We're All All Right

I love music, movies, friends, family and theater. Bio's my favorite class. Get to know me!

[modern-movies-blog]

scarface just really needs that good angle for a selfie

[countonmetilyoucarryon]

This is hilarious and I love it

[maybelline]

Soho views

[nycfireescapes]

[countonmetilyoucarryon]

Some of these would make funky phone backgrounds, you should include that in the tags!

[newjerseybagels-blog]

The Jersey Bagel Breakfast Sandwich

              Top of Bagel                                    Add some salt, pepper, or ketchup

—————————————-                    and you’re good to go!

                  Cheese

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                    Egg

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              Taylor Ham

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           Bottom of Bagel

[countonmetilyoucarryon]

I’m loving how  you used the word processor to make your own infographic!

[beatriceglitter-blog]

[countonmetilyoucarryon]

Does anyone else think he looks like he’s wearing headphones?

[iamwomanking]

GUYS. They sell chicken nugget plushies. I have a mighty need.

[countonmetilyoucarryon]

Why do the curvy lines make sense to me? haha

[countonmetilyoucarryon]

Rough week

Grandma passed. Wonderful to be with the family, but life doesn't stop when bad things happen.

1 - I have SO MUCH HOMEWORK to catch up on. As if I wasn't weeks behind before.

2 - I have THREE exams, TWO essays, and TWO quizzes to make up.

3 - I have a show to put together with THIRTEEN (hopefully - if they respond in time) acts that hopefully 600 PEOPLE are going to come to (well, that many people came last time - I can only hope people show up, and I've lost a week of daylight, it could be argued I was all ready behind on that too. Though I could've been on time or even early. It's that undeterminable.

4 - I have THREE jobs and I want NONE of them. NONE. I WANT TO BE ALONE IN A LITTLE ROOM AND DO ALL MY HOMEWORK WHILE WATCHING FRIENDS. 

5 - My face is totally PIMPLE-RIDDEN. Stress? Crashing before washing my face? Both?

6 - I feel HUMONGOUS. and I WILL NOT work out.

7 - I have to apply to 4 sophomore leadership programs for the big 4 accounting firms in the next couple weeks. If I make it into any one of these programs, I will most likely be offered an internship for next summer. If I'm offered an internship for next summer, I'll most likely be offered a full-time position. MY ENTIRE LIFE HANGS IN THE BALANCE OF LAST, THIS, AND NEXT WEEK. and the one company I want to work for THE MOST, I missed the deadline for because of the TIME DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HERE AND MY SCHOOL. EVEN THOUGH MY SCHOOL IS ONLY A PUDDLE JUMP AWAY. 

8 - All I can think of this week is how much I want to find a boy and get married and just start the rest of my life. I hate single life. I also have very high expectations. And someone met them. But he's a senior who is moving to Texas to start his life in 3 months. I refuse to move to Texas. I hate the South. So that boy will not be my boy.

Conclusion: I am sad and stressed and bloated and pimply. Boo. :(

[countonmetilyoucarryon]

I AM NOT HAPPY

I realize I only use tumblr when I'm upset.

No one reads my tumblr anyway. So it's an online diary of stuff that's not incriminating, and really just me ranting about my average, every day problems. No biggie.

This is the part of me no one sees - or at least I keep people from seeing 99% of the time.

It's because this part of me is irrational and whiney and shouldn't be spread to the world.

However, I seem to get the impression that tumblr is a place for venting.

So here I go:

I am NOT happy. I don't know what I am to him.

I'm not comfortable asking him if I can go to Steds mass because he's never invited me to hangout with his friends.

He hasn't invited me to anything. 

Hanging out is fun but planning it is always awkward.

Honestly don't wanna be so into this.

Also ready to plunge into work mode.

So getting on my wall. MY WALL. YEAH TRY TO BREAK THROUGH THIS BUDDY. I GUESS YOU'D HAVE TO PUT EFFORT IN, SO THERE'S NO WAY YOU'RE BREAKING THROUGH IT.

and why should he?

he's a senior. he's leaving.

I shouldn't care - what if I can find someone better? someone who invites me to hangout with their friends? someone who makes plans? someone who knows what to say? someone who's sensitive of my time? someone who WANTS to spend time with me?

Yeah.

Someone who's not in texas. Someone who wouldn't cause me a bunch of pain and stress over the next few years.

Someone who doesn't make my heart fly so high and crash me back down because HE DOESN'T SEEM TO CARE.

Yeah.

Maybe that.

Granted, he has no idea where I'm coming from... though I've sent signals, they always say that boys never get signals. They don't know when anyone's interested. And this guy doesn't flirt - barely flirts, have no idea if he even has any girl friends. Maybe he does? Maybe he hides it from people?

Why do I feel like we're in a "fight" without even being together?

I know exactly why. It's because I don't know where/what we are and therefore don't know how to address any sort of issue (negative or neural) so any topic, or really how to address him - I don't know what's appropriate. 

The communication just ISN'T THERE.

but communication comes from leadership and confidence.

You know who has that? Me.

You know who might not have it? Him. He might not even have it.

So what... I have to talk to him about it? I have to have "the relationship talk"? 

Well I don't wanna have it now.

I'm pissed and I feel under appreciated. So when I'm pissed and there's tension I can't be like: I hate you. You frustrate me. You're not making me happy. Let's date.

That's not what happens.

That's not what SHOULD happen.

I'm trying to be chill about it because he has no ties to me. He owes me nothing.

But I'm realizing that if this isn't gonna work, I don't wanna be on this roller coaster.

I did NOT sign up for this... or did I. I'm realizing I might've signed up for this.

He doesn't HAVE to "make time for me."

and I happily take on the leadership role. I want it. I really think I do.

BUT I need to know where he's coming from... I really really do.

Ugh.

Timing though.

Time sucks.

[countonmetilyoucarryon]

Note: My last two posts are not attacks on anyone, but me.

I realized I'm falling to both of these phenomena and I'm disappointed in myself for it, which is why I'm expressing myself on tumblr, supposedly the "safest" and "most accepting" of sites.

[countonmetilyoucarryon]

The "White Girl" Stereotype is surprisingly dangerous

Let's think about this.

The "white girl" image projected through social media is an incredibly unstable, static, self-obsessed and self-ignorant individual who hides from achievement and definition behind superficial approval.

We should not strive for, promote, or be proud of this.

[countonmetilyoucarryon]

The internet is the best hiding place for anyone.

You not only can hide from:

your job

responsibility

friends

your lack of friends

and

you can also hide from

yourself

success

fulfillment

Think about it, it's true for about 95% of us.

[countonmetilyoucarryon]

My willingness to do anything right now is essentially zero, and I have a short paper due in 2 hours. Fabulous.

[countonmetilyoucarryon]

Oh my freaking goodness my life is crashing all around me

[impactings-deactivated20240405]

You know how boys complain about being “friendzoned”? Well we experience this totally legit thing called being fuckzoned. It’s when boys want to have sex with you, but they never seem all that interested in getting to know you.

(via impactings)

[t0xicteeens]

[ah-jinyoung]

how the fuck

[candlelion-deactivated20140107]

Visit Original Link

here’s a song i wrote about being in love with your best friend (no homo)

[carry-on-my-wayward-butt]

i didn’t know how badly i needed this in my life until i heard it

[unknownnouns]

No but listen to this it’s lovely

[llife-of-riley]

“That I’d never ever make out with, except for that one time”

[art-school-wannabe]

IM SERIOUSLY CRYING. THIS IS PERFECT

[alphieralphie]

Musical infographics. 

[tres-apples-deactivated20140610]

Very important