LOST ASTRONAUT.

[cr1chton-m]

this  is  a  private      &      selective portrayal of 𝐣𝐨𝐡𝐧 𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐭𝐨𝐧 from  the media   farscape  ,   written  by  darian.    headcanon  based  ;  extremely canon critical post season 3.  triggering  content  will  be  present  ,  but  will  always  tag  with  example:  blood /.   both  muse     &     mun  are  25+    &    this  blog  will  contain  adult  themes. minors      &     personals dni. follows back from @t1meaway

crewmates: @existencesang

please note: this blog will be written in first person , from john's perspective. i also take heavy inspiration from the boom comics.

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studying  themes  such  as :   loneliness  , isolation , wanderlust ,  survival  , found  family  ,  self discovery  ,  loss ,  broken  promises  ,   &   new  beginnings.

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[cr1chton-m]

idc if no one knows him , he's getting his own blog

[cr1chton-m]

this  is  a  private      &      selective portrayal of 𝐣𝐨𝐡𝐧 𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐭𝐨𝐧 from  the media   farscape.    headcanon  based  ;  extremely canon critical post season 3 , with comic influences. studying  themes  such  as :   loneliness  , isolation , wanderlust ,  survival  , found  family  ,  self discovery  ,  loss ,  broken  promises  ,   &   new  beginnings.

adored  by   darian   (  28  ,  she/they  ,  pst  )

[memesomething]

bullying the traumatized

we don't wear kiddy gloves here.

"Who told you it wasn't that bad?"

"Who told you that?"

"I'll fight anyone who says otherwise."

"Yeah, well, news flash: it fucked you up. I can tell."

"It's okay to have shit that fucks you up, you know."

"Ohhhh noooo, you're feeling an emotion."

"God forbid something hurts and you do something about it."

"That's trauma for you."

"Get angry about it."

"I don't know. I expected you to feel something."

"In case it escaped your notice, I care about you!"

"Do you have a death wish?"

"And you decided you were going to stoically suffer in silence and not tell anyone?"

"Got some 'main character syndrome' in you, huh?"

"We're meant to be a team!"

"Then they can go to hell! They don't tell us what we're capable of."

"I'm going to try. I don't care whether you're gonna try with me but I hope you do."

"We've seen worse odds."

"What did you expect? Me to stand there and do nothing?"

"Oh, you have trauma? I didn't notice."

"Oh, grow! Up!"

[rodneymckays]

Farscape | 3x16 Revenging Angel

[cr1chton-m]

it's all just part of the job.

                   ❛            yeah ? so .. what job is that , exactly ? ballpark it for me. pretend i'm 12 & give me the cliff notes.            ❜              she wasn't human , that much i could tell. this deep into space , wearing what she was wearing ? i doubted she was sebacean either , given how anxious aeryn seemed around her. a full blown mystery , standing a little too close to comfort. i rocked on my heels , tilting my head slightly to the side to give her a once over , hand on my belt a little closer to my pulse pistol while i sucked at the backs of my teeth.                   ❛            look , if you're here to rob us , we've got fuck all to give. some food cubes maybe , plus rygel's shit is free reign , but .. y'know the planet below us supposedly has a lot to steal. not that we were taking notes , of course.            ❜              

in truth , most of our supplies were perilously low. we'd made plans to shuttle ourselves to the nearby planet to try & refuel , maybe barter for some goods , but their trade routes were locked tight , since everyone was supposedly busy with some coronation thing. something about royal bloodlines & sealing a union in gold , blah blah blah. i tuned out the broadcast after a while , my attention span was moot.

@stormcaqe

[cr1chton-m]

“  just stay still and let me hold you.  ”

i'd crawled into bed , my head pounding , limbs bruised & aching after yet another rescue. scorpius just wouldn't give up. the bastard was so fixated on getting what he needed out of my head , i could barely find a moment to breathe. i'd sought mina out for comfort , but her arms felt like a cage despite my longing , reminding me of the straps that had been used to tie me to the torture chair. it wasn't her fault , nothing about this was. i was the problem. everything made my skin itch , like i wanted to peel it off or crawl out of it , like i didn't want anyone ever touching me again , even though i knew that was a lie.

my feelings were probably irrational , & i buried the pain her touch gave me as i wriggled myself closer , pressing my face into her chest , breathing in the warm scent of her skin while exhaling through quivering teeth.                   ❛            i'm .. i'm okay. i am. i just gotta .. sleep it off , i guess.            ❜              i wondered how i would've handled everything i was going through if things had ended up differently. if earth - scientist john had undergone intense torture , trauma , how would he deal with it ? it felt weird , distancing myself from who i used to be like he was a entirely separate person.

everything just felt so raw & wrong , now. all i knew was she smelled sweet , like vanilla tinged with sea salt , & i liked the way her fingers ran through my hair.

@existencesang

[maulthots]

2x21 Liars, Guns, and Money: Plan B

[cr1chton-m]

my doomed y.aoi </333

[cr1chton-m]

❛ i revolt you, don’t i? ❜

                   ❛            aw , don't take it too hard , scorpy. it's all the stalking 'n torture , it frells with my good nature.            ❜              gee , i was thrilled to be having this conversation , honestly. it definitely wasn't bad enough to want to rip my own skin off , but man it was getting close. no matter what steps this gargoyle took to appeal to my good graces , if he ever actually tried , wouldn't work anyway , not after everything we'd been through. after everything he'd done , all the shit he put me & the people i loved through , it really just boiled down to one singular moment of no return.

he'd stolen my autonomy , & made me responsible for killing aeryn. regardless of how it all worked out in the end , i wouldn't ever forget that. i raised my head slightly from the control panel i was fidgeting with , glaring at the figure across the room with a tense smile , one that curled & plastered across my lips with fiendish intent. i wanted to get under his ashy skin , to dig until he squirmed.                   ❛            besides , you're not really my type. i'm sure there's some poor sucker out there that'll eventually dismiss all your many flaws. just stick to your guns & stay the hell away from me.            ❜              

@scarbacean

[cr1chton-m]

what if i’m active on here

[oathkeptmusings]

darker vibes

❛ i would let you rip me apart if it meant loving you. ❜

❛ this fear you feel? it won’t last. ❜

❛ you are my salvation. ❜

❛ i revolt you, don’t i? ❜

❛ get the hell away from me. ❜

❛ i want to sink my teeth into every inch of you. ❜

❛ i’ll be your dirty little secret, if that’s what you’re into. ❜

❛ worship me. until i tell you to stop. ❜

❛ don’t you know how sick with love i am for you? ❜

❛ fucking hit me already. ❜

❛ i would burn the world for you. ❜

❛ i don’t want to be good, no matter how hard you wish it. ❜

❛ i don’t know how you’ve bewitched me, but it needs to stop. ❜

❛ fix me. ❜

❛ they die for love, you kill for it. ❜

❛ you are mine, whether you agree or not. ❜

❛ do you like it when i bleed for you? ❜

❛ i will keep hurting. i will keep killing. anything to protect you. ❜

❛ i’m starved for you, morning and night. ❜

❛ now i get to ravish you. ❜

❛ i am your god and your executioner. ❜

❛ you are doing so well, my pet. ❜

❛ you’re my sweetest poison. ❜

❛ let’s do something about that mouth of yours. ❜

❛ your fascination with me will be your death. ❜

❛ you’re the monster that’s enticed me into your bed. ❜

❛ all you can say are pretty lies. ❜

❛ the fucked up thing is that it isn’t enough to just love you. ❜

❛ you’ve broken me. all i can think about is you. ❜

❛ you’ll beg for more. ❜

❛ an eternity with you would never satisfy me. ❜

❛ i would gladly let you drag me to hell. ❜

❛ everything i’ve done.. every horrible atrocity, it’s been for you. ❜

❛ you’re a fucking nightmare. kiss me. ❜

❛ feel grateful that i allow you to touch me. ❜

❛ every time your lips touch my skin, you burn me from the inside out. ❜

❛ there’s no black or white, only gray. ❜

❛ no one touches what’s mine. ❜

❛ make me indifferent, make me horrible. ❜

❛ i could never be the one to love you. i can only be the one that kills you. ❜

❛ your lips are poison, your laugh a curse. ❜

[rodneymckays]

Farscape | 3x18 Fractures

[neckkiss]

“Fuck it” – my final thought before making most decisions.

[jace-targaryen]

SUCCESSION 2x10, "this is not for tears"

[acecroft]

FARSCAPE, 2.04

[cr1chton-m]

" look at me. this is who i am, no matter how much you pretend it isn't. "

                   ❛            no , you're more , aeryn ! you've always been more !            ❜              my raised voice echoed through the abandoned factory the two of us were camped in , meeting her glare with a scowl of my own as i jabbed my finger up toward the ceiling , toward the sky , as if to make my point that much clearer.

                   ❛            what the frell is buddying up with crais going to accomplish ?! look , you can blame me or whatever for what i've done. i took away your shot at being miss peacekeeper of the year , snubbed your whole .. rally the troops , rah rah never say die mentality , but .. jesus christ , aeryn , i thought we were past this. i mean , if you hate me that much , to go to him for help .. where the hell does that leave us ?            ❜

talking helped , yelling helped. maybe my anger would fill the gaping hole of betrayal in my chest , or if i turned my back just right she could retrieve the knife she jabbed into my spine. i squeezed my eyes shut , pinching the bridge of my nose & throwing my head back , exhaling slowly through my teeth. she was so rational. so strong & so smart , what the hell was she thinking ? crais couldn't be trusted , full stop , the end.

                   ❛            let me guess , let me take a wild stab in the dark here. he's going to help us , get us off this deserted rock , in exchange for you joining him on talyn. am i getting close ?            ❜              

@aerynxsun