anyways this is how i feel a lot of the time. only i look like the autism creature while doing it.
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me

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anyways this is how i feel a lot of the time. only i look like the autism creature while doing it.
i don't see anyone talking about how Rocky had to go back to Erid and tell everyone his 22 other shipmates had passed. why not. also why is no one talking about how earth had to find out through Grace's recordings that Yao Li-Jie and Olesya Ilyukhina both passed before being able to complete their missions. do you think their families and friends were upset at the mission commanders for sending them without a higher rate of survival. not survival back to earth, but at least to complete the mission. they all already had to grieve that they'd never get them back, but to learn that they weren't even able to complete the mission they were sent for? how heartbreaking do you think that was. for the eridians and the humans alike. I imagine the eridians being more forgiving, because they had no way of knowing what could've happened, and they also expected Rocky and them to make it back, so it's just, in simple terms, one grievance. the friends and families of the Hail Mary already grieved the crew because they knew they were sacrificing themselves for the betterment and safety of humanity. but then they had to grieve that loss again because they no longer had a 'reason' for their deaths. what if. why doesn't anyone talk about that.
My wife pointed out to me the other day that apparently most people were literally only taught how to say Sorry and not how to Apologize or even that they are different things so here.
If all you ever do is step 1, not only did you not apologize, but people will rightfully stop believing you and start getting pissed or hurt.
Re:the Rocky is soo incredibly unwell by eridian standards and Grace only notices once they arrive at Erid post
Most of their sensory input comes from sound, so eridians value sound-isolated and smooth spaces, both for privacy and to concentrate/relax. Grace's absolute mess of a ship and his constant breathing and moving drive Rocky crazy (and he can still hear him eat! Yuck!) but he can't bear not hearing someone else at all times either.
Being stranded in a truly dead ship only messes him up further. He doesn't add a single opaque panel to his atmospheric barrier for their four-year trip and often just. follows Grace around through the ship. Privacy and culture rules be damned, because even while awake he gets anxious whenever he's out of Grace's immediate sight.
Eridians do value physical closeness with people they care about but sleep watching from someone's chest is often considered embarrassing or "gross" (that's literally where the mouth is. Eugh.) Most people associate it with being in the honeymoon phase with a new mate or intimately caring for a dying loved one.
Rocky constantly worries about Grace and is annoying about it. Grace ends up with a mental image of eridians as naggy, a bit neurotic and permanently anxious (kind of like cheetahs but scary smart!) when that's very much not the norm.
Rocky asks how he can better help him through the trip all the time. Grace assumes that's part of how eridians show care for close friends, when many people actually value independence rather than interdependence during their waking hours. Especially in the cultural area Rocky comes from, it's seen as hugely disrespectful to assume when/if someone needs support.
In short, Grace makes so many wrong assumptions and commits so many social faux pax's because Rocky's either too embarrassed to admit he may have communicated some things wrong or not even aware of just how bad he's doing
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Your dialogue is stiff because everyone is being too honest
Great dialogue can come from radical emotional honesty. But in most real conversations, people
dodge questions
answer indirectly
lie (badly)
change the subject
crack jokes to avoid serious answers
lie (convincingly)
say half of what they mean
tell the truth but get so anxious/angry/defensive others now think they're lying
If your dialogue feels unnatural, it might be because everyone is saying exactly what they think, or articulating their thoughts too well. Try letting characters hide things instead.
Subtext is where tension lives.
13 years after committing the act that made them toss and turn at night, Carl and Stratt stared up at the night sky, thinking about how their heros were waking up, still haunted by what they had to do, and praying that the astronauts could fulfill their mission and save the Earth.
Meanwhile, Ryland “I am Emperor Comatose, kneel before me” Grace was teaching an alien to do the macarena.
"I'm looking respectfully" well can you look at me like you're dying of a fever. like you're delirious and it hurts. like you're fighting desperately for your life.
please read this even if you're not indian. especially if you're not indian.
you've seen the jokes. india is "dirty", indians are "everywhere", why don't they fix their own country. ok. let me tell you why, and what's happening right now while nobody's watching.
first, the history you skipped: britain ruled india for two centuries and drained it. economist utsa patnaik's research estimates around $45 trillion in today's money was taken. the india that got independence in 1947 was one of the poorest countries on earth. every "why is india like this" question starts there. you don't get to profit off a robbery and then mock the crime scene.
now, what's happening RIGHT NOW:
in may the question paper for NEET leaked. that's the national medical entrance exam. over 2.2 million students took it. cancelled. years of studying, families' savings poured into coaching, gone overnight because someone sold the paper. students died by suicide after. these were kids who wanted to be doctors.
and out of that came a protest movement. a gen z group called the cockroach janta party, started by a 30 year old named abhijeet dipke, got 22 million instagram followers within DAYS. they've been doing a sit-in at jantar mantar in delhi demanding education minister dharmendra pradhan resign.
and then there's sonam wangchuk. if you've watched 3 idiots, he's the real engineer the character was based on. built solar schools in ladakh. invented ice stupas so himalayan villages have water. spent his whole life on education. he's 59 and he's been on hunger strike for 17+ days now. reporters went to see him this week and he was too weak to talk. and the troll armies are calling him "anti national" and "foreign funded". a man starving himself for other people's children. that's the thing here, anyone who asks a question is suddenly a traitor.
it's not one incident, it's everywhere you look:
• infrastructure worth thousands of crores failing within months of the ribbon cutting. tunnels collapsing in regions where heavy rain is a guarantee, not a surprise.
• youth unemployment near 10% for ages 15 to 29, 13.6% in cities. in a country of 1.42 billion where more than half the population is young.
• only about the top 3% of indians earn above 10 lakh a year. meanwhile billionaire wealth keeps ballooning and the headlines celebrate it.
• manipur burned for over two years. an ethnic conflict, tens of thousands displaced, and the prime minister barely said the word manipur while it happened.
• journalists raided. critics' houses bulldozed. activists sitting in jail for years without trial under laws like UAPA. our press freedom ranking has cratered.
• even the petrol is a fight now, ethanol blending pushed through while drivers complain about their engines and get no straight answers.
and through all of it, the PM, who came to power on religious polarisation (americans, sound familiar?), travels abroad for photo ops and has not held one single open press conference in over a decade. not one.
what i'm asking:
if you're not indian: share this. our media mostly won't cover any of it because the big outlets are owned by the same billionaires the government serves. the only reason wangchuk's fast is getting any coverage is people refusing to look away.
if you ARE indian: speak up even if you're comfortable. especially if you're comfortable. join the protests. add to this, correct me, translate it. staying quiet is a choice when nothing in this post touches your life.
india is not "dirty". india was robbed, and it's being robbed again, from the inside this time. but it's also the country where a 59 year old will starve for strangers' kids and 22 million young people will rally behind a party literally named after cockroaches, because cockroaches survive everything.
we can still save her. but only loudly.
reblog. share. don't scroll past.
Last year, I befriended a Catholic seminarian. We've gotten to be pretty decent friends. Seeing as he was staying in town for the summer and I wasn't, I entrusted him with caring for my plant.
He did a wonderful job, but as he was returning my plant to my custody, he explained "I watered her every other day, I gave her new dirt, moved her into the sunshine, prayed the rosary-"
"What?"
He looked at me, confused. "Isn't she a plant you pray with?"
"No," I said slowly. "She's a prayer plant. That's the... colloquial name of the plant."
Upon seeing his stricken face, I realized something went wrong. Turns out, this entire time, he's been including my plant in on his prayers and leaving her near icons.
Listen, totally cool. My plant becoming Catholic is a great deal for her not dying over the summer. But now I must navigate this interfaith household. Keep me in your thoughts.
Games from older consoles are being made less and less available to the point so much of the industry's history could easily vanish without
Preserving classic videogames from consoles past.
I'm just gonna slide this on in here for anyone that is interested in preserving old games. They take it very seriously too, they want an archive of every single game. Like, they have lists of every game ever released for a system, and once that system gets old enough, they add it to their archive and start collecting. Their latest addition was the Xbox 360, they opened that vault up in September 2022, and proudly announced they'd finished their collection of games for it back in April.
Also, while their game archives are almost entirely complete, they've got another project of archiving the manuals that came with those games, and that is... considerably less well filled out. Their collection of Xbox 360 manuals is especially rough, they've only gotten manuals for three games. So if you've got some Xbox 360 games kicking around, and the manual's still with them, please consider scanning them and submitting them to the site!
Game preservation is important, but people rarely consider preserving the manuals as well; I really respect Vimm's Lair for being so thorough in their archival work.
I've been using Vimm's Lair for years, I have yet to see a single bad link or virus on the entire site. It's arguably the safest and most comprehensive archive of video games in existence. Preserved history
passing in public makes me feel like white shrek
literally how it feels
"he would not fucking say that" but about injuries. he would not fucking recover that quickly. those scars would not fucking heal like that. he would not be fucking able bodied after that. he would not be fully lucid after that.
WHEN HE FALLS FROM A WHAT INTO THE WHAt
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WHAT IS GOING ON IN ACE ATTORNEY???
Nothing good.
YOU ARE A REGULAR GUY. YOU CAN HANDLE CRITIQUE. YOU ARE A REGULAR GUY. YOU CAN EMBRACE BEING TOLD YOU WERE WRONG. YOU ARE A REGULAR GUY. YOU CAN ACCOMPLISH UNPLEASANT TASKS. YOU ARE A REGULAR GUY. YOU CAN DELIVER DISAPPOINTING NEWS. YOU ARE A REGULAR GUY. YOU KNOW HOW TO BE DISAGREED WITH. YOU ARE A REGULAR GUY. YOU CAN BE CORRECTED. YOU ARE A REGULAR GUY. YOU CAN BE TOLD YOU MESSED UP. YOU ARE A REGULAR GUY. YOU ARE ABLE TO DO HARD THINGS.