full 10/10 because my emotions determine my position in life, but my position in life does not determine my emotions. If it doesn't feel driven from the heart, it does not feel worth it.
MERCURY IN VIRGO 6H 🧠
6/10
I have one of the most analytical minds and it's always trying to look for solutions to everything. I point out every detail when I communicate and might over explain. The problem is I don't feel as intellectually strong or maybe it is the perfect Virgin woman👒 making me doubt my mental capabilities too. Frankly, I'm starting to believe that anywhere she is placed is where I have the most self-doubt and hate myself lol. It's something worth exploration in the astro community. She's definitely given me intense stress and overthinking.
As for the 6H, I do care about health and routines. I need that, that sounds like the perfect day to me, but I'm terrible for the consistency my perfectly perfect health and routine require. I love the grace and groundedness of the Virgin woman👒, like I said I idealise her, but every now and then the mighty Centaur woman🏹 comes back from a long journey of gallavanting and wants me to join. So I'll join, no matter what structure was there before. Maybe one day they'll work together harmoniously.
MARS IN VIRGO 7H 🏃♀️
7/10
Everything I set out to do is motivated by the Virgin woman👒. I don't start things immediately, there's a process. I plan until it feels perfect, I look for every possible problem, every possible solution, but sometimes chasing this perfection leads me nowhere. I'm slow to anger, it takes a while for me to even realise and when I do then I am critical over everything that has made me that way. The only thing I do not have from the perfect Virgin woman👒 is her discipline. I can waste so much time planning just to never get back to it.
The 7H here is true to my life. My driving force is my relationships, sometimes it overrides personal goals. I can sacrifice or give more than the Maiden intends for me to.
VENUS IN LEO 5H 🏩
7/10
I perform in matters of the heart, whether that be the love for someone or something. I want to feel seen and admired in a relationship and outside of one. I haven't always had the strong force of the fierce Lioness👑, but It's important for me to express myself in a way that feels authentic to me, that feels like it's mine. From my fashion taste to the ways I love people, the Lioness👑 needs to put her print on it and sometimes I admit there is this cinematic feel to it. I do like to stand out amongst the crowd, but I think the Virgin woman👒 tames this a lot.
The 5H definitely does amplify this. I would not call myself an art connoisseur, but I love to create work of my own and I love to be entertained myself.
ASCENDANT IN PISCES 1H 👼
10/10
I am her. I don't see any reason to give a rating less than that. I see the world and move through it just as the majestic Mermaid🐚 does, intuitively and guided by feelings. I feel connected to everyone, but also feel I disappear. The canvas of the Mermaid🐚 is one that cannot be defined. So people assume she has no character, no nature, no spark about her. The truth is she is more fluid, more deep and more far-reaching than any person they want to believe in, but that current is far too difficult to explore. I guess that's why the mermaid is seen as this hard to uncover mystery, but they would rather force their own story onto her, than actually try to comprehend what she is. She does not blame people for this because she too understands how difficult it is to make sense of her life here, she sometimes struggles to understand herself. Story of my life. Still navigating this.
FINALLY ....
I hope that you enjoyed learning about my multiple different personalities and I hope this made us all feel a little closer. Having this introspection has allowed me to love myself a little more for the humbling Virgin, the fearless Centaur, the commanding Lioness and the intangible Mermaid I am. 🥹🩷 I do believe you connect more and more with each of your stars as time passes and it all eventually balances out to form a phenomenal human being. 🥹🩷
How would you rate how you relate to your big 6 at this point in your life? I would love to know 🩷
Seeing @astroyosei beautiful work this weekend was definitely what pushed me to reflect on all of this. I started writing immediately after I saw your post on your placements. 😭🩷🩷🩷
