A dumb bitch from the womb to the tomb 🤟🏻

Aesthetic Blog & Writing Blog || My Carrd || Cosmio or Kay || 26, Gender-Fluid (They/He), & Demi || Header drawn by PastelPlushie64

[cosmiostar]

So it's been a long time but I figure I might as well update my Tumblr as well but I've started properly streaming! I'm still in the process of drawing my PNGtuber models, but you can find me on Twitch as Kay Astra.

I don't have a set streaming schedule since I'm trying to balance two different jobs and other obligations, but I'm currently on the road to Affiliate! No one's obligated to follow, but if you have the time, please stop by and say hi!

I'll likely make a separate Tumblr page in the future for streaming, so keep an eye out for that if you're interested!

[gayeddies]

i miss fandom before ai. there was no risk of accidentally reading an ai generated fic based on stolen material. i don't want to stumble upon ai generated videos my ship kissing and see comments like "this is what ai should be used for". i don't want to see gifs of those ai generated kisses when i browse for fun reactions gifs of them. i don't want ai generated photos and definitely not ai generated art. i don't want ai to be part of my community and i definitely don't want to hear anything about anyone using it because they "can't write" or they "can't draw".

there's no valid excuse for anyone to use ai. use your imagination.

[crowttore]

Getting your face cradled by hands that kill>>>>>

[overthinkingao3]

We write for ourselves, but we post for others.

(this came out of a conversation in the comments on a previous post about an author threatening to stop updating a fic because of lack of engagement)

So there’s this idea that fic writers should write for themselves and not care too much about stats or engagement,

and i totally get the sentiment behind that. if writing becomes entirely about stats and external validation, something important does get lost - creative freedom and joy, conviction in your own writing

but i also think:

“i write for myself, but i post for others.”

because posting fic is not only self-expression. it’s social. ao3 is called an archive, but emotionally it often functions as a community space.

people post for connection, for participation, for others to bear witness to their pain and trauma and grief,

and i don’t think most people are asking to be admired so much as acknowledged. there’s something deeply human about wanting another person to encounter something that mattered to you and go:

“ok, yeah, I see what you were trying to say. I see you.”

especially because fanfic is often people processing very real feelings through fictional characters at a safe distance, one step removed,

and then uploading that deeply personal thing into a shared archive and hoping somebody else might connect with it.

And i think that’s why it hurts so much when you summon up the courage and post a fic into the void and you get nothing back,

and then it’s like,

does anyone see me? does anyone even care?

[kosmogrl]

[wosp-reactivated]

She took my fucking mind palace, I'm thinking out of my mind car now.

[arrimorr]

[barkeroodle]

why did bubble do that

[cursedartistnelari]

[the-irreverend]

And stay safe everyone!

[freakcircusofhorrors]

I saw on a tik tok that the TFC day 3 will be released in June/July they confirmed it with google search. Is that real?

Mod Destiny here!

TikTok and a few other forums (even some blogs/youtubers) are CONSTANTLY spreading misinformation about the game, especially in regards to the release date or the character's being related by blood (they aren't). As of now, there is no set time for day3, but any updates will be found on Neko's Patreon or HERE first!

Please ONLY get your news from here, as this is the official site, especially since Google’s AI may try to give you a summarized ‘answer’ that is blatantly wrong.

Don't listen to ANY TikTok that claims to have info about the game or connection to Neko: they're ALL lying.

[fag4butch]

*sighs dreamily* what a fucking weirdo

[gay-poseidon-deactivated2025051]

*twirling hair* what a fucking freak

[a-mel0n]

reblog if you’ve had an online friendship that’s lasted more than 2 years

[cutecipher]

we have a code red politeful purrer incident

[comicaurora]

I am not responsible for who I become when hyperfixating

[comicaurora]

I'd like to see YOUR dignity hold up when flooded by 2000% of your typical dopamine levels

[catmask]

also, i know this might sound corny but like.... please be nice to other people online. not even trying to say this in a like a, 'oh because you never know what they might be going throughhhh' kind of way just like. be nice man. stop hate following along with things. be more patient with strangers. stop trying to get off cunty one liners for your five seconds of smirking like a dreamworks poster protag.

ive said it before but as a tool and a 'place', i really love the internet, genuinely. i dont like the resignation that it has to be, and stay, a place thats full of misery and fighting. ive met a lot of really wonderful people here, and i think we could all have a nice time together if everyone did their part to make it so that was possible. im not speaking down to you as someone whos never made these mistakes, im asking as someone whos also made them alongside you.

[tiktoksthataregood-ish]

[chilewithcarnage]

[ten-and-donna]

the utter ecstasy of “is that lavENDER?” is what sells it for me

[pulling-aggro]

a level of appreciation for charcuterie the likes of which has never been seen before